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You stood frozen, the weight of everything threatening to pull you under. Your family, your family, had done this. They had planned this. The people who were supposed to love and protect you had walked you into this fate without a second thought, as if you were nothing more than a pawn to be sacrificed.
Edward, your ex-fiancé, the one who had once sworn he would love you forever, hadn’t even looked back. Alice, your sister in all but blood, had known. Had seen this. And still, she had said nothing.
It burned.
Not with the fiery rage you wanted to feel, but with something deeper. Something hollow and aching and endless.
Your hands curled into fists at your sides, nails biting into your palms. You wanted to lash out, to let venom spill from your lips, to make someone hurt the way you were hurting. But before you could, before the first syllable of your fury could form,
A voice.
Your name.
Spoken in disbelief, cracking at the edges.
You turned sharply, and the breath caught in your throat.
Afton.
Your second-oldest friend, the one you had never thought to see again. His wide eyes locked onto yours, emotions warring in them, shock, confusion, and something painfully close to relief.
For the first time since Marcus’s revelation, since the world as you knew it shattered, you felt something other than rage or betrayal.
You felt seen.
And in that moment, you weren’t sure whether to run to him, or break entirely.
Caius POV
The guard broke formation.
It was subtle, just a step out of place, a pause where there should have been none, but Caius noticed instantly. He always did. Discipline was the spine of the Volturi, and this one had just bent it.
Afton.
Caius recognized him immediately. An older guard. Reliable. Quiet. Not prone to sentiment.
Which made what happened next intolerable.
The vampire crossed the space between them without awaiting command and pulled her into his arms.
The bond flared violently, a sharp, instinctive burn beneath Caius’s ribs. His vision sharpened, the world narrowing to the sight of another male touching what fate had claimed as his. Not in threat. Not in challenge.
In familiarity.
Caius did not move.
He locked himself in stillness the way he had learned to do centuries ago, when rage meant execution and hesitation meant weakness. The guards shifted uneasily, sensing the pressure change, the air tightening as if the room itself held its breath.
The embrace was brief. Necessary, perhaps. But Caius did not miss the way she leaned into it, the way her posture eased for half a heartbeat. Recognition twisted something deep and unpleasant in his chest.
Not jealousy.
Assessment.
This was someone who knew her before this moment. Before the bond. Before him.
When she pulled back, Caius allowed himself to breathe again.
Aro, of course, noticed everything.
“How fascinating,” Aro murmured lightly, stepping forward with theatrical interest. “One rarely sees such… familiarity among the guard.”
Caius turned his gaze fully on Afton then.
“You will explain,” he said calmly.
Two words. A command.
The guard straightened immediately, discipline snapping back into place, though his eyes flicked once, only once, toward her.
“Later,” Caius added, tone sharpening. “For now, step back.”
Afton obeyed, retreating with rigid precision, but the damage was done. Caius had already cataloged the interaction, the implications spiraling outward like fractures in stone.
She had ties here. Not just through fate.
Caius turned to her.
The bond responded instantly, a low, steady pull that urged proximity, protection, control. He ignored it. Public softness was a liability.
“You will be escorted to your chambers,” he said evenly. “This environment is no longer suitable.”
Not a dismissal. A shield.
His eyes held hers, not possessive, not gentle, but absolute. “You are safe. That is not negotiable.”
Only then did he shift his attention back to the guard.
“Afton will remain.”
Aro’s smile widened, delighted. “Ah. A complication. I do so adore those.”
Caius did not dignify the comment.
“To your post,” he ordered the others. “And then prepare a full report.”
As the escort moved to guide her from the chamber, Caius felt the bond stretch, not painfully, but insistently, like a tether testing its limits. He did not reach for her. He would not weaken her trust with sudden closeness.
Only when the doors closed behind her did Caius finally step forward.
His gaze fixed on Afton.
“You have known her,” Caius said quietly. Not a question.
Afton inclined his head. “Yes, my lord.”
“How?”
The answer would determine whether this guard remained standing, or became a problem Caius would eliminate personally.
Caius did not repeat the question.
He did not need to.
Aro was already smiling.
“Ah, ah,” Aro said lightly, lifting a finger as though scolding a child. “Before we rely on memory, wouldn’t it be far more efficient to rely on truth?”
Caius’s jaw tightened. He knew that tone. It meant Aro had decided to be entertained.
“Afton has served us well,” Aro continued, circling lazily, crimson eyes gleaming. “But even the most loyal servants have… complicated pasts.”
He stopped beside Caius, lowering his voice just enough to make it intimate. “And I do so hate incomplete pictures.”
Caius said nothing. He did not object. He rarely did when Aro was already moving.
“Demetri,” Aro called pleasantly, not turning around. “Fetch Lyra, would you?”
The name landed wrong.
Caius’s gaze snapped to Aro. “This does not require, ”
“Oh, but it does,” Aro interrupted smoothly, smile never wavering. “You deserve to see.”
Moments later, footsteps approached, light, unhurried. The vampire who entered was unfamiliar, slender and composed, her dark hair pulled back severely, her eyes an unsettling silver-gray rather than crimson. She inclined her head toward the kings, expression unreadable.
“Lyra,” Aro said warmly. “How lovely of you to join us.”
She moved to his side without question, her presence subtly shifting the air in the chamber. Caius felt it immediately, like pressure building behind the eyes. Power, restrained and humming.
“My lord,” Lyra said softly.
Aro extended his hand toward her. “You remember how this works.”
Lyra took his hand.
The effect was immediate.
Caius felt it, not Aro’s gift, but its amplification. The room seemed to sharpen, reality itself drawing closer, clearer, as though a veil had been torn away. Aro turned then, his other hand reaching for Afton.
The guard stiffened but did not resist.
A mistake, Caius noted coldly. Resistance would have been pointless.
Aro’s fingers brushed Afton’s temple.
And Caius saw.
Not images, but truths, unfolding with brutal clarity.
Afton meeting her decades ago, young by vampire standards, guarded but curious. Assignment turned watch turned protection. Her laughter, rare and unguarded. Her anger, righteous and sharp. The Cullens. Edward. The engagement. Their wedding. The quiet ways Afton had stayed close without overstepping, a shadow at the edges of her life.
Never touching. Never claiming.
Always watching.
Always loyal.
The visions deepened, strengthened by Lyra’s gift, pulling Caius through layers of context he would not have otherwise accessed, emotion, intent, restraint. Afton had not loved her romantically.
He had guarded her.
Because someone had ordered him to.
Caius’s gaze snapped back to Aro.
“Who,” Caius said slowly, dangerously, “gave that order.”
Aro released Afton at last, sighing contentedly as Lyra let go of his hand. “Ah,” he said. “Now that is the interesting part.”
Afton dropped to one knee immediately. “I was instructed to observe and intervene only if necessary,” he said evenly. “The directive came from you, my lord.”
Aro beamed. “Did it?”
“Yes,” Afton replied without hesitation. “Nearly a century ago. You said she would be… important.”
Caius felt something cold settle into his bones.
Aro clasped his hands together. “I do so hate being right.”
Silence stretched, thick and suffocating.
“So,” Aro continued cheerfully, turning to Caius, “you see? No betrayal. No rivalry. Merely foresight.”
Caius did not respond.
Inside him, something recalibrated.
This was not coincidence. Not fate alone. This had been managed. Watched. Allowed to unfold. And now she was bound to him, pulled into the center of a web spun long before either of them had a choice.
“You planned this,” Caius said quietly, angry.
Aro tilted his head. “I anticipated,” he corrected. “There’s a difference.”
Caius’s hands clenched at his sides.
“Enough,” Caius said. “She will not be a piece on your board.”
Aro’s smile softened, almost fond. “Oh, Caius. She already is.”
Lyra stepped back into silence, her role complete.
Afton remained kneeling.
Caius looked down at him.
“You will continue to serve,” Caius said. “But your loyalty now answers to me.”
Afton bowed his head. “Yes, my lord.”
Only when the chamber finally emptied did Caius allow himself to exhale.
And only then did the bond pull again, stronger now, impatient.
She was waiting.
And Caius was done allowing others to decide his fate.
Caius did not return to the council chamber.
He did not summon Aro.
He did not argue.
He did not explode.
Those were all reactions Aro would expect.
Instead, Caius turned sharply and left.
The halls parted for him without question. Guards bowed, doors opened, servants froze themselves into silence as he passed. He felt none of it. His mind was a blade pulled too tight, every thought honed around a single truth that refused to dull.
Aro had known.
Not suspected. Not guessed. Known enough to assign a guard. Known enough to watch. Known enough to wait.
A century of observation.
A century of restraint.
A century of deciding when Caius was allowed to meet the other half of himself.
The bond thrummed under his skin, furious now, no longer patient. It pulled him forward with undeniable insistence, less like desire and more like reclamation.
Mine.
The thought startled him with its force.
The doors to her chambers opened before he reached them.
She was standing when he entered.
Of course she was.
She felt it too , the shift, the disturbance, the sudden gravity of his approach. The bond tightened, snapping into alignment like a weapon locking into place.
Caius stopped just inside the threshold.
He did not touch her.
If he did, he wasn’t sure what restraint would survive.
“You were watched,” he said quietly.
Not an accusation.
A fact.
“Aro knew you long before today.” His eyes searched her face, not for guilt , for truth. “Before Edward. Before the Cullens decided your life was theirs to arrange.”
The room felt smaller with him in it, power rolling off him in controlled waves. Not directed at her. Never at her.
“I did not consent to this,” Caius continued, voice low and edged. “To be measured. To be prepared. To be completed on someone else’s schedule.”
The bond flared painfully at the word.
Completed.
Caius inhaled slowly, forcing the rage back down where it belonged. When he looked at her again, there was something raw beneath the control , something old and rarely exposed.
“I would not have chosen this,” he admitted.
Honesty. Brutal. Rare.
“Not a soulmate. Not fate. Not a vulnerability that can be used against me.”
A pause.
“But you are not the betrayal.”
He stepped closer then, just enough for the bond to hum instead of burn.
“You are the consequence of one.”
His gaze softened , not gentle, but intent, unwavering.
“And no one,” he said, voice absolute, “decides when I am allowed to know what is mine.”
Silence stretched between them, heavy but unbroken.
For the first time since the bond snapped into place, Caius did not feel trapped.
Your writing for the batfam fic with the Tony crossover is SO GOOD. Edge of my seat dying from anticipation bc the build up in chapter 5 is phenomenal. Kudos to you! ❤❤
thank you so much! i apolgize that its summer time and im an outside person so i havent been writing much!! But i love you all!! Thank you so much.
The sunlight that usually poured in warm through the kitchen windows felt sterile now. Cold. Almost cruel. You had been up since the wee hours, Dick and Tim had been in a late night fight. Coming home at almost three am, bleeding and bruised.
Both finally tucked in bed just as the sun rose.
Your nerves were already frayed.
You stood barefoot in front of the marble island, wearing one of Bruce’s soft black T-shirts, your phone in hand, your thumb hovering over the screen.
Every notification buzzed like a wasp sting.
Hundreds of messages.
Dozens of missed calls.
Your group chats.
Your friends.
Work associates.
The League.
The Avengers.
Everyone.
Jason stormed in first, phone pressed to his ear. “I’m calling Oracle, no, she’s already on it, she’s pulling down what she can.”
“WHAT. HAPPENED.” Stephanie burst into the kitchen next, barefoot and wild-eyed in Bruce’s hoodie, holding her phone out. “It’s everywhere, like literally everywhere.”
Damian was the last, stormy-eyed and silent as he moved to stand near you, protective even though he wasn’t sure what was coming.
Bruce hadn’t come up yet. He was still in the cave.
Your phone buzzed again. Your thumb moved without thought, opening the social media app, and there it was.
"Exclusive footage reveals Billionaire Bruce Wayne’s perfect wife sneaking around with Gotham’s own vigilante. A betrayal not even Batman could prevent…"
The headline burned. But the video… the video was worse.
Someone had clipped it just right. Not the whole moment. Not your fear. Not Batman fighting off your attacker. Not your limp body as he held you safe.
Just,
“To Bruce?”
Batman pausing. Nodding once.
The Batmobile’s door closing as he tucked you inside.
The comments were brutal.
“Y’all she said it like she had a man at home and one at work 😭”
“She’s got a whole ass billionaire and is out here in alleyways with a cape freak??”
“Gotham’s First Lady? More like Gotham’s Side Chick.”
You didn’t even realize your breath had hitched.
Not until your lungs refused to fill.
The phone slipped from your hands and hit the floor with a clatter, but no one heard it over the chaos. Over Jason yelling into his comms. Over Steph shouting into the void. Over Damian saying something, he was pulling at your wrist.
But all you could hear was your heartbeat in your ears.
Fast. Too fast.
Your chest tightened.
Your hands trembled.
The floor wasn’t flat anymore, it tilted like a sinking ship.
“I, ” you gasped. “I can’t, ”
Jason looked over first. His voice dropped. “Mom?”
Your knees buckled.
Damian caught you before you hit the floor, but your eyes were wide and glassy, your mouth working soundlessly.
“Move!” Jason barked, clearing the space. He lifted you up and set you on the stool, bracing your shoulders while Damian held your hand, grounding you. “Deep breaths, ma. In. Out. Look at me.”
Steph shoved open the fridge, frantically grabbing a cold bottle of water and wondering where Alfred was when she needed him,
“I can’t, ” you whispered, clutching your chest. “They think, they think I cheated on him.”
“They don’t matter, ” Damian growled, but his voice was thick, hurt layered beneath his fury.
The moment shattered with the sound of hard, clicking steps coming down the hall.
Bruce.
He was in his favorite all black suit.
And he looked like a storm bottled in flesh.
He said nothing at first, just strode over and dropped to his knees in front of you. Hands cupped your face gently, but his eyes were wild.
You barely choked out his name.
“I know, ” he whispered, voice rough. “I know, baby. Look at me.”
Tim had come down, having woken from the yelling, and was reading everything.
Alfred appeared in the doorway, grim and tight-lipped.
And Damian stood tall, unreadable, but quietly moving closer to his mother as if to shield her with his whole body.
Bruce’s voice softened even more. “I’m going to fix this. I promise you.”
Your hands gripping the lapels of his jacket. “You shouldn’t have to.”
“You’re my wife, ” he said simply, eyes burning. “I will always defend you.”
The press room at Wayne Tower had never been this full. Reporters buzzed, cameras clicked, and every major outlet was livestreaming. Bruce Wayne hadn’t held a public conference in over a year, he preferred statements, carefully curated appearances. But today?
Today, he stepped up to the podium like a man ready to burn the world down.
He was dressed sharply, dark. No tie. No smile. Just cold fire in his eyes. Behind him, the towering Wayne Enterprises logo gleamed. And beside it, in red lettering on a black screen: "Enough."
The moment the room quieted, Bruce leaned forward into the microphone.
"You’ve all forgotten who I am."
He let the silence breathe, his voice quiet but electric. "Somewhere in the noise of headlines and clickbait, you forgot that the Wayne name built half of this city. You forgot that my family, my biological family, poured everything into Gotham long before any of you had a job or a platform."
He straightened. “And now, you think you can take someone I love, drag her through the mud, cut pieces of her life and broadcast them out of context, just to sell headlines and rack up views?”
The room shifted, uneasy.
Bruce’s jaw clenched, but he kept going. “Let me make something very, very clear. If any reputable media outlet, publication, or journalist prints another sentence, posts another clip, publishes another lie, half-truth, or insinuation about my wife, you will be buried under so many lawsuits your children will spend their entire lives paying off the legal debt."
Flashes from cameras flickered, but no one dared interrupt.
He leaned closer, voice lowering. “You forget that I am not just some random rich man. I'm Bruce Wayne. And Wayne Enterprises owns pieces of almost every major news pipeline on this continent. You run your mouth again? I’ll cut funding. I’ll shut down distribution. I will make it hurt.”
Reporters started murmuring, but it was when Bruce's tone turned deadly calm that the room collectively held its breath.
“And if it continues, ” he said, voice a quiet threat, “there will be no more Batman.”
Gasps. Audible now.
“Because this?” He gestured toward the media screens behind him. “This is why he stays hidden. Why he doesn’t do interviews. Why he works from the shadows. Because of vultures like you, who twist and devour until there’s nothing left. You abuse the very people trying to save you.”
He stepped back, gaze cutting.
“And since you’ve all seen part of a video… allow me to release the full one.”
The screens flickered to a new version of the video.
Footage began to roll: Batman arriving in the alley, taking out an armed man seconds before he reached a woman in evening wear, his wife. Her terrified gasp, the fall to her knees, the panic in her eyes. Batman dropping beside her, voice soft, gentle.
“You’re alright. I’ve got you.”
“He had a gun…”
“He won’t hurt you. Not ever again.”
He helped her up, kept his arm around her. They walked in silence, and only then,
“I should take you home.”
“To Bruce?”
“Yes.”
The screen faded to black.
And when Bruce Wayne turned back to the press, his eyes were burning steel.
“This is over.”
And with that, he walked off the stage, unapologetic, undefeated, and very much still in control.
He didn’t wait for the crowd to disperse. Didn’t stop for cameras or questions. Bruce was already gone before the final frame of the video cut to black, already beneath Wayne Tower in the cave, already pulling on the suit with surgical precision.
The public could say what they wanted. The media could recover. None of it mattered.
You mattered.
And the look on your face this morning, the way your hands trembled when you read the comments, the way your voice cracked asking if people really believed it,
That look would never leave his mind.
His cowl locked into place with a final hiss, and he was in motion. Not Batman, not really. Not Bruce Wayne, either.
This was something in between. Something darker.
He hit the comms button on the main console, voice sharp as a blade.
“Watchtower. Full League and Avenger presence required. Stark especially. No excuses.”
The message went out. He didn’t repeat it. He didn’t have to.
Behind him, the elevator whirred open. He didn’t look, but he knew those footsteps.
Jason. Damian. Steph. And then, Dick. Tim.
All five of them stood at the base of the platform, dressed like soldiers who hadn’t been called, but came anyway.
“We’re coming with you, ” Jason said firmly.
“You’re not going alone, ” Steph added.
“Father, ” Damian said tightly, eyes burning. “This is our fight too.”
Bruce turned. Calm, but unreadable. “This isn’t a mission. This is political. And dangerous.”
“Then it’s family business, ” Dick said simply. No hesitation. Just truth.
Bruce let out a slow breath. He should have said no. He wanted to say no. But they were right. This was their family, their name, dragged through the dirt.
He walked past them toward the secondary armory. And with a flick of his wrist, the wall opened.
Damian blinked. Steph gasped.
Inside hung two pristine suits. One was sleek and agile, red and black with gold accents, not green like his older brother. The other was sharp-lined, reinforced purple and charcoal-gray. Modern, efficient, and ready.
Bruce didn’t even turn. “I built them. For when it was time. Stephanie, yours isn't as ready as it could be.”
Steph covered her mouth, overwhelmed.
Jason clapped a hand on Damian’s shoulder. “You earned it, little bird.”
Damian stepped forward, speechless as he stared at the suit meant for him. A new Robin, his legacy. Not just Bruce’s anymore. Theirs.
“And what about me?” Jason asked, only half-teasing.
Bruce finally turned. “You’ve already been building your own.”
Jason grinned. “Red Hood. It’s gonna stick.”
Tim walked up, arms crossed, but there was no animosity in his eyes. “If we’re doing this, we do it smart. I’ve got contingency plans. Tactical dispersal. Lockouts.”
Bruce gave him a nod. “You’ll run comms. Nightwing always did.”
Tim nodded and stepped back.
Bruce stared at each of them. His children. His legacy.
Then Batman turned back toward the launch pad. His voice dropped low and commanding again.
“Suit up. If you’re coming, you listen to me, and only me, once we’re up there.”
And when the jet roared to life, leaving the cave in a streak of fire, they knew this wasn’t just about fixing a lie anymore.
This was war.
And Bruce Wayne had drawn the line in stone.
The hush that fell over the Watchtower control deck was instant the moment the Zeta Beam lit up. A low whir echoed through the chamber as the familiar outline of Gotham’s most infamous family materialized.
Batman stepped forward first , not Bruce Wayne, not the polished billionaire or the charming husband , but the Dark Knight, fully suited, aura sharp and radiating cold fury. The cape billowed behind him like storm clouds, and his jaw was clenched so tightly it looked carved from stone.
Behind him came Dick, his Nightwing suit, his jaw equally tense. Tim followed in his own updated Robin suit, fitted and battle-worn, silent but laser-focused. Then came Jason, tall, armored, Red Hood helmet in one hand, his free hand clenched in a fist. Stephanie trailed just behind, masked, but her eyes held no doubt as to why they were here.
And then Damian stepped off the platform in his newly tailored suit , the new Robin. Smaller in stature but just as lethal in presence, his shoulders squared like he belonged there.
The room wasn’t ready.
Diana raised a brow. Arthur actually blinked. J’onn’s head tilted slightly in quiet recognition of the shift in tone.
But no one said anything.
Not because they weren’t curious , but because the rage radiating off Batman was palpable. It moved like smoke, cold and thick, curling through the room and pressing against skin. The kind of anger that wasn't loud. The kind that came just before a blade was drawn.
Clark was the only one who stepped forward. He clasped Bruce’s shoulder gently, but firmly, the two friends locking eyes in the middle of the room.
“Don’t do something you’ll regret, ” Clark said softly.
Bruce didn’t speak.
Clark’s grip tightened just a fraction. “I know you're furious. You should be. But if you’re going to handle this, handle it like him.” He nodded toward Damian. “Clear. Controlled.”
Bruce’s shoulders stayed stiff… then eased by a millimeter.
Clark gave a small nod and added with a smirk, “I’ve got your back. Just… don’t kill anyone. Or at least not in here.”
That got a few chuckles from the League, nervous and strained as they were.
Bruce’s voice was a low, guttural growl. “No promises.”
And then he moved toward the center of the Watchtower… where the Avengers were about to arrive.
The air shifted the second the Avengers materialized in the beam of golden light.
They expected Batman.
They did not expect all of him.
The sight before them was jarring. Batman stood in the center of the room, flanked by a collection of figures they'd only ever heard rumors about , the rest of the League watching with unreadable expressions. It wasn’t just Batman. It was his army.
Each figure bore a symbol of him. Echoes of the Bat in every line of their suits , armor designed for speed, for stealth, for devastation. From the tall, imposing figure in a red helmet to the sleek, blue-accented man at his right, red and green accented man at his left. A grey-and-purple clad girl with bright eyes and a firm stance. A younger teen in red and black armor, posture sharp and confident.
The Avengers had never seen them before, not really. Not like this.
And for once, Tony Stark was silent.
His jaw flexed slightly, eyes flicking between each person. He knew , God, he knew , this was his fault. Even if he hadn’t hit post, he might as well have.
He didn’t miss the way Batman’s cowl shifted slightly in his direction. Didn’t miss the heat behind it.
Steve stepped forward, hands raised gently, his voice even. “We didn’t know it was going to happen. We’re all… deeply sorry for how this has spiraled. We didn’t come to escalate things. We came to make it right.”
Batman raised one gloved hand.
It wasn’t a suggestion. It was a command.
Steve froze mid-sentence, nodding slightly and taking a step back.
There was something terrifying in the stillness that followed.
Batman’s voice, when it came, was calm , but it rang through the Watchtower like thunder. Low. Controlled. Deadly.
“Let’s be clear.”
He took a step forward. None of the Batfamily moved , they didn’t need to. The silence and unity was threatening enough.
“You didn’t come to make it right, ” Bruce said. “You came because you know one of you is wrong. Because you saw what happened when your arrogance caught up with you. Because the moment someone I care about paid the price, you realized the leash had snapped.”
His head tilted, eyes locked on Tony. “Don’t try to apologize for him, Rogers. He made his choice.”
Tony opened his mouth, but Bruce’s voice rose just enough to cut across the space.
“Don’t. Speak.”
Another beat of silence. No one breathed.
And for the first time, the Avengers truly understood that Batman , the real one , wasn’t a myth or a lone figure in the shadows.
He was a legend with heirs.
And he was done playing nice.
Batman took another step forward, his presence consuming the space. The other Leaguers stayed quiet. Even Clark, who had always been the buffer, the voice of reason, knew this wasn’t his moment. This wasn’t about restraint. This was justice.
“For a man with so much power, ” Bruce said, voice razor-sharp, “you’ve always been dangerously careless with it. Money. Influence. Armor. Mouth.” His glare was pointed and unrelenting. “You built yourself a suit and decided it absolved you of consequences. Of accountability. But you’re not above it. You’re not untouchable. And you sure as hell aren’t innocent.”
Tony shifted but didn’t speak , not yet. He couldn’t. He knew better.
Bruce’s fists curled at his sides. “You’ve always called yourself a futurist. A man who sees the world ten steps ahead. But you didn’t see this coming, did you?” His tone dropped an octave. “You didn’t see the family you fractured. The lives you threatened. Or the reputation of a woman who never once asked anything of you , not your money, not your legacy, not even your name.”
Tony looked away, jaw clenched, annoyed that drama surrounding you has now gotten him lectured by both Bruce Wayne.. And Batman...
“And instead of owning that truth, instead of facing the mirror, you chose cowardice. You let it happen. You watched her get humiliated. You probably chuckled to yourself knowing this would happen. Because it was easier than looking in the mirror and admitting that your silence caused more damage than any enemy you’ve faced in that suit.”
“List- ” Steve tried again, but Redhood shot him a look that silenced him instantly.
Bruce’s voice quieted, but it was somehow even more chilling.
“I’ve spent the last twenty-four hours picking up the pieces of your mess. Like I always do. Because someone has to be the adult. The protector. The one who doesn’t flinch when things get ugly.”
Tony’s head finally came up to meet his in confusion, the same way the rest of the Avengers now did.
“I've fought gods, ” Bruce said, stepping closer, “I’ve held the line when the sky fell. But you? You're the one opponent I keep having to clean up after. You're chaos wrapped in privilege pretending it's heroism.”
The final words were like a sword through the air.
“So I’ll do what I always do. I’ll clean this up. Once. And. For. All.”
And with that, Bruce lifted his hands slowly and removed the cowl.
The gasp that echoed across the Watchtower was thunderous.
Because standing there, in the heart of the most secure place on Earth, was Bruce Wayne. Unmasked. Calm. Controlled. Unafraid.
The truth laid bare, for everyone.
He met Tony’s stunned gaze directly and added, voice flat:
“No more secrets. No more protection. You don’t get the benefit of my shadow anymore.”
my towns yearly festival is in town this weekend, so idk if it will get posted this weekend but if not early next week!
Your phone buzzed again. Your thumb moved without thought, opening the social media app—and there it was.
"Exclusive footage reveals Billionaire Bruce Wayne’s perfect wife sneaking around with Gotham’s own vigilante. A betrayal not even Batman could prevent…"
The headline burned. But the video… the video was worse.
Someone had clipped it just right. Not the whole moment. Not your fear. Not Batman fighting off your attacker. Not your limp body as he held you safe.
Just—
“To Bruce?”
Batman pausing. Nodding once.
The Batmobile’s door closing as he tucked you inside.
The comments were brutal.
“Y’all she said it like she had a man at home and one at work 😭”
“She’s got a whole ass billionaire and is out here in alleyways with a cape freak??”
“Gotham’s First Lady? More like Gotham’s Side Chick.”
Bruce’s voice softened even more. “I’m going to fix this. I promise you.”
Your hand fisted in the fabric covering his chest. “You shouldn’t have to.”
“You’re my wife,” he said simply, eyes burning. “I will always defend you.”
The soft hum of music played from your phone as you stood in front of the bathroom mirror, carefully putting on the final touches of your makeup. Stephanie sat cross-legged on the counter, swinging her legs and occasionally passing you whatever brush or gloss you reached for.
“You nervous?” she teased, her tone light. “Or just trying to make everyone else look bad?”
You gave her a small laugh, eyes focused on your eyeliner. “It’s our anniversary. And I like making him fall in love with me all over again.”
Steph grinned. “Mission accomplished but like every day. He has been brooding like a lovesick vampire all day though.”
In the bedroom, Jason was sprawled across the foot of your bed, arms folded under his head like a pillow. Damian sat beside him with a book in his lap, pretending to read but glancing at the open closet every few seconds as your gown hung beside Bruce’s suit.
“You look... very pretty,” Damian called out stiffly, not lifting his eyes from the book. Jason smirked.
“She looks hot, Dames. Just say it.”
Damian scowled. “That’s our mother, Todd.”
Jason just chuckled, completely unbothered. “You dont have to practice complimenting someone. Just say whatever comes to your head. Thats what I do.”
From the hallway, you could hear distant voices, Dick’s laughter and Tim’s quieter voice trying to keep Bruce from pacing holes in the floor. He always got this way right before the anniversary. Not nervous about the date, never that. Nervous because this day mattered more to him than he’d ever admit. It wasn’t just a celebration. It was a reminder that you’d chosen him, again and again, despite everything.
You stepped out of the bathroom finally, smoothing your dress over your hips. It shimmered softly in the light, the deep color complimenting your skin perfectly.
Jason let out a low whistle. “Damn, Ma. B’s gonna forget how to speak.”
Damian stood immediately, his book forgotten on the bed. “You look... exceptional,” he said, then added in a rush, “Father won’t be able to focus on anything else.”
You smiled and kissed the top of his head before hugging Jason, who grinned and squeezed you tightly.
Steph slipped off the counter and dusted her hands together. “Alright. Let’s go show Daddy Bat what he’s got waiting for him.”
Tim was fixing Bruce’s cufflinks while Dick was straightening the lapels of his suit. Bruce looked as collected as ever, but his eyes kept glancing toward the stairs.
“She’s coming,” Tim said with a small smirk.
And then you appeared.
The second Bruce saw you, the entire room shifted. His breath caught, and the smallest flicker of a smile tugged at the corner of his mouth, the kind he only ever saved for you.
Dick nudged Tim. “Told you. She walks in, and he forgets what planet he’s on.”
Bruce stepped forward slowly, one hand reaching out to take yours as if you were something delicate. Precious.
“You’re stunning,” he said quietly, leaning in to press a kiss to your cheek. “Every year I think I’ve seen you at your most beautiful. Every year I’m wrong.”
You smiled, touching the edge of his jaw. “And every year, you still manage to look like you stepped out of a billionaire spy movie.”
He offered his arm. “Shall we? Your chariot awaits.”
Every year, Bruce reserved the same restaurant, the five-star place where you’d had your first date. Only this time, like all the anniversaries before, he had rented out the entire rooftop.
Soft string lights. Custom menu. Champagne already chilled. The table was the same corner one you’d laughed over ten years ago. The only difference now was the deep love etched into every look and every word between you.
It was perfect.
The evening air was cool but gentle, the stars just beginning to scatter across the inky sky above. Warm string lights twinkled along the pergola that covered your candlelit table, casting a soft golden glow over the rooftop. The sound of a string quartet hummed in the background, their music weaving delicately into the hush of the city below.
Bruce hadn’t stopped watching you since you sat down. Not when the waiter pulled out your chair. Not when you reached for your champagne. Not when you laughed at the fact that he’d insisted on them recreating the exact first-date menu, down to the bread you’d both hated the first time.
“You always do this,” you said, smiling as you dabbed at the corner of your mouth with a linen napkin.
He tilted his head, eyes dark and affectionate. “Do what?”
You leaned slightly across the table. “Make the rest of the world disappear.”
Bruce’s hand reached across the table, covering yours. His touch was warm and steady, his thumb brushing lightly over your knuckles as he exhaled.
“You do that for me every day,” he said softly. “Even on the days I don’t deserve it.”
Your smile faltered, not because the words hurt, but because they were true. And only Bruce could admit it that way, the way that made you love him even more.
“You always deserve it,” you whispered. “Even when you’re brooding and impossible.”
He smirked slightly. “Especially when I’m brooding and impossible.”
You both laughed.
A bottle of wine was opened and poured, and the meal moved on in slow courses, truffle risotto, seared scallops, a ridiculous chocolate dessert you both pretended to dislike but devoured anyway. It was easy, too easy to forget the tension of the last few weeks. The Avengers. Tony. Damian’s growing awareness. The whispers behind closed doors.
But tonight… none of it existed.
Just you. And him.
Bruce swirled the last of his wine in his glass, looking at you over the rim. “Do you remember what you wore on our first date?”
