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Sou tão precoce em saber e resolver que recebi o diagnóstico d superdotado
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Part 2 of…
The Kpop Industry and Zombie Stage 1, along with other references I found:
btw content warning of exploitation and sexual assault
Please read part one of this post before reading this
Moving on to these scenes. Mizi is being mentally and physically drained and exploited for her sex appeal by the idol industry. We can see this in her photoshoot where we eventually undresses on camera, as well as other photos of her in revealing clothing, and her getting dragged online. This reminded me of two things: Perfect Blue and Revolutionary Girl Utena.
In perfect blue, Miwa was an idol that quit to become an actress. This led to her getting exploited for her body. She took on a role as a prostitute in a movie that included a rape scene, even though she despised it. And she was coerced into taking nude photos by a photographer. During Miwa’s photoshoot, she is wearing a similar outfit and in a similar setting as Mizi, notice the plain white shirt and white bedsheets.
There is also a specific pose Mizi is in during the photoshoot that reminded me of Revolutionary Girl Utena (yes we are back with the RGU references in ALNST. Thank you ViviMeng for bringing back more trauma for me). In episode 33 of the anime, Utena does this pose right after she is raped by Akio, the chairman of her school and main antagonist of the story due to being a manipulative, grooming, incestuous, abusive piece of shit. Utena, like Miwa and Mizi, was taken advantage of men and those with power over her.
Oh also Nayeon, the idol I mentioned in my previous post when comparing Mizi’s outfits to her’s, she has been seen in very revealing tops and short dresses/skirts. She has also been seen to be visibly uncomfortable in them, either constantly covering herself with her hands or moving her skirt downward to adjust it while walking.
I think she also showed up to an event in a really short dress and people were concerned because she was also underage at the time.
Moving on to something more lighthearted. There’s a screenshot of Mizi at an event on stage with water everywhere. This is clearly a water bomb festival. The water bomb festival takes place in the summer and it’s a time for kpop idols to be in revealing summer outfits and throw water at the fans. Everyone gets splashed at, including the idols, but it’s more known for the idols getting the fans wet.
Also I’d like to point out this scene where Mizi is smoking. It’s actually quite common for idols to smoke, especially male idols. Female idols have gotten into controversies for smoking though.
Now here’s something messed up. After Mizi runs off frustrated, mentally and physically drained because of what the idol industry has done to her, we are in Sua’s pov. She stands there doing nothing. Not even when a zombie passes by in Mizi’s direction, leading up to her getting infected. Sua let it all happen. Lowkey I think Sua did this on purpose.
Cause look how happy Sua is when she has Mizi tied up. It’s giving Ivan when he’s beating up Till.
Then Sua kisses/assaults her, causing her to get infected as well. Now why would Sua do this? Why would Sua want Mizi to become a zombie? Well knowing how bad her mental stability is and that if she were to win round 1 in alien stage and not Mizi, she would break because she can’t live in a world without Mizi. In the world of Zombie Stage, Sua is losing Mizi to the idol industry. We literally see the light in her eyes die. So what does Sua do? She lets Mizi get infected by a zombie so she can live forever. And then Sua gets herself infected by kissing Mizi so she can live forever with Mizi. Ngl that’s messed up because Mizi loves Sua. Cause like the idol industry, Sua disregarded her autonomy. And now Mizi is forced to perform as an idol forever.
Lowkey this reminded me of Vivinos’s My September animation. The one where the black haired girl assaults the corpse of her unrequited crush.
And finally, I want to point out a small part of the fanchant. It’s a bit of a stretch but it reminded me of the song Like Ooh Aah by TWICE. TWICE is known for being overworked and having a majority male fanbase (wow it’s like I mentioned something like that before in this post. It’s all connecting).
Oh but there’s more. The music video for Like Ooh Ahh takes places in a ZOMBIE APOCALYPSE.
BUTS THERES MORE. BECAUSE WHAT IDOL GROUP IS NAYEON FROM. NAYEON IS FROM TWICE.
ITS ALL CONNECTING OMGGG.
And that’s all I gotta say. I’ll definitely be back for round 2 of zombie stage.
EMPATOOOOOUUUUUUUUUUUU IRMÃO DO JOREL SEMPRE VAI SER MELHOR QUE NARUTO
Zombie Ivan and Scars Till should kiss
IM BACK IN THE FUCKING BUILDING AGAIN
have Kanade eating a glazed donut as I ponder over how to draw chibi style but illustrator-san (reddragonyt420) is unable to draw a glazed donut so it just looks really odd
even if things were different, even if they swapped sides, nothing would change in the end
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PT 1: rant/analysis about zomst round 1 bc i was infected w the mizisua disease
it's honestly so heartbreaking how unhealthy yet entranced the two are for each other in zomst, especially sua's raw emotions towards mizi.
near the beginning, we know that sua and mizi's dreams are to become kpop idols together.
however, after performing, sua was likely rejected by the judges, while mizi was allowed to move on.
we can clearly tell below by the change in mizi's expression. while sua maintains a blank, maybe even indifferent look, mizi looks devastated. her pupils shrink from the realization that she'd be separated from sua.
during mizi's first debut, she looks nervous and guiltridden. although it was her utter aspiration to become an idol, she feels lost at the idea of accomplishing her dreams without sua by her side.
