Active 06/22 @fulloffshrinking - Tumblr Blog

I gained all the weight back that I lost while starving. I’m back to square one. I said I’d never get back to this point, but here we are.

Mentally I am okay about this. I’m trying so hard to love my body at every stage.

This is day 1 of my healthy and sustainable weight loss journey ❤️

phatchance

Y’all think I can lose 45lb in 38 days????

I was supposed to lose 30lbs in august and I’ve lost 5 🙃🙃🙃🙃

thincherrys

Stomach: “growls”

Me: bitch I’m covered in fat, eat that shit for awhile then we can talk!

starvingtwoskinny

sdjskdjsk

reciprocapoeta

I’ve seen more progress in the month of eating normally/healthy and working out than I have in the 15 years of eating disorders

Recovery is hard but physically I feel so strong and healthy. I can sing in the car again without almost passing out!!!

On my new meds I rarely feel hungry, I don’t think about food 24/7, I quite literally have to set alarms to remember to eat.

Food in front of me? My brain doesn’t recognize that it’s there

My urges to binge have significantly decreased

I know this won’t last forever but I’m so blessed to feel this way

1rr3lev4nt

morning workout >>>

gobblinwabbit-deactivated202206

Food doesn’t taste good. Food doesn’t taste good. Food doesn’t taste good. Food doesn’t taste good. Food doesn’t taste good. Food doesn’t taste good. Food doesn’t taste good. Food doesn’t taste good. Food doesn’t taste good. Food doesn’t taste good. Food doesn’t taste good. Food doesn’t taste good!

God I’m wanting to eat but I’m not even that hungry. Working in a kitchen really fuccs with me. It’s not worth it to eat. I need to be smaller.

Hit a new LW today. I’m officially on a mission to lose 40lbs

#an0r3xic

Binged today for absolutely no god damn reason???

I can’t restrict as hard anymore and it’s very hard to find balance in between so I don’t full on binge