You leaned back, eyes narrowing playfully. “You mean the boots that hurt my feet so bad I couldn’t feel my toes halfway through dinner?”
He chuckled, deep and rich. “I remember the dress. The way you kept tugging it down like you didn’t already have every eye in the room.”
You flushed. “And I remember you in that suit that probably cost more than my first car. Sitting across from me like you already knew.”
“Knew what?” he asked.
“That I was going to fall in love with you.”
He looked down, a rare moment of softness overtaking his expression.
“I didn’t know,” Bruce said. “But I hoped.”
The silence that followed wasn’t awkward, it was full, thick with emotion and history and the thousand little pieces of life you’d built together.
After a long pause, you reached into your purse and slid something across the table.
Bruce’s brows furrowed as he lifted the envelope. His eyes scanned the simple handwriting, your initials curling in one corner. He opened it carefully, unfolding the paper.
Inside was a photograph.
The two of you from years ago, mid-laugh, his hand curled around your waist, your head thrown back. You’d written underneath it in looping ink:
“You’ve always been the only one I’d come back to.”
When he looked up, his eyes had gone a little glassy.
“I found it while cleaning out an old desk in your office,” you said softly. “Thought you’d want to keep it. A reminder that even when it’s hard… I’m still here.”
Bruce folded the photo with care, sliding it into his inside jacket pocket like it was something sacred.
Then he stood.
You watched him curiously as he walked over to your side of the table, holding out his hand.
You took it.
He guided you gently to your feet and pulled you into him, swaying slowly to the music drifting across the rooftop.
No one else existed.
Just his arms around your waist, your head against his chest, and the sound of his heart beating steadily, like it always did when you were close.
“You know,” he murmured against your hair, “I used to think I didn’t deserve this. You. A family.”
You pulled back just enough to look at him, brushing your hand over his cheek.
“You still think that sometimes.”
Bruce didn’t deny it.
You pressed your forehead to his. “But I do. And I’ll keep reminding you. Even when you’re impossible. Even when you’re Batman.”
That made him smile.
“I love you,” he said, barely more than a breath.
And just as you were about to say it back,
A sharp buzz vibrated in his jacket pocket.
Then again. Louder this time.
His entire body tensed.
You sighed. “It’s not going to be a quiet night, is it?”
He kissed your forehead. “I’m sorry.”
“No,” you said, shaking your head, even as your eyes drifted toward the edge of the rooftop and the darkening city. “You’re Batman. That’s part of the deal.”
He looked at you with a mix of frustration and love, already moving to reach for the communicator in his inner pocket.
You turned back toward the table, grabbing your clutch and stealing one last sip of wine.
This night wasn’t over.
But you had a feeling the next part wasn’t going to be nearly as romantic.
The town car purred to a stop in the private alley behind the restaurant. Bruce stood beside the open door, his hand lingering on yours for a second longer than necessary, eyes locked with yours in the dim glow of the city lights.
“I’m going to handle this,” he said softly, the warmth from dinner already slipping beneath the weight of what was coming. “Alfred’s waiting at the house. I want you home safe.”
You tilted your head slightly, searching his face. “You could just take me with you.”
“I could,” Bruce said, his thumb brushing over your knuckles, “but I won’t.”
He leaned in and kissed you, slow and grounding. Then, just as the door closed and the car started to pull away, you saw him turn, slipping into the shadows.
The Batmobile was already on its way, summoned silently through his gauntlet. He could hear its engines growling several blocks off, merging with the restless hum of Gotham.
The driver glanced at you through the mirror. “Home, ma’am?”
You nodded, settling into the seat with a soft exhale. Your hand drifted toward the window. You could still taste the wine, feel Bruce’s hands on your waist from the dance, the laugh you hadn’t had in weeks. The night had been close to perfect.
Until Gotham called.
You didn’t notice the dark figure watching your car from the rooftop.
The Batmobile screeched around the corner, stopping hard as Batman leapt in front of two officers holding down a frightened informant. Gunfire had broken out a minute earlier, no casualties, but the perp had vanished down the alley.
“This wasn’t random,” Bruce muttered into the comm as he scanned the scene. “Someone staged this… just to get my attention.”
Before he could pursue it, Oracle’s voice crackled in.
“Uh… Bruce. Something you need to hear. GCPD picked up chatter, someone hit a tech transport tonight. Not Joker, not Two-Face. Real quiet. Real clean. They left one of your encrypted comm tags behind.”
Bruce’s jaw tightened. “My comm tags aren’t out in circulation.”
“That’s the problem.”
Meanwhile – Your Car, Turning Down Fifth and Mercer
The driver’s voice cut through your thoughts. “Apologies, ma’am, slight detour, police have blocked the main road. Shouldn’t be more than five extra minutes.”
You nodded absently, fingers drumming on the leather seat. Bruce had a driver for each of you, they were highly trained and vetted so you trusted him without needing much attention.
It wasn’t until you turned down the next street that you noticed how quiet it was.
Too quiet.
No traffic. No people. Just the faint echo of your tires on wet pavement.
Then the car jerked to a hard stop.
Your heart stuttered.
“Ma’am, stay down,” the driver said quickly, reaching for the weapon concealed beneath the seat.
A dark shape stepped into the glow of the streetlamp ahead. Not Joker. Not anyone you recognized, but definitely armed, and definitely dangerous. Two more flanked him, circling.
“Looks like someone forgot to bring security,” one of them said, cocking his head at the window as he approached. “Pretty, rich thing like you. What’s the world coming to?”
You swallowed your fear, eyes scanning the street.
“Step out of the car. Slowly,” the man barked, tapping his weapon against the hood.
You could feel your pulse climbing, but your voice stayed steady. “You don’t want to do this.”
He laughed. “Lady, I think I do.”
Then,
A low mechanical growl echoed through the street. Tires screeching.
A streak of matte black surged from the shadows and slammed into the alley behind them, the Batmobile skidding to a halt with precise, terrifying speed.
Before any of them could react, the figure dropped from the rooftop.
Batman.
He landed between you and the men, cape flaring, eyes glowing, the sheer force of his presence knocking the breath out of them, and you.
The one with the gun stepped back, startled. “What the, ”
Batman didn’t wait.
He moved like a shadow, taking out the first with a bone-crunching strike, using his momentum to disarm the second with a twist that sent the weapon clattering across the asphalt. The third barely raised his arm before he was thrown into the side of a dumpster.
The whole thing was over in less than ten seconds.
You hadn’t even opened the car door.
Batman turned to face you, chest rising and falling, his jaw clenched tight.
You pushed the door open slowly, stepping out, heart still racing. “So much for a quiet ride home.”
He didn’t speak at first, just stared at you, scanned you from head to toe, as if checking for any hidden injury.
Then: “Are you okay?”
You nodded.
Bruce didn’t.
He stepped forward and gently cupped your face with his gloved hand. “I told you to go straight home.”
“I was,” you said, voice quiet.
His hand dropped. He turned toward the unconscious men, voice low and bitter: “They weren’t after you specifically. Not tonight. But they’re getting closer.”
You stepped closer too, voice softer now. “I’m fine. You made it in time.”
Batman didn’t respond
The thugs groaned on the pavement, unconscious and broken, scattered around the narrow alley like trash after a storm. The Batmobile’s engine idled nearby, casting a low hum through the silence. The town car’s driver, clearly shaken, stepped forward.
“I can get her home, sir.”
Bruce didn’t even turn around. “You can go.”
The man hesitated. Then he took one look at the bodies, at the towering silhouette of Gotham’s protector standing possessively in front of you, and nodded. “Yes, sir.”
The town car pulled away, tires softly rolling over damp concrete, leaving the alley dim and still except for you and the Bat.
You turned toward him slowly, heart still racing, not just from fear anymore, but from the look in his eyes.
He hadn’t stopped staring at you. Not since he fought them off. His chest was rising fast under the armor, his jaw clenched hard. There was a violence still simmering in him, leashed only barely, but none of it was aimed at you.
It was for you.
You took a step closer. “Bruce, ”
“Don’t.” His voice was deep, dark, the voice of the Bat. His gloved hand came up fast, curling around your waist and yanking you to him with unyielding strength. “Don’t say my name right now.”
You blinked, breath catching. “Okay.”
His hand slid lower, gripping your hip tightly. “Do you know what it does to me? Seeing you like that. In danger. Cornered. If I’d been one second later, ”
“But you weren’t,” you breathed, your palms sliding up the chest of his suit. “You were right on time.”
His head dropped forward until his cowl brushed your forehead. His voice was a growl now, filled with a hunger he could barely hold back. “You’re mine. Every part of you. No one touches what’s mine.”
You shivered as his hands moved, ruthless and sure, pinning your back to the cold brick wall. The alley was dark, hidden from the street, but even if it wasn’t, you weren’t sure you’d care. Not with the way he was looking at you. Like he was still mid-hunt.
“Do you know what tonight is supposed to be?” he rasped, dragging his gloved fingers down your thigh, hiking your leg up around his hip.
“Our anniversary,” you whispered.
He smirked, something dangerous and wicked. “Then let me remind you.”
You gasped as his mouth found your throat, the sharp edge of his stubble scraping over sensitive skin. He bit, not hard enough to hurt, just enough to claim. One hand braced above your head, the other still anchoring your leg to him, his body caging you against the wall.
“I should take you home,” he muttered between kisses. “You should be safe. Warm. In our bed.”
You tugged at the collar of his suit, eyes blazing. “And yet… here you are.”
He chuckled darkly, pressing his forehead to yours again, breath ragged. “You love this, don’t you?”
“You’re Batman,” you whispered. “And I’m yours.”
The kiss deepened, devouring, his mouth crashing onto yours like he hadn’t kissed you in years, like he might never get to again. There was no soft Bruce here, no warm palm on your cheek or careful whisper of your name. This was the Bat , all armor and grit and hunger barely restrained.
Your hands curled in the tactical material of his suit, desperate to feel him, to claw past the cold exterior and into the man underneath. But he didn't let you get that far , he caught your wrists, pinning them above your head with one hand like it cost him nothing.
"You're shaking," he growled into your neck, breath hot. "Is it fear? Or something else?"
You gasped. "Want. I want you."
His grip tightened just a hair, enough to send a shiver straight down your spine. "Good." His voice dropped lower, gravel scraping against velvet. “Then listen closely, because I need you to understand something…”
His hand moved from your thigh, slow but heavy, dragging up over your waist, ribs, sternum, until it wrapped gently around your throat , a touch far more intimate than controlling. His thumb stroked your pulse like it belonged to him. "You are mine. You wear his rings. You kiss his cheek in public. But it’s me who watches you while you sleep. It’s me who hears the change in your breath when you dream."
"You are him," you whispered, a desperate ache in your voice. “You’re just… this side of him.”
“And you love this side, don’t you?” His words were ragged, feverish. “You love the part of me that’s brutal. Dangerous. You want to kiss the teeth.”
You didn’t answer, just whimpered softly, arching into him.
And suddenly he was moving again , lifting you like you weighed nothing, pressing you harder to the wall as his mouth trailed down your jaw. Each kiss felt like possession. His hands, big and gloved, slid under your dress like he had every right. Because he did. And yet, when his hand slid just beneath the lace at your hip, he paused.
His voice turned to gravel, lips brushing your ear. “Tell me to stop.”
You wrapped your arms around his neck, breathing hard. “No thanks.”
He growled low in his throat , primal, relieved, starved , and that was the last moment of stillness.
What followed wasn’t soft. It was reverent in its own way, but it was the kind of reverence reserved for the altar of worship, not the sanctuary. He made you feel wanted, needed , owned. The slick brick wall scraped your back as he moved, your fingers leaving smudges on his armor. He groaned against your skin, low and wrecked, like having you like this was both the release and the ruin.
He didn’t speak much , not like Bruce would, murmuring sweet things in your ear. No, Batman didn’t need words. Every motion was deliberate, every touch speaking for him. When he gripped your hips and pressed his forehead to yours, your name fell from his lips like a vow , hoarse, reverent, broken.
And when it was over, when your body trembled and your breath came in gasps, he just held you. There, in the alley, with his cowl shadowing his face and the sky above bruised with city light, he kissed your temple. Softer now. Like the heat had burned through and left only the ache.
“I should take you home,” he murmured, voice thick.
You wrapped your arms around his neck again and nodded. “To Bruce?”
He paused, then nodded once, as if giving you back something fragile.
But as he carried you into the Batmobile, gently placing you in the seat, you knew the truth: whether it was Bruce or Batman, you were the center of his universe. One side of him adored you with discipline, devotion, and endless patience. The other… burned for you like a fire that would never go out.
And lucky for you , you had both.
Tony stood in front of a bank of holographic screens, a whiskey glass sweating in his hand, jaw set hard. He hadn’t meant to spy , not really. The alert had triggered when the Batmobile entered Gothams perimeter, its untraceable signal pinging just close enough to trip Stark’s experimental surveillance grid. He’d been curious. Too curious.
Now, on-screen, grainy black-and-white footage from a traffic camera angled low on a dark alley flickered. He watched as Batman stepped backward releasing you from the wall, shadowed and imposing, his cape flaring as he bent slightly, lifting you gently into his arms.
“I should take you home,” he murmured, voice thick.
You wrapped your arms around his neck again and nodded. “To Bruce?”
He paused, then nodded once, as if giving you back something fragile.
Tony’s hand tensed around the glass, the ice clinking. His expression twisted , disbelief, then offense, then something darker.
The Batmobile peeled away. The footage cut out.
The footage replayed silently on a massive screen. Tony stood in front of it, arms crossed, face unreadable.
Steve blinked at the screen. “Is that… her? With him?”
Sam rubbed a hand over his mouth. “She asked to work with both teams. This is why?”
“Jesus,” Clint muttered, slouching back in the chair. “So she’s been sleeping with Batman behind Bruce’s back?”
“No,” Wanda said sharply.
All eyes turned to her.
She stepped forward from the shadows of the room, calm but firm, her eyes just a little red around the edges from restrained power. “She’s not cheating. Not on Bruce. Not on anyone.”
Nat crossed her arms too, nodding slightly. “Tony, you saw a clip. Not the context. You don’t know what the hell you’re talking about.”
Tony scoffed. “I heard it with my own ears. ‘To Bruce?’ Like she’s sneaking around behind the poor guy’s back, ”
Wanda stepped between him and the screen, her voice calm but unyielding. “She said that to Batman, Tony. You really think someone who’s lying would be that open? That honest in a moment like that?”
Tony’s jaw clenched. “You’re defending her.”
“I’m protecting someone you clearly don’t understand,” Wanda replied, her voice velvet wrapped around steel. “I’ve seen her mind. I’ve seen his. Do you know what she carries for Bruce? For all of them? Do you know how long she’s kept this secret just to protect their peace?”
“She’s lying to all of us,” Tony snapped.
“No,” Natasha said this time, quieter but harder. “She’s surviving. And she’s loving someone in a way you can’t stand, because it wasn’t you.”
Tony’s nostrils flared. For a second, the room was dead quiet.
Steve cleared his throat, brows drawn. “So... what are you saying, Wanda?”
Wanda looked at the screen once more, her gaze softening. “I’m saying Bruce and Batman aren’t two different men in her story. Just... two halves of the same one.”
Tony turned away, scoffing. “Great. So we’re all fine with that? With secrets like that being kept from us?”
“Tony,” Nat said, stepping closer to him, voice low. “You think you’re mad because she lied. But you’re mad because she chose someone else. She didn’t betray Bruce. She just didn’t choose to pine after you.”
Tony said nothing, just looked at the frozen screen of Batman cradling her , you , like something precious. Like a secret worth guarding at any cost.
He shut off the feed with a flick of his fingers. The room dimmed as he stormed out.
“I hope she knows what she’s doing,” Bucky mutters.
“She does,” Wanda whispered.
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The soft hum of music played from your phone as you stood in front of the bathroom mirror, carefully putting on the final touches of your makeup. Stephanie sat cross-legged on the counter, swinging her legs and occasionally passing you whatever brush or gloss you reached for.
“You nervous?” she teased, her tone light. “Or just trying to make everyone else look bad?”
You gave her a small laugh, eyes focused on your eyeliner. “It’s our anniversary. And I like making him fall in love with me all over again.”
Steph grinned. “Mission accomplished but like every day. He has been brooding like a lovesick vampire all day though.”
In the bedroom, Jason was sprawled across the foot of your bed, arms folded under his head like a pillow. Damian sat beside him with a book in his lap, pretending to read but glancing at the open closet every few seconds as your gown hung beside Bruce’s suit.
“You look... very pretty,” Damian called out stiffly, not lifting his eyes from the book. Jason smirked.
“She looks hot, Dames. Just say it.”
Damian scowled. “That’s our mother, Todd.”
Jason just chuckled, completely unbothered. “You dont have to practice complimenting someone. Just say whatever comes to your head. Thats what I do.”
From the hallway, you could hear distant voices, Dick’s laughter and Tim’s quieter voice trying to keep Bruce from pacing holes in the floor. He always got this way right before the anniversary. Not nervous about the date, never that. Nervous because this day mattered more to him than he’d ever admit. It wasn’t just a celebration. It was a reminder that you’d chosen him, again and again, despite everything.
You stepped out of the bathroom finally, smoothing your dress over your hips. It shimmered softly in the light, the deep color complimenting your skin perfectly.
Jason let out a low whistle. “Damn, Ma. B’s gonna forget how to speak.”
Damian stood immediately, his book forgotten on the bed. “You look... exceptional,” he said, then added in a rush, “Father won’t be able to focus on anything else.”
You smiled and kissed the top of his head before hugging Jason, who grinned and squeezed you tightly.
Steph slipped off the counter and dusted her hands together. “Alright. Let’s go show Daddy Bat what he’s got waiting for him.”
Tim was fixing Bruce’s cufflinks while Dick was straightening the lapels of his suit. Bruce looked as collected as ever, but his eyes kept glancing toward the stairs.
“She’s coming,” Tim said with a small smirk.
And then you appeared.
The second Bruce saw you, the entire room shifted. His breath caught, and the smallest flicker of a smile tugged at the corner of his mouth, the kind he only ever saved for you.
Dick nudged Tim. “Told you. She walks in, and he forgets what planet he’s on.”
Bruce stepped forward slowly, one hand reaching out to take yours as if you were something delicate. Precious.
“You’re stunning,” he said quietly, leaning in to press a kiss to your cheek. “Every year I think I’ve seen you at your most beautiful. Every year I’m wrong.”
You smiled, touching the edge of his jaw. “And every year, you still manage to look like you stepped out of a billionaire spy movie.”
He offered his arm. “Shall we? Your chariot awaits.”
Every year, Bruce reserved the same restaurant, the five-star place where you’d had your first date. Only this time, like all the anniversaries before, he had rented out the entire rooftop.
Soft string lights. Custom menu. Champagne already chilled. The table was the same corner one you’d laughed over ten years ago. The only difference now was the deep love etched into every look and every word between you.
It was perfect.
The evening air was cool but gentle, the stars just beginning to scatter across the inky sky above. Warm string lights twinkled along the pergola that covered your candlelit table, casting a soft golden glow over the rooftop. The sound of a string quartet hummed in the background, their music weaving delicately into the hush of the city below.
Bruce hadn’t stopped watching you since you sat down. Not when the waiter pulled out your chair. Not when you reached for your champagne. Not when you laughed at the fact that he’d insisted on them recreating the exact first-date menu, down to the bread you’d both hated the first time.
“You always do this,” you said, smiling as you dabbed at the corner of your mouth with a linen napkin.
He tilted his head, eyes dark and affectionate. “Do what?”
You leaned slightly across the table. “Make the rest of the world disappear.”
Bruce’s hand reached across the table, covering yours. His touch was warm and steady, his thumb brushing lightly over your knuckles as he exhaled.
“You do that for me every day,” he said softly. “Even on the days I don’t deserve it.”
Your smile faltered, not because the words hurt, but because they were true. And only Bruce could admit it that way, the way that made you love him even more.
“You always deserve it,” you whispered. “Even when you’re brooding and impossible.”
He smirked slightly. “Especially when I’m brooding and impossible.”
You both laughed.
A bottle of wine was opened and poured, and the meal moved on in slow courses, truffle risotto, seared scallops, a ridiculous chocolate dessert you both pretended to dislike but devoured anyway. It was easy, too easy to forget the tension of the last few weeks. The Avengers. Tony. Damian’s growing awareness. The whispers behind closed doors.
But tonight… none of it existed.
Just you. And him.
Bruce swirled the last of his wine in his glass, looking at you over the rim. “Do you remember what you wore on our first date?”
You leaned back, eyes narrowing playfully. “You mean the boots that hurt my feet so bad I couldn’t feel my toes halfway through dinner?”
He chuckled, deep and rich. “I remember the dress. The way you kept tugging it down like you didn’t already have every eye in the room.”
You flushed. “And I remember you in that suit that probably cost more than my first car. Sitting across from me like you already knew.”
“Knew what?” he asked.
“That I was going to fall in love with you.”
He looked down, a rare moment of softness overtaking his expression.
“I didn’t know,” Bruce said. “But I hoped.”
The silence that followed wasn’t awkward, it was full, thick with emotion and history and the thousand little pieces of life you’d built together.
After a long pause, you reached into your purse and slid something across the table.
Bruce’s brows furrowed as he lifted the envelope. His eyes scanned the simple handwriting, your initials curling in one corner. He opened it carefully, unfolding the paper.
Inside was a photograph.
The two of you from years ago, mid-laugh, his hand curled around your waist, your head thrown back. You’d written underneath it in looping ink:
“You’ve always been the only one I’d come back to.”
When he looked up, his eyes had gone a little glassy.
“I found it while cleaning out an old desk in your office,” you said softly. “Thought you’d want to keep it. A reminder that even when it’s hard… I’m still here.”
Bruce folded the photo with care, sliding it into his inside jacket pocket like it was something sacred.
Then he stood.
You watched him curiously as he walked over to your side of the table, holding out his hand.
You took it.
He guided you gently to your feet and pulled you into him, swaying slowly to the music drifting across the rooftop.
No one else existed.
Just his arms around your waist, your head against his chest, and the sound of his heart beating steadily, like it always did when you were close.
“You know,” he murmured against your hair, “I used to think I didn’t deserve this. You. A family.”
You pulled back just enough to look at him, brushing your hand over his cheek.
“You still think that sometimes.”
Bruce didn’t deny it.
You pressed your forehead to his. “But I do. And I’ll keep reminding you. Even when you’re impossible. Even when you’re Batman.”
That made him smile.
“I love you,” he said, barely more than a breath.
And just as you were about to say it back,
A sharp buzz vibrated in his jacket pocket.
Then again. Louder this time.
His entire body tensed.
You sighed. “It’s not going to be a quiet night, is it?”
He kissed your forehead. “I’m sorry.”
“No,” you said, shaking your head, even as your eyes drifted toward the edge of the rooftop and the darkening city. “You’re Batman. That’s part of the deal.”
He looked at you with a mix of frustration and love, already moving to reach for the communicator in his inner pocket.
You turned back toward the table, grabbing your clutch and stealing one last sip of wine.
This night wasn’t over.
But you had a feeling the next part wasn’t going to be nearly as romantic.
The town car purred to a stop in the private alley behind the restaurant. Bruce stood beside the open door, his hand lingering on yours for a second longer than necessary, eyes locked with yours in the dim glow of the city lights.
“I’m going to handle this,” he said softly, the warmth from dinner already slipping beneath the weight of what was coming. “Alfred’s waiting at the house. I want you home safe.”
You tilted your head slightly, searching his face. “You could just take me with you.”
“I could,” Bruce said, his thumb brushing over your knuckles, “but I won’t.”
He leaned in and kissed you, slow and grounding. Then, just as the door closed and the car started to pull away, you saw him turn, slipping into the shadows.
The Batmobile was already on its way, summoned silently through his gauntlet. He could hear its engines growling several blocks off, merging with the restless hum of Gotham.
The driver glanced at you through the mirror. “Home, ma’am?”
You nodded, settling into the seat with a soft exhale. Your hand drifted toward the window. You could still taste the wine, feel Bruce’s hands on your waist from the dance, the laugh you hadn’t had in weeks. The night had been close to perfect.
Until Gotham called.
You didn’t notice the dark figure watching your car from the rooftop.
The Batmobile screeched around the corner, stopping hard as Batman leapt in front of two officers holding down a frightened informant. Gunfire had broken out a minute earlier, no casualties, but the perp had vanished down the alley.
“This wasn’t random,” Bruce muttered into the comm as he scanned the scene. “Someone staged this… just to get my attention.”
Before he could pursue it, Oracle’s voice crackled in.
“Uh… Bruce. Something you need to hear. GCPD picked up chatter, someone hit a tech transport tonight. Not Joker, not Two-Face. Real quiet. Real clean. They left one of your encrypted comm tags behind.”
Bruce’s jaw tightened. “My comm tags aren’t out in circulation.”
“That’s the problem.”
Meanwhile – Your Car, Turning Down Fifth and Mercer
The driver’s voice cut through your thoughts. “Apologies, ma’am, slight detour, police have blocked the main road. Shouldn’t be more than five extra minutes.”
You nodded absently, fingers drumming on the leather seat. Bruce had a driver for each of you, they were highly trained and vetted so you trusted him without needing much attention.
It wasn’t until you turned down the next street that you noticed how quiet it was.
Too quiet.
No traffic. No people. Just the faint echo of your tires on wet pavement.
Then the car jerked to a hard stop.
Your heart stuttered.
“Ma’am, stay down,” the driver said quickly, reaching for the weapon concealed beneath the seat.
A dark shape stepped into the glow of the streetlamp ahead. Not Joker. Not anyone you recognized, but definitely armed, and definitely dangerous. Two more flanked him, circling.
“Looks like someone forgot to bring security,” one of them said, cocking his head at the window as he approached. “Pretty, rich thing like you. What’s the world coming to?”
You swallowed your fear, eyes scanning the street.
“Step out of the car. Slowly,” the man barked, tapping his weapon against the hood.
You could feel your pulse climbing, but your voice stayed steady. “You don’t want to do this.”
He laughed. “Lady, I think I do.”
Then,
A low mechanical growl echoed through the street. Tires screeching.
A streak of matte black surged from the shadows and slammed into the alley behind them, the Batmobile skidding to a halt with precise, terrifying speed.
Before any of them could react, the figure dropped from the rooftop.
Batman.
He landed between you and the men, cape flaring, eyes glowing, the sheer force of his presence knocking the breath out of them, and you.
The one with the gun stepped back, startled. “What the, ”
Batman didn’t wait.
He moved like a shadow, taking out the first with a bone-crunching strike, using his momentum to disarm the second with a twist that sent the weapon clattering across the asphalt. The third barely raised his arm before he was thrown into the side of a dumpster.
The whole thing was over in less than ten seconds.
You hadn’t even opened the car door.
Batman turned to face you, chest rising and falling, his jaw clenched tight.
You pushed the door open slowly, stepping out, heart still racing. “So much for a quiet ride home.”
He didn’t speak at first, just stared at you, scanned you from head to toe, as if checking for any hidden injury.
Then: “Are you okay?”
You nodded.
Bruce didn’t.
He stepped forward and gently cupped your face with his gloved hand. “I told you to go straight home.”
“I was,” you said, voice quiet.
His hand dropped. He turned toward the unconscious men, voice low and bitter: “They weren’t after you specifically. Not tonight. But they’re getting closer.”
You stepped closer too, voice softer now. “I’m fine. You made it in time.”
Batman didn’t respond
The thugs groaned on the pavement, unconscious and broken, scattered around the narrow alley like trash after a storm. The Batmobile’s engine idled nearby, casting a low hum through the silence. The town car’s driver, clearly shaken, stepped forward.
“I can get her home, sir.”
Bruce didn’t even turn around. “You can go.”
The man hesitated. Then he took one look at the bodies, at the towering silhouette of Gotham’s protector standing possessively in front of you, and nodded. “Yes, sir.”
The town car pulled away, tires softly rolling over damp concrete, leaving the alley dim and still except for you and the Bat.
You turned toward him slowly, heart still racing, not just from fear anymore, but from the look in his eyes.
He hadn’t stopped staring at you. Not since he fought them off. His chest was rising fast under the armor, his jaw clenched hard. There was a violence still simmering in him, leashed only barely, but none of it was aimed at you.
It was for you.
You took a step closer. “Bruce, ”
“Don’t.” His voice was deep, dark, the voice of the Bat. His gloved hand came up fast, curling around your waist and yanking you to him with unyielding strength. “Don’t say my name right now.”
You blinked, breath catching. “Okay.”
His hand slid lower, gripping your hip tightly. “Do you know what it does to me? Seeing you like that. In danger. Cornered. If I’d been one second later, ”
“But you weren’t,” you breathed, your palms sliding up the chest of his suit. “You were right on time.”
His head dropped forward until his cowl brushed your forehead. His voice was a growl now, filled with a hunger he could barely hold back. “You’re mine. Every part of you. No one touches what’s mine.”
You shivered as his hands moved, ruthless and sure, pinning your back to the cold brick wall. The alley was dark, hidden from the street, but even if it wasn’t, you weren’t sure you’d care. Not with the way he was looking at you. Like he was still mid-hunt.
“Do you know what tonight is supposed to be?” he rasped, dragging his gloved fingers down your thigh, hiking your leg up around his hip.
“Our anniversary,” you whispered.
He smirked, something dangerous and wicked. “Then let me remind you.”
You gasped as his mouth found your throat, the sharp edge of his stubble scraping over sensitive skin. He bit, not hard enough to hurt, just enough to claim. One hand braced above your head, the other still anchoring your leg to him, his body caging you against the wall.
“I should take you home,” he muttered between kisses. “You should be safe. Warm. In our bed.”
You tugged at the collar of his suit, eyes blazing. “And yet… here you are.”
He chuckled darkly, pressing his forehead to yours again, breath ragged. “You love this, don’t you?”
“You’re Batman,” you whispered. “And I’m yours.”
The kiss deepened, devouring, his mouth crashing onto yours like he hadn’t kissed you in years, like he might never get to again. There was no soft Bruce here, no warm palm on your cheek or careful whisper of your name. This was the Bat , all armor and grit and hunger barely restrained.
Your hands curled in the tactical material of his suit, desperate to feel him, to claw past the cold exterior and into the man underneath. But he didn't let you get that far , he caught your wrists, pinning them above your head with one hand like it cost him nothing.
"You're shaking," he growled into your neck, breath hot. "Is it fear? Or something else?"
You gasped. "Want. I want you."
His grip tightened just a hair, enough to send a shiver straight down your spine. "Good." His voice dropped lower, gravel scraping against velvet. “Then listen closely, because I need you to understand something…”
His hand moved from your thigh, slow but heavy, dragging up over your waist, ribs, sternum, until it wrapped gently around your throat , a touch far more intimate than controlling. His thumb stroked your pulse like it belonged to him. "You are mine. You wear his rings. You kiss his cheek in public. But it’s me who watches you while you sleep. It’s me who hears the change in your breath when you dream."
"You are him," you whispered, a desperate ache in your voice. “You’re just… this side of him.”
“And you love this side, don’t you?” His words were ragged, feverish. “You love the part of me that’s brutal. Dangerous. You want to kiss the teeth.”
You didn’t answer, just whimpered softly, arching into him.
And suddenly he was moving again , lifting you like you weighed nothing, pressing you harder to the wall as his mouth trailed down your jaw. Each kiss felt like possession. His hands, big and gloved, slid under your dress like he had every right. Because he did. And yet, when his hand slid just beneath the lace at your hip, he paused.
His voice turned to gravel, lips brushing your ear. “Tell me to stop.”
You wrapped your arms around his neck, breathing hard. “No thanks.”
He growled low in his throat , primal, relieved, starved , and that was the last moment of stillness.
What followed wasn’t soft. It was reverent in its own way, but it was the kind of reverence reserved for the altar of worship, not the sanctuary. He made you feel wanted, needed , owned. The slick brick wall scraped your back as he moved, your fingers leaving smudges on his armor. He groaned against your skin, low and wrecked, like having you like this was both the release and the ruin.
He didn’t speak much , not like Bruce would, murmuring sweet things in your ear. No, Batman didn’t need words. Every motion was deliberate, every touch speaking for him. When he gripped your hips and pressed his forehead to yours, your name fell from his lips like a vow , hoarse, reverent, broken.
