hello !! my name is gem and i'm semi-new to tumblr. i've always been on the site on a diff acc but i've never actually made my own blog. here are some random info abt me lolz. i would love to meet some new moots who share the same interests as me :).
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age: 18 | zodiac: gemini | mbti: intp
artists i listen to consistently: chase atlantic, pierce the veil, mcr, msi, ariana grande, whatsaheart, deftones, the neighborhood, arctic monkeys, cas, radiohead, the smiths, mitski, laufey, sabrina duh, stray kids, enhypen, twice, newjeans, blackpink, bts
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i'm involved in a LOT of fandoms. honestly, if you can think of one, ive probably been apart of it. 🧍♀️but on here i'll mainly talk about LADS (love and deepspace) or anime. or just be a yapper bc it's tumblr ykwim 😭
-°• Rafayel falls in love with the Goddess of the moon
-°• Warnings: angst with no comfort
Imagine Rafayel, the God of the Sea, falling for you, the Goddess of the moon.
Imagine you met centuries ago, at a Lemurian summit. It was one of the few times you were granted the ability to leave your perch among the stars.
Imagine you felt an unyielding gaze burning through your skull as you spoke with the other gods in attendance. As you whirl around, your eyes catch those of the Sea God.
Imagine you approach him, inquiring as to why he was staring so long and hard.
“I apologize for my brash behavior, my lady. But I do believe I’ve never seen beauty quite like yours.”
Imagine you instantly fall head over heels. You’d never met someone quite like him. Though, that wasn’t saying much, since you were typically isolated to the sky.
You dance into the depths of the night, only for you to be whisked back into the sky the instant the sun begins to creep back over the sea.
Imagine you only see him from afar; gazing down upon his magnificent form every night. You sit atop the moon, humming hymns of ancient longing.
Imagine he drifts idly among the waves, his eyes fixed on the moon above. He imagines having you down here with him, in his arms, drifting along with him. He fantasizes the way the stars may illuminate your skin as you dance among the surf.
Imagine you may only visit him once in a blue moon; when the sea and the moon become one. On these rare occasions, you’re permitted to join him at sea. He showers you in his love and adoration, his longings manifested in a night of hanging on your every word.
He shows you around his palace as quickly as he can, treating you to delicacies of the ocean. He shows you around the Lemurian markets, the merchants excited to show their wares to the rarely seen goddess.
Imagine as the moon begins to dip below the horizon, you begin to fade from his arms.
“I will see you again, my pearl. Do not fear,” he promises, resisting the urge to cry as you disappear in a plume of stardust. “The sky can’t hold you forever.”
Imagine he can hear your wails as you hang the new moon in the sky the next night.
Imagine his heartache ravages the seas, currents churning and sinking any unfortunate ship he stumbles upon. Hundreds of sailors are lost to his misery, the waters dragging them deeper into his distress.
Imagine your life revolves around him. You tug and pull at his tides, yearning for his presence.
Yet;
You could never have him, cursed to watch on from above.
Forever divided by the horizon that kept the moon from her sea.
CONTENT WARNINGS: gender neutral reader, crack w a bit of angst, profanity, reader gets hit on in the last part and rafayel goes batshit, suggestive, rafayel is chronically online and overdramatic <3
NOTE: i was going to leave this at six screenshots in total but then i fear the last part actually happened to me irl today so i wrote an smau about it :') stay safe out there everyone!!
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@kamieow 2026. reblogs are greatly appreciated! <3
Rafayel x I Wanna Be Your Boyfriend by The Ramones. Just Rafayel confessing and showing his love 😊
I Wanna Be Your Boyfriend
The Ramones
Here some friends to lovers faking dating for you
“Where did you guys meet?”
The plan was simple. Rafayel would pretend to be your boyfriend at your friend’s wedding, so you wouldn’t seem like a single loser. Especially in front of your cheating ex boyfriend. Which unfortunately you were currently sharing a table with, along with some other old friends from college.
