I Still Need A Journal

I guess here will do.

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Tags I use frequently here:

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Tomorrow I guess I’ll take those attachment style tests my therapist wants me to take…

[flowerytale]

Edgar Allan Poe, from a letter to Mrs. Maria Clemm, July 1849

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I’ve got to fucking get over you. It’s not beneficial to my life. In fact it’s detrimental.

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I think I’m a bad person. I need to appreciate loved ones around me more.

[pissmamiii]

sick to my fucking stomach for all the times i begged to be loved and seen by anyone lmao

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I love you. I have to say it somewhere since I can’t say it to you.

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This is so stupid… but serious question, how do you function and live your life when a crush takes over your whole brain? I’ve been trying to read some lately, but I can’t fucking focus for the life of me. My thoughts drift back to anything to do with my crush. I’m obsessive apparently. (I also may have adhd and autism. I’ve taken online tests, and my therapist even brought it up and wants me to get tested.)

[thoughtkick]

“Isn’t it strange that we talk least about the things we think about most?”

— Charles Lindbergh

[paper-wounds]

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I thought I could be free. It’s so sad that I’m not.

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Every day I hold my breath hoping for interactions and social media stuff with you. Because I’m #normal and #welladjusted

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I liked watching you grow and change your beliefs. It’s one of the things that made me develop feelings for you.

[thethiefandtheairbender]

Dancing on the Wall, MUNA / So What, MUNA

[audiojunkyard]

[pup-purgatory]

via

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I’m not enough. I’m too much. I’m everything. I’m nothing.