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iiiiii think its best for me to ollie out and leave too? i mean shit son, it was a fun time while it lasted but i literally have no patience for this bullshit but at least i feel a lot better since i unloaded. i'll be hanging around on and off until midnight or so if anyone wants my skype or my personal. you have to ask off anon for those obviously but yeah. ✌️
I’m only posting this because I’m at the end of my fucking patience for this entire bit of bullshit that’s going on and so is Cody, but who can blame him? I certainly can’t.
A lot of this is going to be a rant and on personal account, so I apologize for that too. And this is more of an open letter to Travis/Tracey/who the fuck ever than anything, but I’ll also submit it right before I post this so it can’t just be brushed under the rug.
I’m honestly really sorry for all this drama posting, but I’m so fucking done it isn’t even funny. I’m tired of this. I will be tagging it all so you can avoid it though. And it’ll be under a readmore when I post it here.
Here goes nothing @childsplxy
i’m even gonna be nice and unblock them so they can try and defend themselves :’)
@childsplxy im sorry, i just sense a touch of hypocrisy here
yeah that can be taken as hypocritical but that the time that cody was calling the community 13yos was when everyone as a whole was offended by that generator while people sending me these anons are basically sending me what can be considered anon hate which is why i cant help but to call them out on acting childish and that is how i would have reacted when i was 14, so ya know
everyone as a whole was offended by a generator in which the creator was repeatedly apologizing for not reading the pre-made list of words? they didn’t read the list before hand and were very apologetic about it. i was the one who promo’d the generator FOR them, (i took down the post because it was causing so much drama) because they were nervous to do so. people who are sending you anons are not acting like 14 year olds? they’re stating valid points and you are trying to shoot them down by saying that you’re right and they are wrong. we want to sort through this like adults and i haven’t seen a single childish anon in your inbox. is it because you think they’re wrong, is that what makes them childish?
yeah, like? I was on call with them and they were really apologetic about it and even went as far as asking me to lock them out of their blog for a week. if people had started by shooting them a message off anon like “hey [REDACTED], there are some hella ableist adjectives in here”, then it wouldn’t have blown up like it did. no, instead people started vaguing about it and indirectly attacking anyone who reblogged the post and it turned into the festering shitfest that it was. it could have been avoided entirely if someone had just said something privately to the creator.
but no. everyone in this community seems to thrive on fucking drama.
And yes, i know i’m breaking my own rules page by doing this but i’ve tried to ignore all the vagueblogging shit you’ve pulled (@travis, just for clarification). and you just keep going
honestly if you support childsplxy please unfollow me
To anyone that’s confused (so anyone who’s been around less than a year probably), i’m going to be making a post about it.
he doesn’t have a last name yet but his name is Guy and he is SHSL Found Footage Filmmaker, believe it or not. don’t get cut on the edge of his outfit
this means i get to post this.
he’s a police sketch artist and he’s special and i cried whilst freehanding him a few weeks ago.
im still pretty steamed about being called an abuser lmao
“> mun.txt vague.txt It’s funnier when you know the whole storyinstead of just what one side chooses to tell youtbfh it really manipulates and demonizes people when you just said the bad shitand don’t even give the ‘abusive’ party a chance to defend themselvesit would be different if i were doing this publicly or they have blatant proof that i was just so awful to them but what the fuck ever”
Tags, in case you missed them.
And, before I go on, I’d like to bring this to attention.
Straight from one of your blogs.
And I also find this quite amusing. “You vagued first”? Are you five? Really? Come on. I thought we were mature adults at this point. I made the hiatus post that I did courteously explaining why I wouldn’t be online. I didn’t name drop, I didn’t use any other descriptors. Just “one of my abusers.” You brought the attention to yourself about this. You really did. I was trying to be kind, and not draw attention to you and start shit. But, here we are.
It’s even funnier to me that you never gave me a chance to explain myself, back when you called me an abuser, a little under a year ago. Secondly, was this vague ass post really necessary? No, it wasn’t. It really fucking wasn’t.
I went looking for the Skype logs, and found that there’s nothing there anymore. It’s all been deleted. That old Skype account is practically useless, so I can’t procure any hard evidence, but I can tell you my accounts. And by God I’ll fucking post it publicly.