And when it was over, when your body trembled and your breath came in gasps, he just held you. There, in the alley, with his cowl shadowing his face and the sky above bruised with city light, he kissed your temple. Softer now. Like the heat had burned through and left only the ache.
“I should take you home,” he murmured, voice thick.
You wrapped your arms around his neck again and nodded. “To Bruce?”
He paused, then nodded once, as if giving you back something fragile.
But as he carried you into the Batmobile, gently placing you in the seat, you knew the truth: whether it was Bruce or Batman, you were the center of his universe. One side of him adored you with discipline, devotion, and endless patience. The other… burned for you like a fire that would never go out.
And lucky for you , you had both.
Tony stood in front of a bank of holographic screens, a whiskey glass sweating in his hand, jaw set hard. He hadn’t meant to spy , not really. The alert had triggered when the Batmobile entered Gothams perimeter, its untraceable signal pinging just close enough to trip Stark’s experimental surveillance grid. He’d been curious. Too curious.
Now, on-screen, grainy black-and-white footage from a traffic camera angled low on a dark alley flickered. He watched as Batman stepped backward releasing you from the wall, shadowed and imposing, his cape flaring as he bent slightly, lifting you gently into his arms.
“I should take you home,” he murmured, voice thick.
You wrapped your arms around his neck again and nodded. “To Bruce?”
He paused, then nodded once, as if giving you back something fragile.
Tony’s hand tensed around the glass, the ice clinking. His expression twisted , disbelief, then offense, then something darker.
The Batmobile peeled away. The footage cut out.
The footage replayed silently on a massive screen. Tony stood in front of it, arms crossed, face unreadable.
Steve blinked at the screen. “Is that… her? With him?”
Sam rubbed a hand over his mouth. “She asked to work with both teams. This is why?”
“Jesus,” Clint muttered, slouching back in the chair. “So she’s been sleeping with Batman behind Bruce’s back?”
“No,” Wanda said sharply.
All eyes turned to her.
She stepped forward from the shadows of the room, calm but firm, her eyes just a little red around the edges from restrained power. “She’s not cheating. Not on Bruce. Not on anyone.”
Nat crossed her arms too, nodding slightly. “Tony, you saw a clip. Not the context. You don’t know what the hell you’re talking about.”
Tony scoffed. “I heard it with my own ears. ‘To Bruce?’ Like she’s sneaking around behind the poor guy’s back, ”
Wanda stepped between him and the screen, her voice calm but unyielding. “She said that to Batman, Tony. You really think someone who’s lying would be that open? That honest in a moment like that?”
Tony’s jaw clenched. “You’re defending her.”
“I’m protecting someone you clearly don’t understand,” Wanda replied, her voice velvet wrapped around steel. “I’ve seen her mind. I’ve seen his. Do you know what she carries for Bruce? For all of them? Do you know how long she’s kept this secret just to protect their peace?”
“She’s lying to all of us,” Tony snapped.
“No,” Natasha said this time, quieter but harder. “She’s surviving. And she’s loving someone in a way you can’t stand, because it wasn’t you.”
Tony’s nostrils flared. For a second, the room was dead quiet.
Steve cleared his throat, brows drawn. “So... what are you saying, Wanda?”
Wanda looked at the screen once more, her gaze softening. “I’m saying Bruce and Batman aren’t two different men in her story. Just... two halves of the same one.”
Tony turned away, scoffing. “Great. So we’re all fine with that? With secrets like that being kept from us?”
“Tony,” Nat said, stepping closer to him, voice low. “You think you’re mad because she lied. But you’re mad because she chose someone else. She didn’t betray Bruce. She just didn’t choose to pine after you.”
Tony said nothing, just looked at the frozen screen of Batman cradling her , you , like something precious. Like a secret worth guarding at any cost.
He shut off the feed with a flick of his fingers. The room dimmed as he stormed out.
“I hope she knows what she’s doing,” Bucky mutters.
“She does,” Wanda whispered.
@laetitia-prst @yunho-leeknow @g0thchick Hope you guys like it.
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PART 1
The morning light barely filters through the heavy curtains, but it’s enough to wake you. For a long moment, you just lie there, staring at the ceiling, letting the heavy weight of your own mind settle around you like a fog.
Bucky was right.
You knew he was right.
Losing Steve had broken something inside both of you. But even knowing that, even hearing Bucky’s pain, his love, in every word last night, didn’t stop the voice in your head from whispering cruel things.
He wouldn't love you anymore if he really knew you. You're tainted. Less.
You squeeze your eyes shut, willing the thoughts away. They're lies. You know that. Somewhere deep down, you know that.
And you know you can’t keep letting them win.
Not after hearing the way Bucky’s voice cracked, the way he gripped your hand like you were the only thing tethering him to this world. You promised yourself last night: you're going to try.
With trembling fingers, you reach for your phone and send a text to your therapist.
Hi. Is there any chance you have time today? I really need to talk.
It would be the first time meeting her without Bucky there beside you.
The thought alone sends a wave of panic through you.
But you can't and won't have this conversation with anyone else in the room—not yet.
You glance over at Bucky, still fast asleep, peaceful in a way he rarely is.
You can’t bring yourself to wake him.
So instead, you find a scrap of paper on the nightstand and scribble a note.
Went to see Dr. M. I’m okay. I’ll be back soon. Love you.
You leave it where you know he’ll find it.
And with one last look back, you slip out of the tower, heart hammering, steps shaky, but moving forward, anyway.
Brooklyn, 1935
The three of you were crammed into Steve’s tiny apartment, laughing so hard you could barely breathe.
Steve was half-falling off the lumpy couch, his face red, tears streaming from his eyes as Bucky reenacted the most dramatic fall he'd taken trying to impress a girl at the market.
You were doubled over next to him, clutching your sides.
Bucky threw his arms wide, chest puffed out, mimicking himself swaggering — then promptly slipped on the threadbare rug, landing hard on his back with a loud THUD.
"See?" he groaned dramatically from the floor. "I suffer for my art."
You and Steve practically collapsed on top of each other, laughing so hard it hurt. Steve wiped at his eyes, still chuckling, and nudged you with his shoulder.
"You're a terrible friend, " he said between breaths. "You should be helping him."
You snickered and offered Bucky a hand, which he took with an exaggerated wince.
"You're lucky I'm so forgiving, " Bucky said, pulling himself up. "Otherwise, I'd leave you two helpless losers and find some better company."
"Yeah?" you teased, folding your arms. "Good luck finding someone else who'll put up with you falling flat on your face every ten minutes."
Steve burst into another fit of laughter, and Bucky just grinned, that cocky, dimpled smile that always gave him away. The three of you melted back into a pile on the couch, limbs tangled, heads resting against each other like it was the most natural thing in the world.
In that tiny room, with the rain tapping gently against the cracked windows and the smell of cheap coffee lingering in the air, you felt invincible. Like nothing could ever touch you. Like no matter what the world threw at you, you had each other.
And that would be enough.
The city is louder than usual.
Or maybe it’s just you , your senses on high alert, every sound amplified, every step away from the Tower feeling heavier than the last.
You clutch your jacket tighter around yourself, trying to disappear into it, trying to stay invisible, trying to hold yourself together.
By the time you reach the therapist’s office, your hands are cold and shaking.
You hesitate outside the door for longer than you should, staring at the brass plaque with her name on it.
You can feel the familiar urge to turn around, to run back to where it’s safe , back to Bucky.
But the memory of his voice , the pain in it , echoes in your mind.
You force yourself to take a breath.
Then another.
Then you step inside.
The receptionist looks up and gives you a warm, knowing smile.
"She's ready for you, " she says gently, like she can see the way you’re falling apart just under your skin.
You nod stiffly and walk down the short hallway to the office.
The door is already cracked open, waiting for you.
Dr. M is sitting in her usual chair, a cup of tea in her hand, her eyes kind.
No clipboard. No laptop. Just her, waiting, open and patient and safe.
As soon as you see her, the tension in your chest loosens just a little.
You step inside and close the door behind you.
It’s silent for a moment, the air heavy.
Then she speaks, voice soft.
"I'm really glad you're here."
And somehow, hearing those words,
not "how are you?" not "what happened?", just I'm glad you're here,
makes your throat tighten and your eyes burn.
You sit down slowly, the familiar couch feeling foreign without Bucky beside you.
Your hands knot together in your lap.
You open your mouth to say something, anything ,
but instead, your voice breaks, and before you even realize it, the first tears are already sliding down your cheeks.
You cover your face with your hands, embarrassed, angry at yourself for falling apart so quickly.
But Dr. M just waits.
No judgment. No rush. Just quiet understanding.
When you finally manage to speak, it comes out in a raw whisper:
"I think I broke something. And I don’t know how to fix it."
And for the first time in a long time, you realize:
You’re not alone in trying to figure it out anymore.
Brooklyn, Late Summer 1936
It was a sticky, sweltering night, the kind where the heat clung to your skin no matter how much you moved.
But none of you cared — tonight was special. Tonight, for the first time, you, Steve, and Bucky were going on a real date.
Of course, not that you could ever call it that out loud. Not in public. Not in a world that would tear you apart for loving the wrong way.
You had been the one to push for it — reckless, stubborn, needing to live even if it was dangerous.
Bucky and Steve had been reluctant at first, eyes shadowed with worry. But they could never say no to you for long.
So you all cleaned up as best you could.
Steve in a too-big jacket he borrowed from Bucky, trying to smooth down his unruly hair;
Bucky, as always, looking like he'd just stepped out of a movie reel, tie loose around his neck, easy grin hiding nerves.
And you — you wore your best dress, one you'd patched yourself, twirling once in front of them just to hear them both stumble over their words.
"You’re gonna kill me," Bucky muttered under his breath, running a hand through his hair. Steve just stared, cheeks burning pink.
You took both their hands — quick, a flash of fingers brushing, nothing too obvious — and led them into the night.
The boardwalk at Coney Island was still busy at that hour, lights flashing, the scent of popcorn and sea salt heavy in the air. You kept a careful distance between you, weaving through the crowd like three friends out for a summer night.
But when you leaned in to whisper a joke in Steve’s ear, when Bucky brushed your hand under the safety of a vendor's counter, it was like electricity sparking in the humid air.
You played games at the booths, laughing as Bucky won you a stuffed bear that was missing an eye, Steve cheering louder than anyone. You bought sodas and shared them under a quiet pier, hidden in the shadows, your knees knocking together, your heads leaning in close as if the world had shrunk down to just the three of you.
Bucky stole a kiss first — a quick, feather-light brush at the corner of your mouth when no one was looking.
Steve hesitated, looking around like someone might catch him, but you grabbed him by the collar and pulled him in, and he melted against you with a soft, desperate sigh.
And there, with the sound of waves crashing against the shore and the faint buzz of laughter and carnival music drifting through the air, you felt it — the truth of it, the immensity of what you had found together.
It was dangerous. It was foolish. It was everything.
Later, walking back toward the city, you found yourselves tucked into a narrow alleyway, hidden from view. Bucky pressed his forehead against yours, hand finding Steve’s at the same time.
"You’re gonna get us killed, doll," he whispered, half-teasing, half-scared.
"Better to live and love than hide forever," you whispered back.
Steve squeezed your hand tighter. And Bucky kissed your forehead. And you knew — even then — you would risk anything for this. For them.
Dr. M lets you cry for a few minutes without interruption, passing you a box of tissues without a word.
You take one, wipe at your face, and eventually the shaking in your shoulders settles enough for her to speak.
"Tell me about them, " she says softly. "Bucky and Steve."
You breathe out slowly, blinking at your hands.
Your voice is rough when you finally answer.
"They're... they're everything. They've always been everything."
You swallow hard.
"I met them when I was still a kid, basically. And even when life got messy, and we were in different places. It never really changed anything. We were always tied together, no matter what."
She nods encouragingly, so you keep going.
"It was like... no matter how long we were apart, we could pick up right where we left off. No awkwardness. No resentment. It was just us again. Every time."
You can feel your chest tighten again, but you push through it.
"And it wasn't just friendship. They were, "
You struggle for a word big enough, one that could capture the history, the love, the lifetimes worth of connection between you.
"They were home, " you whisper finally. "They are home."
Dr. M smiles gently, but there’s something almost sad in it too.
"And what changed?" she asks quietly.
That’s when you feel it , the sudden, hot spike of panic surging up from your gut, curling around your ribs like barbed wire.
Your breath catches. Your hands clench into fists without you meaning to.
The walls feel closer. The room feels smaller.
"I, " you stammer, your heart thudding hard in your chest. "I don’t, I can’t, "
"Hey, hey, " Dr. M says, her voice low and soothing.
She leans forward just slightly, hands loose and open in her lap.
"You're safe here. You don't have to rush. We can go as slow as you need."
You squeeze your eyes shut, trying to force the rising tide back down.
You hate this.
You hate how weak you feel.
You hate how afraid you are to even say it out loud , like if you do, it’ll make it even more real.
"Take a breath with me, " Dr. M says gently.
You feel her breathing , slow, deliberate , and you latch onto the rhythm, matching her as best you can.
In.
Out.
In.
Out.
The panic eases, just a fraction. Enough for you to open your eyes again, blurry and stinging.
"I’m scared, " you admit hoarsely.
"Scared of what?" she asks.
You stare at the floor, the words tearing themselves out of you.
"That... that I’m not enough anymore. That I’m not good anymore. That... if Steve knew what i did, he wouldn’t, "
Your voice cracks again, and you force the last part out.
", he wouldn’t love me anymore."
The silence that follows is thick and heavy, but Dr. M doesn’t rush to fill it.
She lets it settle. Lets it breathe.
Finally, when she speaks, her voice is steady and sure.
"Love that real doesn’t disappear because of pain. It doesn’t unravel because you're hurting. It doesn’t leave when you struggle. If anything..." she leans in slightly, her voice soft but fierce, "Real love stays. It fights for you. Even when you don’t feel like you deserve it."
Something in your chest twists , sharp and aching and almost unbearable.
Brooklyn, 1942 — Late Evening, A Few Months Before Deployment
The night was heavy with the thick, oily scent of car exhaust and summer heat. You and Bucky were standing outside a little mechanic's shop Howard Stark had been working out of — a back-alley operation filled with half-built engines and half-truths.
The argument had started small, the way the worst ones always did. A little jab from Bucky, a sharp retort from you.
Now it was boiling over.
"You think I don't see the way he looks at you?" Bucky snapped, his voice a low, furious rasp, trying not to draw attention from the street. "He's damn near undressing you every time you walk in the room."
You threw your hands up, exasperated. "Buck, he flirts with everyone. It doesn't mean anything! That's just Howard being Howard!"
He stepped closer, jaw tight, eyes dark with a cocktail of jealousy and fear he couldn't quite untangle.
"Doesn't mean I have to like it," he hissed. "Doesn't mean I have to watch it happen like some kinda idiot."
You crossed your arms, stubborn. "And what, you don't trust me now? After everything?"
He flinched, just a little.You saw it — the hurt flashing through him before he masked it with anger.
"It's not you I don't trust," he muttered. "It's him. You're... you're too good, doll. Guys like him, they see that, they want to ruin it. Take it."
Your heart twisted, the fight draining out of you in an instant. You stepped closer, softer now.
"Bucky," you said, voice breaking a little, "he's like a— a really annoying brother, alright? Someone who thinks he's God's gift but can't even tie his own tie half the time. You’re the one I want."
He shook his head, looking away like he didn’t believe he deserved to hear that. You reached up, fingers brushing his jaw, forcing him to look at you. When he finally did, his eyes were glassy, desperate.
"Buck," you whispered, "it’s always been you."
Something in him cracked — you felt it, like a dam giving way. He surged forward, hands cradling your face with a roughness that was almost reverent.
And then he kissed you.
Hard. Hungry. Years of fear and longing and love pouring out of him at once.
You clutched the front of his jacket, pulling him even closer, kissing him back with just as much fire, feeling the world around you fall away.The noise of the street, the risk of being seen, the war looming on the horizon — none of it mattered.
Not when he kissed you like that. Not when he held you like you were the only thing keeping him standing.
When you finally pulled apart, breathless, foreheads pressed together, Bucky whispered, "I'm sorry. I just... I can't lose you, doll. I can't."
You smiled, tearful, and pressed a kiss to the corner of his mouth. "You won't. Not now. Not ever."
You let yourself in quietly, the rickety door creaking even as you tried to be careful.
The apartment was dim, only the faint glow of the streetlamp outside leaking through the thin curtains. Bucky had peeled off toward the docks, shoulders heavy but giving you a tired wink before he disappeared down the block.
Now it was just you and Steve.
You toed off your shoes, shucking your jacket, and padded over to the small bed tucked against the wall. Steve was curled up, already half-asleep, his chest rising and falling slow and steady.
He didn’t stir when you slid under the threadbare blanket beside him, but when you pressed your forehead against his shoulder, he let out a little sleepy sound and instinctively tucked you closer.
You smiled into the fabric of his shirt.
He wasn’t all that much bigger than you — skinny from too many illnesses, too many skipped meals — but he still held you like he could protect you from everything.
You laid there a while, listening to the city breathing outside the window. Then you whispered, almost like a confession, "Had a fight with Buck."
Steve hummed, still half-asleep but listening.
You told him everything in a low voice, tracing the pattern of a small hole in the blanket with your finger as you spoke — how Bucky had bristled about Howard, about how the argument had spiraled into something bigger and rawer than you'd meant.
When you finished, there was a long pause. You were almost afraid Steve had fallen back asleep when he finally spoke, voice rough but sure:
"I think... I think Buck’s scared," he said softly. "More than he lets on."
You lifted your head just a little, looking at him. He blinked up at you with those wide, too-honest eyes.
"If he gets drafted," Steve continued, "he’s worried about what happens after. He sees Stark — sees someone who could give you everything he can't. Money, safety, a future without scrappin' for every meal."
You swallowed hard, guilt twisting deep inside your chest. You hadn’t even thought about it that way. To you, Bucky and Steve had always been enough. More than enough.
You buried your face against Steve’s chest, clutching him tighter. He let you, threading his fingers gently through your hair.
"I’m not goin’ anywhere," you murmured against him, voice thick. "I love you both too much. I don’t care about any of that."
Steve smiled, tired and soft, pressing a kiss to the top of your head. "I know," he said. "We know. Sometimes it’s just hard to believe it, y’know?"
You nodded against him, your heart hurting for both of them.
You promised yourself, right there in that tiny, too-cold room, that you'd do better. That you’d never let them doubt again how fiercely you loved them — how whole they made you feel.
You stayed like that, tangled up in Steve’s arms, listening to the slow beat of his heart as outside the city spun and roared and waited to swallow you all whole.
But here, in this small slice of Brooklyn, you were safe.
You were home.
You don't even realize you're speaking until you hear your own voice, low and shaking.
"It wasn’t the torture that really broke me, " you say. "Not... not the physical stuff. I could survive that. I did survive that."
Dr. M just listens, patient and steady, her presence grounding you like a lifeline.
"It was what they did to my mind, " you continue, fingers twisting the tissue in your lap into a mangled, ruined thing. "That was worse."
You glance up, searching her face, half-expecting to see disgust or pity. But all you find is quiet, unflinching compassion.
"I, I overheard them once. The doctors. The officers. They were talking about how they failed... with the last Soldier. How he, how Bucky, was too strong. He didn’t stay loyal after they lost control."
You have to pause for a moment, because your throat feels like it's closing up.
"So with me... they decided to be smarter. More thorough. They said... they said I had to believe that I didn’t belong anywhere else. That the only place I was good enough for was with them."
Your hands are shaking now, but you can't stop. It's like the dam inside you has cracked wide open.
"They started reprogramming me. Not just wiping my mind, but planting things. Repeating things. Telling me... telling me over and over that Steve would never want me again."
Dr. M’s eyes soften, but she doesn’t interrupt. You think you might break if she did.
"They said... Captain America wouldn’t love a killer, " you whisper.
"Wouldn’t love someone dirty. Someone who..."
You choke on the words, but you force them out because you have to.
"Someone who did things. Things I didn’t want to do. Things they made me do."
Your whole body is trembling now, but you barely notice.
"And every time, every single time they forced me to do something... to kill someone... or, "
You break off, your voice shattering under the weight of the memories.
"Or when they... when they touched me... they would spend hours after. Days. Beating me. Screaming at me. Telling me all the reasons Steve would hate me now."
You press a trembling hand to your mouth, trying to hold back the sob clawing its way up your throat.
"You’re a monster, " you whisper, repeating the words you still hear in your nightmares.
"You’re disgusting. You’re tainted. He’ll never even look at you again."
You bury your face in your hands, your shoulders heaving.
For a long moment, there's just your ragged breathing and the quiet hum of the tower air systems.
Then you feel it , not a touch, but a presence. Dr. M leans forward just a little, her voice like a soft, steady anchor.
"I'm so sorry they did that to you, " she says, every word weighted with sincerity.
"None of what happened was your fault. Not one moment of it."
You shake your head, the shame so deep it's like poison in your blood.
"But I did those things, " you rasp. "I, I let them, "
"No, " she says firmly, cutting through the spiral before it can drag you under.
"You survived. You were forced. They twisted your mind, your choices. They stole your agency. That is not the same as choosing."
You look up at her, broken open and hollowed out, desperate for something , anything , to hold onto.
"Steve loved you before, " she says quietly. "The real Steve Rogers , not the idea they poisoned you with , he loved you for your heart, your loyalty, your soul. None of that was taken from you."
You don't believe her.
Not really.
Not yet.
But part of you , some tiny, stubborn shard , wants to believe.
And maybe... maybe that's enough for today.
Brooklyn, 1943 — Outside the Recruitment Center, Early Morning
The world felt like it was ending.
You stood on the cracked sidewalk, the air thick with the smell of oil and the distant sound of trolleys screeching along their tracks. You could feel Steve standing stiff beside you, his hand brushing yours but not holding it — both of you too stunned, too raw.
Bucky was folding up the letter, his hands shaking even as he tried to smirk, to make it easier for you.
He tucked it into the pocket of his worn jacket, the same one he always wore when you went out dancing, the same one he’d loaned you when you got cold at Coney Island last summer.
"Guess they finally decided I’m Army material after all," he said, with a crooked grin that didn’t touch his eyes.
He looked tired.
He looked... scared.
You couldn't speak. If you opened your mouth, you knew you'd start begging — and what good would that do?
What good would anything do now?
You felt your heart splinter.
Just like that, you were already on borrowed time.
Bucky stepped closer, his hands settling on your arms, grounding you. "Hey," he said softly, like you were the one going to war. "You’re gonna be alright. Both of you."
You shook your head helplessly. "Don’t say that," you whispered. "You don’t know that."
He smiled — that beautiful, infuriating smile — and leaned in to rest his forehead against yours. "I do," he breathed. "Because you’re stronger than you think. You always have been."
Steve looked like he was about to shatter into a thousand pieces right there on the sidewalk.
You reached for him blindly, pulling him into the space between you and Bucky, the three of you clinging to each other like you could stitch yourselves together tight enough to survive this.
People passed by, pretending not to stare. You didn't care. You never did. Not when it came to them.
Bucky’s voice was rough when he spoke again: "I need you two to promise me somethin'."
You nodded immediately. "Anything."
He swallowed hard. "Take care of each other. No matter what."
Tears burned your eyes, but you blinked them back. You nodded again.
Steve gave a broken noise of agreement, pressing his forehead against Bucky’s shoulder.
Bucky hugged you both tight — tight enough that it hurt, tight enough that you wanted to scream.
And then he pulled back, flashing you both that cocky grin you loved so much, even as his eyes gleamed suspiciously wet in the morning light.
"I’ll write you," he said, trying to sound normal. "I’ll drive my sergeant nuts with how much I write."
You laughed, choked and messy.
Bucky kissed your forehead, kissed Steve’s hair, and turned on his heel before either of you could fall apart completely.
You watched him walk away — the boy who’d been your whole world, walking off into a future you couldn’t follow.
You didn’t breathe until he turned the corner and disappeared.
Only then did you let yourself collapse against Steve, burying your face in his shoulder as the first sob ripped its way out of your chest. Steve held you fiercely, his own body shaking with the force of everything he wasn’t saying.
The city roared on around you — loud and uncaring. And you stood there, clinging to the only piece of Bucky you had left, praying to anyone who would listen that he'd come home.
Brooklyn, 1943 — Small Apartment, Late Evening
The door creaked open under your hand, your arms aching from another fourteen-hour day at Stark’s lab.
You were still wearing your work clothes, grease staining the hem of your skirt, the heavy scent of metal and smoke clinging to your hair.
You were exhausted — but it was a good exhaustion, the kind that came from knowing you were doing something that mattered. Something that might help Bucky, too, wherever he was.
You kicked the door closed behind you with your heel, your hands full of papers and a sandwich you snagged for Steve — he always forgot to eat when he was working on his drawings — and you didn’t notice anything different at first.
Until you looked up.
And then you froze.
There he stood, filling the tiny living room like he barely fit in it.
Steve.
But not Steve. Taller, broader, stronger — wearing clothes too tight across his chest, his hair neat, his jaw sharper. The same impossibly kind eyes, wide and hopeful, waiting for you to say something.
You dropped the sandwich.
It hit the floor with a soft, stupid thud.
"Hey," he said, his voice deeper now, but still him somehow. "I was gonna explain—"
You shook your head hard, your heart hammering painfully against your ribs. "No. No, what the hell, Steve?!” Your voice cracked, loud and sharp in the too-small room.
His face fell instantly. "I—I had to," he said, stumbling over the words. "It was my chance to help. To finally be... useful."
"You LIED to me," you hissed, stepping back like he'd slapped you. "You went behind my back, you let them do something to you, and you didn't even think about what it would do to us."
He stepped forward, panic rising in his eyes. "I was scared you’d try to stop me. I couldn’t let you."
"DAMN RIGHT I WOULD HAVE!" you shouted, tears burning at the edges of your vision now. "Do you have any idea what it would have done to Bucky if you—if you died trying to be something you already are?!"
You jabbed your finger against his chest — it felt like poking a brick wall now, and it made you flinch. "You were already enough, Steve."
He opened his mouth to answer, but the knock came before he could — short, sharp, official.
Your stomach dropped.
Before you could react, the door swung open and there she stood: Peggy Carter. Polished. Beautiful. Imposing.
"Captain Rogers," she said briskly, her British accent crisp as cold air. "You're needed for training immediately."
Captain Rogers.
You staggered back like you’d been gut-punched. You barely even heard the rest of what she said. Orders. Departure times. Uniform fittings. None of it mattered.
Because you knew.
You knew, deep in your bones, what Steve had just signed himself up for.
He wasn’t just going to fight. He was going to leave you, too. Just like Bucky. Just like everyone.
“Your breaking your promise.” You say lowly, knowing that it wont change anything. He had always been enough for you, but you had always known Steve wanted more.
You watched Steve glance at you, guilt and longing flashing across his face — but he didn’t argue. He didn't hesitate. He turned, gave you one last look like a promise he didn’t know how to keep, and followed Peggy out the door.
The door slammed shut behind him.
The sandwich still sat on the floor, forgotten.
And you stood there in the middle of the room, surrounded by the pieces of a life you could feel slipping through your fingers.
Temporary Allied Medical Tent, Night
Bucky woke with a gasp, jerking upright so fast the world spun. The scratchy sheets clung to his sweat-drenched skin, his head pounding, ribs aching from where they’d been broken and half-mended with rough bandages.
At first, he thought he was still dreaming. Still there, in the freezing dark, strapped down, hearing the sick whine of Hydra's machines in his ears.
But no. The air smelled clean — like antiseptic and wet earth. There were cots, soldiers moving around, some with clipped British accents.
He was safe. Alive. Free.
He choked on a breath, scrubbing his hands over his face. You. Steve. He needed to find you both. Now.
He swung his legs over the side of the cot — wincing, but forcing himself upright — when a shadow blocked the lamplight.
"Bucky?"
That voice.
Bucky's head snapped up.
Steve stood there.
Except it wasn’t Steve. Or not the Steve he remembered.
The kid he'd protected, the kid who used to wheeze after climbing three flights of stairs — he was gone.
In his place was a soldier. A man.
Broad and strong, uniform stretched across muscled shoulders.
Bucky stared, his mouth open. "No," he rasped, his heart pounding in disbelief. "What the hell did you do, punk?"
Steve's face crumpled a little — like he'd been hoping for a different reaction.
"I had to, Buck," he said quietly. "I had the chance to make a difference."
Bucky shoved himself to his feet, ignoring the burning protest of his battered body. He grabbed Steve by the front of his damn fancy jacket, glaring up into those familiar — and yet so unfamiliar — blue eyes.
"You were already making a difference," Bucky growled. "You were already enough, Stevie. You were enough."
Steve didn't fight him. Didn't even lift a hand to stop him. His heart breaking at hearing that again.
"I couldn't stand by anymore," Steve said hoarsely. "You were out there, suffering — and I couldn't do a damn thing."
Bucky's breath caught, his grip loosening. A thousand emotions ripped through him — fury, guilt, helpless love. He yanked Steve into a rough, desperate hug instead, slamming their heads together in the way they used to when they were kids after a rough fight.
"You stupid son of a bitch," Bucky whispered, voice breaking. "You’re supposed to stay alive, Steve. Not throw yourself on the damn fire. I was trying to not leave her alone."
Steve hugged him back just as hard — like he needed the grounding too.
And for a second, it was just them.
Just them.
But of course it couldn't last.
"Captain Rogers," came a voice from the tent opening — crisp, professional, cutting.
Peggy Carter.
Bucky stiffened the moment he heard her.
She stood there, pristine and polished even in the mud and blood of war, her eyes flickering from Bucky to Steve with a tight nod.
"We need to debrief immediately," she said, like it was non-negotiable.
Steve hesitated — and Bucky saw it. Saw the pull in him. Saw the guilt.
But he also saw Steve take a step back.
Away from him.
Following her.
Bucky watched, his throat burning.
In the end, Steve barely spared him a final glance before disappearing out into the night with Peggy.
The tent flaps fluttered closed behind Steve and Peggy, the sounds of their voices quickly swallowed up by the clatter and hum of the camp outside.
Bucky stood there for a long moment, frozen. The ache in his ribs was nothing compared to the one opening up in his chest.
He lowered himself back onto the cot heavily, scrubbing a hand over his face, feeling older than he ever had. Older than his twenty-some years should allow.
It felt like he had lost something just now — something he didn’t know how to name. He wasn't stupid. He saw it. Steve had changed — not just on the outside, but deep down where Bucky couldn't reach him anymore.
The worst part was, Bucky had wanted to see him shine. He had prayed for it, asked for it when no one was listening. He just hadn’t realized it would mean Steve might not need him anymore.
Swallowing the grief clawing up his throat, Bucky slumped forward, resting his elbows on his knees.
His hand brushed against something stiff tucked into the breast pocket of the ragged shirt they'd clothed him in after they found him.
Frowning, he pulled it free.
It was worn from travel — the edges bent, the ink slightly smudged — but he would know it anywhere.
It was a photograph of you. Smiling that secret little smile that was only ever for him and Steve, your arms draped around both their necks from behind in the tiny apartment they used to share. Before the world cracked open.
Bucky stared down at it, his fingers trembling. The rush of emotion was immediate and gutting.
You hadn't left him. Even when he was half-mad with fever and bruises and blood, somehow you had stayed close. Close enough to tuck a memory of you next to his heart.
His vision blurred, but he didn’t wipe at the tears. He let them fall.
He thought about you — about your stubbornness, your reckless love, the way you always insisted on being in the middle of everything, even when it was dangerous. He thought about how fiercely you loved both him and Steve. How you would never give up on either of them, even when they gave up on themselves.
Bucky clutched the photo tighter until the corners bit into his palm.
You were still out there. Waiting. Needing him.
And even if the whole goddamn world changed — if Steve grew taller than mountains and Peggy Carter marched in like she owned the future — Bucky would not lose you. He would claw his way back to you with blood in his mouth and broken hands if he had to.
He pressed the photo to his forehead, breathing you in like a prayer.
"I’m coming home to you, doll," he whispered fiercely, voice shaking. "I swear it."
For the first time since waking, the fire lit inside him — battered, but not broken.
And he would not break.
Not when you were still out there holding pieces of his heart in your hands.
