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i do not like the normal people tv show … bad vibes

#this is my well thought out critical analysis #i just cannot see it from the lens that other people on the internet talking about it do #it does not even slightly come off as this grand slowburn romance or wtv to me #it just makes me annoyed #i think i dont like much of the acting and the direction choices and the general tone of the show #there’s parts where i do like the writing which tracks because i did enjoy the book #i dont think the tone of the show betrays the tone of the book though #so either my taste has changed and i wouldnt like the book if i read it now #or they just adapted it poorly #or something about the book’s tone doesnt lend itself well to a tv adaptation #i have stopped watching after episode 5 i hate it 👎👎👎#okay i am open to correction if i have interpreted this wrong #but this is supposed to be this great romance of how they always find their way back to each other #and they secretly love each other and sometimes they admit it but sometimes they don't #and so the show is always going to centre events through that perspective #but now because they dont find their way to each other until the very end (and even then only somewhat)#it means that every other experience of their life that we see is just seen as ‘incomplete’#okay like ???????#everything just comes off as so fucking miserable #you’re just waiting and waiting and waiting for them to love each other and also for them to love each other the Exact Right Way #and im just like WHY WHYYYY is that this grand payoff that im supposed to be waiting for #why can it just not also SINCERELY be about their life in the meantime #like why is everything else this ‘waiting period’ for the ‘inevitable’#it just makes the show SO SOOOO agonisingly miserable to watch #and the acting and the mood and the writing to some extent is just doing an exaggerated version of this #IM SO IRRITATED IT MAKES ME SO MAD GAAAAAAAAAAAAH #we’re supposed to think ok the only real people in this show are the two main leads and nobody else is really a Person even so dont bother #its so fkn lazyyyyyyyyy #i think all of this got spurred off the moment where marianne’s boyfriend at the time says she has a really cute serious face or smth #and daisy edgar jones just looks up and then looks down

primordialsouphaver

we're hunting lizards today

#THANK YOU #I LOVE THIS PHOTO

stonefemmesiren

my ig feed gets really oddly specific w the memes

#i genuinely was thinking this exact thing not two weeks ago #specifically i was thinking of #it is nice to feel wanted and also to want #but caring and desiring mean you put yourself in a position where you give another person the ability to really really hurt you #and i was thinking #is the desire the problem then - is it the thing i have to eliminate?#if it hurts when i dont get what i want does that mean i have to stop wanting in the first place #if i didnt form attachments i wouldnt feel pettiness or jealousy or hurt #so do i just try to remove all sense of attachment #idk if that makes sense #anyway i couldnt figure it out #so i kind of just said ‘life is all about taking chances’ even if i dont really believe in it #idk if that makes sense either

i have watched significantly fewer movies this year so far. i do miss talking about movies though. i miss free film screenings at IHC and walking around jor bagh after with friends, smoking 10 rupay ki indie mint. i miss meeting up in that one dude's basement (lol), huddled together on mattresses and watching monsoon wedding with strangers. i miss the occasional post-screening q&as with the director and the inevitably silly questions asked at them. movies are where i found my space in college for the very first time, where i met my now best friends, all the people that i adore the most in the world. it's also the space where i found a core sense of my identity. i think i really wanted to find a film-y space here, and i did start off trying hard, but somehow gave up over time. it's a bit hard to think about how something that was such an important fixture of my life barely 2 years ago has now become nearly absent from it. it's not too bad though, my interests tend to have a habit of rotating out cyclically anyway. i'm sure i'll find my way back to it again.

#i watched darjeeling limited for the first time today #i dont think i have ever seen a wes anderson before this #it was quite nice #i also watched didi #also quite nice #maybe i will have something more poignant to say once i get back into talking about movies #also darjeeling limited gave me an insane urge to smoke a cigarette #im not going to do it but that's partly what triggered the nostalgia trip #smoking is bad though booooo #i know i would regret it as soon as i did it and there really is no glamour attached to it for me anymore #i guess i miss that time in life more than the actual action of smoking #they should make a tobacco-free healthy indie mint that is also 10 rupees #though i heard indie mint is 12? rupees now #dire times

bongjoonhoe

Dìdi (弟弟) 2024, dir. Sean Wang

not many joys in life that can compare to the wondrous experiences of ‘Pacing Back And Forth In The Corridor’ and ‘Thinking The Same Thing To Myself 28 Times Each Day’

#my phone is evil

2colde

how it genuinely feels

futuristicallycasualstrawberry

hello will you try out my puzzle :D

and also will anybody help me with today's smush i have been staring at supplyring for five hours

futuristicallycasualstrawberry

anotha one

futuristicallycasualstrawberry

A THIRD PUZZLE HAS HIT THE BUILDING - inspired by all the hours in 2020-21 that my friends and i spent listening to the best boyband since one direction :D

#4x3 #fourbythree

gothish

wetdirtguy

Me spending time with people: joy abounds, we are all connected and there is hope!

Me 1 day later: I need to be left alone to gather the pieces of Me together

Me 2 days later: there is something very rotten at my core and I will almost certainly die unloved

carolsturka

how it feels to talk about anything at all

filyahehh

smartest cat ever!

SOMETIMES EVERYTHING FEELS IMPOSSIBLE AND INSURMOUNTABLE BUT SOME OF THOSE SOMETIMES YOUR FRIENDS ARE SMARTER IN DIFFERENT WAYS THAN YOU ARE AND THEY HELP U MAKE SENSE OF SOME VERY CONFUSING THINGS !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I LOVE MY FRIENDS #MYREVELATION

#SORRY ABOUT THE SHOUTING #I NEED TO PUT MY FEELINGS OF LOVE OUT INTO THE ETHER #I LOVE MY FRIENDS

futuristicallycasualstrawberry

hello will you try out my puzzle :D

and also will anybody help me with today's smush i have been staring at supplyring for five hours

futuristicallycasualstrawberry

anotha one

#4x3 #fourbythree

they’re going to build a big copper monument for me and call it statue of Stupid

loveridden1999

for those unaware today india experienced one of its biggest protests in half a decade. there were protests all over the nation for various causes but the major one was in delhi. all we asked for was the resignation of the education minister because he's failed the students of this nation time & time again. but we were met with brutality, the police had barricaded the main site of protest (jantar mantar). metro stations were shutdown, the public was restrained from reaching the protest site and all the adjoining areas had signal jammers to make sure the crowd had no access to constant updates. they had us blocked from all the sides. they were lathi (baton) charging students from one side & releasing tear gas from the other. you couldn't walk 100 m on streets without having a tear gas shell thrown at you. there were many students, women & kids bleeding — some from their head. some couldn't walk anymore. the police had removed their nameplates & acted with full impunity to resort to unprecedented levels of violence. they were pelting stones at us, beating up people for no reason, forcefully detaining them and attacking us constantly with tear gas & rubber bullets. they wouldn't let you exit either. the crowd was peaceful & looking out for each other yet they were met with violence. i made a friend who was all alone & she asked to join me & my friend because a policeman wouldn't leave her alone. he constantly prodded her for personal info, invited her back to the jeep saying they have food there, wouldn't stop following her around. you couldn't call or ask anyone for help, we were left to fend for ourselves & be on a constant lookout if you did not want to be beaten up to death by police. all for what? asking a resignation? shame on this country.

loveridden1999

Youth-led movement calls on education minister to quit in one of India’s largest anti-government rallies in years

More than 10,000 protesters braved tear gas and baton charges in their largest challenge yet to PM Modi's government.

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