* YOU KNOW WHAT ELSE IS INSANE?

TIME IS FICKLE.

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RULES : TAG FOLLOWERS YOU WANT TO KNOW BETTER !

TAGGED BY:   local goblin @walkingouija TAGGING: @fourthmedium @conjurelost @fourthseal @curvedaim

NAME:  bellamy STAR SIGN:  taurus HEIGHT: a solid 5′2′’ WHAT’S YOUR MIDDLE NAME? [ REDACTED ] PUT YOUR SPOTIFY ON SHUFFLE. WHAT ARE THE FIRST 6 SONGS THAT POPPED UP?

live --- billie marten

sticks & stones --- the creepshow

don’t do sadness from spring awakening

bored to death --- blink 182

hallucinogenics --- matt maeson

drunken lament --- ludo

EVER HAD A POEM OR SONG WRITTEN ABOUT YOU?  probably some poems WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU PLAYED AIR GUITAR? literally earlier tonight when i was listening to school of rock stuff WHO IS YOUR CELEBRITY CRUSH?  hmm i don’t know ? WHAT’S A SOUND YOU HATE; SOUND YOU LOVE?  nail biting ; soap cutting DO YOU BELIEVE IN GHOSTS?  i live with some ghosts so, yeah HOW ABOUT ALIENS? i believe in extra - terrestrial life, but probably not like those green guys with big black eyes DO YOU DRIVE? no IF SO, HAVE YOU EVER CRASHED? nah WHAT WAS THE LAST BOOK YOU READ?  i’m currently reading dorothy must die by danielle paige DO YOU LIKE THE SMELL OF GASOLINE? mmm yes WHAT WAS THE LAST MOVIE YOU SAW?  last movie i watched fully was truth or dare WHAT’S THE WORST INJURY YOU’VE EVER HAD? strained my ribs last year DO YOU HAVE ANY OBSESSIONS RIGHT NOW? unfortunately, critical role ( specifically the current campaign ) DO YOU TEND TO HOLD GRUDGES AGAINST PEOPLE WHO HAVE DONE YOU WRONG?i  sometimes IN A RELATIONSHIP?  happily engaged !

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& ily so much,

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where you can find me !

 five hargreeves ; the umbrella academy. ( semi - active. )

 betelgeuse ; beetlejuice: the musical. ( active. )

 simon bellamy ; misfits. ( semi - active. )

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 & i get that people want this fandom to be Nice and Friendly like it “used to be”, but if that involves me befriending and supporting people who ship LITERAL SIBLINGS on the basis of “they aren’t Really Related”, then count me out. i’m here to write --- not support filth like that. i especially don’t support people tagging others and waging a war over, what, actual human morals ? being a decent fucking human being ? write whatever you want, but that doesn’t mean we have to sit IDLY BY and let you do some problematic shit. that’s like saying “go ahead and murder someone, as long as i’m not involved !”. i’m not gonna sit and be an innocent bystander on some gross ass shit like incest. you wanna unfollow me, fine. block my ass, it’s not gonna stop me from a) hating incest in all forms and b) actually having some goddamn common sense.

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HI !i’ll be your guide !

i’ll be yourG - U - I - D - E  to the other side !

                                              ( musical - based. mutuals - only.                                                   beetlejuice,                                                                beetlejuice,                                                                    beetlejuice !                                                                           penned by bellamy. )

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& anyway, if you ship the siblings, write smut for the siblings, imply the siblings have slept together, etc. etc., you can just unfollow me right now. i don’t wanna see that shit on my dash.

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whether it be melodies that give you inspiration for your muse or songs that get you into the writing mood — pick 10 songs you find to give you the urge, the drive, or the creativity to write for your muse !!

SONGS   TO   WRITE   MY   MUSES   !

wake me up --- avicii

just one yesterday --- fall out boy

cancer --- my chemical romance

time and i --- jukebox the ghost

seeing you from groundhog day: the musical

for a few good men --- amigo the devil

short change hero --- the heavy

istanbul --- they might be giants

can’t play dead --- the heavy

get busy living or get busy dying --- fall out boy

TAGGED BY   :  @walkingouija​ TAGGING   :  @fourthmedium​ @conjurelost​ @thekrakn​ @fourthseal​

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klaus:

he gravitates towards five’s place.

it’s better than the house.  last time klaus was there he got kidnapped, after all.  tortured ; forced through withdrawal.  sent back in time.  

he squeezes his eyes shut, curled up on the sofa.  he’s been quiet for too long, hasn’t answered any of the question five keeps asking.  ben sits to klaus’ right, as close as he can get without reminded klaus that he’s a ghost.  klaus isn’t sure it would matter ; he feels like a ghost himself at this point.  

