Still Down Bad

You knowwww I just -

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i in fact

Know..

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And you know whattttt

I was so madlyyy in love with him

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How has it been 4 years and a half! And I’m still NOT OVER HIM!!! #Willbestartingtherapy

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Me and the best man 😞

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Going to have to start writing like Carrie because all this bs just ain’t it

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God daaammnnnnnn this one hits a little too close

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Don’t let me down been on repeat and ironically he let me down

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3 years later and I still miss him

#Releasemefromtheseshackles

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I miss

HIM!!!!!!!!!!!!

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When my gut, heart and mind tell me he isn’t the one for me then you figure I’d listen to that right???

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How do you keep coming into my dreams so vividly

Same type of dream

The dream that would have happened

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He’s just not HIM!!!!

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Is there a confessions pt II girl version ??? 😒

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I’m not beating these allegations

I’m not

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Oh no

The voices !!!

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Just like the other ones I knew they weren’t the ones

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And if you asked me, would I want to work it out?

Absolutely not