F YEAH TAYLOR YORK

this is a blog for all things taylor york, the amazingly talented guitarist of paramore. i post anything that pertains to taylor and paramore, so if you love him and the rest of the band, then please follow! also, i am NOT the real taylor, just a really big paramore fan -- he has better things to do than run a blog about himself. RAMSHA IS MY BEAUTIFUL WIFE, FOLLOW HER.

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OH MY GOD YOURE BACK I MISSED YOU SO MUCH

YES I AM FINALLY BACK. holy crap i missed you I HOPE YOU ARE DOING WELL OMG

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it doesn't even feel right that i've been gone from tumblr for 3 months

and i have no freaking idea what's going on with paramore

CAN SOMEONE PLEASE FILL ME IN

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Why are you so beautiful?

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JFC TAYLOR

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Photos: From the Daydreaming Session

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guys guys guys guys guys

I'm back!!!!!!!! :)

It might take me a few days to totally be 100%, but guess what?

Everything is back to normal. Well, relatively speaking, but I don't have to worry about anything cancer-wise for the time being.

I LOVE YOU GUYS. THANKS FOR THE SUPPORT. I COULD KISS ALL OF YOU.

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Hey guys!

I'm here with a small update. Things are finally starting to look up for me, health-wise. My oncologist did a follow-up with me yesterday and it looks like nearly all of the metastasized tissue is gone. My body is responding well to the chemo, and while I still don't really look like myself, I'm beginning to feel like myself. According to my doctor, I should be 100% in the next 2 weeks, but we're just taking things day by day for now. We have to keep our outlook realistic while still being optimistic (which is hard, but it has to happen).

Once this is over, I'll have to be on hormone replacement therapy (which is just pills) for the rest of my life and I won't ever be able to have children (aside from adopting), but that's a lot better than the prospect of dying any time soon.

What I really want to say is -- I wouldn't have been able to get through this without all of your support. All of the unfailingly kind messages I've received, day in and day out, telling me to keep my head up. And excuse my language here, but you guys are so fucking amazing. I fought this as hard as I was physically able so I could come back and tell you guys I beat it. I knew how happy you guys would be. You're all my family, and you all mean so much to me, and I can't even express the gratitude I have for all of your support during this rough time in my life.

Sure, I fought most of the battle on my own. I fought through grueling sessions of chemotherapy and a nasty surgery, but without all your positivity, without all your reassurance and encouragement -- I wouldn't be here today. I know that. I would have given up 3 months ago and just let it all happen to me. You guys made me want to live another day, another year, another 10 years, my entire life.

There are really no words that rightfully convey how thankful I am for each and every one of you. I'm so glad you guys are in my life, and thank you for staying with me on this taxing journey.

I'll be sure to come back in two weeks to hopefully tell you all I kicked this cancer right in the ass.

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I'm not sure how many of you guys are still following me or if you're even still awake at this awkward time of night, but I'll give this a shot anyway.

My condition actually ended up being a lot worse than my oncologist originally thought. I had to have an almost immediate surgical removal of all my reproductive structures to prevent any further metastasizing, but even then, he wasn't 100% positive that it had all been removed, so I'm still going through treatment.

I've been undergoing chemotherapy and radiation therapy for a little over 2 months now and it's absolutely exhausting. I've lost so much weight and I don't have any more hair. I don't recognize myself in the mirror at all.

As far as my progress is concerned, it's looking pretty good. I'm not stopping chemo until we're sure that every last cancerous cell has been nixed, and even then, there's a slight chance it could eventually return.

For now though, I'll remain positive for myself, and for the rest of my family.

Thank you guys so much for your encouraging messages. Coming back from literally living hell on earth to such caring, honest, and beautiful human beings is one of the best blessings I could have ever asked for.

I love you guys so much, and thank you for being there for me throughout this difficult journey. It means a lot.

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Hey guys, quick update.

I've started treatment and I'm extremely tired at the moment so this won't be very long. I just want you all to know I'm doing okay. Not really sure how things are progressing just yet, and I probably won't know for a while, but I do know that I'm staying positive for myself and the rest of my family.

Love y'all! Hope you're all having a wonderful March.

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i just signed in again to give you guys a more thorough update because i was a little nondescript in that last post, and holy cow? i came back to nearly 30 messages with the most beautiful words of encouragement. a seriously big thank you to whoever gave a signal boost, all the positivity is really helping out right now. i love you guys so much.

anyway, here's a little more information on what i'm going through:

i have been feeling a little off for quite some time, and i've been having female-related problems that i won't go into detail about, but i knew something wasn't quite right. i didn't want to go to the doctor though, because i'm always afraid i'll get bad news, and this time i did.

after a lot of tests, they've determined i have stage III (three) cervical cancer and that is still treatable. difficult on the body, but treatable. i'll likely have to have both surgery and chemotherapy, but i'm re-meeting with my oncologist monday to get the full details so treatment can be started before it progresses any further. i will come back to you guys full-force eventually, but not until this is all over. not until i know 100% that the cancer is gone and i can go back to living a normal life.

again, thank you guys so much for all your love and support. i'll be sure to update you guys on my progress as often as i can. i love you all <3

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hey guys. i'm sure you've noticed my absence lately, and that's for a good reason.

i was at the doctor's office a week ago and i received some shocking news. i've been diagnosed with cervical cancer. if you guys could please keep me in your prayers, that would be wonderful, and if you don't pray, then at least send some positive vibes in my direction.

as for right now, this blog will be put on hold until i can find a friend of mine to run it. it's been great, and i've become so close with a lot of you so i know this news might come as a surprise, or shock even.

thank you guys for the last two years.

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Sweet you! BUT i'm female so "sei meravigliosa" ;D

AH i always forget to change adjectives with gender, grazie mille! :)