(Cramped handwriting, smudged in places where the ink bled from his unsteady hand)
Doll,
I don’t know if you’ll ever see this.
I don’t even know where you are right now.
Maybe you’re back home, keeping that tiny apartment together with the sheer stubbornness you’ve always had. Maybe you’re with Howard Stark and his fancy machines, rolling your eyes every time he flirts because you know he ain’t got a chance in hell.
Maybe you’re somewhere else entirely.
But no matter where you are, I need you to know something.
I’m still me. I’m still yours. I didn’t leave you, not by choice.
The was has taken a lot from me. Took pieces I don't think I'll ever get back. But what they couldn’t touch — what they never even came close to breaking — was you. The thought of you.
The way you laugh even when you’re mad. The way your hand always found mine without looking. The way you made me and Steve believe we were something better, something worth fighting for, even when the whole damn world said we weren’t.
You are still my light in all this darkness.
And I swear to you, no matter how much dirt they throw over me, no matter how deep they try to bury me, I’ll keep digging my way back to you.
I see Steve now — taller, stronger, shinier than he’s ever been. And I’m proud of him, I am. But sometimes I look at him and it feels like we all grew up when I wasn’t looking. Like I blinked and everything we had shifted under my feet.
I’m scared, doll.
Scared that when I finally make it home to you, you’ll be standing on the other side of some line I can’t cross anymore.
Scared that maybe I'm not enough after what they did to me.
But God, even if I’m not enough, even if I’m a broken man walking home on bloody feet — I’ll still walk. For you.
I love you.
I love you and Steve more than I know how to say.
You’re my whole damn heart. Always have been. Always will be.
Wait for me if you can. If you can’t... Just know you were the last thing I thought of before I fell asleep and the first thing I’ll be chasing when I wake up.
Yours,
Always,
— Buck
Bucky wakes up with a start, the sheets next to him cold and empty.
For a second, disoriented, he thinks maybe you just went to the bathroom, or down to the kitchen for coffee.
But then he sees the note on your pillow, folded neatly, your handwriting staring back at him.
Bucky swings his legs over the side of the bed, the cold floor grounding him for a second.
He grabs his jacket, sliding it over the worn henley he slept in.
He glances once more at your note, folding it carefully and slipping it into his pocket like a talisman.
He doesn't know exactly what he's going to say to Steve.
Doesn’t know if it will even matter.
But for you, for the family they almost destroyed, he has to try.
Because you deserve to know that Steve never stopped loving you.
And maybe, just maybe, if Bucky can help mend this broken bridge, you’ll believe it too.
his heart drops into his stomach before he even reads it.
The words are simple, but he knows you too well , knows the way you hide your pain in the spaces between your sentences.
He sits there for a long time, just staring at the paper in his hand.
He knows you’re hurting. Knows you needed space.
But still, the thought of you out there alone , carrying all that weight , it guts him.
Because he remembers. He knows better than anyone how Hydra didn’t just hurt you physically , they carved into your mind. Planted doubts like landmines that you're still stepping on, even now.
He presses the heels of his hands into his eyes, breathing slow, trying to keep the panic from overtaking him.
You’re strong, he reminds himself. You’re strong, and you know how to ask for help now. You’re going to be okay.
But it doesn't stop the ache.
Doesn’t stop the part of him that feels like he failed you again.
Because all he’s ever wanted , all he’s ever wanted , was for you to feel safe.
And last night, when you broke apart in his arms, he saw how deep the scars still run.
Bucky leans back against the headboard, staring up at the ceiling, and the helplessness curdles into something else.
Something sharper.
Something decisive.
This isn't just about you.
This is about Steve.
This is about the wedge Hydra drove between all three of you , and how it's still there, festering like an old wound that never healed right.
He can't sit here anymore.
He can't keep pretending it’ll fix itself.
It’s time to talk to him.
Really talk.
No walls. No shields. No half-truths.
Bucky swings his legs over the side of the bed, the cold floor grounding him for a second. He glances once more at your note, folding it carefully and slipping it into his pocket like a talisman.
He doesn't know exactly what he's going to say to Steve.
Doesn’t know if it will even matter.
But for you, for the family they almost destroyed, he has to try.
Because you deserve to know that Steve never stopped loving you.
And maybe, just maybe, if Bucky can help mend this broken bridge, you’ll believe it too.
Brooklyn, 1944You're on your knees in Howard Stark’s cluttered storage room, surrounded by half-taped crates stamped with PROPERTY OF STRATEGIC SCIENTIFIC RESERVE when you find it.
The letter.
Folded, worn at the edges, stained with something dark that might be mud. Or blood.
It falls out of a half-empty duffel bag Howard had tossed aside, the one he kept refusing to let you help him with. He must not have known it was even there.
You stare at it for a second, heart hammering so loud you can't hear the rain anymore.
The envelope just says your name. Nothing else. Just your name in a hand you’d know in your sleep.
Your hands shake so badly you almost rip it trying to open it.
You read it once. Twice. Three times. Your chest caves a little more each time.
And then you’re sitting there, crumpled on the dusty floor, pressing the letter to your chest like if you squeeze it tight enough, it'll somehow pull him back to you.
You don’t even realize you’re crying until the tears start soaking the page.
Howard finds you there eventually. He doesn’t say anything at first — just watches you with a kind of awkward pity he rarely lets anyone see.
You hear him clear his throat after a minute.
“I... I didn’t know it was in there,” he says. His voice is softer than usual. Stripped of the usual cocky tilt.
You scrub at your face furiously, embarrassed. "I know."
You stand, your knees aching, your whole body feeling brittle, stretched thin by months of fear and exhaustion and loneliness you haven’t let yourself name.
"I'll finish packing up the rest," you say roughly, tucking Bucky’s letter into the inside pocket of your worn jacket, right over your heart. You don't wait for Howard to argue.
You can't afford to cry anymore today.
You move like a ghost for the rest of the afternoon, stacking boxes, checking lists, triple-checking inventory Howard doesn’t even pretend to care about. He leaves you mostly alone.
Every once in a while, you catch him watching you. Like he wants to say something but thinks better of it.
Good. You don’t want apologies or pity or half-hearted promises that it'll be okay.
You already know better.
You know Steve’s not coming home the way he left. You know Bucky might not come home at all. You know that wherever they are, Peggy Carter is right in the middle of it — shiny boots and sharper smiles and perfect timing.
And you — You’re stuck here, a shadow of a life you built with them, trying to keep it from crumbling while the pieces slip through your fingers.
You miss them so much it aches.
But Bucky's letter — That raw, bleeding thing you keep tucked against your heart — It reminds you why you're still standing.
Because somewhere out there, he's still fighting his way back to you. And you made him a promise. You'll be here when he does.
No matter how long it takes. No matter how much it hurts.
You will be here.
For him. For Steve. For the family you built out of scraps and stubborn hope.
Barnes Household — Early Morning, 1944
The world outside is still and gray when Winnie finds you.
You’re slumped over the kitchen table, head resting on your folded arms, a cold cup of coffee by your elbow and the soft, worn letter clutched tightly in your hand like a lifeline.
She doesn’t say anything at first. Just stands there in the doorway, her robe pulled tight around her thin frame, her hair mussed from sleep. There's a sadness in her eyes that cuts deeper than anything you've seen yet — that quiet, helpless sadness of a mother who’s already lost too much and fears losing more.
She crosses the kitchen soundlessly, slippers scuffing the floor. The kettle rattles gently as she sets it on the stove, but she doesn’t reach for you, not yet.
She knows better.
You sniffle quietly into your sleeve.
You hadn't meant to fall asleep here.You hadn’t meant to fall apart at all.
When the tea is steeped and the soft clink of the cup hitting the table wakes you fully, you finally lift your head.
Winnie slides a warm mug into your hands without a word. She sits down across from you, folding her hands neatly on the table, like you’re just two friends catching up and not two broken souls trying to pretend the world isn't falling apart.
For a while, it’s just the two of you breathing in the early morning hush.
Then — so gently you almost miss it — she speaks.
“You don’t have to be so strong all the time, sweetheart.”
Your throat closes up. You blink hard, but the tears are already spilling over, slow and silent.
Winnie reaches across the table and cups your face in her hand, thumb brushing over your cheek in that soft, maternal way that you barely remember from your own childhood.
"I know you're scared," she says, voice thick but steady. "I'm scared too. Every day." She smiles, small and trembling. "I miss my boy so much it hurts."
A broken sound escapes you — somewhere between a sob and a laugh.
You lean into her touch, your hands shaking around the tea cup.
“I’m trying,” you whisper, voice cracking. "I'm trying to hold everything together. For you. For the girls. For Steve. For Bucky. But I don't— I don't know if I can do it anymore."
Winnie scoots her chair closer until she can pull you into her arms.
You go willingly, burying your face in her shoulder like you used to when you were small and scared of thunderstorms.
She rocks you gently, humming some old lullaby under her breath, smoothing your hair back from your forehead like you’re still her kid too.
"You don't have to hold it all by yourself," she murmurs. "We’re family, darling. We share the weight."
You cling to her tighter, your chest heaving with all the grief and fear and love you’ve been carrying alone for so long.
And for the first time in months, you let someone else help hold you up.
Even if it’s just for a little while.
Later That Afternoon — Barnes Kitchen
The house smells like cinnamon and brown sugar, the kitchen windows cracked open to let the cool spring air breeze in. You and Winnie stand side by side at the counter, dusted in flour, rolling dough between your palms.
It’s a rare, quiet moment. The kind you didn't realize you missed until you were living here — tucked into this tiny, noisy, love-soaked house like you belonged.
Winnie hums under her breath, a song you don't quite know, while you arrange neat rows of cookies on a battered old baking sheet.
"Did I ever tell you," she says, voice light, "about the time Bucky tried to make me a birthday cake all by himself?"
You glance over, smiling already.
"It was the middle of summer," she goes on, her eyes crinkling fondly. "So hot the butter was melting right outta the fridge. He was just a little thing — maybe eight — but he wanted to do it all without my help."
You can picture it easily — a scrawny little Bucky, determined and stubborn and proud.
"He mixed everything in a cereal bowl 'cause he couldn't find the big one," Winnie chuckles. "Forgot the sugar entirely. Burnt it black as coal. I ate every bite with a smile on my face."
You laugh, wiping your hands on a dish towel.
"Sounds about right," you say, heart tugging sweetly at the memory.
Winnie watches you for a long, soft moment. Then she reaches over and squeezes your wrist, grounding you.
"I need you to know something," she says, voice low and steady. You look up, startled by the seriousness in her tone.
"I don’t know what we would've done without you." She squeezes your wrist again, as if to make sure you’re really listening. "Moving in here. Helping with the bills. Helping me keep the girls' spirits up. Working yourself half to death... You've been a blessing, sweetheart. To all of us."
Your chest aches with how earnestly she means it. How much it matters to her — even if you thought it was just what you had to do.
"I’m just... I’m just doing what Bucky would want," you say, voice rough. "What Steve would want."
"No," Winnie corrects gently. "You’re doing what you want. Because you love them. And you love us. And don't you ever let yourself forget that."
You duck your head, blinking fast as the tears sting again.
Winnie leans over and presses a kiss to your temple, motherly and fierce.
"You're family," she whispers. "Always."
You nod into her shoulder, breathing in the smell of cinnamon and warm linen and something so achingly safe it makes you want to cry all over again.
For the first time in a long while, you let yourself believe it.
The elevator ride feels endless.
Bucky watches the numbers climb, heart pounding hard enough he swears he can hear it echoing in the tiny space.
He hasn’t seen Steve in a few days , not really.
And now, standing in front of Steve’s old door, he hesitates.
His fist hovers midair, knuckles trembling.
Come on, Buck. For them. For her.
He knocks once, sharp and quick. There’s a pause. Then the door opens, and Steve's standing there, tired, wary, older somehow.
They stare at each other for a beat too long.
Neither speaking.
Neither knowing where to start.
Finally, Bucky shoves his hands deep into his jacket pockets and mutters, “We need to talk.”
Steve steps aside silently, letting him in.
The room is neat, Spartan, everything in its place.
Just like Steve.
Everything always in its place, even when the world’s falling apart.
Bucky paces once, then turns to face him.
He doesn’t know how to sugarcoat it.
Doesn’t want to.
“She's gone, ” Bucky says bluntly. “Left a note. Shes at an emergency therapy meeting.”
Steve’s jaw tightens, but he doesn’t say anything.
Just crosses his arms over his chest like he's bracing for impact.
“She’s not okay, Steve, ” Bucky presses, voice rising with the swell of emotion he’s been choking down all morning.
“And it’s not just ‘cause of Hydra. It’s not just because of what they did to her body, it’s what they did to her mind.”
Steve finally speaks, quiet but steady.
“I know they hurt her.”
“No.”
Bucky shakes his head, stepping closer.
“You think you know. But you don’t. You don’t understand the way they twist you up inside.”
He sees Steve flinch, just slightly, but he barrels on.
“She’s not that girl anymore, Stevie, ” Bucky says, voice cracking.
“She’s not the one who could walk into a room with her head high and her heart open. She’s not the one who would come running to you first whenever something was wrong. They beat that out of her. They ripped it out of her. And now?”
He swallows hard.
“Now she’s standing in front of you with her hands shaking and her heart breaking, and you’re just, ” he gestures helplessly, “you’re waiting for her to fix it. Like she always has.”
Steve's face tightens, pain flickering in his eyes.
Bucky steps closer still, dropping his voice low, almost pleading.
“She doesn’t know how to reach for you anymore, Stevie. She’s scared you don’t want her. That you couldn’t want her after what they made her do.”
Steve’s breath catches audibly, and Bucky knows the words hit their mark.
“She thinks she’s ruined, ” Bucky says, voice fierce now. “She thinks you see the blood on her hands before you see her. And no matter how many times I tell her she’s wrong, it’s not enough.”
He draws a shuddering breath.
“She needs you to come to her. You. Not just me, not anyone else.”
He rubs a hand down his face, suddenly exhausted.
“Every day you wait, you’re losing her a little more. And if you don’t move now, if you don’t show her that she’s still yours, that you still love her, no matter what, you’re gonna wake up one day and realize she’s too far gone to reach. Because at this point she truly believes that you wont love her.. Dont love her anymore.”
The room is suffocatingly quiet.
Steve sinks down into the armchair by the window, burying his face in his hands.
For a long time, neither of them speaks.
Then finally, brokenly, Steve says, “I didn’t know. I just... I didn’t know how bad it was. I thought she was just clinging to you because you understood.”
Bucky’s heart aches at the raw guilt in his voice, but he doesn’t let up.
“You weren’t supposed to know, ” he says gently. “She didn’t want you to see how much she was hurting. She didn’t want you to look at her different.”
Steve looks up at him, eyes red-rimmed.
“I could never look at her differently, ” he says, voice thick. “She’s... she’s everything.”
Bucky crouches down in front of him, grabbing his shoulder.
“Then you need to prove it, Steve, ” he says. “Not with words. Not with speeches. With action.”
He squeezes once, hard.
“You need to go to her. Before she convinces herself it’s too late.”
Steve nods, once, shaky but determined. “Today, as soon as shes back.”
And Bucky finally lets himself breathe.
Because for the first time in what feels like forever, there’s a sliver of hope cracking through the darkness.
Somewhere in London, 1944 — Behind the Bar
The night air is cold and wet, the cobblestones slick underfoot. A low fog rolls between the narrow alley walls, swallowing the sounds of the city until it feels like just the two of them in the world — Steve and Bucky — standing in the dim halo of the bar’s back light.
Bucky’s hands are jammed deep in his coat pockets, shoulders hunched like he’s trying to make himself smaller. Steve’s standing in front of him, arms crossed, jaw tight.
"Buck," Steve says, voice low, careful. "You gonna tell me what’s going on, or am I supposed to keep pretending you don’t hate me now?"
Bucky flinches, just a little. "I don’t hate you," he mutters, eyes darting away. "Don't be stupid."
"Then what is it?" Steve pushes, stepping closer, just close enough to be suspicious if someone walked by. His voice breaks, just a little. "Talk to me."
The words hang there, heavy. Bucky’s breathing hard like he’s been punched. For a minute, it looks like he won’t answer. Like he’ll just turn and disappear into the dark.
But then, Bucky rips a hand out of his pocket, scrubbing it through his hair in a rough, frustrated gesture. And when he speaks, his voice sounds like it’s been scraped raw.
"I don’t know who I’m supposed to be anymore," he says. "I don’t know what we are anymore."
Steve’s face twists, hurt flashing across it, quick and sharp. "You’re my best friend," Steve says hoarsely. "You're my family. You're—"
"—Yeah, sure," Bucky cuts him off, laughing hollowly. "Until she calls for you."
Steve goes rigid.
"You think I don’t see it?" Bucky goes on, voice rising despite himself. "The way you look at her? The way you listen when she talks?"
He’s breathing hard now, almost shaking. And the words keep spilling out, years and years of fear and doubt and love clashing all at once.
"Back home, it was different," Bucky says, softer now, almost pleading. "It was us. Even when we were dead broke, even when you could barely stand on your feet — you chose us."
Steve’s hands clench at his sides.
"But here?" Bucky’s eyes shine, and not from the rain. "Here, you’re Captain goddamn America. And I’m just... some guy you used to know."
Silence.
The only sound is the distant hum of music spilling from the bar door, muffled and wrong.
"Buck," Steve says, stepping closer, reaching out — but Bucky flinches away like he’s been burned.
"You don’t get it," Bucky whispers, voice cracking wide open. "I spent years thinking I was the one who wasn't good enough for you. I thought — someday — you’d both wake up and realize you deserved better."
Steve’s chest is heaving now too, guilt and heartbreak carved deep into every line of his face.
"And now," Bucky says, blinking hard, a single tear slipping free, "I’m just waiting for you to choose her. Choose... a life that doesn’t have to be hidden away in the dark. A life where you don’t have to pretend you don’t love who you love."
Steve doesn’t say anything for a long, shattering moment. Just stares at Bucky like he’s trying to memorize him. Like he’s realizing, for the first time, how broken he really is inside.
Then, finally, Steve moves.
He grabs Bucky’s face between his hands, rough and desperate.
"Don’t you ever think," Steve says, fierce and shaking, "that there is a world where I would ever leave you. Or her. Ever."
Bucky’s mouth wobbles, and he hates himself for it.
"You say that now," he whispers. "But what happens when the world finally sees you the way they do now? Captain America. America's golden boy. And me — just some nobody who’s too afraid to even touch you in public."
Steve presses his forehead to Bucky’s, breathing ragged.
"I don't care what the world sees," he chokes. "I care about us. About you. About her. That’s all that matters."
And then — without thinking, without hesitating — Steve kisses him.
It’s not careful. It’s not sweet. It’s desperate. Fierce. Terrified.
Because Steve knows — really knows — that if he doesn’t, if he lets this moment pass, he might lose Bucky forever. Might lose the only thing that ever really mattered.
Bucky stiffens in shock — just for a second — before his hands are fists in Steve’s coat, dragging him closer like he’s drowning.
They break apart panting, staring at each other with wide, panicked eyes.
Steve knows exactly what he’s done. Knows if anyone saw — if anyone heard — they’d both be court-martialed, maybe worse.
But looking at Bucky now — seeing the wreckage of him, and the tiny flicker of hope buried deep behind the fear — Steve knows he would do it again a thousand times over.
"I’m not going anywhere," Steve says again, voice breaking completely.
Bucky leans his forehead against Steve’s, eyes squeezed shut. Neither of them dares move. Neither of them dares breathe too loud.
For a moment, all the war, all the terror, all the hiding — it falls away.
And it’s just them.
Two boys who just want to go home.
Late 1944
The knock on the door comes late. Too late for any good news.
You’re still half in your uniform from working with Howard’s team, still smelling faintly of machine oil and dust. You almost don’t hear it over the clatter of rain against the windows.
But something — something in your bones — tells you before you even open the door.
When you do, you find Steve standing there.
Not Captain America. Not the bright, shining symbol the world sees.
Just Steve. Small again, somehow. Smaller than he should be, even in that broad new body of his. Soaking wet. Hat crumpled in one hand. Eyes bloodshot and rimmed with a kind of hollow devastation you’ve never seen in him before.
You don’t say anything. Can’t.
He steps inside automatically, water pooling at his boots. He looks like he’s barely holding himself together, like one wrong move and he’ll shatter into a thousand pieces.
You’re already shaking when you close the door behind him.
"Steve?" you whisper.
He tries to speak — you see it. His mouth opens. But nothing comes out at first. Just a thick, broken sound that slices through the room like a knife.
You cross the space between you in two steps, hands reaching for him, desperate to fix it somehow — to make it better the way you always have.
But Steve catches your wrists halfway, like he needs to feel you to even get the words out.
"I’m so sorry," he croaks, and just like that, you know.
Your knees give out. Steve catches you, pulling you into his chest, crushing you against him like he can shield you from what he’s about to say.
"It was the train," he forces out, voice wrecked. "We were trying to get Zola — Bucky, he — he slipped."
You’re shaking your head violently, like if you deny it hard enough it won't be real. "No," you breathe. "No, no, no, Steve, no—"
Steve’s hands are fists in the back of your jacket now, his whole body trembling.
"I tried," he gasps. "I tried to catch him."
You’re sobbing now, ugly and raw and feral, clutching at him like he’s the only thing keeping you from falling into the void that’s opened under your feet.
Steve just holds you, holds you like he’s trying to hold together the pieces of both your hearts at once. He rocks you gently, forehead pressed to the top of your head, whispering apologies over and over again — like they could bring Bucky back if he just says them enough.
"I let him fall," Steve says, voice so soft you almost don't hear it.
"You didn’t," you rasp, even though you can barely breathe through the grief clawing up your throat. "I KNOW you didn’t."
Because somehow, even in this nightmare, you know the truth. If there was a world where Steve could have traded places with Bucky — he would have, without hesitation.
You sob harder, your body wracked with the kind of pain that feels like it might tear you in two.
And Steve — brave, stupid, broken Steve — just holds you tighter.
"I'm sorry," he whispers into your hair. "I'm so goddamn sorry."
You don't know how long you stand there. Minutes. Hours. Maybe years.
The rain beats against the windows like a war drum. And somewhere, deep in your chest, a part of you that once knew safety — that once knew home — finally shatters.
The sobs wrack your body in endless waves.
Steve doesn't say anything else. There's nothing left to say.
He just holds you, grounding you against the terrible, unrelenting grief that crashes into both of you like the tide.
You don't even realize how loud you are until you hear the soft creak of the stairs.
Winnie.
And Becca.
And little Sarah, barefoot and wide-eyed in the dark.
You hear the small gasp Winnie lets out when she sees you — sees Steve cradling you like a broken thing, sees the devastation in both your faces.
She knows.
Of course she knows.
A mother's heart can feel it before a word is ever spoken.
You turn, still clinging to Steve, your eyes meeting Winnie's across the dim hallway.
There’s a split second of silence.
And then Winnie's hand comes to her mouth, and a small, shattering noise escapes her — a wounded, helpless sound — and her knees buckle.
Becca catches her before she falls, both of them crumpling onto the bottom step.
Sarah just stands there frozen, silent tears spilling down her cheeks.
You try to move, to go to them, but your legs won't work.
Steve gently helps you to the couch instead, his hands careful and trembling. He stays close, like he knows if he moves more than an inch away you might come apart completely.
Winnie pulls herself up after a moment, crossing the space between you all and gathering you into her arms like she did when you were a child. "Oh, my girl," she whispers, her voice cracked and soaked in grief. "My poor, sweet girl."
You cling to her, and now it's Steve’s turn to crumble, his head bowing low, shoulders heaving as he tries and fails to hold it together. Winnie reaches out with her other hand and cups Steve’s cheek, thumb brushing a tear away like he's one of her own — because he is.
"You couldn't have stopped it," she murmurs to him, voice fierce even through the tears. "Neither of you could have."
Steve makes a wrecked sound in the back of his throat, and when Winnie pulls him into the embrace too, he doesn't resist.
He folds into it like he's needed it for years.
The five of you sit there in the dim, rain-soaked house, locked in a tangle of grief and love and loss that feels endless.
Eventually Winnie gets up, gathering the girls with her — but not before pressing a kiss to your forehead and Steve’s, whispering: "Stay as long as you need."
You don't even make it to the bedroom. You and Steve end up curled on the battered old couch, wrapped around each other like a lifeline.
Neither of you really sleeps.
Not really.
You drift in and out of restless, broken dreams, waking again and again to the sound of each other's breathing, the too-quiet house, the storm still raging outside.
At one point, in the gray hours before dawn, Steve reaches for your hand under the blanket. You lace your fingers through his without a word.
The two of you lie there in the heavy silence, two hearts trying to survive the impossible weight of the boy you both loved — still love — and who should have been there beside you.
The house is too still when you finally stir awake.
At first, you don’t even remember where you are. Everything aches — your heart most of all — and for a moment, in the fuzzy haze of waking, you almost expect to hear Steve's soft breathing beside you. But when you reach out blindly, the space is cold.
Your chest tightens painfully.
You sit up slowly, the blanket sliding to the floor. It’s still dark out, just the faintest gray light leaking in through the threadbare curtains.
On the battered coffee table sits a folded piece of paper.
You recognize Steve’s handwriting instantly.
With trembling fingers, you pick it up.
My girl,
I’m sorry I wasn’t here when you woke up.
There’s something I have to do.
Something I owe him.
I have to end this, once and for all.
You — you are everything to me.
Nothing else matters anymore.
Not the shield, not the war, not the world.
Just you.
I can’t wait to come home.
To build a home.
A life with you like we always talked about.
I’m sorry for ever making you doubt how badly I wanted that.
How badly I still do.
I love you more than anything.
Wait for me.
- Steve
The paper flutters from your fingers, landing softly on the floor.
You sit there, staring at nothing, numb.
You should believe him.
You want to believe him.
But somewhere, deep in the hollow, broken part of your heart, you feel it — the same cold certainty that had settled there the moment Steve showed up with Bucky’s dog tags in his hand.
He’s not coming back.
Not to you.
Not to Brooklyn.
Not to the life you were supposed to have.
You press your hand to your mouth, trying to muffle the sob that tears itself free.
It’s a struggle just to stand — your knees feel like they might buckle under you — but you manage somehow to drag yourself upstairs, into the bedroom you haven’t slept in since Bucky’s letter came. His old room.
You fall onto the bed face first, the scent of home — of Bucky, of Steve, of a life that’s slipping through your fingers — flooding your senses.
You clutch the pillow to your chest, curl in on yourself as tightly as you can.
And you cry yourself back to sleep.
The plane rattles violently around him, the ice below gleaming sharp and endless.
Steve's hands are steady on the controls, even as everything inside him splinters apart.
His heart is pounding, but not from fear. Not from the fact that he's about to die. No — he's thinking about you.
God, he thinks, I’m so sorry.
Your face flashes in his mind — that smile that could light up the damn world, the way your nose crinkled when you laughed too hard. He sees Bucky too — Bucky throwing an arm around you, laughing that wide, boyish laugh that always made Steve feel like everything might actually be okay.
He blinks hard.
The picture taped to the console shakes loose with the impact of another explosion tearing through the belly of the ship. It flutters down and lands against his thigh.
Not Peggy.
You.
It’s always been you.
Your hair messy from the wind, laughing at something he’d said, that soft look you only ever gave to him and Bucky. Home.
The radio crackles.
It’s Howard.
“Cap? Cap, you copy? You don’t have to do this — we’re working on a way to—”
Steve’s voice is calm when he cuts him off, though it tears him apart to say the words.
“Howard… look after them. Please. The Barnes family. And her.”
He swallows, the burning behind his eyes nearly blinding. He forces the words out anyway. “They’re… they’re all that matters.”
The static buzzes back at him.
Steve smiles faintly, a twisted, broken thing.
He angles the plane down, feels the engines screaming against the strain. The ice is rushing up at him now, blinding white and infinite.
He could almost see you there, standing with Bucky at your side, waving him home.
And then — A stab of guilt. A memory.
The hangar. Peggy's lips on his. How he hadn’t wanted it — not really — but hadn’t pulled away fast enough. Because some part of him, selfish and terrified and alone, hadn’t wanted to die without someone.
Now the taste of a stranger was going to be the last thing he ever knew.
Not you. Not Bucky.
Not home.
A single tear slipped free and froze against his cheek as he braced for impact.
"I'm so sorry," he whispered — not to Howard, not to Peggy — but to you.
The last thing Steve Rogers remembered was the memory of your laughter, tangled with Bucky's, warm and sweet and safe.
And then the ice swallowed him whole.
You don't even bother with the elevator.
You take the stairs two at a time, your lungs burning, your legs screaming — you don’t care.
You just need to find him.
Need to see him.
Need to know.
When you push open the door to your floor, you almost run straight into him.
Steve.
He's standing there, breathing hard like he’s been looking for you too.
His eyes — God, his eyes — they’re wide and desperate and broken in a way you haven’t seen since the day the world fell apart.
For a long moment, you just stare at each other.
Neither moving.
Neither speaking.
The air between you thick enough to drown in.
Finally, Steve breaks first.
"Come with me, " he says, voice hoarse.
"Somewhere private?"
You nod wordlessly, throat too tight to speak.
He leads you to the rooftop garden — the one you always loved but stopped visiting when it became too hard to breathe under open skies.
You blink in surprise when you see Bucky already sitting there, waiting quietly on a bench.
He catches your eye and gives you a soft, almost broken smile.
It’s his way of saying I’m here. I’ve got you.
Steve looks at him, then back at you.
"You good if he stays?" he asks, voice low.
You glance at Bucky again.
The silent steadiness of him.
The way he always feels like solid ground.
You nod again.
So you all sit — you and Steve on the low stone wall that rings the garden, Bucky a few feet away but close enough if you needed him.
It’s Steve who speaks first.
"I owe you everything, " he says, voice cracking on the words.
"I owe you my life a hundred times over, and I didn’t even see you were slipping away."
You flinch, and he sees it — he feels it — but he presses on.
"You were always the strong one. Always the one who held us together even when the world didn’t make sense. And I let that make me blind."
You look down at your hands — at the scars there, old and new — and try to find your voice.
"You weren’t blind, " you whisper.
"You just saw someone who doesn’t exist anymore."
Steve turns toward you sharply.
"That’s not true, " he says fiercely.
"You’re still you."
You shake your head, blinking back the burn of tears.
"I’m not, " you say, voice shaking.
"You don’t know what they did to me, Steve. You don’t know how they... broke me. How they rewired everything in my head until all I could hear was their voices."
You draw a shaky breath.
"They made me believe you would hate me. That you’d look at me and see a murderer. A weapon. Not someone worth saving."
Steve’s whole body recoils like you physically struck him.
"I could never hate you, " he says, voice rough.
"Never."
"But you didn’t come for me, " you say, the words slipping out before you can stop them. "When I needed you most... I was screaming inside, Steve. And you didn’t hear me."
The tears finally fall then — hot and angry and raw.
And Steve looks like he’s barely holding himself together.
"I didn’t know how to, " he says, voice cracking wide open.
"I thought... I thought you were okay. You’re so good at pretending. You’re so damn good at carrying it all and making it look easy. And I let myself believe that. Because it was easier than facing how much pain you were really in. Thats MY fault, sweetheart, not yours.”
You hug yourself, arms tight around your body like you’re trying to hold yourself together.
"I thought if I was strong enough, " you whisper, "you wouldn’t leave."
Steve moves closer — so close you can feel the heat of him — but he doesn’t touch you.
Not yet.
"You could never lose me, " he says, brokenly.
"Not for anything you’ve done. Not for anything they made you do. You’re mine. You’ve always been mine."
You look at him then, really look at him.
See the tears standing in his eyes.
The way his hands are trembling where they’re clenched on his knees.
"I’m not clean anymore, " you say.
"I’m not good. Not like you."
And that’s when Steve finally reaches out — slow, deliberate — and takes your hands in his.
"I’ve done things I’ll never forgive myself for. Things I’ll never tell anyone. You know that. You know me."
You shake your head, but he leans closer, forcing you to see the raw honesty on his face.
"If you’re ruined, " he says, "then so am I. And I’m not letting you go. Not because of the lies they forced into your head. Not because of what they made you do."
His grip tightens.
"I love you, " he says, voice steady now, fierce with truth.
"I love you. The real you. The you sitting right here, right now. Blood, scars, pain — all of it. You’re mine. And I’m yours. If you’ll still have me."
