TW: some of the posts I create may contain; sh, ed, suicidal ideation, suicidal thoughts, and just general landmine community stuff! block dont report. yanblr TAKEN do not pursue, ime married!
pt: TRIGGER WARNING: some of the posts I create may contain; self harm, disordered eating, suicidal ideation and/or thoughts, and other landmine community topics. block dont report yanblr, taken do not pursue I'm married end pt
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they/angel pronouns, abrosexual omni lesbian vampire thing, gyaru fashion, lifestyle jirai, 5teen, AuDHD, P-DID system, creator of farucoco / nicozan, I AM TAKEN DO NOT PURSUE MI I AM IN NOT INTERESTED. in a healthy yan4yan relationship with @jirainarumigen (11/09/2025), tonetags appreciated, no dni other than pro-contact paras BUT I block freely β
pt: they/angel pronouns, abrosexual omnisexual lesbian, bat angel thing, fashion gyaru, lifestyle jirai, fifteen, creator of farucoco / nicozan, autism and ADHD, P-DID system, yan4yan sys4sys relationship with @jirainarumigen as of November 9th 2025, tonetags appreciated, basic dni but I block freely
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im not a dere π tsun tsunnderee.. I have ajello heart im notthat mean π’π’π’ (I say as I slowly break down into tears over the course of the song)
sorry but i NEED to yap because there's someone whos on my nerves and I need to talk about it. they literally called one of our most sensitive fronters (yuki) annoying and attention seeking when they just wanted to be friends with them and they got literally crushed and blocked them, and its rubbing off on me and its pissing me off. the owner of the server loves them everyone loves them and they told everyone in a public server with 100+ members that they thought angel was annoying and that they "had to speak up" (no you didnt) and the moment I express my displeasure not only do they tell me to get out of a public server (for saying im in KIND OF a bad mood and may be easily pissed off) but everyone else says for me to take a break oh but they had nothing to say at THIS? and they just deflected to another topic?
and YES im gonna be "petty" and not talk to them directly about because guess what? they decided not to talk to me until it was in public in front of 100 plus people while everyone awkwardly watched and said NOTHING but the moment an hour or so later when I express being in a SLIGHTLY bad mood everyone tells me to get offline yeah no sure this is fine and cool and allowed.
And if im in the wrong i guess tell me but the reason yuki was so upset and "attention seeking" (gently reminding everyone about what they had said) was BECAUSE. everyone had said they wanted to play gartic phone after uno and they forgot about it and played another round so yuki left then came back after they had calmed down enough to subtly ask about it. And they got called annoying? At least tell us before yelling it out in public.
but im in the trees im in the breeze my footsteps on the ground youll see my face in every place but you can't catch me now through wading grass, the months will pass youll feel it all around im here im there im everywhere but you can't catch me now no you can't catch me now
'Are you transfem or transmasc?' neither, im nonbinary. 'okay but are you like, masculine or feminine' neither, im nonbinary. 'okay, what pronouns do you use?' they/e/thon/he 'okay, im exclusively using he for you, so, are you transfem or transmasc?'
tumblr doesnβt even pretend to show me notifications any more, if you say something to me and I see it itβs purely because I stumbled upon it by chance in an enchanted grotto deep in the moonlit forest at midnight and will never find it again.