But, first, I’ll start with this. I made this account and a week later, you decided to come into the community, follow me, and when I blocked you (which, why were you even surprised? The cute little ‘uwuuu, someone blocked me, is shuu too mean?’ stunt was bullshit and we both know why I blocked you, and this is why.) you followed me on your personal blog. And now, on top of that, if you know that I called you an abuser in my hiatus post, that tells me that you’ve been stalking my blog. You started this. You began it. You didn’t need to. But you did. But then, I remembered, I have this;
[Sunday, November 23, 2014 9:10 PM] travis: <<< well you know for starters im not my characters and theyre blocking me on every account i have acting like im going to use them to try and hurt them but no it doesnt work that way i want to be able to roleplay with them like a civilized person but theyre not even remotely letting me
I expressed that you made me uncomfortable, and I expressed that I didn’t want to interact with you before. Yet, once again, you’re stalking my blogs and following me. Did you not get the hint the first ten times that I blocked all of your other blogs that you’ve ever made? You make me uncomfortable, and I don’t want to interact with you. I shouldn’t have to spell it out for you. I really shouldn’t. But it’s okay for you to unfollow me and blacklist me and basically delete me off your tumblr. That’s just a little hypocritical. If you didn’t like my blogs so much, why do you keep stalking them?
Which is hilarious because in your post here, you say that the problem in this community is “the people who choose to send rude things or vague about people when it’s absolutely not neccessary. you are in complete control of yourself, you are able to stop yourself from hitting ‘post’ or 'ask.’ you are able to stop and consider what you’re doing before you go through with it; when you vagueblog about someone or send anon hate, think about what you’re doing, think about what that person might already be going through, consider what actions they might take from you doing something negative toward them.” Oh, oh, but, that rule doesn’t apply to you if you’re vague blogging about me, does it? Right!
But I forgot…
[Sunday, November 23, 2014 9:20 PM] travis: the only time i have vagueblogged about them was tonight and that was when everyone felt the need to reblog that “ALTERNATIVELY REBLOG THIS POST IF YOU CARE ABOUT CXSPLAYER”
so they can sit down if theyre taking the idea that their that important that i *have* to vagueblog about them
But I’ve got 18 sources that say otherwise.
But, onto the main point; Why I called you an abuser.
Firstly, you’re making yourself out to be the victim in all of this. Which you aren’t? I’ve literally been avoiding you since we broke up. And you keep coming after me, trying to initiate something. It’s disgusting, honestly. But I find that weird when you keep claiming you’re blacklisting me and avoiding me? So I don’t understand at all.
Secondly. This was something that you later apologized for, but it still stands as a thing that you should never have said to your datemate’s face. Under any circumstance. “I refuse to call you by your new name because it’s an alias anyway, and I know you as your old name, so I’m going to continue to call you by your old name.” I’m paraphrasing that, since I lack the Skype logs, even after logging back into the old account. That entire thing baffles me, though? What planet is that okay? That may not be abuse, but it sure as hell isn’t supportive, and its pretty transphobic, in my opinion.
On top of that, what you considered support was saying, “if I can do it, so can you! I pushed through, and what I did worked for me, you’re just being lazy and refuse to actually try anything! I don’t care if all of the solutions I give you will cause you panic attacks! It’s the only way that works, so man up!” in the most condescending way possible. You shut down my feelings every single time I tried to communicate to them, and overwrote them with how you thought I should act. I couldn’t complain about homework that I didn’t understand because you would brush it off as childish. I couldn’t even have a panic attack because someone didn’t tag something that I asked them to without some sort of criticism.
This is something that we talked about, as well. In a group Skype chat, with someone as our witness. “Stole” is a strong word, considering you showed me how to do it over screenshare on Skype. I asked you how to do it, you agreed to show me, and I asked if I could use your skin palette. Which you agreed to, and even sent me, and you even posted a later version for anyone to use themselves. You sent me the version with only four small palettes. You taught me how to do the shading thing, I asked questions, you answered them, and then you claim that I stole how you draw…? That doesn’t make sense. If you didn’t want me to use it, you would have said something when I first posted a sprite that looked a little like this.