You let out a broken sob, and Steve finally pulls you into his arms.
You bury your face in his chest, fists clutching his shirt like you’ll drown if you let go.
He holds you so tightly you wonder if he’s afraid you’ll slip away again.
You feel Bucky come over, sitting beside you, one hand resting solid and warm on your back.
The three of you — broken and bruised — but still here.
Still fighting.
Still together.
You knew. Long before the knock on the door. Long before Winnie’s soft, worried voice called up the stairs.
You knew the moment the world shifted beneath you — like the ground had cracked open and swallowed the sun whole.
You were sitting on your bed, staring blankly at the crumpled letter Steve had left you — the one you kept rereading even though the words blurred now, soaked and stained from your tears. The one where he promised to come back.
He promised.
The knock sounded again, louder this time, and something deep inside you splintered.
You heard Winnie’s voice again, closer now. Hushed. Frantic. And then the footsteps — heavy boots on hardwood.
You couldn't move. Couldn't breathe.
The door creaked open, slow and hesitant.
"Sweetheart," Winnie said softly, and then stopped like the words wouldn't come.
Behind her — Howard Stark.
But he wasn’t grinning like he usually did, that stupid cocky tilt to his mouth.
No — he looked broken.
His hands were trembling as he pulled off his hat, wringing it between his fingers like he could strangle the grief out of it.
He stepped into the room like he was stepping onto sacred ground. Like he was afraid he'd shatter you just by breathing wrong.
"Hey, kid," he said, voice cracking like he hadn't meant it to.
You didn’t answer. You just stared at him — at the misery carved into his face — and everything inside you knew.
Howard's mouth opened once. Twice.
Nothing came out.
He finally crossed the room and dropped down to his knees in front of you, still clutching that stupid hat like a lifeline.
"I'm sorry," he whispered.
Your whole body locked up. Froze like you could hold this moment back if you just didn't move. If you just didn't hear it.
"I'm so, so sorry, kiddo. He— Steve— he went down with the plane. There—there was nothing we could do. He saved everyone. He— he saved thousands."
You blinked at him. The words didn't make sense. They were just noise — a buzzing in your ears, a pounding in your skull.
"No," you said, and it barely sounded human. "No, no— no, you’re wrong, he promised—he said—"
Your hands were fists in the bedsheets now, clutching so tightly your knuckles went white.
Howard was crying openly now, fat tears streaking down his face as he reached for you, but you pulled away, stumbling back like he'd struck you.
"You're lying," you gasped, but even as you said it, your voice broke down the center.
Winnie was crying too, you realized distantly — muffled sobs against the doorframe as she pressed a hand to her mouth, trying to stay quiet for your sake.
The girls were there too, hovering behind her. You could hear their tiny, choked whimpers.
It hit you all at once. The crushing, unbearable weight of it.
Steve was gone.
Steve, who kissed the top of your head and called you "trouble" with a smile. Steve, who held your hand when the world got too cruel. Steve, who looked at you like you hung the stars in the sky.
Gone.
The sob tore out of you so violently you almost didn’t recognize it as yours. You collapsed forward, fingers clawing at the empty space where he should have been.
Howard caught you before you hit the floor, wrapping you up against him like he could somehow shield you from it. You didn’t fight him this time. You couldn't.
You screamed. You screamed into his chest until your throat was raw and the sound turned into broken, gasping sobs.
You hit at his arms, his shoulders, hating him for saying it, for making it real — and he just held you tighter, rocking you back and forth like you were a child.
"I'm sorry," he kept whispering. "I'm so goddamn sorry."
You didn’t know how long you stayed like that. Minutes. Hours. Maybe days. Time didn’t exist anymore. Only the hole in your chest where Steve had lived.
At some point, you felt Winnie sit beside you, her arms wrapping around both you and Howard, her own tears soaking through your sweater.
The girls crawled into the bed too, curling against you like they could keep you anchored here. You let them.
You let them because you had nothing left to give. Nothing left to fight with.
You cried until your body gave out, and then you just lay there, empty.
A ghost in your own skin.
Howard stayed the whole night, sitting on the floor by your bed, keeping vigil like he could somehow protect what little pieces of you remained.
And in the shattered darkness of your mind, one final thought echoed:
I should have told him one more time how much I loved him. I should have held on tighter. I should have—
But it was too late.
And the world would never be the same again.
The funeral was small. Intimate. Painfully quiet.
Howard spared no expense, of course. He insisted. Two marble headstones, side by side — Captain Steven Grant Rogers and Sergeant James Buchanan Barnes — names carved into the stone as if somehow that could make it feel real.
You didn’t cry at the funeral. You couldn’t. You were numb. Frozen inside, like your body knew if it let go even for a second, you’d shatter into a thousand pieces too small to ever put back together.
Winnie wept openly, her shoulders shaking as she clutched the folded flag they handed her, and you held her hand so tightly your knuckles ached. The girls stood on either side of you, clinging to your arms, their tear-streaked faces turned toward the graves like they still didn’t believe it either.
Howard stood off to the side, solemn and silent, his hat pressed against his chest. He didn’t say a word — just watched you with those sharp, knowing eyes.
As the final words were spoken, you stepped forward, laying a small bouquet between their graves — lilies and white roses, the flowers Steve once said reminded him of home. You pressed your palm to the cool stone and whispered, so softly only the wind could hear:
"I love you both. I'll keep going. I'll make you proud. I swear it."
And then you turned and walked away because if you stayed one second longer, you weren’t sure you’d ever move again.
Life didn’t stop because you broke.
You went back to school, dragging yourself to classes on trembling legs, your brain sluggish and slow from the weight of grief. You worked at the labs with Howard, throwing yourself into research and experiments, helping him build what felt like impossible dreams because at least when you were elbow-deep in blueprints and formulas, you didn’t have to feel.
You bought a house — a sweet place with creaking floors and a wide front porch. You moved Winnie and the girls in with you because there was no way in hell you were leaving them alone, not after everything.
Between the money the government gave you for Steve's service — and Bucky’s to his mother— and the steady work with Howard, things were… okay.
On paper.
You paid the bills. You kept good food on the table. You went through the motions.
But inside, you were still dying. A little more each day.
The bed you slept in was too big and too cold. The nights were endless stretches of staring at the ceiling, feeling the emptiness claw at your chest. The mornings were worse — waking up and remembering all over again that they were gone.
You stopped smiling. Stopped laughing.
Some days, you barely spoke at all.
Winnie worried. The girls worried. Howard knew.
He saw it — the way you moved like a ghost, your hands steady and precise at the lab bench but your eyes hollow and distant.
So he started working. Something reckless. Something desperate.
Something that could keep you from crumbling into dust.
The night he offered it to you, you were working late again, hunched over a table full of notes and half-assembled gadgets.
Howard set a glass of whiskey down in front of you and pulled up a chair, rubbing his hands over his face like he wasn’t sure how to even start.
"I’ve been working on something," he said, voice unusually soft. "I wasn't going to say anything yet but... I think you deserve the choice."
You blinked at him, too tired to muster more than a vague hum of acknowledgment.
He hesitated, then slid a thick file across the table toward you.
Inside — notes. Diagrams. Chemical compounds. A different kind of super soldier serum.
Not Erskine’s. Not the government's.
Howard's.
His hands trembled as he spoke: "I know it’s not what you need — nothing can fix… this," he said, glancing briefly toward the empty seat beside you. "But it could help you survive it. It could give you strength. Healing. Time. Whatever you decide."
He paused, meeting your eyes.
"You don’t have to be stuck in that pain forever, kid. I don’t want you to just survive. I want you to live."
You stared down at the file, the words blurring together as your throat closed up.
For the first time in months, you felt something stir inside you — something more than the endless ache.
Hope. Terror. Grief twisted into something sharp and desperate.
You didn’t know if you could live without them. But maybe... maybe you could try.
For them.
For the family still depending on you.
For yourself.
Your fingers tightened around the file.
And for the first time since that awful, hollow day — you let yourself believe that maybe — just maybe — this wasn’t the end of your story after all.
You did it. You went through with it.
Howard worked carefully, meticulously, hovering over you like a mother hen. The serum wasn’t dramatic like it had been for Steve — no explosive growth, no blinding light. It was subtle. Almost disappointing, in a way.
For days afterward, you didn’t feel anything except maybe... lighter. Stronger. Healthier in a way you hadn’t even realized you were missing.
The bruises from working long shifts in the lab vanished almost overnight. The ache in your joints — from long hours bent over blueprints and prototypes — disappeared.
You looked in the mirror and realized your eyes were clearer. Your skin brighter. Your body a little more... alive.
It took time, but the truth became undeniable: You were aging slower. Much, much slower.
Howard watched you carefully, taking notes, running quiet tests when he thought you weren't paying attention.
After a few years, he muttered it aloud one night, voice rough: "I can't tell if you've stopped aging completely... or if it's just so slow we'll never notice." He looked at you then — really looked — and you saw the guilt swimming behind his eyes.
You only smiled. A small, weary thing.
"Thank you, Howard," you whispered.
Because even if it meant you would outlive everyone you loved — you were grateful for the time it had bought you.
Time didn't stop.
You lived through Winnie’s passing — her soft, frail hands clutching yours, her final breath a whisper against your cheek.
You buried her next to Bucky’s empty grave, the cold winter air biting your skin as you knelt between the two stones, your heart breaking all over again.
You held Rebecca and Sarah through the funeral, their sobs wracking their tiny bodies, too young to understand the finality of death.
You stayed strong for them.
You always stayed strong for them.
Until Sarah got sick.
It started with a fever. Something small. Something treatable — it had to be.
But it wasn’t.
One night she was laughing in your arms, the next she was burning up, her tiny body shaking in your bed. You tried. God, you tried. You ran into the storm barefoot, carrying her through the streets, screaming for help. But it was too fast. Too ruthless.
By the time the doctor arrived, she was gone.
You buried her next to Winnie.
A small grave. So heartbreakingly small.
Years blurred into one another after that.
Rebecca grew into a young woman — fierce and stubborn, with Bucky’s fire and Winnie’s unwavering kindness. She called you her big sister half the time and her second mother the other.
And now — now she was packing. Boxes stacked by the door. Tears in her eyes even though she smiled.
Toddler Tony crawled across your worn living room floor, babbling happily, his chubby fingers clutching a wooden block.
You sat on the couch, arms wrapped around Rebecca as she leaned into you.
"I'm proud of you, Becky," you whispered against her hair, your voice breaking with the weight of it all. "I'm so, so proud of you."
She clutched you tighter, sobbing quietly.
"You always took care of us," she said through the tears. "I wouldn't be here without you."
You kissed her temple, holding her like you wished you could freeze time. But you couldn’t.
Life moved forward — with or without your permission.
And somewhere deep inside — under the grief and the scars — you knew Bucky and Steve would be proud too.
You were still standing. Still loving. Still living.
Even if every step forward hurt like hell.
You loved Tony like he was your own. Every giggle, every stumble, every babbled "Auntie" stitched tiny patches over the endless cracks inside your chest.
You loved Howard too — in a different way. He was your brother in arms, your stubborn, brilliant, pain-in-the-ass best friend. You were family, tied together by years of survival, grief, and the war that never really ended for either of you.
Life was good, in its strange, patchwork way.
But with Rebecca gone — thriving at university, sending letters every week, her world growing bigger and bigger — you felt something shift inside you. Something dark.
It was like you had completed the mission you'd given yourself all those years ago. Protect the Barnes family. Make sure they lived full, bright lives.
And you were... empty.
You smiled for Tony. You teased Howard. You baked pies for the neighbors, laughed at Maria’s jokes, held your chin up high like Winnie taught you.
But every night you sat by the window and stared out at the stars, your heart whispering the same prayer into the darkness:
Please. Let me go home.
You missed them. God, you missed them. It was a bone-deep, soul-crushing ache — a constant hum of loss under your skin.
You missed Steve’s stubborn smile. You missed Bucky’s wild laughter. You missed the way they looked at you — like you were home.
You tried. You tried so damn hard to stay strong.
But Howard saw it. And Maria — bless her — finally cornered him in the lab one afternoon, fire in her eyes.
"She's done everything she promised them she would," Maria hissed, voice low and sharp. "It's time."
Howard resisted. For days, he resisted.
Until he found you sitting on the porch one evening, Tony asleep against your shoulder, tears running silently down your cheeks.
Then he knew.
He took you out to dinner that Friday. The same shitty restaurant you used to sneak into during the war — back when ration stamps barely stretched and Howard bribed the owner with whiskey.
It hadn't changed. Same chipped tables. Same sticky floors. Same jukebox in the corner, warbling old jazz.
You picked at your food, sensing something heavy in the air.
Howard was fidgeting. Stirring his coffee over and over. Looking everywhere but at you.
"Just spit it out, Howie," you said finally, setting down your fork.
He smiled weakly — a shadow of his usual bravado — and leaned across the table.
"I have a new option for you," he said, voice rough.
You blinked.
"What kind of option?"
He took a deep breath. Hands trembling just slightly — not from fear, but from hope.
"I perfected it," he whispered. "The cryochamber. I've tested it. It works. I can put you under... safely. No aging. No damage."
You stared at him.
"And then what?" you croaked.
"Then you wait," Howard said softly. "You wait until we find Steve. Because I know I will. Until we bring you home."
The world tilted.
Tears flooded your eyes before you could stop them.
Howard reached across the table, grabbing your hand, squeezing hard.
"You don't have to keep breaking yourself just to survive, kid," he said, voice breaking. "You deserve to see them again. To be whole again."
You tried to speak — to thank him, to tell him you didn’t deserve it — but all that came out was a choked sob.
Howard just smiled. A sad, brotherly thing. "You’ve done enough."
And for the first time in years — hope flickered to life inside your chest.
You might be going home after all.
Rebecca sat across from you at the little kitchen table you’d all eaten a thousand meals at — her hands wrapped around a mug of cooling tea, her brown eyes glassy with emotion.
You hadn’t known how to start. You stumbled through it — your voice cracking as you explained Howard’s offer, what it meant, what you wanted.
You thought she'd beg you not to go.
Instead, Rebecca reached across the table and grabbed your hands tight, her fingers trembling in yours.
"I understand," she whispered, a tear rolling down her cheek. "I always knew... you were waiting for them."
You choked on a sob, lowering your head.
Rebecca squeezed harder. "You gave up everything for us," she said fiercely. "For me. You gave me a life when mine should have ended with that fever years ago. You loved me like I was yours."
You looked up, tears streaming now, and saw her trying to smile through her own.
"You don’t have to stay for me anymore," she said gently. "You’ve earned this. You deserve to go find them."
You broke then — leaning across the table, pulling her into a fierce, trembling hug.
"I'm so proud of you," you whispered into her hair. "You're everything they would have wanted you to be. Strong. Brave. Good."
Rebecca sniffled into your shoulder, holding you tighter.
"Howard’s gonna take care of you," you said thickly. "He’s made it all legal. You’ll have the house, the money. Everything. You won't be alone."
She laughed weakly, pulling back to swipe at her tears. "You think Tony’s gonna let me be alone?" she teased. The three year old was just as obsessed with her.
You smiled. A real one, for the first time in weeks.
Maybe even years.
The night before you left, you had dinner with the Starks.
It was a small, quiet affair — just you, Howard, Maria, and little Tony walking around, babbling nonsense to his toys.
Howard had cooked. (Well, burned some steaks, but it was the thought that counted.)
Maria poured you a glass of wine without asking, sitting close enough that her knee brushed yours.
There wasn’t much to say.
You talked about Tony. About Rebecca. About the project Maria was working on for Stark Industries.
You laughed when Tony tried to feed his mashed potatoes to the dog. You let the warmth of it — the normalcy — soak into your bones.
After Tony went to bed, Howard got serious.
He pulled out the small packet of documents — your will, your final instructions — and placed them gently in your hands.
"No one’s gonna forget you," he said quietly. "Not ever."
You couldn't speak. Could only nod as you blinked back tears.
Maria stood then, moving to sit beside you, wrapping her arms around you in a tight, unbreakable hug.
"We love you," she whispered into your hair. "You’re family. Always."
You clung to her like a drowning person — knowing this was goodbye in a way that no words could ever fix.
Howard didn’t say much else. Just squeezed your shoulder when you pulled away from Maria, his own eyes suspiciously red.
"We'll see you again, kid," he said. "I’ll make damn sure of it."
The cryochamber was nothing like you'd imagined. It was sleek, shining metal — warm under your fingers, not cold like you expected.
Howard had made it beautiful. Safe.
A cocoon. A promise.
You stepped inside in your softest clothes — one of Steve’s old shirts tucked under your arm, a photo of Bucky and Steve folded close to your heart.
Howard stood at the controls, face pale, hands shaking.
Maria stayed at your side until the very last second — brushing your hair back, kissing your forehead like you were her own child.
"Think of them," she said softly.
You laid back. Took one final breath.
Your heart was thundering, your hands trembling — but your last thought before the chamber hissed closed around you was them.
Steve’s smile. Bucky’s laugh. Home.
And then — soft, sweet darkness.
For a long time, you just stay there, pressed between them — Steve’s arms locked tight around you, Bucky’s steady hand grounding you like an anchor.
No one says anything.
There’s nothing to say yet.
Only the sound of your ragged breathing, Steve’s whisper-soft murmurs against your hair, Bucky’s thumb stroking slow circles into your back.
When you finally pull back a little, Steve lets you go only enough to see your face.
You swipe at your wet cheeks, embarrassed, but Steve just cups your jaw, thumb brushing over your skin like you're something precious.
"You don't have to tell me, " he says gently.
"You don’t owe me anything."
But you do.
You owe it to yourself.
You swallow hard and take a shuddering breath.
"I need to, " you whisper.
"I can’t... I can’t carry it alone anymore."
Bucky leans in a little closer, like he’s ready to catch you if you fall.
Steve just nods, wordless, steady.
this kinda came out of no where. sorry I have been gone, my uncle was diagnosed with a heart disease and then passed away a few weeks ago. ill be posting again as I can <3 in my grief I fell back into my bucky and steve days lol
The room was bathed in the soft glow of moonlight streaming through the curtains, casting faint patterns on the walls. It was late, so late that the world outside seemed to have stilled, leaving only the sound of your steady breathing and the occasional rustle of the sheets as you shifted against Bucky.
He lay on his back, his head resting on the pillow, but his eyes were fixed on the ceiling, unfocused and distant. One arm was curled protectively around you, holding you close as you pressed against his side, your cheek resting on his chest. The rhythmic rise and fall of your breathing was calming, almost hypnotic, but Bucky couldn’t bring himself to close his eyes. Not yet.
Not until he was sure you were okay.
He tilted his head slightly, looking down at you. Your hair was a mess against his chest, and your fingers were loosely curled in the fabric of his shirt, clutching it like a lifeline even in sleep. It was something you did every night, an unconscious habit you’d developed since you’d been found, as if letting go might mean losing him.
Bucky’s heart ached as he watched you. He didn’t mind, not really. If holding onto him gave you some sense of security, he’d stay like this forever. But he couldn’t ignore the way it gnawed at him, the way you clung to him so desperately, even when it hurt someone else.
Steve.
The thought of him made Bucky’s chest tighten. He hadn’t missed the way Steve’s shoulders tensed whenever he saw the two of you together, the way his gaze lingered on you when you passed him in the hall. Steve didn’t say anything, didn’t complain, but Bucky knew him too well to be fooled. He could see the hurt in the way Steve avoided your room at night, in the way his smile didn’t quite reach his eyes anymore.
Bucky exhaled softly, careful not to wake you. He hated that Steve was hurting, hated that he didn’t know how to fix it. But what choice did he have? You needed him. He couldn’t just… let go. But Steve needed him too..
You shifted in your sleep, murmuring something unintelligible as you nuzzled closer to him. Bucky’s metal arm moved almost on instinct, the cool vibranium brushing against your back as he adjusted the blanket over you. His other hand found its way to your hair, his fingers threading gently through it.
“I’m here, doll,” he whispered, even though you couldn’t hear him. “I’m not going anywhere.”
He meant it. He’d made a promise to himself the day you were found, he wasn’t going to let anyone hurt you again, not even the shadows in your own mind. But the weight of it all pressed down on him, heavy and unrelenting. He wasn’t just holding you together; he was holding himself together, too.
The minutes stretched on, the silence only broken by the faint hum of the city outside. Bucky stared at the ceiling, his thoughts a tangled mess of guilt and resolve. He didn’t know how long he lay there before he felt your fingers tighten slightly in his shirt, a tiny movement that made his chest ache all over again.
“Bucky,” you mumbled, your voice soft and sleepy.
“I’m here,” he said again, his hand still brushing through your hair.
You sighed, a sound of quiet contentment, before your breathing evened out again. Bucky glanced at the clock on the nightstand, 4:47 a.m. He should’ve been asleep hours ago, but he knew he wouldn’t close his eyes until he was sure you were deep in sleep.
And so he stayed, wide awake and holding you close, the weight of Steve’s unspoken hurt lingering in the back of his mind.
Bucky knew he had to find a way to fix this, to bring some kind of clarity to the tangled mess between the three of you. If he couldn’t, he knew Steve would eventually walk away, for your sake, or what Steve believed was best for you. But Bucky also knew that wasn’t what you needed. He saw it every time your eyes lingered on Steve, even when you were curled against Bucky’s chest. He’d felt the way your fingers trembled whenever Steve came near, the way you seemed to battle with yourself, wanting to reach out to him but holding back at the last moment.
Steve, meanwhile, was unraveling. He wasn’t the man he used to be, not the steadfast, unshakable Captain America everyone expected. He threw himself into missions like they were the only thing tethering him to reality, barely pausing to eat or sleep. Around the Tower, he was more phantom than person, moving silently from room to room as though his presence alone might disturb the fragile balance of things.
Steve didn’t blame you. No, he blamed Hydra. He blamed himself. He told himself it was no wonder you had turned to Bucky. Who else could understand the weight you carried better than someone who had lived it, someone who bore scars so similar to your own? He tried not to feel hurt, not to let it gnaw at the edges of his composure. Bucky could give you what Steve couldn’t, and Steve wanted that for you, wanted you to have whatever comfort you needed. But the ache lingered, because Steve wanted to help too. He wanted to be the one to silently hold you while you unraveled, even if Bucky was the one who could put your pieces back together.
The worst part wasn’t that you had pulled away from him, because you hadn’t, not entirely. When Steve approached you, you didn’t flinch, didn’t shy away. But you didn’t reach for him either. You didn’t open up the way you did with Bucky. And when you walked into a room where Bucky was, there wasn’t even a moment of hesitation. You went straight to him, folding yourself into his lap or settling by his side as if he were the only safe harbor in a storm.
Weeks passed, and Steve realized he couldn’t even remember the last time he’d seen you. His steps were heavy with exhaustion, his body worn from sleepless nights and missions that left his mind spinning. It was still early, barely the crack of dawn, when he returned to your shared room, hoping to slip in unnoticed. Maybe he could finally rest, slipping in behind Bucky and quietly stealing some of the warmth that always seemed to linger between the two of you.
But he stopped short at the sound of muffled sniffles. He froze in the hallway, his pulse pounding in his ears. Through the cracked door, he heard your voice, low and raw.
“He’s Captain America. His whole thing is being righteous and pure and… and all that,” you said, your voice thick with emotion and the ghost of a laugh. “He literally chastises us when we cuss, like we’re still kids.”
Bucky chuckled softly, and you followed, a broken little sound that made Steve’s chest tighten. He felt his cheeks flush at your words but didn’t understand why. Something about the way you said it, like it wasn’t admiration but a weight you couldn’t carry. Like the pedestal you’d put him on was the thing keeping you apart.
Steve pressed his palm flat against the wall outside the door, torn between stepping in and staying out. He could hear Bucky’s low, reassuring murmur, the way his voice seemed to anchor you. And Steve… Steve felt like a ghost again. Watching but not part of it. Wanting to fix it but not knowing how.
Bucky wanted to speak, to offer something, anything, that might help. But he knew better. If he wanted to get to the truth, he needed to listen harder than he had been. This wasn’t the first time you’d said something like this. It was the fourth, maybe even the fifth, and the weight of it was beginning to settle in his chest like a lead anchor.
“What does Steve being Cap have to do with us, though, baby?” The words were out before he could stop himself. They slipped past his lips like an unguarded thought, and he realized his mistake the moment your expression crumpled.
Your fingers moved to your wrist, picking at already raw skin, a nervous habit that made his heart ache. It was only for a second before his hand caught yours, his thumb gliding gently over your knuckles in slow, grounding circles. “Hey,” he murmured softly, his voice low and steady, coaxing you back. He didn’t push, didn’t rush. He just waited.
You took a shaky breath, your lips pressing together tightly, as if holding back whatever it was you couldn’t say. Finally, in a voice barely above a whisper, you started, “What would Steve think about…” but the rest of your words died in your throat.
Bucky didn’t need you to finish. He already knew.
He knew because he’d seen the way you’d flinch when someone mentioned Steve in certain contexts, the way your shoulders tensed whenever the three of you were in the same room. He knew because he’d pieced it together, little by little, the fractured pieces of you Hydra had tried so desperately to break, to use as leverage against him. They had planned for years to take you, to use you as a pawn in their endless games of control and revenge. Even when their power had waned, they’d hidden in the shadows, striking when no one expected it.
The years you’d been gone had left scars on you, ones that no serum or shield could erase. Bucky had been there for the aftermath. For the therapy sessions where you refused to sit in a room alone. If it wasn’t him there with you, it was Vision, whose calm presence you’d grown to trust almost as much as Bucky’s. He’d sat beside you through it all, holding your hand when you cried, grounding you when the memories threatened to pull you under.
And yet, here you were, still carrying the weight of what Steve might think.
Bucky shifted, sitting up and pulling you with him, his arms steady as he maneuvered you to sit across from him. He crossed his legs and set you in his lap, his hands firm on your hips. There was no hesitation in his movements, but there was something in his eyes, something serious that made your stomach flip.
He could feel the nervous tremble in your hands as you rested them against his chest. He didn’t miss the way your eyes darted toward the door, almost like you could hear it too, the sound of Steve’s heartbeat, steady but heavy, somewhere in the hallway. Steve wasn’t coming in. He wasn’t interrupting. But Bucky knew he was there, listening, waiting.
But this moment wasn’t about Steve. It was about you.
“Hey,” Bucky said again, his voice soft but firm enough to pull your gaze back to him. His thumb stroked over your cheek now, grounding you again. “Talk to me. Whatever’s goin’ on up here”, he tapped gently at your temple, “it’s eating you alive. Let me help.”
You hesitated, your lip trembling as you fought to find the words. “I just… I don’t know what he’d think. About me. About… us.”
Bucky’s heart clenched. You weren’t just talking about Steve as Captain America, as the unshakable symbol of righteousness and purity. You were talking about Steve as the person you looked up to. The person whose opinion you held in such high regard that it haunted you, even now.
“Doll,” Bucky began, his voice steady despite the storm brewing in his chest. “Steve doesn’t judge you for what Hydra did. None of us do. You survived somethin’ no one should have to go through. And if Steve’s got a problem with us, ” He paused, his lips pressing together briefly before continuing, “, then that’s on him, not you. Not us.”
You wanted to believe him, but doubt lingered in your eyes. “You don’t understand,” you whispered. “He’s… he’s Steve. He’s supposed to be perfect, and I’m…”
“You’re everything, doll,” Bucky interrupted, his voice firm but gentle. “Everything.”
The sound of Steve’s heartbeat was still there, steady and unrelenting in the hallway. Bucky could feel the tension in the air, the unspoken conversation waiting to happen. But right now, this was about you. And he wasn’t going to let you carry this alone anymore.
“Baby, listen to me.” Bucky’s voice was quiet but firm, the kind of steady that came from experience, years of anchoring himself and others when the world felt like it was falling apart. His gaze locked onto yours, unwavering despite the crack in his voice. “Whatever happened, whatever you had to do, willingly or…” His voice caught, breaking for the briefest moment before he forced himself to push through. “Willingly or not. Whatever you did, it was to survive. Because that’s who you are. A survivor. It’s always been who you are. And nothing, nothing, has ever crossed my mind to make me think otherwise.”
His words landed heavy in the quiet, each one a lifeline he was throwing out to you. He leaned closer, his hands cupping your face as if grounding you, as if trying to make sure you wouldn’t slip away under the weight of it all. “And I promise you, sweetheart, it hasn’t crossed Steve’s mind either.”
You opened your mouth to argue, to tell him that he didn’t understand, that Steve couldn’t possibly see you the same way now. But before you could get the words out, Bucky’s fingers gently covered your lips, silencing you with a tenderness that made your heart ache.
“Shh,” he murmured, his thumb brushing lightly over your cheek. “I know, baby. I know some of the things they said. I know what Hydra does, the way they twist things, the way they break you down until you don’t even know who you are anymore.” His voice was thick with emotion now, a quiet plea in every word. “But Steve? Our dumb little Stevie?” His lips tugged upward in the faintest of smiles, though his eyes stayed soft, serious. “He’s not just Captain America to us. He’s Steve. He separates that for us. For you. He’s still the kid from Brooklyn who would take a punch a hundred times over if it meant keeping someone he cared about safe. That’s who he is.”
The weight of his words pressed against you, so heavy and yet so gentle. He wasn’t pushing. He wasn’t demanding. He was just… asking.
“I know it’ll be hard,” Bucky said, his voice dropping to a whisper as he rested his forehead lightly against yours. “But can we please… please, baby, just talk to him? I’ll be there the whole time. I’ll be right there with you, holding your hand. You don’t have to do it alone.”
Your hands trembled, but Bucky squeezes them, grounding you. “Sweetheart,” he continued, his voice breaking again, “I’m scared. I’m scared we’re gonna lose him. And I don’t think either of us can handle that. Not after everything we’ve been through. We’ve all been holding onto this, and it’s pulling us apart.”
Steve was frozen in the hallway, his back pressed now against the cool wall. He could hear everything, the sound of your muffled sobs breaking through the fragile silence, the rustling of sheets, Bucky’s soft voice murmuring reassurances. He should have moved, should have gone to you, but his feet wouldn’t cooperate. His head tipped back against the wall as he clenched his jaw, biting down hard enough that it sent a sharp ache through his temples. Anything to keep himself quiet.
Your cries tore through him like shrapnel, each one hitting deeper than the last. He wanted to burst in, to tell you that you weren’t alone, that whatever Hydra had made you believe was a lie. But he couldn’t move. Couldn’t open the door. Couldn’t do anything but stand there, paralyzed by the weight of his own failure.
This was his fault. That’s what it felt like, anyway. You were breaking, and he’d been so wrapped up in his own pain that he’d let it happen. He blamed Hydra, of course, he did, but that didn’t stop the gnawing thought in the back of his mind that he should’ve done more. Should’ve been better.
He heard Bucky’s voice next, low and steady, like a lifeline thrown out to you. “Listen to me… I am never leaving you. If Steve walks…” Bucky’s voice faltered for the briefest of moments, and Steve could feel the sting of the words as if they’d been meant for him. He bit down harder on his lip, his fists curling at his sides to keep himself from shouting, he wanted to scream at Bucky to stop saying that.
“If Steve walks, that’s his choice.” Bucky’s tone softened, but the weight of his words didn’t. “But I am not going anywhere. I have loved you since I was twelve years old. You were the only person I never forgot. I’m never going anywhere.”
Steve’s chest tightened as the words sank in. He couldn’t even be mad at Bucky for saying it. Bucky had always been better at this, better at breaking through the walls, better at being the steady hand when things fell apart. He’d always been the one to remind Steve to hold on, to fight. And now, Bucky was doing that for you.
Through the door, Steve could hear the faint sound of movement, the creak of the bed as Bucky shifted. “C’mere,” Bucky murmured, his voice still soft, still unwavering. Steve could picture it, Bucky pulling you forward, holding you close, grounding you the way only he could. “Take a breath with me,” Bucky said gently. “We’ll do it together. In… and out. Just like that.”
Steve pressed his palms to his eyes, trying to push back the sting that was threatening to spill over. He could hear the shaky breaths you took, the way Bucky guided you through each one like it was the most important thing in the world. And maybe it was.