still, sua adores mizi to no end. even if she herself isn't able to become an idol, she is perfectly content with cheering mizi on from the sidelines.
after a bit of reassurance from sua, mizi is able to gain more confidence, finally moving up to the stage for her debut.
my analysis for some of the panels below isn't focused on mizisua, but i'd like to assume that the "hypnosis" circle implies mizi's idolized and idealized image as a kpop idol.
her idol image is rendered to "hypnotize" and enchant others with her face and body.
moving further into the mv, we see the beginnings of mizi's idol image. her idol persona is based on seduction, where her body and expression (e.g. hooded eyes) are meant to attract the audience.
we also see one of the masked performers do some sort of circus act where they throw knives at her.
i think the knife began directly thrown at her eyes (also the area where mizi is infected) has to do with her real self deteriorating and rotting.
one of the most primary ways people can assess you are through your eyes. however, we know that mizi's idol persona isn't her true identity. even in the seduction cameo, the only reason i inferred that mizi wasn't truly "happy" was bc of her eyes. there is no energy in them.
hence, her eyes are the only hint towards mizi's true emotions.
the infection and knife being targeted towards her eyes forces mizi to hide her eyes, or in this case, her real thoughts and identity.
i also thought it was interesting how mizi's eyes were sold as
"The Eyes of Love"
even when she becomes an infected idol, her real identity is continuing to be supressed by her idol identity. her eyes (one of the only ways we could assess her true emotions) are being posed as a way to entrance the fans instead, likely for the male gaze.
we can continue to see the company showing off mizi's body in order for her to gain more viewership.
her company's plans do work. for most corrupt kpop companies, they focus more on bringing idols fame. it doesn't matter if it's hate or love, as long as the idols are getting attention.
in mizi's case, controversies arise. discussions begin to spiral around her career. youtube videos and articles pop up about mizi, specifically about her body.
yt video: "[RANGNAM NEWS] Oh shit, Mizi's legendary Waterbomb fancam... Is this a bit too revealing? #MiziControversy #KpopNews"
article: "This year's Waterbomb goddess... Who's number one?"
mizi is able to gain fame but at the cost of her body. notice how the youtubers focus on her revealing outfit, and how the article chose a photo of her appearing seductive and sluggish.
in this world, mizi to them is nothing more than an object they can rant and gossip about.
sua then begins to grow more worried for her.
now we all know how IMPORTANT flowers are in alnst!
the flowers that sua brings mizi are called "Platycodon grandiflorus," or "purple balloon flowers." they symbolize everlasting love, devotion, and sincerity.
however, when mizi receives these, she simply tosses them to one of the staff members without much of a glance, and sua notices this.
symbolically, not only is mizi tossing aside their love and honesty that they once shared as children, she is prioritizing her career over her relationship and connection with sua.
is it because mizi supposedly "fell out of love" with sua? no.
i'm too lazy to find the school zomst comic, but we all know that from both the zomst school comic and alnst, mizi cares a LOT about her identity. she plasters a bright-eyed and bubbly personality to make herself feel more secure and likable towards others.
we can tell by her fake smile towards sua, as shown by the panels below. she is choosing to replicate her idol persona towards sua, even if it is destroying herself in the process.
sua, realizing how far mizi has deteriorated herself, reaches her breaking point. she lashes out at mizi, most likely arguing with her about what she's doing to herself as an idol. sua is clearly concerned for mizi's mental and physical state.
as a result, mizi snaps, slapping sua. due to her overwhelmed and stressed state, all the pressure she feels being an idol bottles up into this violent reaction.
still, we see sua try to confront her. she embraces mizi tightly, being the only one in this sick and cruel world that craves for something real and honest.
sua cares for mizi so deeply, desperate to see mizi's real personality come back, not the idealized version the kpop company has enforced. she is the only one that feels sick at the idea of mizi being taken advantage of.
PT 2 LINK
PT 2 of rant/analysis on zomst round 1 bc i am mizisua pilled
as a parallel to sua embracing mizi, we see a quick cut to mizi's mother (?) hugging mizi as a child.
i'm honestly not sure what the second panel below means, but it'll probably be discussed further in later media pieces vivimeng releases.
as a result, we see mizi lash out at sua.
mizi completely snaps, likely lying about how she's content with her idol career (as hinted by her smile in the first panel below). however, feeling so overwhelmed with this sudden confrontation and the stress of her career, she breaks down before running away.
we then see a better glimpse into the infection-swarmed world.
during the scene where mizi is running away from sua, we do see a zombie following behind her, likely hinting at how mizi got infected.
as the infection grows worse, sua, who hasn't been infected yet, sneaks into the heavily guarded base where mizi has been contained.
sua finally finds mizi in this pale, infected state. however, rather than appearing horrified, she looks both devastated and relieved to finally have mizi in her arms.
sua then kisses mizi to make herself be infected.
remember from the scene where sua is sneaking in? there are signs and caution tape that warn uninfected humans about the "one bite infection." sua is planning on kissing mizi to infect herself—both out of obsession and care for her.
i think sua's further obsession and care for mizi can be implied by the lyrics below. sua is fine with infecting and destroying herself, as long as she can be beside mizi.
she is built up on this codependency for mizi, where she'd cross any lines to be together with mizi. in her opinion, even if they are both physically "ruined," it doesn't matter since they're together. their love is the only thing that's important.
PT 1 LINK
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