Jack of Many Trades, Master of ONE

Student/Researcher/Chemistry🧪; abroad life 🇯🇵; INTJ; ♑☀️; ♒🌙; ~accepting mental health issues slowly~ ~"I'll make a meme outta my life"~ ~Veteran anime enthusiast~ ~Huge love for Classical & Celtics~ ~Astronomy~

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Therapy's supposed to heal people while for me, it enhanced my joking capacity. Shit's still better than being fucktardingly unstable, as in my teen years.

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Ykwhat, damn the mangaka guy (GEGE or whatever). This very character was the most sensible soft & and wisest of all in the series. It's practically impossible for someone sensitive striving for ideals to suddenly turn to extreme rash means. I'm so disappointed by the character design. Like, he deeply cares for his loved ones and then suddenly massacres hundreds for a certain "goal". And he actually KNEW that there COULD BE constructive alternatives to achieve that same goal. It's just not possible. I've analysed a very 30-40 characters including complex ones but a sharp backflip of this level is not possible for anyone. If he turned to shadows for manipulative means, that'd be one thing. But a person of harmony resorting to murder being AWARE of a possible alternative? ARIENAI.

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HELLA TIRED OF THESE TIME REVERSAL, REINCARNATION, ISEKAI, & ROYAL MARRIAGE PLOTS BY NOW. FOR FVCC'S SAKE, EDITORS PLEASE APPROVE SOME QUALITY CONTENT DAMMIT.

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I don't need a lover. I need a good therapist and enough money to pay their fees.

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Sam Smith really has a beautiful voice.

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I've feared many things from childhood; like nature, human beings, animals. When I'm petting a dog, I'm often reminded that the warmth of this animal is temporary. It would die before me. It could turn hostile any moment if triggered. Still I kept making out with it, aware of the dangers.

When I'm eating meat, I feel guilty that someone had to be murdered for this. But again, I reason with myself. Veganism is bullshit. I must consume meat to keep my body alive. It demands it. Nature made it demand it. Mankind chose to be carnivores thousands of years ago, all in order to survive. Who am I to change it now? My only humanity is the guilt I'm feeling every moment. My only humanity is the fear I have of humans, of nature and the earth.

Ōba Yōzō, you were wrong. Dazai Osamu, you were wrong. You didn't fail to be human. You were one of the few who could recognise, who could identify and give into the humanity from the rest of our animal bodies.

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Only suicidal nitwits get excited like this in the face of danger.

~ Bungou Stray Dogs Season 4

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Nothing but pain comes out when I write diaries.

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Bungou "my mental health is fvcced up" Stray Dogs