“I was out searching for inspiration when I met her at a park. She was having trouble catching a fish in one of those carnival games. I so generously helped her.” You playfully rolled your eyes going along with his act. “I fell in love at first sight.” His kissed the back of your hand. Your heart fluttered and you had to remind yourself he was acting.
Rafayel was your best friend but recently you finally admitted to yourself that you liked him. You’ve been crushing on him for weeks. It surprised you when he quickly agreed to do this favor for you but that couldn’t possibly mean anything. There was no way that someone like him would ever feel the same way you do.
“So you’re a painter you said.” One of your friends sitting next to you asked.
Your ex boyfriend scoffed. “They’re not exactly known to pay the bills.” There was that abrasive attitude of his.
“He must be making good money because.” That same friend pointed at your bracelet that you mentioned to her that Rafayel gifted to you. “Isn’t this bracelet from that really expensive brand?”
“I make enough to live comfortably.” Rafayel humbly answered.
“Yeah that means he’s fucking loaded.” Another of your friends piqued in.
The friend sitting next to Rafayel asked him. “Tell us what do you love about her?”
Rafayel turned towards you and looked into your eyes. He rubbed soothing circles on your hand. “She’s my anchor. The one person that reminds not lose myself. That I deserve to live a happy normal life. Without her I would have let my misery consume me. She’s my muse, the source of all my inspiration. I need her the same way fish need water live. I lo” he stopped himself from continuing. Your heart was about leap out of your chest. You knew he was pretending but his words felt so sincere.
“Awww now you tell us what you like about him?”
You didn’t break eye contact with him. “He’s makes me feel safe to be me. I don’t have to put my walls up. I’m not scared to be vulnerable around him because I know I’ll he’ll accept me for who I am. He makes me laugh and reminds me not to take life so seriously. He teaches me to find joy in the smallest things.” He might have been acting but you weren’t. Rafayel look slightly away and you noticed how red his ears were.
“You guys are such a sweet couple.”
“Kiss kiss kiss!” One friend started pounding his hands on the table. The rest of the table (except your ex) joined in already rowdy and drunk. Rafayel looked you as if saying it’s okay with him if it is with you.
Fuck it you thought to yourself. You grabbed his face with both hands and kissed him. You fantasized before about what kissing him would be like. Your imagination couldn’t compare to the real thing. Your lips melded together perfectly. He tasted so good, it was addicting. Rafayel grabbed on to your waist and deepen the kiss.
Someone whistled. Followed by a teasing “Damm guys get a room.” You pulled away from each other. Both you getting embarrassed for making out in public.
“Huh didn’t think you put out like that now. You use to be so frigid.” Your ex said in a mocking tone.
Rafayel quickly got up from the table, angry. “Don’t fucking talk to her like that.” You got up and stopped him from attacking your ex.
“It’s okay Raf.” You look towards your ex. “Even if I was so frigid that was no excuse for you to put your dick inside my roommate.”
“What the hell man!?”
“I thought you said you broke up because you guys were getting too busy for each other.”
“How could you do that her?” Everyone at the table ganged up on him. You grabbed Rafayel’s hand and pulled him towards the exit. Leaving your ex to the wolves.
You and Rafayel were walking in the gardens next to the venue. Even though no one was here, you were still holding hands. Neither of you letting go. “Thank you for doing this for me. I’m sorry if I made uncomfortable when I kissed you.”
“No you didn’t. I really liked it cutie.” He pulled you into an embrace. “I meant what I said back there. I wasn’t pretending and I think neither were you.” Your heart fluttered again. “I wanna be your boyfriend but this time for real.”
“Yes I did mean what I said. I want you to be mine.” You wrapped yourself tightly around him. “I never thought you would ever return my feelings.”
“Huh?” Rafayel looked confused. “I meant it when I said I’ve been in love with you since I first met you. You didn’t notice? I’ve been pursuing you for months. Did you think giving you all those gifts and taking you on trips was just me being a good friend?”
“Maybe?”
“You’re smart but you can be so oblivious sometimes cutie.” His fingers tips traced your cheek. “That doesn’t matter anymore because you’re mine now. Can I kiss you again?” You nodded and leaned up towards him to give one of many many kisses.
