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been on this train for 5 hours >.< it was only supposed to be 2… shower, fast food, and hotel bed soon… i also should have listened to the oral history im working on but i read virtue hoarders by catherine liu instead and well. yes!

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back on meds and it’s exhaustion n no appetite :/ i called off work this morning bc traveling later and just like way too dead inside

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sometimes i am a wild dog

that’s just how the concrete crumbles i guess

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ok left work early and got my meeting rescheduled for tomorrow morning… going to take a nap, do my laundry, pack, and then finish this fucking literature review….. everything takes so long… traveling again after only a week off is a privilege but also a lot of work and this conference is gonna be gnarly

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rosieandthemoon

"La Femme-Escargot" circa 1900 {info}

it’s actually been just this past year where my head got screwed on again maybe. from at least eight years ago until this past one i was extremely depressed. we didn’t always have the language or the know-how to realize it, but it’s true. and i feel like a nickelodeon splatter of a person. and i feel disconnected from reality. and i mourn for what i could have been. and im trying to construct what i still can be. i’m tired.

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wow five years ago was one of the last times i ever hung out with my old best friend. five years is a lifetime. i am so different from then.

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