When Bucky spoke again, his voice was softer, almost a whisper, but every word carried the weight of an unshakable truth. “But I don’t think that’s what’s going to happen. I don’t think Steve’s going to walk. I think he’s going to love you just as much as he does now. Because he’s always felt the same way about you that I do.”
Steve’s knees almost buckled. He had to press a hand against the wall to steady himself, his breathing uneven as he tried to process what Bucky had just said. It wasn’t a revelation, Steve knew how he felt about you. He’d always known. But hearing it like that, hearing Bucky say it out loud, made it impossible to ignore.
The truth was, he did love you. He’d loved you for as long as he could remember, and the thought of losing you, of losing both of you, terrified him more than anything else ever had. But he didn’t know how to fix this. Didn’t know how to make you see that you weren’t broken, that whatever Hydra had tried to do to you didn’t change how he saw you.
His hand hovered over the door handle, his chest heaving as he fought with himself. Go in or stay out? Speak or stay silent? Every instinct in him screamed to open the door, to fall to his knees in front of you and tell you everything. But something held him back.
He didn’t deserve this, not after failing you both so completely.
And yet, he stayed. Rooted to the spot, his hand trembling as it hovered in the air. He couldn’t leave. He couldn’t walk away. Even if he didn’t have the words, even if he couldn’t fix it, he couldn’t leave you alone in this.
Through the door, he heard Bucky again, his voice a quiet balm against the chaos. “We’re gonna be okay,” he said softly, his words a promise as unyielding as the man himself. “All of us. Together. I swear it.”
Steve closed his eyes, letting his forehead rest against the door. He stayed there, silent and still, as the first rays of dawn began to creep into the hallway. He wasn’t ready yet. But he would be. For you, for Bucky, for all of it.
Because he couldn’t lose you. Either of you. Not again.
Bucky’s arms tightened around you as he heard the faint shuffle of Steve’s boots in the hallway. The sound was so familiar, a comfort in the chaos most days, but not now. Not tonight.
He felt the way your body trembled against his, how you curled into him like he was the only thing tethering you to the ground. It was the same as every other night since you’d been found, holding you, grounding you, whispering soft reassurances to keep you from spiraling too far. But tonight had been different.
He’d heard Steve out there, just on the other side of the door. Both your best friend, both your lover, standing close enough to hear your sobs, to know you needed him. And for a fleeting moment, Bucky had believed, hoped, that this would be it. That Steve would finally step through that door. That you’d let him in, even just a little.
Bucky had tried to prepare you for it, easing you through your panic, holding you steady. He’d even angled his voice louder, hoping Steve would hear and take the damn step inside. Because Bucky knew you, he knew that if Steve walked in, you wouldn’t push him away. Not entirely. You’d let him in, slowly, cautiously. And maybe, maybe, it could’ve been the start of something better.
But the sound of Steve’s retreating footsteps crushed that fragile hope. The soft thud of boots fading into the distance felt like a door closing, and Bucky’s chest tightened painfully. He didn’t stop his gentle movements, didn’t let his disappointment seep into the way his hand smoothed over your back or the quiet hum of comfort he murmured into your hair. But inside, he felt himself break just a little.
When he heard the soft creak of the elevator down the hall, Bucky let out a long, shaky breath, his lips pressing into your hair as his forehead rested against the top of your head. Damn it, Stevie, he thought, his jaw clenching to keep the frustration and sadness at bay.
You didn’t know, couldn’t know, how much he’d been rooting for this moment. You were too far gone in your grief, your guilt, to see the pieces Steve had been breaking into just outside the door. And Bucky, Bucky had been caught in the middle, holding the fragile remains of two people he loved more than anything, and knowing he couldn’t be enough for both of you.
And that right now, you wouldnt survive without him.
“It's okay,” he whispered to you, his voice cracking ever so slightly. He wasn’t sure if he was saying it to comfort you or to convince himself. “We’re okay.”
You shifted slightly in his arms, your breathing finally starting to even out, and Bucky’s lips brushed over your temple. He closed his eyes, trying to block out the image of Steve walking away, the weight of that disappointment settling heavily in his chest.
As your body grew heavier against his, your soft, steady breaths signaling that you’d finally drifted to sleep, Bucky felt his own resolve faltering. His throat burned, and before he could stop it, a single tear slipped down his cheek, soaking into the pillow beneath him. He bit the inside of his cheek, his metal arm tightening protectively around you.
Bucky didn’t cry often, but tonight he couldn’t stop himself. Not completely. It wasn’t a sob, nothing loud or dramatic, just a quiet, painful ache that seeped out in the form of a few tears.
He cried for Steve, for you, for himself. For the broken pieces that all of you carried and the way they never seemed to fit back together.
“Tomorrow,” he whispered into the stillness, his voice barely audible. “We’ll try again tomorrow.”
And with that faint promise lingering in his mind, Bucky let his eyes close, his hold on you never faltering as sleep finally claimed him.
should the next part be with Steve, or do you want some back story with reader and hydra.
hello my friends! im letting everyone know I'm taking requests for writing. I'm struggling bouncing around on ideas right now. if anyone has thoughts about the 2 stories I have going rn lmk. but I'm also opening to writing for.
im not really sure how i feel about this chapter. i feel like I just rambled on but maybe its good? i kept getting discombobulated. LMK
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The warehouse was dimly lit, the flickering overhead bulbs casting long, jagged shadows along the cracked concrete floor. The air was thick with the scent of oil, blood, and something distinctly rotten. And at the center of it all was you, on your knees, the Joker’s arm curled around your shoulders like a twisted embrace, his knife pressed cold and sharp against your throat.
Batman stood a few yards away, every muscle in his body coiled like a wire stretched too tight. Nightwing and Robin flanked him, their usual unwavering confidence shaken. This wasn’t just another hostage situation—this was you.
The Joker cackled, the sound grating and wild as he leaned closer, his breath hot against your ear. “Oh, Batsy,” he cooed, twisting the knife just enough to make you inhale sharply. “I can feel how mad you are. This is delicious.”
Batman didn’t move. He didn’t flinch. But under the cowl, behind the cold steel of his voice, he was afraid.
This wasn’t supposed to happen.
You were never supposed to be caught in this world.
“Let. Her. Go.” His voice was a razor’s edge, controlled but deadly.
The Joker sighed dramatically, tilting his head. “Oh, come on, you don’t even wanna hear my big reveal? I mean, I worked so hard to put this little puzzle together. Had to do so much digging.” His grip on you tightened, making you wince. “But I know, Batsy. And so does she.”
Robin—Jason—shifted beside him, his fists clenching at his sides. His father’s tension was infectious, sinking into his bones.
“Ohh, Little Bird,” the Joker grinned, eyes flicking to Robin. “Don’t look so tense! This must be fun for you, right? Seeing Bats all desperate for once?”
Nightwing took a slow step forward. “Joker,” his voice was smooth, steady—practiced, “if you know who he is, then you know you’re not walking out of here tonight.”
The Joker grinned wider, his grip tightening on the knife. “Ohhh, I know that,” he purred. “But the real question is… what’s he willing to do to stop me from spilling?”
Batman didn’t react. He couldn’t. He wouldn’t.
Because the moment he gave anything away, it was over.
Joker laughed again, shaking his head. “See, that’s the thing. You can keep playing pretend all you want, but she—” he yanked you closer, your hair in his tight grip, making you suck in a sharp breath, “—she already knows. She’s seen the man under the mask.” He turned his head slightly, whispering against your cheek, “And tell me, sweetheart… is he as good as everyone thinks?”
The knife pressed just a little harder, a single drop beading at your skin and Batman moved.
It was a blur, faster than the Joker expected—faster than anyone expected. His hand shot forward, grabbing the Joker’s wrist in an iron grip, twisting it back at a sickening angle until something cracked and the knife clattered to the floor.
Joker howled in pain, but his laughter bubbled up beneath it, delighted and manic.
“Touched a nerve, did I?” he wheezed.
Batman didn’t answer. He tore you away from the Joker’s grip, pulling you behind him with a gentleness that betrayed the rage boiling just beneath his surface.
The moment you were safe, the boys moved.
Robin struck first, his blade flashing as he kicked the Joker’s legs out from under him. Nightwing followed up in perfect tandem, slamming a fist into his jaw with enough force to send him sprawling.
Even as he lay there, groaning in pain, the Joker laughed.
“You know I’m right,” he cackled, looking up at Batman with bloodied teeth. “This changes everything.”
Batman loomed over him, fists clenching at his sides.
Then, slowly, he crouched down, his voice dropping to something only the Joker could hear.
“You have no idea what you’ve just done.”
The Joker’s grin faltered for just a second before it was wiped away by Robin’s boot slamming into his ribs.
The fight was over. The GCPD would be here soon.
But as Batman turned to look at you—shaking, gripping the place on your neck where the knife had been—he knew the damage was already done.
This was the first time his two worlds had truly collided.
And it terrified him.
The room was silent as the video ended. The grainy security footage of that hellish warehouse flickered off the screen, leaving only the tense air that settled over the Avengers like a heavy weight.
Natasha’s jaw was tight, arms crossed over her chest as she processed what they had just seen. Steve exhaled slowly, running a hand down his face, while Sam and Bucky shared a look. Thor’s grip on Mjolnir tightened.
And then, of course, Tony broke the silence.
“Well. That was interesting.” He turned away from the screen, pacing slightly before spinning on his heel and pointing at the blank monitor. “She knows who Batman is.”
Natasha rolled her eyes. “That’s what you got from that?”
Tony scoffed. “It’s not just that she knows, Red. It’s that she’s obviously close to him. Very close. And let’s not forget who she’s married to.”
Steve frowned. “You think she betrayed Bruce Wayne?”
Tony threw his hands up. “I’m saying it’s convenient, don’t you think? Wayne’s wife gets taken hostage, and Batman just happens to show up? He’s willing to work with us because of her? Maybe Batman has a little soft spot for Mrs. Wayne, huh?”
Tony let out a humorless laugh, turning back to her. “Oh, come on, Natasha. Don’t tell me you haven’t thought about it! She clearly knows exactly who’s under that mask, and you’re telling me that doesn’t strike you as suspicious? She gets taken, Joker hints at knowing Batman’s big secret, and suddenly the League is playing nice with us?” He tilted his head. “You sure your friend isn’t playing both sides?”
The slap of Natasha’s hands hitting the table echoed through the room. “You really wanna test me right now, Tony?”
Tony arched a brow, unbothered. “I’m just saying—”
“You’re just talking out of your ass,” Natasha snapped, stepping closer. “You don’t know a damn thing about her.”
“She’s married to Bruce Wayne!” Tony shot back. “You know—the guy funding half the League? The billionaire playboy who’s never been tied down? And yet she’s got some deep connection to Batman? That doesn’t scream a conflict of interest to you. Its not like it would be out of her wheelhouse to sleep above her job station.”
“You are so damn arrogant,” Natasha seethed. “You think you can just say whatever you want and not deal with the consequences? She has been my friend for years. She’s a good person, Tony. Better than you on your best day.”
Tony’s jaw clenched. “All I’m saying is, if she knows, then she’s keeping secrets from her husband. And if she’s keeping secrets from him, then what’s stopping her from keeping secrets from us?”
Natasha’s hands curled into fists, and for a moment, it looked like she was going to lunge at him.
Steve finally stepped between them, holding up a hand. “Enough.” His voice was firm, cutting through the tension. He turned to Tony. “We’re not jumping to conclusions. We don’t have the full picture, and assuming the worst is only going to make things worse.”
Tony shook his head, muttering under his breath as he turned away.
Natasha wasn’t done, though. She stepped forward, her voice lower but no less venomous. “You don’t get to talk about betrayal, Stark. Not after the way you treat people. Not after the way you treated HER! If she’s keeping a secret, it’s for a damn good reason. And I trust her a hell of a lot more than I trust you.”
Tony didn’t reply. He just stared at the blank screen, his mind turning.
Because no matter what anyone said, one thing was crystal clear—
You knew who Batman was.
And Tony Stark was going to figure out why.
You sighed, rubbing your temples as you stood in front of the gathered Avengers, all geared up like they were about to storm an enemy stronghold. Well—except Bruce. At least one of them had some sense.
Still, the sight of Tony Stark standing there, smug as ever in his suit, made your blood boil. If it weren’t for your duty to Bruce, you wouldn’t be here, playing glorified chauffeur to people you could barely tolerate. But this was part of the deal. Part of your responsibility.
Didn’t mean you had to like it.
Rolling your eyes, you crossed your arms. “Alright, children, listen up. Everybody grab a hand and hold on tight. No letting go, no wandering off, and maybe hold your breath unless you want to find out what interdimensional travel feels like in your lungs.”
Sam frowned. “Wait, what?”
But before anyone could protest further, you activated the transport. The bright flash of light engulfed you all, and a second later.
You landed in the Watchtower, you had to plant your feet firmly on the ground to keep from swaying. You’d done this jump enough times that the nausea barely registered, but some of the Avengers weren’t as lucky.
Bucky gripped the wall like it was the only thing keeping him upright, Sam muttered something about “never getting used to this damn space magic,” and even Steve looked like he was recalibrating his balance. Thor adjusted quickly—because of course he did—but Tony, ever the loudest in the room, groaned dramatically.
“Jesus, remind me why we couldn’t have taken a nice, normal Quinjet?”
"Sorry," you said lightly. "I'd say you get used to it, but… sometimes you don't."
Once everyone had straightened up, you turned to lead them toward the meeting room. They tried to take in as much as they could, their heads turning as they walked, but the Watchtower wasn’t designed for easy prying eyes. The halls were clean and sleek, giving away nothing, which clearly frustrated Stark.
“So,” Tony said, falling into step beside you, voice laced with faux curiosity. “Where’s your husband, Mrs. Wayne?”
You knew that tone. He wasn’t just asking where Bruce was—he was implying something. You could feel the weight of everyone’s attention shifting toward you.
You didn’t flinch. Didn’t hesitate.
"Why?" you asked, raising an eyebrow. "Jealous?"
Tony smirked, but his eyes were calculating. “Just wondering how much Mr. Wayne knows about how close you and Batman seem to be.”
There it was.
Bucky’s gaze snapped toward Stark, his expression darkening. Natasha inhaled sharply through her nose, already bracing for your reaction. Sam muttered something under his breath, shaking his head. Even Steve looked uncomfortable.
You, however, just smiled.
"You mean the Batman who’s saved my life more times than I can count? The one I work closely with because my husband is a major financial backer of the League?” You tilted your head, voice calm but sharp as glass. “Tell me, Tony, do you get this weird about Pepper working with superheroes, or is it just me?"
Tony’s smirk faltered for half a second before he recovered. “Hey, I just call it like I see it.”
"And I call it like I see it," a deep voice rumbled from up ahead.
Arthur Curry—Aquaman—stepped into the hall, golden eyes locked onto Stark with clear disapproval.
“Is he bothering you?” Arthur asked, voice casual, but his glare anything but.
Tony rolled his eyes. “Relax, Fish King, just having a friendly chat.”
Arthur’s gaze didn’t waver. “Should I toss him in a tank or out an airlock?”
You smiled sweetly. “As fun as that sounds, let’s save it for later.”
Arthur grunted but didn’t back down, still staring at Stark like he was weighing whether or not he was worth the effort.
You patted Arthur’s arm before turning back toward the meeting room. “Come on. The faster we get this over with, the sooner you all stop testing my patience.”
Tony scoffed but didn’t push his luck further.
Natasha, however, smirked as she followed you. “Remind me never to get on your bad side.”
The doors slid open, and you strode into the meeting room ahead of the Avengers, your patience already thin from the trip up here. The Justice League members were already gathered around the large circular table, the Watchtower’s vast windows making the space feel both open and imposing.
You made a beeline for Black Canary, who was standing near Green Arrow, arms crossed and looking only mildly interested in whatever was about to happen. This was only her second time here, and you could tell she was still adjusting. You gave her a quick smirk.
“Welcome to the madness,” you murmured. “You should have seen them when they landed. Half of them nearly lost their breakfast.”
She huffed a soft laugh. “I’ve been in fights that were quieter than this.” her arms crossed, expression amused as she took in the sight of the Avengers in full battle gear.
Before you could say anything else, a rich, melodic laugh echoed through the room.
Diana.
She leaned against the table, arms folded, wearing a simple fitted sweater and dark jeans—practical, casual, comfortable. Like many of the League members in attendance, she was dressed as a civilian. Only those who protected secret identities were in full gear.
Her gaze swept over the Avengers before settling on Steve, her lips twitching. “Tell me,” she said, tilting her head, “why are you all in battle armor when the world already knows who you are?”
She, like many of the League members, was dressed down—jeans and a soft sweater, looking entirely at ease. Only those who had secret identities—Batman, Robin, and a few others—were in uniform.
The Avengers hesitated.
Sam shifted uncomfortably. Bucky just sighed. Steve looked vaguely embarrassed but stood tall.
Tony, of course, had to open his mouth. “Well, excuse us, Princess—”
“I’d advise against finishing that sentence,” you muttered under your breath, but he ignored you.
“—but we actually like to be prepared. Unlike you guys, some of us don’t have fancy alien muscles or magical lasso tricks to back us up.”
Diana raised a single brow, entirely unimpressed.
Diana arched a brow, utterly unimpressed. “The world knows who we are. There’s no need for theatrics.”
Arthur snorted. “Yeah, because Iron Man is completely defenseless.”
Before the conversation could spiral, a deep voice cut through the chatter like a blade.
Batman, standing at the head of the table, didn’t so much as flinch at the growing tension. He merely leaned forward slightly, his voice cutting through the room like a blade.
“Enough.”
The single word carried weight, and the room silenced.
Bruce’s eyes locked onto Tony’s. “You wanted a meeting, Stark. Get to the point.”
Steve looked frustrated, arms crossed over his chest as he turned to glare at Tony. “You told us Batman called this meeting.” His voice was tight, barely restrained. “That he had stipulations to wanting to work with us.”
Tony shrugged, looking completely unbothered. “Yeah, well, I might’ve embellished a little. But come on, Cap, you think Gotham’s very own cryptid would willingly reach out first?”
Steve’s jaw tensed, but before he could argue, Tony continued, his tone shifting to something far too casual. “Honestly, while we’re on the subject, I don’t think there should be secret identities. We’re all supposed to be on the same side, right? We fight for the same things, so why the hell are some of us still playing hide-and-seek?”
A few murmurs spread through the room, some from the League, some from the Avengers. Diana sighed, Oliver muttered something under his breath, and J’onn simply observed.
You, however, were already shaking your head. “No.”
Tony turned to you, brows lifting in mock surprise. “Oh, here we go.”
You took a step forward, arms crossed tightly over your chest. “I didn’t help broker this agreement between the League and the Avengers just for you to come here and stir up drama, Tony. You agreed to this alliance, so act like it.”
He scoffed, throwing a hand in the air. “Oh, please, don’t act like I’m the bad guy for saying what everyone else is thinking. If we’re really working together, then we should all be honest with each other. No masks. No secrets rendezvous`. No—”
CRACK.
The sharp sound of Batman’s gloved hand slamming against the table echoed through the room, cutting Tony off mid-sentence.
Tony froze. Everyone did.
Then, slowly, Batman stood.
The room seemed smaller with him standing. His cape barely shifted, but his presence alone felt heavier, darker. He wasn’t raising his voice, wasn’t even looking at Tony directly—just through him.
“You don’t get to make demands here,” Batman said, voice low and cold. “You don’t get to dictate how the League operates.”
Tony, for all his bravado, hesitated.
Batman leaned forward slightly, placing both hands on the table, his cowl casting shadows over the lower half of his face. “If you have an issue with how we do things, then you’re free to leave.”
Silence.
Tension crackled like a live wire.
Tony opened his mouth. Closed it.
No one moved.
And then, finally, he scoffed, looking away with an eye roll. “Jesus. Fine.” He threw himself back into his chair, arms crossing. “No need to get all batty about it.”
Batman didn’t sit. He didn’t even acknowledge the attempt at humor. He just stayed exactly where he was—looming, unyielding.
And just like that, Tony didn’t have another word to say.
As the meeting wrapped up, patrols were assigned, and territories marked for joint operations. The League made it clear—there were other heroes, other forces at play—but trust had to be built before the Avengers would be privy to anything beyond this initial partnership.
Batman sat motionless, absorbing every word, yet his gaze never wavered from Tony. He processed the strategies, the schedules, but underneath it all, he was planning. Scheming.
Because Batman couldn’t deal with this right now. Not like this. Not in this setting.
But soon, Bruce Wayne would handle it.
The Avengers began to break into their own conversations as the tension in the room dissipated. Natasha and Bucky had drawn you into a quiet conversation about their wedding—Nat smirking, Bucky shaking his head as you laughed.
Across the room, Diana’s melodic laughter echoed as Thor animatedly spoke with her, likely attempting to make amends for the battle gear comments earlier.
Meanwhile, Steve hesitated for a moment before finally making his way toward Batman.
“I shouldn’t have let it get to that point,” Steve admitted, standing beside the chair Tony had vacated. “Tony’s…” He sighed, rubbing the back of his neck. “He’s Tony. He thinks he’s helping, even when he’s making things worse.”
Batman didn’t move.
Steve continued, keeping his voice low. “I just wanted to say—I appreciate you hearing us out. And I get it. Trust takes time.” His eyes flicked over to where you stood, listening intently as Natasha showed you something on her phone. “But… I hope this alliance can work. That we can work.”
Batman finally turned his head, just enough to glance at Steve. “That depends on Stark.”
Steve let out a quiet breath, nodding. “Yeah. I figured.”
Batman gave nothing else. No reassurance, no confirmation—just an unreadable stare before shifting his gaze back to the room.
Steve didn’t push for more. He’d done what he came to do.
As the Avengers prepared to leave, Batman remained exactly where he was, unmoving. His mind was already elsewhere, already planning the next step.
Because this wasn’t over.
Not even close.
Leading the Avengers back into the hall, you kept your head high, ignoring Tony’s grumbling and Wanda’s amused side-eye. You just wanted to get this over with.
But then you made the mistake of glancing back.
Bruce was still at the table, leaned back in his chair, manspreading like he had no care in the world. His thick, delicious thighs were tense beneath his suits, one hand gripping the armrest tightly, the other lazily propping up his head as he watched you.
Heat curled up your spine.
You should care. You should worry about what the others were going to say, about the way they’d been side-eyeing you both throughout the meeting. But you didn’t.
Because you saw it.
You saw the way Nat smirked knowingly, the way Wanda’s eyes flickered between you and Bruce, the way Bucky and even Steve had stolen glances at your man.
And Bruce? He didn’t even pretend to hide it—his sharp, burning gaze locked onto you like you were the only thing in the room that mattered.
“See ya later,” you said sweetly, watching his lips twitch and his eyes soften just a fraction.
The doors shut behind you, and as soon as they did, Nat and Wanda pounced.
“Oh, you are in trouble,” Wanda teased, linking her arm through yours.
“Did you see the way he was looking at you?” Nat smirked. “Like he was starving.”
You giggled, warmth still lingering in your chest as you led them away, already knowing this was going to be a very long conversation home.
As soon as the doors slid shut behind the Avengers, the room was silent for a beat. Then, Arthur let out a low chuckle, shaking his head.
“Well, I’ll be damned,” he mused, arms crossed over his broad chest. “Out of all of us, you were the biggest worry, Bats.”
A few others murmured their agreement, smirks and knowing glances passed around the table. Even J’onn, normally unreadable, looked faintly amused.
Bruce exhaled through his nose, unimpressed but unsurprised. He slowly stood, “I’ll be fine,” he said simply, his voice calm and measured. “As long as Stark is respectful of the League… and respectful of my wife.”
The weight of that word settled over the room. His wife.
Diana smiled knowingly, her arms crossed as she watched him. “That’s the first time I’ve heard you say it like that in the suit.”
Bruce didn’t acknowledge it. He just pushed his chair in.
“If we’re done here,” he said smoothly, “I have somewhere to be.”
Barry snorted. “Yeah, yeah. Go home to your wife, Bats.”
Bruce didn’t dignify that with a response. But as he turned to leave, there was a slight curve to his lips, the closest thing to a smirk they’d seen from him in years.
The Batcave was dimly lit, the glow from the monitors casting sharp shadows across the space. Bruce sat in his chair, dressed down in sweats and a fitted black shirt, his socked feet resting on the edge of the console as he watched the feeds from patrol. Jason and Dick were out, their voices crackling through the comms as they bantered back and forth. It was a quiet night.
Still, you could tell he was wound tight. His jaw was clenched, his fingers tapping against the armrest in agitation.
Without a word, you climbed into his lap, wrapping your arms around his shoulders and pressing a kiss to the crease in his forehead. He groaned, exhaling heavily as his arms instinctively curled around your waist.
“I hate him,” Bruce muttered, tilting his head back against the chair.
You giggled, fingers brushing through his hair. “You hate a lot of people, babe.”
“This is different,” he grumbled. “He’s obnoxious.”
You hummed in agreement, but as you thought back to what Tony had implied earlier, your amusement faded. Your fingers traced the seam of his shirt absentmindedly before you finally sighed and fully sat on his thighs.
“There’s something I need to tell you.”
Bruce’s grip on your thighs tightened slightly, his thumbs moving in slow, soothing circles. “What is it?”
You swallowed, hating the way your chest tightened. “Tony was insinuating that I was cheating on you.”
Bruce’s brows furrowed. “What?”
“With Batman,” you clarified, voice thick with frustration.
His hands stilled. “He—”
“He doesn’t know, I know..” you cut in quickly. “But he thinks I’m sneaking around behind Bruce Wayne’s back with Batman, and that’s why the League is willing to work with them.”
Bruce inhaled sharply through his nose, trying to stay calm, but you could feel the tension rolling through his body.
You shook your head, voice cracking slightly. “Like I’m just— Like I knew he was engaged when I got pregnant.” You clenched your fists against his chest, willing the burn in your eyes to go away. “I didn’t know. I didn’t do anything wrong, and yet somehow I’m still the one who—”
Your voice broke, and Bruce was quick to reach up, gently wiping your tears away with the pad of his thumb.
“I know,” he murmured. “I know you didn’t.”
You leaned into his touch, exhaling shakily.
Neither of you noticed the small figure standing just a few feet away, listening.
Damian had come down quietly, drawn by the sound of your voice. He hadn’t meant to eavesdrop, but as he stood in the shadows, hearing your pain—he felt something in his chest tighten.
He’d always known the facts about his biological father. But hearing you like this? Hearing the weight of it in your voice?
He turned on his heel and left as quietly as he had come, fists clenched at his sides.
Tim barely had time to react. One second, he was hunched over the open hood of the car, adjusting a few components. The next, a weighted ball came hurtling through the air straight for the windshield he had just replaced.
“Shit!” he yelped, diving to the side, barely catching it before it made impact. He landed on the concrete floor with a grunt, holding the ball against his chest as he blinked up at the ceiling in disbelief.
Stephanie, who had chased Damian out to the garage, winced. “Okay… that was a bit of an overreaction.”
Tim pushed himself up onto his elbows, narrowing his eyes at Damian. “Dude, I just replaced that.”
Damian stood a few feet away, his chest heaving, fists clenched at his sides. His face was flushed from the effort of his throw, but more than that, he looked angry—his eyes wild, his lips pressed together in a thin line.
Tim sat up fully, tossing the ball to the side before he slowly dusted himself off. “Alright,” he muttered. “What’s your problem?”
Damian didn’t answer.
Stephanie crossed her arms, taking a slow step closer. “Come on, Dami. Talk to us.”
“Why?” Damian snapped, voice sharp and bitter. His hands clenched even tighter, nails digging into his palms. “Why should I? It doesn’t change anything.”
Tim sighed, rubbing the back of his neck. He’d seen Damian upset plenty of times before—but this? This wasn’t just anger. This was something deeper. He kinda wished Jason was here.
“What happened?” Tim asked, this time gentler.
Damian exhaled sharply through his nose. He turned away, gripping the edge of the nearest workbench so tightly his knuckles turned white.
“I heard her,” he muttered.
Stephanie and Tim exchanged a look.
“Heard who?” she pressed.
Damian’s jaw tensed. “Mother.”
Realization dawned on Tim’s face, he must had overheard you talking about something private, that wasnt meant for him for a reason. His expression softened as he carefully placed the wrench he was holding onto the table.
Damian swallowed hard, his fingers tightening around the wood. “I heard her talking to Father about him.” His voice dropped, but they could still hear the anger simmering beneath it. “About how Stark is spreading lies. About how he’s making it seem like she did something wrong—like she knew about his engagement. Like she’s cheating on dad—” He cut himself off with a sharp shake of his head. “She didn’t even do anything, and she’s the one being judged for it.”
Damian whirled on her, eyes burning. “Of course it is!” he shouted, his voice cracking slightly. “Why does MY MOTHER have to justify herself when he was the one who abandoned us? Why does she have to suffer for a mistake that wasn’t hers?”
Stephanie’s heart ached for him.
Tim was quiet for a long moment before finally sighing and stepping forward. He reached out, gripping Damian’s shoulder firmly.
“For what it’s worth, you’re not wrong,” he said. “And I know it doesn’t fix anything, but you’re allowed to be upset.”
Damian’s jaw tightened, his breathing still heavy.
Stephanie gave him a small, reassuring smile. “For what it’s worth, I like your mom. She’s probably one of the best things to ever happen to me. And I don’t think anyone who actually matters would believe anything Stark has to say about her.”
Damian swallowed, looking down.
Tim gave his shoulder a small squeeze before stepping back. “Come on, Demon Spawn. Wanna help me with the car? I could use an extra set of hands.”
Damian hesitated before nodding stiffly. “Fine.”
Stephanie grinned. “And then after, we can make cookies. That always helps when I want to punch something.”
Damian let out a small huff—almost a laugh. Almost. But that was good enough.
The morning was unusually quiet. Too quiet.
The Wayne family was rarely loud—years of training and vigilant habits ensured that—but there was always something filling the air. Jason grumbling about being up too early, Tim sleepily stirring sugar into his already over-caffeinated coffee, Stephanie trying to prank Damian. Even Bruce, when he was home, had a way of filling a room just by existing.
But this morning, the silence was heavy.
You stood at the stove, your back to them, flipping pancakes with careful precision. The sleeves of Bruce’s oversized sweatshirt hung past your fingertips, and your hair was hastily tied back, as if you hadn’t had the energy to do more than shove it away. The boys could see it—the pinkness in your eyes, the exhaustion in your movements.
Jason’s grip tightened around his fork as he shot a glance at Damian. The younger boy was unusually still, his hands resting on the table rather than reaching for his utensils. He wasn’t eating. Wasn’t speaking. Just watching.
Bruce, on the other hand, was attached to you. He hadn’t stopped touching you since he came downstairs. A hand on your waist, fingers ghosting over your wrist when you passed him a plate, pressing a slow kiss against your temple as he reached for his coffee. His voice was soft, murmuring something just for you, his eyes darker than usual with unspoken concern.
When you finally turned to the boys, your smile was small but genuine. “I’m staying home today,” you said gently. “Just wanted to see you all off and wish you a good day.”
Tim hummed around his coffee mug, pretending not to stare too hard.
Jason frowned, his stomach twisting. Like hell he was leaving you alone today. He was already cycling through excuses in his head, trying to find the perfect way to get himself out of school. Fake a fever? No, Alfred had thermometers everywhere. Stomach bug? No way they’d buy that with his appetite.
Damian, however, was watching him.
Jason didn’t say it out loud, but they all knew—Jason hated leaving when you were upset. His separation anxiety was quieter these days, but it still lingered, clawing at him whenever something felt off.
And Damian? Well, Damian wasn’t one to let things sit.
By the time breakfast was over and Jason was still fumbling for a plan, Damian had already made his decision. Jason was wicked smart.. But Damian is genius level theres nothing he cant plan out.
So it really shouldn’t have been a surprise to anyone when, hours later, a taxi pulled up outside of Stark Tower.
And out stepped Damian Wayne
Tony let out a low whistle, setting his drink down on the glass table beside him as Damian Wayne stepped into his office. “Confidence. I like it. Arrogance? Even better. You must be a real hit at school.”
Damian didn’t so much as blink. “I’m not here for pleasantries, Stark.”
Tony leaned back, lacing his fingers together behind his head. “Yeah, I figured. You look about five seconds away from either throwing a tantrum or throwing a punch. I gotta warn you, though—throwing punches usually doesn’t end well for people in this lounge.”
