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afuzzyowl from AO3 writing & crying bout otp blog my real name's winter, feel free to call me that or fuzz :D

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I finally read sml after it being on my waitlist for a solid half year bc I was continually too busy to commit to any fics longer than 2 chapters and I just. I love it so much my dude

oikawa is INCREDIBLY petty he saw someone flirting with iwaizumi and literally married him instead of letting him be flirted with in this essay i will

HAHA ur right about that, he's the ultimate king of salt 😂😂 thanks so much I'm glad u enjoyed it!

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Six Month Lover is my favorite iwaoi/haikyuu fic ever, thank you for writing it 🥺💕 it made me fall completely in love with the pairing and your interpretation of Oikawa specifically (as an oikawa kinnie) really makes me happy (though I'm in love with Iwa as well, hehe)

But yeah, thank you again for writing it!! 💖💖

Omg thank u so much!!! I wrote that what feels like forever ago but it's amazing to receive msgs like these and realize that ppl still dig it hahaha iwaoi are my loves 💜

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Followed cause I just finished your Iwaoi fic only to find out you ship Kirubaku? Good shit I must say

Ayyyy good taste my friend good taste 👀👀

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listen manly man falls for the manliest man is one of my fave fics okay liSTEN. the way everything was going swell and all of a sudden ya hit me w that angst near the end i was sweatin thru my eyes my heart? broke- the jokes and banter? 10/10 in character and fun to read. the kacchako past? OUCH SJDKSK kiri having alot of emotions? im SOBBING .! honest to god thanks for sharing it was an emotional rollercoaster it made me snicker out loud and sob not too long after fr tho BLESS UR TALENT❤️😔😭🥺

Hi anon!!! I'm sorry I never check tumble anymore so this could be from months back for all I know, but thank u so much 😭😭😭 I'm so glad u enjoyed it hahaha I'M A TOTAL HOE FOR THE FEELS

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Are you still into haikyuu?! Like are you planning to write anything for iwaoi?! I loved your last fic the six month lover it was very good!!!

Thank u so much!! Unfortunately I currently don’t have any plans to write any more haikyuu :(( it’s actually been a while since I’ve been into it. If I’m ever hit with some staggering inspiration then I might, but it's not very probable right now 😅

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Hello!! I was the person who asked about your fic couple of months back but then I kinda forgot to come and check If you had updated it...oopss... But yeah i just somehow remembered it today and went to read the newest chapters. And I gotta say that your writing is absolutely beautiful and that fic is one of my all time favorites! So thanks for writing it and you are awesome!

thank u so much, i’m so happy to hear that!!! <3<3<3

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Did you know that iwaizumi is back on haikyuu!!!!!

i didn’t, i actually haven’t watched haikyuu in yeeaars hahaha

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Do you have a Twitter account?

hi anon! i don’t, im sorry :((

[soursoppi]

(a sort-of continuation of this scene? haha)

Kiri cooks katsu curry for Katsuki ;)

[soursoppi]

brain: Baku tiny but STRONG…Baku fireman carrying Kiri???

[bnha-ramblings]

They’re all well versed in speaking Bakugo at this point

[corzev]

deku taught them

[gentrychild]

I need to read Smash RIGHT NOW.

[saltywithsarcasm]

Reverse psychology at it’s finest.

[soursoppi]

love at first shot

Archery Captain x Judo Captain AU? haha

[vivalski]

Saw this crocs trend on Tik Tok and…

[misterdomon]

Another recent bnha dream. In which my too-gay-too-high-five-brain overrode Kirishima’s inherent bro-ness 

[soursoppi]

absolutely mushy

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fic: manly man falls for manliest man, ch. 17

Rating: E. Completed WHOO (~109k). Fluff and humor, developing relationship, pining. Actor baku, salaryman kiri.

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The thing about all of this is that Kirishima hasn’t exactly figured out what he wants out of a relationship with Bakugou.

At the end of the day, everything circles back to how much he wants Bakugou but knows that he shouldn’t. Wanting, wanting, even while he knows. And he can’t figure out which is more important, the wanting or the knowing. What percentage of each should he take into consideration, what’s the magic ratio, the formula that will spit out happiness for the both of them? He keeps thinking back to the way Ashido said so unthinkingly, “But I’m not the one Bakugou likes,” as if that’s all that really matters. Is it, though? Is that too naive to believe, in a world where people give up on marriage for things as mundane as different living habits?

Most terrifying of all, is the fact that he’s even considering this, the long-term vision of them together and all that. Kirishima doesn’t understand how and when he fell so hard. At first, he was just happy getting to eat with his idol, hang out together and act like idiots befitting their age, something both of them seem to sorely lack in their lives. And when they started dating, he was so caught up in the wonder that Bakugou could like him that there wasn’t room for Kirishima to worry about anything when their day-to-day moments made him so happy.

And now he’s treating their relationship like they’re childhood sweethearts who have loved each other for half their lives and are getting ready to co-sign the mortgage for a white-picket-fence house with their two dogs or something ridiculous like that and just when did it get so serious? Before Kirishima knew it, all that starry-eyed amazement give way to an affection that smolders in the depths of his chest. It’s this hunger—to keep a whole person for his own—churning in the pit of his stomach. Like a fanged, taloned monster digging into his insides and taking control of him, his mind.

Okay, fine, so putting aside the dramatics, objectively, he knows he’d be fine without Bakugou. He’d eventually move on, in, like, two, or three, or ten years. He’d find someone else to love, maybe someone not as dazzling, but a person who’s beautiful and bright in their own way, and he’ll discover a happiness that could be different or similar to the one he feels with Bakugou. Happiness, regardless. It’s not like he can’t imagine his life without Bakugou, ‘cause let’s be real, Bakugou hasn’t been the most available person ever these past couple of months.

But Kirishima hates that. It makes him feel dirty thinking about being happy with someone else. Wrong, like a crooked tile on the pristine bathroom floor of a nice restaurant. Or like cinching a tie an inch too tight. A fish flopping to its death on the white sands of a beach.

Wrong, wrong, wrong. Lesser. Like settling, and Kirishima doesn’t like settling, he wants to fight for the things he cares about.

But knowing this is not helpful. None of it is. Because Kirishima only knows what’s wrong, and not what’s right.

Read the rest on AO3.

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warm afternoon, soft boys~ 

the settings for the brushes I used for this one are up on my patreon for anyone who may care!