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Sad

Today was a good day. Work was good. Kids are good. House is good. Ex-husbands girlfriend picked up the kids, even that was good. And then I realized I was just sad. I am sad without you in my life. However long I have to wait, I feel like its what is supposed to happen for us. We weren’t given a fair chance. We started all wrong. We faced things and situations that not many people would ever or could ever understand. And through ALL of that, I still think of you at the end of the day. When I’m drunk. When I’m high. It’s you.

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3 weeks

3 weeks ago you walked out of my life without one word. Even though these past few months have been hard, I was still able to see you everyday, hear your voice, hear you laugh, and know you were near. I thought you felt the same?! Now that you are gone, it feels strange, empty and hollow. I still think I can hear your voice just around the corner. Sometimes I think I see you out of the corner of my eye. But you are not there. I’m trying to forget but I think of you everyday. Are you thinking of me?!

#missingyou 3weeks ugh

I’ve been absent from this account for some time. Revisiting it, I see the few posts I have made in the past, still ring true in my life. 2 years ago I was dealing with an on and off relationship with someone I love(d) very much. He is now gone. I don’t know if it’s forever. I don’t know if I will ever see him again. There isn’t much I know at this point except that I miss him with every part of my being. I’ve decided to change my postings here to be more diary style.. a place where I can just let out the feelings and thoughts I have about him. Maybe in my sharing I can feel whole again.

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unpeaceablekingdom

We’re all seeking that special person who is right for us. But if you’ve been through enough relationships, you begin to suspect there’s no right person, just different flavors of wrong. Why is this? Because you yourself are wrong in some way, and you seek out partners who are wrong in some complementary way. But it takes a lot of living to grow fully into your own wrongness. And it isn’t until you finally run up against your deepest demons, your unsolvable problems—the ones that make you truly who you are—that we’re ready to find a lifelong mate. Only then do you finally know what you’re looking for. You’re looking for the wrong person. But not just any wrong person: the right wrong person—someone you lovingly gaze upon and think, “This is the problem I want to have.” I will find that special person who is wrong for me in just the right way. Let our scars fall in love.

― Galway Kinnell (via starrygrandeur)

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