Damian ignored the jab. He stepped closer, placing both hands on the table between them and leaning in slightly. “I heard what youve said about my mother.” His voice was low, controlled—but there was a storm brewing underneath it.
Tony had seen the kid before—at the gala, hovering near Wayne, sharp brown eyes taking in everything. There had been something familiar about him even then, something Tony had pushed to the back of his mind, locking it away behind sarcasm and ego.
But now? Now the kid was standing in front of him, fists trembling, voice steady but furious, and Tony couldn't ignore it anymore.
“You’re a coward.”
Tony raised an eyebrow, forcing himself to lean back in his chair, forcing himself to be unbothered. “Oh? Do tell.”
Damian’s eyes burned. “You abandoned us.”
Us.
There it was.
Tony felt his stomach drop, but his face didn’t change. He had spent a lifetime perfecting that. So instead of letting the words settle, instead of acknowledging what they meant, he scoffed. “Look, kid—”
Damian took a step closer. “You didn’t know she kept it. Fine. But instead of facing that truth, you’d rather paint her as some kind of liar. As if she knew about you, as if she chose to interfere in your life. You insinuated she betrayed Bruce, that she was unfaithful. You tried to drag her through the mud just to protect your own ego.”
Tony exhaled sharply, rubbing his temple. His fingers itched for a drink, but he curled them into a fist instead. “Okay, first of all—”
“Don’t.”
The command was sharp, almost authoritative, and Tony shut his mouth before he could stop himself.
The kid’s hands were clenched so tightly his nails dug into his palms, his breathing controlled but measured, like he was fighting to keep himself still. “You will listen to me,” Damian said, his voice deadly quiet. “You don’t get to talk your way out of this. You don’t get to charm your way out of being a coward not to my mother.”
Tony wanted to snap back, to deflect, to turn this into something he could handle.
But all he could hear was that single word, us, rattling in his skull.
Damian took a slow breath, grounding himself. “My mother raised me. She didn’t ask for anything from you. She never came looking for you. And now that you know the truth, she still hasn’t asked for anything. But you?” His lip curled slightly, his next words dripping with quiet disgust. “You’d rather slander her than face what you did. That isn’t just weak, Stark. It’s pathetic.”
For the first time in a long time, Tony didn’t have a comeback.
He just… stared. He swore his father was standing in front of him.
Because no matter how much he wanted to deny it, no matter how much he wanted to bury the thought, there was no ignoring the way the kid’s brown eyes burned with the same fire he had seen in the mirror.
And for one, stupid second, he wondered.
Tony blinked, the words catching him off guard. For a moment, his mask slipped, but he quickly covered it with a dry laugh. “Oh, I get it now. You’re one of those kids with a chip on their shoulder, huh? Daddy issues? Sorry, not my department. Bruce Wayne’s the one with the orphan trauma kit, isn’t he?”
Damian’s expression didn’t waver. He simply took a step closer, his sharp green eyes cutting through Tony like a scalpel. “Bruce doesn’t know I’m here,” he said, voice steady, deliberate. “This isn’t about him. This is about you.”
Tony’s grip tightened around his glass, but he forced himself to keep his face neutral.
Damian tilted his head slightly, watching him. Calculating. “You had doubts,” he said, quieter now, almost like he was speaking to himself. “At the gala. I saw it in your face when you looked at me.”
Tony scoffed. “Kid, you’ve got a hell of an imagination.”
But Damian didn’t stop. “You saw it, didn’t you? The resemblance.”
Tony’s heart skipped a beat, but he kept his expression locked down, kept the smirk in place, even as something uneasy settled in his gut.
“Whatever fantasy you’re spinning, it’s—”
“I did, too.” Damian cut him off effortlessly.” He stopped himself, exhaling sharply through his nose. His hands curled into fists. “I see it now. I see it in the way you deflect instead of confronting me because you realize that im just as intellegent as you, I do the same with my father. In the way you’d rather joke your way out of something than feel it.”
Tony rolled his eyes. “Well, congratulations, kid, you just described half of Manhattan.”
Damian didn’t laugh. “I don’t need anything from you.” His voice was cold, precise. “Not your name. Not your wealth. Not your approval. But you will stop.”
Tony leaned back, rubbing his temple, frustration bubbling just beneath the surface. “And what, exactly, do you expect me to do?”
Damian straightened, adjusting his posture with the kind of poise Tony had only ever seen in people who had been raised to command a room.
“Be better.”
For a second—just a second—Tony felt something crack. But then the walls slammed back up, and he forced out another laugh, waving a dismissive hand. “Cute speech, really. You practicing for debate team? Because I gotta say, the dramatics are a little over the top.”
Damian stared at him for a long moment, then shook his head, a quiet sort of disappointment in his gaze.
“I expected as much,” he murmured, more to himself than Tony. “I hope you can grow up.. For your daughter.” Damian nodded to a picture on the wall as Tony froze.
As the elevator doors slid open, the hairs on the back of Tony's neck stood up. There, standing in the doorway, was Bruce Wayne. His gaze immediately locked onto his son, and Tony could practically feel the weight of the moment shift in the air.
Damian stiffened for a moment but didn’t say anything. Bruce’s eyes softened when they met his son’s, but there was a sharpness there—an edge that made Tony pause. Bruce stepped forward, and without a word, he knelt down in front of Damian, his movements controlled, as always.
“I understand why you did this, Damian,” Bruce said quietly, his voice low and steady. “But I’m disappointed you disregarded your safety so easily.”
Damian said nothing, his jaw tight, but the flicker of emotion in his eyes was enough. Bruce reached out, pulling him into a hug. A firm, strong embrace. There was no hesitation, no anger—just a quiet understanding between father and son.
Tony stood frozen, unable to look away from the scene. The sight of Bruce holding his son in such a rare, intimate moment hit him harder than expected. He hadn't seen that kind of tenderness in a father before, and it struck him with a wave of realization.
For a moment, it was like he wasn’t even there.
“I want you to wait in the car,” Bruce said softly, pulling back just enough to meet his son’s gaze. Damian didn’t protest, simply nodding, his expression unreadable as he turned toward the elevator.
As soon as the elevator doors closed, Bruce’s expression shifted, his face morphing into something darker—fury burning in his eyes. The calm, composed facade he'd worn for so long, especially in front of Tony, crumbled in an instant. The tension in the room thickened, and Tony could practically feel the weight of it settle over him like a storm cloud.
Without a word, Bruce pulled out his phone, his fingers flying across the screen as he sent a text. His jaw clenched, his gaze flickering to Tony only briefly before he started walking toward him. Every step was deliberate, every movement a reminder of the man he was—calculated, precise, and more dangerous than anyone realized.
Tony straightened slightly in his chair, trying to project an air of confidence, but it was clear the mere presence of Bruce in full boss-mode’ rattled him. He wasn’t used to being on the receiving end of that look—the one that could tear apart the bravado of even the most powerful people. He usually is on the receiving end of the god I hate that Im breathing the same air as you, you annoying fuck look. And yet, as much as he wanted to push back, he could feel the knot tightening in his chest.
Bruce stopped just a few feet away, his posture rigid, eyes locked onto Tony’s. There was nothing friendly in his gaze.
Tony's frustration reached its peak, as he desperately tried to manage the chaos unfolding around him. The noise from his phone ringing, the continuous alerts flooding in, and the endless barrage of messages, all grew louder. He could feel the weight of the situation pressing down on him as panic began to take root. He swiped through his devices, trying to make sense of what was happening, but nothing made sense. All of his stocks were plummeting, people were demanding answers, and the door to his office was being hammered with urgent knocks.
"What the fuck... WHAT THE FUCK?!" Tony cursed, his voice rising with each new blow to his empire. His fingers moved frantically over his phone and tablet, trying to figure out what the hell was going on, but the more he tried, the worse it got. The magnitude of the crisis unfolding before him was suffocating, and he couldn’t understand how it all came crashing down in an instant.
And then, through the whirlwind of chaos, he looked up. His eyes locked onto Bruce, who was sitting across from him, a smug, almost amused expression on his face. Bruce wasn’t even fazed by the whirlwind surrounding them. He wasn’t scrambling or flustered. Instead, he just sat back in the chair, completely calm, and it drove Tony crazy.
Tony’s jaw tightened, irritation flashing in his eyes. "What the hell do you want, Bruce?" he spat, his voice strained from the pressure.
Bruce's lips curled into a knowing smile. He didn’t say anything for a moment, just watching Tony squirm as his world fell apart. And then, with a casual flick of his wrist, he raised his phone and held it up in front of Tony.
"Want to fix it?" Bruce asked, his voice smooth, confident.
Tony's eyes narrowed, disbelief mixing with rage. His gaze dropped to the phone in Bruce’s hand, and for the first time, he saw what was really happening. There, on the screen, was evidence that Bruce had orchestrated this entire mess. It was a simple text—one that Bruce had sent to the right people at the right time, carefully and strategically—and it was enough to collapse everything Tony had spent years building.
The realization hit Tony like a ton of bricks. He was in no position to fight this.
The frantic phone calls, the screaming, the utter chaos—Bruce had planned this. He knew exactly what he was doing.
Tony opened his mouth to protest, to somehow deny what was happening, but Bruce’s smirk deepened, and the glint in his eyes told Tony all he needed to know.
"You want me to fix this, Tony? Then maybe it's time you start acting like you actually have something to protect," Bruce said quietly, each word deliberate. "But don’t worry... I’m sure we can work something out. After all, you wouldn’t want to disappoint your fans."
Tony clenched his fists, his teeth grinding as the situation dawned on him. The tables had turned in a way he never saw coming, and now he had to decide either to play by Bruce’s rules or watch his empire crumble further.
He exhaled sharply, hands running through his hair as he tried to steady himself. But deep down, he knew the real question wasn’t about fixing it—it was about whether he could ever get out from under Bruce’s thumb.
The tension in the room was thick, the power dynamic shifting irreparably. And Bruce? Bruce just waited, a calm presence amidst the storm, as if he already knew exactly how this would play out.
The air in the room thickened, a suffocating weight pressing down as Bruce finally leaned forward, planting his hands firmly on Tony’s sleek, high-tech desk. His shadow stretched across the space between them, swallowing Tony whole. The easy smirk Tony usually wore was gone now, replaced by something tight, something wary.
Bruce’s voice was low, almost gentle—but there was nothing soft about the words that followed.
“You’re arrogant. Careless. A man who never learned the difference between power and responsibility.” His eyes, cold as steel, locked onto Tony’s, pinning him to his chair like prey caught in a trap. “You think your money, your tech, your goddamn wit can keep you untouchable. That you can say whatever you want, do whatever you want, and walk away without consequence.”
Bruce tilted his head slightly, studying Tony as if he were something small. Insignificant. “You know what the real difference between us is, Stark?” he continued, his voice still disturbingly calm. “You play at being untouchable. I am.”
Tony swallowed, shifting in his seat, but Bruce didn’t give him a chance to speak.
“If I ever find out that you so much as whisper my wife’s name, if you so much as breathe about my son —” His voice dropped lower, turning into something darker, something lethal. His fingers curled slightly against the desk, the tension in his arms coiled like a predator waiting to strike.
“I will dismantle you. Piece by piece. You think this is bad?” He gestured vaguely at Tony’s still-vibrating phone, the frantic pounding outside the door. “This was me being polite.”
Bruce leaned in even further, his presence swallowing every inch of the room, and for the first time in a long time, Tony felt truly small.
“You won’t even see it coming,” Bruce murmured, his voice now barely above a whisper. “No headlines. No explosions. No grandstanding. Just one day, you’ll wake up and everything will be gone. Your company. Your empire. Your reputation. And you’ll know it was me. But you won’t be able to prove it.”
Bruce let the words settle, let the silence stretch between them until it became unbearable. Then, as if a switch had flipped, he smiled.
A perfect, dazzling, Wayne Enterprises CEO smile. The kind that graced magazine covers. The kind that fooled entire boardrooms into thinking he was nothing more than a polished businessman.
“So,” he said pleasantly, straightening his suit jacket as if he hadn’t just promised to rip Tony’s life apart at the seams. “Do we have an understanding?”
Tony exhaled sharply, barely aware he’d been holding his breath. His heart pounded in his chest, adrenaline surging through his veins.
Bruce watched him expectantly, waiting.
Tony forced himself to nod. Just once.
Bruce’s smile widened just a fraction, a glint of something dangerous flickering behind his eyes.
“Good.”
And with that, Bruce turned, adjusting his cufflinks as he walked toward the elevator. He didn’t spare Tony another glance as he pressed the button, the doors sliding open in eerie silence.
But just before he stepped inside, Bruce hesitated. Just for a second. And then, without turning around, he delivered his final warning.
“Oh, and Stark?”
Tony barely managed to lift his gaze.
“Be a coward all you want. I got it.”
The elevator doors slid shut, sealing Bruce and his smirk away, leaving Tony sitting there—pulse pounding, body rigid, and for the first time in a long, long time... utterly speechless.
The Watchtower's sleek meeting room hummed with a low, persistent energy as the Justice League gathered around the central table. The faint glow of Earth through the massive windows illuminated the space, casting sharp angles of light across the polished surfaces. Seated at the head of the table, Batman leaned back slightly in his chair, arms crossed tightly over his chest, his signature scowl deepened to a point of near-permanence.
"Stark," he muttered, the name alone weighted with irritation. The rest of the League exchanged glances, some amused, others weary.
"You’ve faced Darkseid without flinching, but Tony Stark makes you twitchy?" Barry quipped, the Flash’s grin stretching wide as he leaned against his chair.
“This isn’t twitchy,” Batman replied without looking up, his voice clipped and icy. “This is calculating. Working with Stark requires a level of patience no amount of training can prepare you for.”
Diana, seated gracefully across from him, raised an elegant brow. “Tony Stark isn’t the entire Avengers, Bruce. Perhaps you should reserve your judgment until we see how they handle this collaboration.”
“They brought him to the gala,” Batman snapped, his gaze finally meeting hers. “First impressions were made.”
Superman watches his.. Friend? He knows there's more to this, “This sound personal.. Is it?”
Aquaman chuckled deeply, leaning back in his seat with his arms crossed. “Sounds like someone’s holding a grudge.”
Before Bruce could respond, the Watchtower’s AI chimed in. “Incoming transmission from the Avengers.”
A shared look passed among the League members before Batman stood, cape billowing as he moved to the console. “Let’s get this over with,” he muttered.
The holographic projection flickered to life in the center of the table, revealing Steve Rogers flanked by Natasha Romanoff and Tony Stark, whose usual smug grin was already in place.
“Justice League,” Steve began with a nod of respect. “Thank you for making the time to meet with us.”
Bruce’s jaw tightened, but he nodded curtly. “Captain.”
Tony, of course, couldn’t resist. “Well, this is cozy. Love what you’ve done with the place. A little cold, but I suppose that’s on brand for our favorite brooding bat.”
Bruce’s glare was sharp enough to cut steel, but he kept his composure. “We’re here to discuss collaboration, not your opinions on interior design, Stark.”
“Touchy,” Tony replied, smirking.
Diana placed a steadying hand on Bruce’s arm, her voice calm but firm. “Let’s focus on the task at hand, shall we?”
Steve gave Tony a pointed look before clearing his throat. “Right. The Avengers want to ensure open communication and coordinated efforts between our teams, especially with the threats we’re all seeing crop up globally.”
Bruce remained silent, his calculating eyes studying the trio. He didn’t trust Tony, and likely never would, but for the sake of the world, and for his team, he’d do what was necessary.
But as the meeting continued, one thing was clear: this alliance was going to test his patience like never before.
The hologram of the Avengers flickered off, leaving the Justice League seated around the table in a charged silence. For a moment, the only sound was the faint hum of the Watchtower’s systems. Then Barry broke the silence, leaning back in his chair with a wide grin.
“Well, that was... something. Did you see Stark? I mean, he’s like the Flash of billionaires. Non-stop talking.”
Bruce’s jaw tightened as he adjusted the gauntlet on his wrist. “If he were even half as useful as you, we’d have no issues,” he said flatly, his tone a mix of annoyance and thinly veiled sarcasm.
Barry blinked, not entirely sure whether to take it as a compliment. “Uh, thanks... I think?”
Arthur chuckled, leaning forward and resting his forearms on the table. “You’re wound tighter than usual, Bruce. Stark really that much under your skin?”
“He’s careless,” Bruce shot back. “And arrogant. His ego drives his decisions, not logic or strategy. That makes him a liability.”
Diana leaned slightly forward, her calm and regal presence a sharp contrast to Bruce’s simmering irritation. “He’s also resourceful and brilliant in his own right. Whatever history you two share, we need to set it aside. This is about global threats, not personal grievances.”
Bruce gave her a look, his eyes narrowing beneath the cowl. “It’s not personal.”
Diana arched an eyebrow, unconvinced. “Isn’t it?”
“I agree with Diana,” Clark said, his voice steady and diplomatic as always. “We don’t have to like them, Bruce, but the Avengers are powerful allies. And let’s be honest, they probably think the same about us. They don’t know how we operate any more than we know them.”
“They have Captain America,” Victor added, speaking up for the first time. “He’s disciplined and focused. If anyone can keep Stark in line, it’s Rogers.”
Bruce huffed, clearly unconvinced, but he didn’t argue. Instead, he leaned back in his chair, his fingers steepling beneath his chin as he stared at the blank space where the hologram had been.
“Let’s just hope Rogers is as good as everyone thinks,” he muttered. “Because Stark alone will have us cleaning up his messes in no time.”
Barry tilted his head. “Do you think it’s weird that their whole team is named after him? Like, the Stark...vengers.”
Arthur snorted. “That’s not what it’s called, kid.”
“It might as well be,” Bruce said dryly.
Clark sighed, ever the voice of reason. “Let’s focus. We’ll need to establish some kind of system for communication and coordination. We can’t let egos, on either side, get in the way.”
Diana nodded. “Agreed. If this alliance is going to work, we need to show them we’re as committed as they are.” She glanced at Bruce. “Even if that means extending an olive branch.”
Bruce’s scowl deepened, but he said nothing. The truth was, he’d already accepted that this collaboration was necessary. He didn’t have to like it, but he would do what needed to be done.
After a moment, he stood, his cape sweeping behind him as he headed for the door. “Let me know when the next call is scheduled,” he said over his shoulder. “And someone remind Stark that this isn’t a game.”
As the door slid shut behind him, Barry glanced at Diana with a grin. “He’s definitely taking it personally.”
Diana smirked but didn’t respond. There was no need, everyone in the room already knew the truth. That didnt stop Clark from following him.
The Justice League sat around the conference table in the Watchtower, the room quieter than usual. Bruce and Clark were absent, leaving the others with the space to speak freely, though the topic at hand was one they approached with caution. Diana broke the silence first.
“Do we think this... tension between Bruce and Stark will affect the mission?” she asked, her gaze sweeping over the group.
Arthur leaned back in his chair, crossing his arms. “It’s Bruce. He’ll do the job. He always does. But let’s not pretend he’s thrilled about working with Stark.”
Barry nodded quickly, looking between the others. “Yeah, I mean, Bruce is all about compartmentalizing. He’ll show up, save the day, glare at Tony a bit, and then go back to brooding in the Batcave. Right?”
Victor sighed, his expression thoughtful. “I don’t know. This feels... different. He’s not just annoyed with Stark. It’s personal.”
“Of course it’s personal,” Diana said, her tone firm but not unkind. “Stark abandoned someone Bruce cares about. And not just anyone, his family. You’ve all seen how fiercely Bruce protects those he considers his own. This isn’t something he’ll let go of easily.”
Arthur rubbed his chin thoughtfully. “Yeah, but that’s exactly why we should be worried. If Bruce gets too caught up in his feelings, it could cloud his judgment.”
“Do you really think he’d let that happen?” Barry asked, his voice uncertain.
Diana shook her head. “No. Bruce is disciplined, perhaps more than any of us. But even the most disciplined warrior can falter when the heart is involved. We should keep an eye on him.”
Victor leaned forward, resting his elbows on the table. “I think we should be more concerned about what happens when Stark pushes him. You know he’s going to. That guy thrives on getting under people’s skin.”
Barry winced. “Yeah, that’s... not great. Bruce isn’t exactly the ‘let it slide’ type.”
Arthur shrugged. “If Stark tries something, Bruce will handle it. Probably by terrifying the guy into silence. Honestly, I’m kind of looking forward to seeing that.”
Diana shot him a look. “This isn’t a game, Arthur.”
He held up his hands defensively. “I know, I know. But you have to admit, Stark could use a reality check. Hes convinced his little group is the what.. ‘Protectors of the world’ he doesn't even know the half of it.”
Victor sighed again. “Let’s just hope it doesn’t come to that. We’ve got enough to deal with without Bruce and Stark butting heads.”
Diana nodded, her expression resolute. “Agreed. We focus on the mission. And if Bruce needs support, we’ll be there for him.”
The group exchanged quiet looks of agreement, the weight of their unspoken trust in Bruce heavy in the air. Whatever came next, they’d face it together.
Clark caught up with Bruce just as he stepped into the Watchtower corridor, his boots barely making a sound on the metallic floor.
“Bruce, wait.” Clark’s voice was calm, but it held that familiar note of persistence, the one Bruce always found annoyingly difficult to ignore.
Bruce didn’t slow his stride. “What is it, Clark?”
“You know what this is about,” Clark said, quickening his pace to match Bruce’s long strides.
Bruce stopped abruptly, turning to face Clark. His expression was unreadable, but the tension in his jaw gave away his frustration. “If you’re here to lecture me about Stark, don’t bother. I’ve heard it all before.”
Clark folded his arms, standing firm. “I’m not here to lecture you. I just want to understand why you’re so...hostile toward him. It’s more than professional distrust, isn’t it?”
Bruce’s eyes narrowed. “Stark is reckless. He plays with fire and pretends it’s all a game. That kind of behavior puts everyone around him at risk.”
Clark tilted his head, studying Bruce with his unerring, patient gaze. “You’re deflecting.”
Bruce’s lips pressed into a thin line. “I’m stating facts.”
“Maybe,” Clark said gently. “But that’s not the whole truth.”
Bruce turned away, his cape sweeping behind him as he started walking again. “I don’t have time for this.”
Clark followed, his voice firm now. “Bruce, you’ve always been honest with me. Why stop now? This isn’t just about Tony being Iron Man. It’s personal. I can see it.”
Bruce stopped again, his fists clenching at his sides. For a moment, the silence was thick, his shoulders rising and falling as he wrestled with whatever storm was brewing inside him.
Finally, he turned back to Clark, his voice low and sharp. “You want the truth? Fine. Stark walked away from something he had no right to walk away from. He abandoned someone who deserved better, someone I care about. And now I have to sit at a table with him, pretending like none of it happened.”
Clark blinked, surprised by the raw emotion in Bruce’s tone. “You’re talking about her, aren’t you?”
Bruce’s jaw tightened, but he didn’t deny it. “And Damian,” he bit out. “He left her to deal with everything on her own. And now that boy, my son, has to wonder why the man who gave him life didn’t think he was worth staying for.”
Clark’s expression softened, his voice quiet. “Bruce...you’ve done everything for them. Damian doesn’t see Stark as his father. He sees you.”
“I know,” Bruce said, his voice still tight with restrained anger. “But that doesn’t erase what he did, or didn’t do. Now I have to tolerate his smug ass face like it doesn’t matter.It's going to be one of the hardest things Ive ever had to do as Batman.”
Clark placed a reassuring hand on Bruce’s shoulder. “It does matter. But you’ve already won, Bruce. You’re the one who’s been there. You’re the one they trust. Stark may have walked away, but you’re the one who stayed.
Bruce let out a slow breath, his shoulders relaxing slightly under the weight of Clark’s words. “It doesn’t make it easier.”
“No,” Clark agreed. “But it makes you the better man.”
Bruce gave a small nod, the storm in his eyes calming, though the resolve remained. Without another word, he turned and continued down the corridor, this time with a quieter, steadier step. Clark watched him go, knowing there were some wounds time couldn’t completely heal, but also knowing Bruce was the kind of man who wouldn’t let them stop him from doing what was right.
The tension Bruce had been carrying since the meeting with the League eased as he descended into the Batcave. The familiar hum of the computers, the glow of the monitors, and the soft rustle of activity always gave him a sense of focus, but tonight, something else caught his attention before anything else could.
You were sitting at the workstation, your legs tucked under you on the chair, completely absorbed in the screens in front of you. The live feed showed Jason and Dick out on patrol, their banter coming through faintly on the speakers. You looked so at home there, wrapped in one of his old Princeton hoodies that practically swallowed you. Your hair was slightly messy, and you had paired the hoodie with simple leggings and fuzzy slippers. It was such a domestic, unguarded moment that it stole the breath right out of him.
Bruce paused at the base of the stairs, just watching you. His heart gave an unexpected, almost painful skip. This, this was everything he never thought he’d have. Everything he never let himself hope for.
The weight of the earlier confrontation with Clark and the looming alliance with Tony Stark felt like a distant memory as he stood there. For all his plans and calculations, he couldn’t imagine ever being stupid enough to not want this. To not want you.
You must have sensed his presence because you turned, your expression brightening instantly when you saw him. “Hey, you’re back,” you said, your voice soft and warm. You gestured to the screen. “Jason and Dick are trying to see who can take out more guys tonight. It’s a whole thing now.”
He moved closer, his lips tugging into the faintest of smiles. “And you’re the official scorekeeper?”
You grinned. “Of course. Someone has to keep them honest.”
Bruce didn’t respond immediately. He just stood there for a moment, looking at you, the glow of the monitors casting a soft light on your face. You looked so peaceful, so natural sitting there. And for the first time in what felt like forever, the ache in his chest wasn’t from worry or guilt, it was from an overwhelming sense of gratitude.
He reached out, brushing his fingers lightly over your shoulder, his touch lingering just a moment longer than necessary. “You look comfortable,” he murmured, his voice low.
You glanced down at yourself with a small laugh. “Well, your hoodies are the best, and I wasn’t planning on going anywhere.” You gave him a knowing look. “Not all of us have secret identities to maintain.”
Bruce’s lips curved into a rare, genuine smile, one that reached his eyes. “You don’t need one. You’re perfect just like this.”
The sincerity in his tone made you pause, your cheeks flushing slightly as you looked back at the screen to avoid his gaze. “You’re getting sappy, Mr. Wayne.”
“Maybe I am,” he said quietly, stepping closer so that his hand rested lightly on your shoulder again. “But only because I’ve finally realized what’s worth it.”
You tilted your head to look up at him, your expression softening as you met his gaze. “What’s that?”
“You,” he said simply. “I wouldn’t trade our family for anything.”
Your smile widened, Bruce eased into the chair beside you, the weight of the day finally starting to melt away. As soon as he sat down, you instinctively climbed into his lap, a move that had become natural. He welcomed you without hesitation, his arms winding securely around you, one hand gently ran up and down your back. His lips brushed your temple softly before he leaned back into the chair with a sigh.
You rested your head against his chest, listening to the steady rhythm of his heart. It was a sound you’d grown to love, it grounded you, made you feel safe. But you could tell something was weighing on him. His touch was soft, but his silence spoke volumes.
You tilted your head to look up at him, your eyes searching his face. “You’re thinking about something,” you said gently, tracing slow circles on his chest with your fingertips. “Want to talk about it?”
For a moment, Bruce hesitated, his lips pressing into a thin line. But then he looked down at you, and the tension in his shoulders seemed to ease. There was no point in keeping anything from you, not when you always seemed to see right through him anyway.
“It’s about Damian,” he said quietly, his voice deep and thoughtful. His hand stilled on your back but stayed firmly in place, anchoring both of you in the moment. “We talked before the gala. About... Tony.”
You nodded slightly, encouraging him to continue. “How did it go?”
Bruce exhaled slowly, his gaze distant as he recalled the conversation. “He asked me if Tony would be there. I could see it in his eyes, he was trying to act indifferent, but he wasn’t. He’s... curious. Hurt, maybe. And I hate that. I hate that Stark’s absence, his choice, still lingers over him, even after all this time.” His jaw tightened. “I told him I’d always be there for him, that nothing Stark ever says or does will change the fact that I’m his father. But... I could tell it still bothers him.”
You reached up, cupping his jaw and guiding his gaze back to yours. “You are his father, Bruce. You’ve been there for him every step of the way. You’ve shown him what real love and commitment look like. He knows that.”
Bruce searched your eyes, as if looking for reassurance. “I just, he’s mine. My son. I want him to know that he doesn’t need Stark to validate anything. He has a family, a real family.”
“He does,” you said softly, leaning up to kiss the corner of his mouth. “And he knows it. But it’s okay for him to have questions, Bruce. He’s young, and this is complicated. Just keep being there for him like you always have. That’s all he needs.”
Bruce’s arms tightened around you, his gaze softening as he rested his forehead against yours. “You always know what to say,” he murmured.
You smiled, brushing your thumb over his cheek. “That’s because I know you. And I know how much you love Damian. He’s lucky to have you.”
Bruce pressed a lingering kiss to your lips, his hand on your back sliding up to cradle the back of your head. When he pulled back, his eyes were clearer, the weight of the conversation seeming lighter now. “I don’t know what I’d do without you,” he admitted quietly.
“You’ll never have to find out,” you promised, resting your head back on his chest. In that moment, everything felt right, like the world outside the Batcave could wait, at least for a little while.
The conference room aboard the Avengers Compound was quieter now, with the Justice League’s call ended. The tension left behind, however, was anything but subtle. Steve Rogers stood near the large table, his arms crossed, the weight of frustration evident in his posture. Across from him, Tony Stark casually leaned against the table’s edge, arms spread as if trying to shrug off the intensity with nonchalance. But Steve wasn’t buying it.
“Tony,” Steve started, his voice firm, though not angry, yet. “What the hell was that?”
Tony raised a brow, feigning innocence. “What was what? You’ll have to be more specific, Cap. I do a lot of things.”
Steve’s jaw tightened. “You know what I mean. The quips, the jabs, picking a fight with Batman of all people. We’re supposed to be working with them, not starting a pissing contest.”
Tony scoffed and waved a hand dismissively. “Oh, come on. You heard him. The guy’s a walking mood swing in Kevlar. I wasn’t picking a fight, I was making things... lively. Besides, do we even trust them yet?”
Steve stepped forward, pointing a finger at Tony. “This isn’t about trust. It’s about professionalism. You know how high the stakes are, Tony. This isn’t some boardroom negotiation where you can snark your way through it. You need to stop acting like this.”
Tony’s easy demeanor faltered for a split second, his defenses bristling. “Like what?” he challenged, crossing his arms.
“Like the guy you were before the first Snap,” Steve shot back, his tone hardening. “You’ve come so far since then, Tony. You’ve grown, you’ve changed. Don’t throw all of that out the window just because you’re in a room with someone who challenges your ego.”
Tony straightened, his posture stiffening. “This isn’t about ego. Something about the guy rubs me wrong!”
“Isn’t it?” Steve countered, his voice calm but sharp. “You know what we’re facing. You know how important it is that we work together. But instead of focusing on that, you’re busy throwing out cheap insults and one-liners like we’re still fighting Loki in Germany. You’re better than this.”
For a moment, Tony was silent, his expression unreadable. Then he exhaled heavily and ran a hand through his hair. “Look, Steve, I, ”
“No excuses,” Steve interrupted. “You’re not that guy anymore, Tony. You’re the guy who built a suit to save his life and then used it to save the world. You’re the guy who put himself on the line, again and again, for people you care about. You’re the guy who’s supposed to be a leader.”
Tony looked away, his jaw tightening. “I wasn’t trying to ruin anything,” he muttered, almost too quietly for Steve to hear.
“I know,” Steve said, his tone softening slightly. “But you can’t let your past habits creep back in. Not now. We need you focused. We need the Tony who’s grown into the man who gave us a second chance after the Snap.”
Tony’s gaze flicked back to Steve, something unspoken passing between them. Finally, he gave a small nod, his shoulders relaxing just a fraction.
“Alright, Rogers,” Tony said, his voice quieter but still carrying a hint of his usual bravado. “I’ll dial it back. But don’t expect me to roll out the red carpet for Bat-Dad. I’ve got my limits.”
Steve smirked faintly, shaking his head. “Just... try. For all of us.”
Tony tilted his head, the corner of his mouth quirking up. “You know me, Cap. I always aim to impress.”
