jinx

like if jinx arcane was eddie munson was a vampire || fictionkin/vent blog || doubles & silco haters dniaa || follows & likes from spectrophobiia

[fucktionkin]

i’m just jinx arcane if she was a vampire

[fucktionkin]

fuck 💔

[fucktionkin]

i. i said doubles dni

[fucktionkin]

i think i kept a little memorial of them after they all died. and i kept my old jacket from when i was 6 so i didn’t forget them

[cha0ticnon-binary]

A Not So Happy Halloween

I feel like halloween would be a bit of a sore spot for Hunter after Flapjack passed. It’s the anniversary of something extremely traumatic for him. Being possessed, Belos killing his palisman with Hunter’s own mangled and distorted hand, literally killing himself in an attempt to keep Belos from doing anything else, and even after all that, he lived, and he probably had no idea how to grieve in a healthy way. So much happened in just two days that he didn’t really have time to process, and I’d imagine he doesn’t like to think too much about things like that.

Everyone else seems to have processed everything pretty decently, gotten back into the groove of how things were, trying to rebuild after what happened. Hunter kept himself busy, made himself useful, did anything he could to make sure he wasn’t thinking about everything bad that had happened to him before and during that day. But no matter what Hunter read online, no matter what he found in books, nothing he tried really helped him all that much. Logically, he knew that Flapjack’s sacrifice wasn’t his fault. He knew that he should be thankful he got a second chance at life. But of course he’s still upset.. How could he not be? He’s almost definitely opposed to the idea of therapy, at least for a while. He doesn’t like to talk or think too much about the things that happened to him, especially not to a complete stranger. And he doubted any therapists in the human realm would do much else, other than diagnose him with crazy as soon as he mentioned the boiling isles.

It just doesn’t feel right to be happy in that day. On that day Flap died. On the day he technically killed himself. On the day the world almost ended a second time.

But of course, Mamá Camila is good at advice. She got Hunter to open up, telling her why he wasn’t exited for halloween when he usually loved to dress up and make costumes, etc.

I haven’t drawn in yet, but I decided after their talk, Camila offered to help him make a costume that might just help him heal. Something to honor Flapjack.

[fucktionkin]

i was thinking about that earlier funny enough

[fucktionkin]

i think he’s done with me

[fucktionkin]

i was excited abt that too 3:

[fucktionkin]

the mood drop there was fucking insane

[fucktionkin]

wuh :(

what

[fucktionkin]

augh

[fucktionkin]

i feel like he doesn’t care

i fell out of relevance like i knew i would

[fucktionkin]

kill myself lowk

[fucktionkin]

manifesting you get home soon because i have the house to myself and i wanna CALL YOUUU

I WONT (imagine me crying on the floor /silly) we have a thing at 7 in indianapolis and won’t get home til like 9 or 10 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 tomorrow im probably free tho….

[fucktionkin]

what is it called when you only think people care about you when they’re actively talking to you

[fucktionkin]

lack of emotional permanence ☝️

[fucktionkin]

GUYS?? WHAT GAVE YOU IMPRESSION I DONT WANNA B AROUND YOU!!!!!!! IM STABLE AGAIN AND I WANNA BE AROUND YOU~~

you ignored me for like A While and it’s hitting again🥀🥀 i also just realized that while you were ignoring me you were talking to other people instead of me So idk

[fucktionkin]

what is it called when you only think people care about you when they’re actively talking to you