❛ we got married. ❜ he squeezes his eyes shut, gives himself a moment before he finally looks at five, eyes shining.  ❛ not…officially.  couldn’t.  but just between us.  better that way.  i - ❜ he doesn’t know how to verbalize it, how to explain everything dave did for him, everything dave was.  the way he held klaus’ heart in his hand so effortlessly.  the way he took klaus’ heart with him when he took his last breath.  ❛ he was so good, five. ❜

    --- there was a certain PATIENCE required in dealing with klaus ; perhaps ‘ dealing with ‘ carried too many negative connotations ( implied his brother LESSER THAN, or weaker than the others ; oh, the contrary, though five would be reluctant to admit it ). he knew something was wrong --- something heavier than withdrawal, deeper than cravings --- and admittedly, he is ill - equipped to assist with recovery. having not known the sense himself ( wallowing in his own self - made APOCALYPSE, a torture of his own volition ). when direct questions receive no answer, he falls silent ; he watches, cautious, as his brother begins speaking. it feels SHARP in his lungs, air punctured by surprise. a faint smile emerges ; not much, and definitely not enough to dissuade his brother from continuing. it is an innate response, natural in expression ; so klaus was married. is married. he isn’t sure which is the worse fate : to NEVER receive a love so warm, or to fall COLD with its absence. he ponders this as the two sit in a brief silence.

       ‘ tell me about him, ‘ he finally says, tone gentle ( yet not over - bearing, never soft enough to FRIGHTEN or coddle ). a quiet out - breath escapes him, tension remaining present ; he was never good at comfort, nor was he an expert on losing anything. still, he persists, hands clasped together in his lap ( before moving, instead, to the arm - rests, tapping arrhythmical against upholstery ). ‘ it could help. ‘  

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he's stopped breathing. the image if his lifeless brother, young yet still the burden of his long life present on his features, is etched into his memory forever. luther kneels down beside him. 'five? five?!' with each second that passes, luther begins shaking his brother more desperately; his brother's cold limbs moving around like a rag doll. an inhuman sound escapes him when his hand reaches up to cup five's cheek, pulling away as soon as he feels just how cold he is.

cue bellamy crying...

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“Sweetheart?” Grace had been looking for Five for a while now, searching high and low as her other children joined the cause, searching as well. There, she laid eyes on his body, lifeless on the ground, and froze. Her world felt as if it were crashing down around her. This world was so cruel. She ran to his aid, falling to her knees to make level with his corpse. Tears, which she didn’t even know she could produce, began to fall rapidly. “I lost you once... I can’t again!” ( picturedlove )

weeps......

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How would your character react if they found mine, dead?

PUT

IN

DA

ASK

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people who think they can tell me what to do are sadly very mistaken

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& got my hands on a brand - new beetlejuice: the musical audio, so i’ll be over on @ofmillenniums tonight ; i’ll try to work on drafts here, too, maybe queue up some stuff.

[bradbradleyart]

let me hug you! 

[bob-belcher]

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 & z i’m gonna beat you up, i love u sm

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bubbly and full of life is one way to describe claire. impatient, however, might be the more accurate description. of course, it comes with being a child but nonetheless, she's growing tired of waiting for her uncle to pay attention to her. "i'm bored." bottom lip juts out, if it worked with her mom, claire's sure a pout can work on anyone.

   --- five, admittedly, wasn’t quite sure being a baby - sitter was in his near future ; still, he offered to watch his niece for a few hours while allison did god - knows - what. he always wanted to meet the girl ( DREAMT of a day he would be able to look her in the eyes and tell her he’s PROUD of her ; something he supposed she heard too much of as it is ). she pouts, professes that she’s BORED, and five frowns to himself.

      ‘ what did you want to do ? ‘ he asks, just before DISAPPEARING into thin air, blue hues tracing where he once was ; he re - appears closer to her, offering a bit of a SMILE. sure, his ability typically wasn’t a parlour trick, but he could make an EXCEPTION.