Size greed is never satisfied. Once it takes root in your mind and burrows itself to the core of your being, you stop thinking of it as a desire to be big. The desire has warped and twisted itself and now it's not enough to be "big". You need to be bigger.
Always bigger.
The first time you outgrow a bra, it's an intoxicating feeling. Seeing yourself bulge over the cups, feeling the straps sink deep into your shoulders, the struggle to clasp it shut behind your back or, God forbid, the feeling of defeating the clasp and having the entire bra burst open. That kind of euphoria, that pure erotic bliss, is as overwhelming as it is addicting. Inside that growth is intense satisfaction. Yes! You tell yourself. I did it! I used to fit in this bra and now it can't hold me back! Nothing can hold me back!
And you'll keep chasing that high, that intense, concentrated arousal forever. You need to outgrow bras and shirts and jackets and sweaters, anything that might contain them proven increasingly inadequate.
You'll do anything to make yourself bigger. You'll change your diet. You'll change your routines. Pills that promised growth made you roll your eyes before but now they tempt you, your heart racing and your body flushing at the possibility that maybe, just maybe, they might work and you'll grow even more.
For some, the desire to be bigger will start to bleed over into areas. You'll long for your hips to be wider, your ass to be fatter, rounder, softer. You'll ache for the feeling of destroying a pair of jeans the same way you destroyed your bra. And even when you get there, it's never enough. Even when you sit down and your hips spread out and you hear the sound of rending fabric as the seam splits, shame and arousal coursing through your growing body, all it will do is drive you deeper into chasing that growth. You'll do anything to get bigger. Being big isn't enough.
You need to be bigger.
No matter the cost.
No matter what it does to you.
No matter how it changes your wardrobe, your reputation, your life.
It's not enough to be big.
You need to be bigger.
