I don’t know why I’m writing this here, I just need to say it. My mum has never been there for me the way I’ve needed her and things are scary right now and they’re testing me for so many things and almost all of them lead to being infertile and I am so scared. I turned to her to share it with her because I don’t care, I need my mother and she responded with such love that I am beside myself. I am scared and so thankful and these two emotions are not normally together and my brain right now is a mess.















