Sad
Today was a good day.  Work was good.  Kids are good.  House is good.  Ex-husbands girlfriend picked up the kids, even that was good.  And then I realized I was just sad.  I am sad without you in my life.  However long I have to wait, I feel like its what is supposed to happen for us.  We weren’t given a fair chance.  We started all wrong.  We faced things and situations that not many people would ever or could ever understand.  And through ALL of that, I still think of you at the end of the day.  When I’m drunk.  When I’m high.  It’s you. Â









