What I’m thinking right now
2016-05-30 21:21:47
Original entry
It’s Good Work Kanon ( ´ ▽ ` )ﾉ
Today, I went to see ANGERME’s Tamura Meimi’s graduation concert.
Meimei was really cool! And cute!
It was a performance where you could see each member’s feeling and facial expression well!!
Until now, Meimi who was always friendly with me.
As a member of Smileage or ANGERME, they way she always pull everyone together was really cool and wonderful.
As a fan of ANGERME, I’ll look forward their next activity!
It’s the beginning of my otaku life!!!! lol
Tomorrow, it’s finally my graduation concert.
What should I write, I don’t know～(´･_･`)
Iya, if I was to talk about my feeling, for example, I’m lonely or I’m sad, there’s these kind of feeling.
But, no matter what word I use, it’s a feeling that can’t be described.
Since entering Morning Musume, there’s a lot of emotions I got to know and experience as well.
But since it’s the first time I’m experiencing this feeling, I don’t what to do ^^;
Maybe you won’t understand well, but please read this.
When I joined and became a member, I got to meet everyone.
But since we have the relationship of fan and members, we were always separate.
Since I’m clumsy, I’m really bad at hiding my emotions.
Because of this, I think there were a lot of time when I showed you the ordinary Suzuki Kanon, not the idol but the ordinary girl.
Fans can’t really fit into the word acquaintance or friend.
But, actually, when we met, you talk to me, you look forward to see me, you support me, you wrote me letters.
For me, all the fans… or rather, each one of you was an important encounter.
Because of this, being separated feel really painful.
Being able to meet a lot of people like this… I feel loved.
If it’s the case why are you graduating! I want to say this directly to myself. lol
Because there were such important encounters, I was able to treasure myself!
Before, I didn’t care anymore. [about herself]
Thinking about this, I changed. ( ´ ▽ ` )
Since I was out of my element like this, I think, as a human being, I was able to gain self-confidence!
Because they were people who supported the human being Suzuki Kanon, I was able to take big decision like graduating.
The day before graduation…
I will cross the fan and idol boundary, because I want to enjoy tomorrow’s performance as friends who enjoy the same moment together. Thus, I’m writing this.
I wrote this myself, but I can’t help but to be embarrassed. lol
And, my tear gland is too weak so I cried while writing this. Haha
If it’s like this today, then what will I do tomorrow?!
But, at any rate, I’m looking forward to this!
Let’s spend a wonderful time. ;)
This was Good Work Kanon ( ´ ▽ ` )ﾉ
I hope that tomorrow too is going to be a good day for everyone! ♪(´ε｀ )
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