I even had the comment “what do you mean i cant attempt to poorly mimic my girlfriend’s style of spriting?” (I would link this post, but due to the status of that blog, I cannot access the links to it, and you wouldn’t even be able to see them because of the theme I put on it.) I do believe that I might have linked this sprite to you, and you said absolutely nothing about how I did the shading. In fact… When I went to resprite one of my OCs using this style, I do believe you even said, “That isn’t how the hair is supposed to be shaded. You’re doing it wrong.” Again, this was on a Skype call and not sourceable.
Another thing that you did was about a year ago now. You and another tumblr user blatantly made a post when I announced a hiatus back in November, and it listed a bunch of different reasons as to why I was a shitty person. I’ve been hunting for the post for forever, and I can’t seem to find it whatsoever? But one of the things that I recall on there was that you claimed that you’ve witnessed me sending anon hate.
What I sent was never anon hate. This is an excerpt from a Skype conversation that I had with someone else.
[9/22/2014 3:06:24 PM] byakuya togami: because i told (anonymously) [another user] to back off of [you] and [a different person] because they were making them hella uncomfortable with the whole tsundere shit [9/22/2014 3:06:41 PM] byakuya togami: which was totally unneeded especially since rpng isnt just about shipping [9/22/2014 3:07:15 PM] byakuya togami: and im guessing that [first user] figured out it was me bc they blocked the anon message and then i turned up in their ignored users list or some shit
If I recall, the message I sent was phrased, “Hey, I’m sorry, but, you’re making [you] and [second user] really uncomfortable with the tsundere things. Could you please back off on threatening to kill their characters for the sake of shipping?”
On what earth is that anon hate? I’d really like to know.
A second thing that I recall being mentioned on that post that everyone seems to have deleted, or their blog that contained the post has been deleted, was that I was the abusive one. I don’t see how you could have come to that conclusion, other than to turn people against me. Manipulative, even? You’re the one gaslighting, claiming to have never said things that I specifically recall you saying in Skype calls, or chats. There were plenty of people’s sprites that you claimed were inadequate, and you criticized them all over a call. Which, isn’t something that I can provide evidence of, as I didn’t sit there recording hours upon days upon weeks of Skype calls. You questioned every little piece about someone’s art, laughed about it, and proceeded to even avoid following them because of their art, if I recall correctly. You only started roleplaying with them a month or two later. That’s a pretty shitty thing to do.
You’re an outright bully, you claim you want people to treat you ‘civilized’ but you can’t even give the common courtesy of doing that yourself. I do recall, when we spoke to one another about the topic of me “stealing” your spriting style, you said something along the lines of “youre just a queen bitch who takes anything that she wants.” Very civil. The only reason I left the conversation (and thus no longer have the logs, despite asking our mediator for them.) was because that was bullshit, and I wasn’t going to sit there and listen to being called names.
So I’d appreciate it if you left me alone, stayed off of my blog, stopped vague blogging about every little thing that I do, and stop pretending with your little acts on being the princess of the community. While you do have your shining moments, this isn’t one of them. You need to grow up. You’re going to be 20 in five days. Start acting like it. I’ve worked on bettering myself, and you need to, too. So far, I haven’t seen any improvement in a year.
Hi Corey! It was nice to see you and Cody rping on my dash again!
aggressively still uses Kaneki Ken icons because I became Tokyo Ghoul trash at some point
thank you ^.^ it was kind of fun being back for the most part? although there aren’t a lot of familiar faces around anymore?
stretches and waves.
sorry about the whole secret identity thing but i’m actually Corey and tbh this whole secret identity idea originated cause i said i had been thinking about it? and now it’s kinda turned into this and yeah.
but hey, hi. what’s up. that’s what my normal spriting style looks like btw? and that kid is trash
waves.
i mean. not that me and Cody were being very secretive about it (again, i only really took on an assumed name and fake mun sprites too), what with all the pda and identical twins and etc.
but yeah
for those of you who don’t know me, i was @shslspookykids , @shslcreepystrangers , and @b0ysandhomicide
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