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zin | genderless pan & polyam | it/they | 27 | australian | plasma donor

[zinziinziiin]

this is my main blog, and it’s for general stuff that doesn’t fit into any of my many sideblogs! this main one is mostly miscellaneous non-fandom stuff, but may include fandom things on occasion.

I tag for warnings, organisation, and commentary

I have several sideblogs:

💧 pixel art and writing blog is @zindoesart  🩸 vampires/VTM blog is @pretend-pretend-vampire 💧 main vsynth/kamitsubaki blog is @kamitsubaki-city-ensemble  🩸 horror blog is @mannequinwrist 💧 main love live blog is @koi-no-signal-zin-zin-zin

my commissions are open

thank you for reading, and do enjoy your stay!

[zinziinziiin]

things you can't do: block people at school you don't want to interact with things you can do: block people online you don't want to interact with

online win in this case actually

[zinziinziiin]

news for you: digital tap payments are down rn, so if you intend to pay for something please use a physical card or cash until it's resolved

Breaking: Mastercard reportedly down due to 'global issue'

Mastercard card payments are being declined due to a global Mastercard issue, Commbank says.

[waltzingbi]

i already know there wont be anywhere near enough options but

what is your favourite tree🌲🌴🌳🪾

pine

oak

maple

redwood

palm

cherry blossom

willow

olive

birch

sycamore

cypress

other/not listed/say in tags

Remaining time: 5 days 12 hours

[whyenn-reader]

hard to gauge if the answer to a ''how's your life been going'' should be ''im deconstructing everything about my relationship to expiriencing emotions and im finding it hard to grasp that im a real person who exists'' or ''been getting into wildberry jams lately''

[vonlipvig]

i'm actually curious, what trinkets do you guys have on your keychains? 🗝️

[decomposedmaw]

Pixel post dividers for everyone! It's not much, but feel free to use them if you'd like. I don't know the ideal size for these, so let me know if they're too tall. I can make them a bit shorter next time.

[rubysapphrald]

i feel so defensive and protective of people with ARFID like if i had a disorder that made my brain register 90% of food as poison for no reason and i had a bazillion people on the internet constantly calling me a manchild who needs to just grow up and stop being a picky eater i would start killing people

[rubysapphrald]

people with ARFID and people with very few autism safe foods and people with contamination OCD and people in ED recovery and everyone else with a complicated relationship with food that no one takes seriously GET BEHIND ME!!!!!!!

[galaxywarp]

[cheaphalloweencostume]

“everyone is mad at me and they just won’t tell me” —> “no one has said anything about being mad at me and i haven’t done anything to warrant being mad at so if someone is silently fuming about me and not saying anything that’s their problem and actually quite weird of them and i can effortlessly move on with my life”

[cheaphalloweencostume]

this took SUCH a huge deal of unlearning because, like so many of you, i came out of a home where being quietly in trouble WAS the default state, and i DID grow up not just with the assumption but borderline religious conviction that Everyone Is Mad At Me, I Am Bad, I Must Exist In A Constant State of Attempting to Pacify The Natural Rage I Inspire In Everyone. and no it actually turns out that my family are the freaks . and yours are too

[cheaphalloweencostume]

“this isn’t true because i DEFINITELY silently fume at people in the hopes they’ll figure out what they did and apologize” that’s not good. you shouldn’t do that

“this isn’t true because the ex-friendship that traumatized me ended explosively after they were mad at me and never told me why” that’s not good. they shouldn’t be doing that

“i don’t think this is true because my current friend group is constantly icing me out until i figure out what ive done to upset them and properly apologized without being told” hey thats not good. they should not be doing that

if the peacefulness of your relationship with someone (familial, romantic, friendly, anything) can be destroyed by effective communication/asking them for effective communication, you have got to get out of there. if you can’t get out of there, you’ve got to throw away any ideas about what that person thinks of you because they have their own shit to figure out before they can accurately read anyone else

[kosmogrl]

[zindoesart]

getting more serious about my "I'll live, I have to live" tattoo idea

[which-ocs]

This question came up the other night and I wanted to tweet it but couldn't figure out how to ask it in so few characters.

But like what is the MINIMUM amount of money that you could win/receive/inherit tomorrow that would change your life? Obviously, winning something like a million dollars would change anyone's life but what is the smallest sum that would impact your day-to-day?

(does that make sense??? I'm just so curious what everyone's individual interpretation of "life changing" is)

[fangshazzard]

I bet raising your arm and summoning a weapon for you to grasp feels good as fuck

[toroidalearthtruther]

fuck, man, the fog's been trying to contact me all day. I just turned my phone on and it says I've had a bunch of mist calls

[deathgasmic]

some of you are very nice to me and i just want to say thank you and i love u

[mannequinwrist]

you ever feel like a wraith cursed to formless sharp agony floating and hurting and knowing naught else