“Do it for the mission,” Steve corrected firmly. “Not for me. And definitely not for Batman.”
Tony raised his hands in mock surrender. “Fine, fine. For the mission. But if I see him brooding in the shadows, I reserve the right to make one Bat-joke.”
Steve rolled his eyes but let the faintest smile show. “One. That’s it.”
Tony smirked, his trademark charm slipping back into place. “Deal.”
A FEW DAYS LATER
The dim glow of the Batcave illuminated Damian’s face as he sat alone at one of the workstations. In his hand was a photograph he had found and tore out of a tabloid as a few years ago—Tony Stark, smirking and effortlessly charming as always. Damian’s fingers traced the edges of the picture, his brow furrowed in thought. He had been sitting there for a while, lost in his own head, when he heard the unmistakable sound of footsteps descending the stairs.
“Hey, Demon Spawn,” Jason’s voice broke the silence, casual but laced with curiosity. “What are you doing down here all broody? That’s usually Bruce’s thing.”
Damian glanced up but didn’t say anything, his expression unreadable.
Dick appeared right behind Jason, his tone lighter as he tried to gauge the mood. “We figured we’d find you down here. Thought you might want some company.”
Jason leaned against a nearby workbench, arms crossed. “Yeah, or at least someone to make fun of. But looks like you’ve got something on your mind.” He nodded toward the photograph in Damian’s hand. “What’s that?”
Damian hesitated, his grip on the picture tightening slightly before he held it up for them to see. “It’s... Tony Stark.”
Jason raised an eyebrow. “Huh. That’s a surprise. Didn’t think he was your type.” He smirked, but his tone was teasing rather than mean.
Dick shot Jason a look before pulling up a chair next to Damian. “Ignore him. What’s going on, Damian?”
For a moment, Damian didn’t answer. He stared down at the photograph, his voice quieter than usual when he finally spoke. “I’ve been thinking about him since the gala. About what it means that... he’s my biological father.” He swallowed hard, his usual confidence wavering. “I feel... conflicted. I don’t know him, and yet I feel bad that I don’t want to. Is that wrong?”
The room was silent for a moment, the weight of Damian’s words settling over them. Dick leaned forward, placing a hand on Damian’s shoulder. “Hey, listen to me. It’s not wrong to feel that way. You’re allowed to be curious, to have questions. And you’re allowed to feel conflicted about it too. This isn’t an easy thing to navigate.”
Jason uncrossed his arms and stepped closer, his tone softer than usual. “Yeah, kid. Nobody here is going to judge you for that. Hell, I’d be surprised if you didn’t have mixed feelings. Stark might’ve been a crappy dad, but that doesn’t mean you can’t figure out how you feel about him in your own time.”
Damian looked between them, his brow furrowing. “But what if I want to meet him? What if I want to ask him why he... why he didn’t want me?”
Dick’s expression softened, his voice steady. “If that’s what you want, we’ll support you. It doesn’t matter what anyone else thinks. This is your life, Damian. And you’ve got a family here who loves you no matter what.”
Jason nodded, his usual sarcasm absent. “Yeah. If you want to meet him, then meet him. And if you decide you don’t want to, that’s okay too. Either way, you’re still our little brother, Demon Spawn.”
Damian’s grip on the photo loosened, and for the first time that evening, a faint smile touched his lips. “Thank you. Both of you.”
Dick ruffled Damian’s hair, earning a glare that was more habit than genuine annoyance. “Anytime, kiddo. Just remember, you don’t have to figure it all out at once your still a kid. We’re here for you, whatever you decide.”
Jason smirked. “Yeah, and if Stark gives you any crap, we’ll handle him. I’ve been itching for a good fight anyway.”
Damian chuckled softly, shaking his head. “You’re impossible.”
Jason grinned. “And you’re stuck with me.”
The soft hum of the kitchen filled the early morning air as you flipped through your mental checklist for breakfast. You wore one of Bruce’s oversized shirts, sleeves rolled up, and your hair loosely tied back. The aroma of coffee and warm pancakes lingered in the air, a comforting start to the day.
Jason was, as always, up early with you. He leaned casually against the counter, sleep still clinging to him but his loyalty to “helping Mom” unwavering. He had already cracked the eggs and was busy whisking them, a small smirk playing on his lips. “You know,” he said, pausing his whisking to glance at you, “Dick thinks I only do this because I want to score brownie points with Alfred. But we know better, don’t we?”
You laughed softly, nudging him with your elbow as you passed. “Jason, you’re a momma’s boy through and through. Own it.”
He snorted, grabbing a spatula to start flipping the pancakes you’d poured. “Yeah, yeah. Guilty as charged. You make it too easy.”
For a while, it was just the two of you moving in sync—pouring, flipping, and chatting about nothing in particular. But then, Jason’s movements slowed, and you caught him glancing your way, an uncharacteristically serious expression on his face.
“What’s on your mind?” you asked gently, setting down the whisk.
He hesitated, scratching the back of his neck before sighing. “It’s about Damian. Something came up last night.”
You turned to face him fully, concern immediately flickering to life. “What happened?”
Jason leaned against the counter, crossing his arms. “I found him down in the Batcave late last night, staring at a picture of Stark.”
Your heart sank. “Oh.”
“He’s... struggling,” Jason continued, his voice quieter now. “He said he feels bad for not wanting to know Stark, but at the same time, he’s curious. Like, he wants answers, but he’s scared of what they might be.”
You nodded, biting your lip as you processed that. “Did he say anything else?”
Jason’s gaze softened, and he shook his head. “Not much. But it’s eating at him. Kid’s trying to figure out how he feels about a guy who walked out before he was even born. That’s a lot for anyone to deal with, let alone Damian.”
Your hand instinctively moved to his shoulder, the maternal instinct to protect all of your children—biological or not—kicking in. “And you? How did you handle it?”
Jason smirked faintly, though there was no teasing in his tone. “I told him he’s got a family here, no matter what. That we’d support him if he wants to meet Stark, or if he doesn’t. It’s his choice, and no one’s gonna judge him for it.”
Tears pricked your eyes, and you stepped closer, cupping Jason’s cheek in your hand. “You’re such a good brother, Jay.”
He rolled his eyes, though his cheeks reddened slightly. “Yeah, well, someone’s gotta keep him in line. Can’t let Demon Spawn carry all that by himself.”
You smiled, pulling him into a quick hug. “Thank you for telling me. I’ll talk to him.”
Jason hugged you back, his voice muffled against your shoulder. “Just don’t make it obvious I spilled, okay? Gotta keep my cool big brother reputation intact.”
You laughed, pulling back and ruffling his hair. “Your secret’s safe with me, Momma’s boy.”
“Yeah, yeah.” He grabbed the spatula again, turning back to the stove. “Now let’s finish this up before Alfred comes in and critiques our technique. Again.”
As the two of you returned to your morning routine, you couldn’t help but feel a swell of gratitude for the family you’d built. No matter the challenges, you knew you’d all face them together.
The Avengers had gathered in the common room, screens arranged in a semicircle as they decided to delve deeper into their new counterparts—the Justice League. Captain America thought it would help the team prepare for collaboration, and surprisingly, Tony had agreed, though he called it "research with entertainment value."
They started with clips of Superman, Wonder Woman, and Flash, marveling at their powers and unique approaches to heroics. But when the video on Batman began to play, the room’s energy shifted.
The screen flickered to a chaotic scene, grainy security footage capturing Gotham City at its worst. The Joker's maniacal laughter echoed through the speakers, a sharp contrast to the silent figure of Batman moving in the shadows. And then the camera panned, and the room went silent.
You.
You were on your knees, your face pale but defiant, a blade pressed to your throat by a grinning Joker. Your hands were tied behind your back, your body tense but not trembling. The Joker’s voice rang out, taunting, “Oh, Batsy, I know your secret! Tell me, how does it feel to have your precious everything in my hands?”
The Avengers collectively leaned forward, the tension palpable.
"Wait," Natasha said sharply, her eyes narrowing. “Is that…?”
“It’s her,” Steve confirmed, his voice heavy with concern.
On-screen, Batman moved closer, his voice low and commanding. “Let her go, Joker. Now.”
The Joker laughed harder, pressing the knife closer to your skin. “Oh, you’ve got your serious voice on, don’t you? But it doesn’t scare me, Batsy. Because if I go down, I’m taking your whole little game with me. How’s that sound?”
Tony froze, his gaze glued to the screen. He recognized that look on your face—the mixture of fear and defiance, the stubbornness that wouldn’t let you beg for mercy. And then the words hit him like a truck.
“Shes always known who Batman was? This is dated from just a few months after she left. ” Natasha said slowly, her voice laced with realization.
“She knows,” Bruce Banner echoed, his brows furrowing. “And the Joker knows she knows.”
Trailing behind Alice, Bella, Edward, and the imposing Volturi guard, an undercurrent of annoyance gnaws at you, sharp and unrelenting. The ancient corridors echo with the sound of your reluctant footsteps, each one amplifying the frustration that simmers within. You can’t help but chastise yourself, coming here was a mistake. Edward, once the axis around your world, no longer holds your heart in his grasp. Whatever lingering affection remained has evaporated, leaving behind only irritation and indifference. You silently berate yourself for being dragged into his mess, a mess you want no part of.
The absurdity of it all strikes you like a cruel joke. Edward’s theatrics, born from his misplaced devotion to Bella, feel almost comical if they weren’t so infuriating. He, the once-composed and logical Edward, has spiraled into a kind of melodrama that borders on embarrassing. Watching him unravel is painful, but not in the way it once would have been. Your heart doesn’t ache for him, it aches from the sheer exasperation of witnessing someone you once admired crumble under the weight of his own foolishness.
And then there’s the Volturi, their cold, predatory gazes dissecting everything in their path. Their presence is suffocating, casting a long shadow over the already volatile emotions swirling in the air. You glance at Edward, incredulous at how far he’s allowed himself to fall. How could someone who once seemed so steady and rational succumb to this mess? The thought stings, though not in the way it might have years ago. It stings like secondhand embarrassment, like watching someone fall while you’re too far away to catch them, and realizing you no longer want to.
Still, you press forward. Whether out of a sense of obligation, the remnants of your once-deep connection, or the flicker of hope that maybe this will somehow lead to reconciliation with the Cullens, you can’t quite say. Maybe helping Edward will buy you some kind of peace. Maybe when it’s all over, you’ll return home with Alice and Edward, and you can finally move on. Separate lives. No more entanglements.
But as you approach the grand doors of the Volturi’s throne room, the strange tugging sensation in your chest intensifies, sharp and insistent, as though pulling you toward something, or someone. Each step makes it harder to ignore. The hallways, lined with ancient tapestries and flickering torches, seem to hum with energy, whispering secrets you can’t quite decipher. The air feels charged, heavy with something you can’t name, and your unease grows.
Edward and Alice exchange frequent glances, their eyes flicking back to you with a mixture of concern and apprehension. It’s as if they’re silently debating something, their unspoken words only adding to your anxiety. What are they not telling you? Do they regret bringing you here? The thought claws at you, planting seeds of doubt that threaten to unravel your resolve.
You try to shake it off, focusing instead on the task at hand. Just get through this. Help Edward. Go home. That’s the plan. And yet, a gnawing worry takes root in the back of your mind. What if things don’t work out the way you hope? What if Alice and Edward don’t want you to come home at all?
The tug in your chest tightens as the grand doors creak open, revealing the shadowed expanse of the Volturi’s throne room. The flickering torchlight dances against the cold marble, and an air of foreboding settles over you. Whatever lies ahead, you can’t shake the feeling that your carefully laid plans are about to fall apart, and that nothing will ever be the same again.
The moment you crossed the threshold into the throne room, it was as if the air itself shifted, thickening with an almost tangible weight. The grandeur of the space barely registered as a sudden, audible gasp shattered the oppressive silence. All eyes turned to Marcus, one of the ancient and unshakable leaders of the Volturi, whose stoic mask had cracked in a way no one had ever witnessed. His sharp intake of breath reverberated like a thunderclap, freezing you mid-step.
For centuries, Marcus had been the embodiment of detachment, his presence cold and distant. But now, he was moving toward you with an urgency that bordered on desperation. The entire room seemed to hold its breath, the guards and even Aro momentarily stunned into silence by the sheer anomaly of Marcus’s reaction.
His dark eyes, wide and glistening with an emotion so foreign it was nearly unrecognizable, locked onto you with an intensity that sent a shiver down your spine. You could feel it then, something alive in the air between you, a presence that had been dormant until this very moment.
Marcus's voice broke through the suffocating silence, trembling with disbelief. “The soulmate string,” he whispered, the words so soft they should have vanished into the air, yet they echoed like a bell tolling in the distance.
Your gaze followed his, drawn by something primal and magnetic, until you saw it, a shimmering thread of light, delicate yet unyielding, stretching from your chest to Caius, Marcus’s soul brother. The string pulsed with a rhythm that mirrored your own heartbeat, radiating an ancient energy that defied comprehension.
Gasps rippled through the room as Marcus’s gift allowed everyone to glimpse it, just for a moment, a bond that transcended centuries, lifetimes, and even the laws of their immortal existence. The thread shimmered like starlight, golden and iridescent, before it faded from view, leaving only the weight of its presence behind.
You couldn’t move, couldn’t speak. The realization struck you like a tidal wave, drowning out every thought, every emotion, except for the overwhelming certainty of what you had just witnessed. This was not coincidence. This was destiny.
Caius’s piercing gaze locked onto yours, his usual icy demeanor faltering as something unspoken passed between you. His jaw tightened, his expression a storm of resistance and disbelief, but his eyes betrayed him, beneath the veneer of control, they burned with recognition.
The room seemed to shrink, the weight of the moment pressing down on everyone present. The air crackled with tension, the ancient stone walls bearing witness to a revelation that could alter the course of everything.
For the first time in your existence, you felt truly seen, tethered to something greater than yourself. And as the silence stretched on, thick and electric, you knew with absolute certainty that nothing in your life, or Caius’s, would ever be the same again.
Caius rises, his piercing gaze locked onto yours with an intensity that feels almost tangible. His eyes are a storm, swirling with conflict, surprise, and a recognition so profound it roots you to the spot. For thousands of years, he has wondered if this moment would ever come, if he would ever find you, his soulmate, the one destined to stand by his side. Yet now, here you are, bearing the name Cullen, the family he has long despised.
The weight of Caius’s internal struggle is palpable. He has yearned for you across centuries, imagining the day he would finally find the one who was meant for him. But this? You, a Cullen, aligned with a family whose compassion for humans and rejection of traditional vampire ways stand in stark defiance of everything he believes, are the cruel twist of fate he never anticipated. To Caius, the Cullens are a rebellion against the natural order, a thorn in the side of the Volturi’s authority. And now, you, the embodiment of everything he has resented, are bound to him by an unbreakable, cosmic force.
The air in the throne room grows heavier, the space between you charged with unspoken tension. It feels as though the world around you has fallen away, leaving only the two of you, locked in this moment of revelation. The soulmate bond hums between you like a living thing, an undeniable force that refuses to be ignored. Neither of you can escape the truth, your fates are now intertwined, bound by something greater than centuries of hatred or ideology.
Caius’s steely resolve falters, if only for a heartbeat. His icy demeanor softens, the ancient walls he’s built around himself cracking ever so slightly. He takes a tentative step toward you, his movements slow, deliberate, as if the very act of approaching is a battle against everything he has ever known. In his eyes, there is the faintest glimmer of hope, hope that perhaps this bond, so unexpected and profound, holds the promise of something greater than hatred. Greater even than the Volturi.
But the moment is shattered.
Edward moves like a flash, his hand gripping your arm as he pulls you behind him, his protective instincts blazing to life. You stumble into Bella, who catches you, her own discomfort evident as Edward’s arm shields you both. The gesture is meant to protect, but all it does is ignite your frustration. You glare at him, your irritation bubbling beneath the surface, but Edward is unyielding, his posture radiating defiance.
The tension in the room becomes suffocating, every Volturi guard now on high alert. Their eyes, crimson and calculating, dart between Edward and Caius, anticipating the slightest provocation. The atmosphere teeters on the edge of violence, the unspoken threat hanging heavy in the air.
Caius freezes mid-step, his expression darkening as his gaze locks onto Edward. The air around him seems to chill, and when he speaks, his voice is a low, venomous growl. “Release her.”
The words are simple, yet they drip with menace, each syllable a dagger aimed at Edward. Caius’s tone is quiet but commanding, the kind of threat that doesn’t need to be raised to be understood. “Now.”
Edward stands firm, his body a barrier between you and Caius. His golden eyes, usually so warm, are hard as steel, his jaw set in a way that leaves no room for negotiation. “She’s not going anywhere with you,” Edward replies, his voice steady but sharp, laced with a challenge that dares Caius to make a move.
The room feels like it might explode under the weight of the unspoken war brewing between the two vampires. The soulmate bond thrums in the background, invisible to all but you and Caius, a reminder of the truth neither of you can escape. This is a turning point, and every choice from here on will determine the shape of the future, for you, for Caius, and for everyone standing in this room.
Bella, sensing the weight of the moment, edged closer to Edward, her movements hesitant but deliberate. The room itself seemed to hold its breath, the ancient stone walls standing as silent witnesses to the standoff unfolding before them. Every second felt suspended, stretched thin by the sheer magnitude of what was happening. It was clear this encounter would not end easily. The balance of power was as fragile as glass, and one wrong move could shatter it entirely.
Yet amidst the tension and the impending chaos, a single thought consumed you, looping in your mind like a mantra.
He left you.
He left you.
He chose Bella.
So why is he now standing between you and your mate?
The question burned in your chest, its weight pressing harder than Edward's arm pinning you behind him. Your mind reeled, a storm of emotions swirling, betrayal, anger, confusion, and the faintest spark of clarity. The tension in the air thickened, but your focus shifted. The Volturi guard, legendary for their ruthless efficiency, didn’t seem poised to attack. Their postures were rigid, yes, but not with malevolence. Instead, their stance radiated caution, their eyes darting between you and Edward, who held you in place with a grip that felt more suffocating than protective.
Why were they standing guard like this? Why weren’t they advancing?
And then, a startling realization gripped you: the fear you’d carried all these years, the fear of the Volturi, was born entirely from stories. Stories told by Edward. Stories designed to paint them as monsters. But you’d never met them before today. And now, here they were, standing in their own halls, their power undeniable, yet their actions… tempered. They had refused to kill Edward. How monstrous could they truly be?
Edward’s voice cut through the haze, sharp and urgent. “You don’t understand. They’re dangerous. You can’t trust them.” Alice chimed in, her tone pleading. “They’ll destroy you. They’ll destroy all of us.”
But their words rang hollow. Their voices, once a source of comfort, now felt like static against the growing clarity in your mind. You weren’t sure when it happened, when their warnings lost their weight. But as you turned your gaze toward Caius, the truth settled over you like the calm after a storm.
Caius.
The realization hit like a bolt of lightning. This wasn’t just some ancient, ruthless vampire king. He was your mate. Your mate. The bond between you thrummed with an energy you couldn’t ignore, couldn’t deny. It was deeper, more profound, more unbreakable than anything you had ever known.
You studied him, truly seeing him for the first time. His fierce demeanor, the sharpness in his gaze, the rigid set of his jaw, they all spoke of power, of authority. And yet, there was something else there. A flicker of concern, raw and unguarded, etched into his face. His crimson eyes, though intense, held no malice when they met yours. Instead, they reflected a quiet but unmistakable truth: you were his.
And for the first time since stepping into this room, you felt something you hadn’t expected. Not fear. Not panic.
Calm.
It settled over you like a gentle tide, washing away the confusion and fear Edward’s presence stirred within you. Something fundamental had shifted, clicked into place. You weren’t Edward’s to protect. You weren’t Edward’s at all.
As you glanced toward Caius, the tether between you seemed to pull tighter, drawing you toward him in a way that felt as natural as breathing. This wasn’t a choice. This wasn’t something you could fight. This was fate. And for the first time in what felt like an eternity, you were ready to embrace it.
Caius’s crimson eyes locked onto yours, and for a fleeting moment, something unexpected flickered within them, worry. It was a stark contrast to the aura of cold brutality he was known for. Yet even in his concern, there was no softness, no vulnerability. Instead, his gaze was sharp, possessive, and unyielding, like a predator daring anyone to challenge what was his.
He stepped forward, each movement deliberate and calculated, exuding an air of restrained power. Though he moved cautiously, his presence was anything but hesitant. The room seemed to tense with each step he took, the weight of his authority pressing against everyone present. Caius didn’t need to speak to command attention; his presence alone was enough to silence the space.
Behind you, Edward’s grip tightened, his fingers digging into your arm in a futile attempt to hold you back. The act felt less protective now and more desperate, an attempt to keep something he had no right to claim. Trusting the instincts that guided you, you wrenched free from Edward’s grasp, his protests fading into the background as you stepped toward Caius. The pull between you was magnetic, undeniable, a force greater than yourself.
For the first time in what felt like forever, clarity settled over you. Your path had irrevocably changed. And with Caius by your side, you were ready to face whatever awaited.
Caius’s eyes never left yours as you approached, his expression unreadable but intense. When you stopped just a few steps from him, he did something no one in the room could have expected, he knelt.
The gathered vampires froze, their shock palpable. Caius, the most ruthless and feared of the Volturi kings, knelt before you. His voice, normally sharp enough to cut through stone, dropped to a tone that was both reverent and dangerous. “I vow,” he began, the words laced with power, “to protect you for eternity. No one, no one, will come before you or between us. My life, my resources, my strength, everything I have is yours.”
The sincerity in his tone was chilling, not because it softened him, but because it made the weight of his promise all the more terrifying. Here was a creature of destruction, a king who had lived centuries drenched in blood, pledging himself entirely to you.
The room seemed to hold its collective breath as Aro and Marcus exchanged delighted glances, their faces lit with approval. They, better than anyone, understood the gravity of what Caius had just done. This wasn’t merely a declaration; it was a binding vow from one of the most dangerous beings in existence.
Caius rose with a lethal grace, his attention shifting from you to Edward. His expression darkened, the softness from moments ago replaced by a glacial fury. His gaze bore into Edward, sharp enough to make even the bravest falter.
“Edward,” Caius said, his voice cold and venomous, “take your human and leave. You should know when to step aside.”
The threat wasn’t spoken, but it hung thickly in the air, saturating every word. It wasn’t just a suggestion, it was a warning, a challenge. The unspoken promise of what would happen should Edward ignore it crackled like electricity in the silence.
Edward’s jaw tightened, his golden eyes darting to Bella, who clung to him with fear etched into her face. For a moment, he looked like he might argue, might challenge the king standing before him. But Caius took a step forward, his presence radiating such overwhelming authority and menace that Edward instinctively stepped back, pulling Bella closer.
“You don’t belong here,” Caius said, his voice dropping to a low, dangerous growl. “And you will not stand in my way.” The room seemed to tremble with the finality of his words. For a moment, there was only silence, heavy and oppressive, before Edward finally turned, pulling Bella toward the exit. His retreat, though reluctant, was inevitable. Against Caius, even Edward knew he stood no chance.
As the doors closed behind them, Caius turned back to you, his gaze softening ever so slightly as it met yours again. The storm within him calmed, replaced by something just as intense but infinitely more profound.
“You’re mine,” he said, the words carrying not just a declaration but a promise, and a warning.
And in that moment, surrounded by the power and danger of the Volturi, you knew he was right
The atmosphere in the room was tense, the weight of what was about to happen settling like a storm on your chest. Your five fathers had gathered around you, their expressions unreadable, though you could sense a shift in the air. You knew this day would come, but nothing could have prepared you for the words you were about to hear.
"We think it's time," one of your fathers, the oldest, said, his voice firm but not without a hint of something softer beneath the surface. "For your third husband. The last one we'll choose for you."
Your heart dropped into your stomach. The last one. This wasn’t just another marriage. It was the end of the line—your future, decided by them, just as your previous marriages had been. You glanced around at your fathers, searching their faces for a hint of reassurance, but instead, you saw uncertainty in their eyes.
"And we've made our choice," another father added, his tone steady. "Tengen has already been picked."
A cold chill ran down your spine. Tengen. The name echoed in your mind, your stomach twisting in an unfamiliar way. You had never expected Tengen, the loud, boisterous force of nature who had always made his presence known, to be the one to make this decision. But it made sense.
You opened your mouth to speak, but before you could form a word, your father continued, "The man’s name is Tengen. He's already married to three wives, and he’s—"
"Wait, what?" Sanemi’s voice cut through the tension like a knife, his voice strained and sharp with disbelief. "TENGEN? Are you kidding me? This guy has already his own whole group, and now you want to throw him into the mix with her?! He almost got his wives KILLED a few months ago!!!" His voice was rising, the raw edge of frustration barely controlled as his fists clenched at his sides.
You could feel Daiki’s presence beside you, tense and confused, unsure of how to react. But you knew, without a doubt, that Sanemi wasn’t the only one who had doubts about this arrangement. The tension between your fathers was palpable as they exchanged glances, some uncomfortable, some determined.
"This is the choice we’ve made," one of your fathers said, his voice unwavering. "He may not seem like the best fit at first, but he’s the one we have has chosen for you."
"Just because you chose him doesn’t mean it’s right!" Sanemi exploded, his voice harsh, the fury that had been simmering beneath the surface finally boiling over. His eyes locked onto your father who had spoken, the one who had made the decision. "You want her to be saddled with some irresponsible idiot who’s already got a whole harem? He can’t even take care of his own wives! What makes you think he’s fit for her?"
"Sanemi, that’s enough!" you said, your voice trembling with a mix of frustration and disbelief, trying to get control of the situation. You felt the weight of his anger pressing down on you like a storm cloud, and for a moment, you weren’t sure what was worse—their decision or the way Sanemi was reacting.
"No, it’s not enough," Sanemi shot back, his gaze never leaving your father. "You want her to just accept this? To accept a man who doesn’t even care about the ones he already has? It’s ridiculous. He’s a disaster waiting to happen."
"Sanemi, please—" you started, but he didn’t listen. His anger had taken over, and it was clear nothing you said was going to calm him down.
"Why are we even doing this? Why don’t we just throw her into some kind of mess she’ll never get out of?" Sanemi’s voice was raw, every word laced with resentment. "If you’re going to pick someone, at least pick someone who cares. Not some selfish jerk who can’t even balance his own damn life."
The words were sharp, painful, and you could see the way your father’s jaw clenched as Sanemi’s anger grew louder.
Finally, Daiki, who had been quiet and stunned at the outburst, stepped forward, placing a hand on your shoulder as if to steady both you and himself. He looked between Sanemi and your father, trying to process the chaos around him. "Sanemi, please... this isn’t helping," Daiki said, his voice calm but firm, trying to keep things from escalating further.
But it was too late.
Sanemi, his face flushed with anger, slammed his hand down on the table, the sound echoing in the tense silence. "I’m done." His voice was low, a dangerous calm settling over him. "I can’t do this anymore. I won’t let you do this to her."
With that, Sanemi stormed out of the room, his footsteps heavy as they echoed down the hall. You stood frozen, your heart pounding in your chest. The words he’d said—they hurt, but the pain wasn’t just from his anger. It was from the realization that he truly feared for you, that he saw this new marriage as a threat to everything you had built together.
Daiki stood beside you, his hand still resting gently on your shoulder, a silent support as you stared after Sanemi. "I didn’t expect this to happen," he murmured, his voice soft, his eyes conflicted. "But he’s scared, and I think we all are. This is a lot."
You nodded silently, your throat tight as you processed everything that had just unfolded. Tensions had been rising for months, but now it was clear: your marriage, your family, was about to face a trial neither of you had anticipated.
"I’ll go after him," Daiki said quietly, his voice gentle as he squeezed your shoulder one last time before stepping toward the door. "Just... stay here. I’ll make sure he doesn’t do anything reckless."
You nodded, your thoughts swirling as you sank back into your seat, the weight of your father’s choice pressing down on you. It was all happening so fast.
And you weren’t sure how much longer you could hold everything together.
Your stomach churned as you watched Daiki leave the room, his figure disappearing down the hall. The tension in the air felt suffocating, and Sanemi’s words—I’m done—echoed in your mind over and over, twisting and gnawing at you. Done with what? What had he meant? Was he done with the entire situation? Was he done with you? The uncertainty clawed at your chest, your heart sinking deeper with every passing second.
Before you could make sense of it all, before you could chase after Sanemi to try to talk, to fix things, your fathers moved quickly, ushering you away from the painful moment. Their hands gently guided you in the opposite direction of where Daiki had gone, and you stumbled slightly, your mind still spinning from the conversation and the weight of what had just happened.
"Come, we’ve made arrangements for you," one of your fathers said, his tone unusually firm as he moved to lead you toward another room.
"Arrangements?" you repeated, confused, your voice hoarse as you tried to catch up with them, still dazed from the emotional whirlwind. You wanted to question them, to demand answers about what had just occurred, but you couldn’t get the words out. The knot in your stomach made it hard to breathe. You had just witnessed the tension between your husbands reach a breaking point, and now it felt like everything was unraveling.
"We’ve brought in a seamstress to fit you for your new outfit," another father explained, his expression unreadable. "You’ll need to look your best tonight."
Your heart stopped in your chest as the words sank in. Tonight?
"You’re meeting Tengen," one of them added, his eyes sharp. "Not as his coworker anymore. Tonight, you’ll meet him as his fiancée."
The words hung heavy in the air, thick with expectation, and they hit you like a slap to the face. The reality of what was happening tonight was settling in, and it made everything else feel like it was slipping out of your control. Your fiancée?
"But I—I don’t understand," you stammered, still trying to process the storm of emotions. "I thought I was already... married. I thought I was—"
"You’re knew it was a possibility we would pick one more." your father interrupted, his voice gentle but commanding. "It’s time to solidify the next step in your future with him. And for that, you need to be prepared."
You swallowed, the weight of their words pressing down on you as they continued to guide you forward. “I did.. I just thought we would talk about it before hand like adults. Instead of flipping my entire life over.” The implications of what they were saying hit you all at once. This was no longer about your current husbands—about the small family you had built, about the delicate balance you had tried so hard to maintain. This would be about two preestablished families and them somehow needing to blend together.
The seamstress was waiting when you entered the room, her presence surprisingly gentle, though the tension in your chest made it difficult to appreciate her calm demeanor. She stepped forward, offering a smile, but you could barely bring yourself to return it.
"Let’s get you fitted, shall we?" she said, her voice sweet but firm, trying to coax you into the process as though it was just another part of your day. She motioned for you to sit as she adjusted the materials she had laid out.
You were barely aware of what was happening around you, the fabric of the gown being lifted and draped over your form. Your fathers stood in the background, watching you with quiet eyes, perhaps trying to understand the storm that was clearly raging inside you, but none of them spoke. They didn’t need to. They knew you were struggling, but they also knew this was the path you were expected to be on, and they couldn’t stop it. Not now.
And yet, even as the seamstress worked around you, a part of your mind was elsewhere—on Sanemi, on Daiki. What did Sanemi mean when he said he was done?
The last two years had been full of ups and downs, but you had felt it all. The connection, the struggles, the quiet moments of joy, the pain of watching your husbands try to navigate a world that wasn’t quite built for their love. But now it seemed as though you were being pushed into something far more complicated, something that had never been part of the plan you had envisioned.
The seamstress’s voice broke through your thoughts as she adjusted the final touches of the outfit. "There," she said softly. "You’ll look perfect for tonight."
You looked at yourself in the mirror—staring back at you was a woman who didn’t quite recognize herself. This wasn’t you anymore. You weren’t just a wife to your husbands, you weren’t just navigating a delicate balance between love and duty—you were about to step into a role that felt foreign and suffocating. You were his fiancée. Tengen’s fiancée.
"Are you ready?" one of your fathers asked gently, but there was no real choice in the matter. They weren’t asking for your approval, they were telling you what needed to happen next.
You didn’t know how to answer.
The mirror reflected someone you didn’t recognize. The woman staring back at you was dressed in a finely tailored gown, elegant and formal, every inch the fiancée of someone important. Your stomach twisted in knots as you ran your hands over the smooth fabric, the weight of the dress settling on your shoulders like a heavy reminder of everything you weren’t ready for. You hadn’t felt this way in years—dressed up and expected to play a role that felt more like a stranger than yourself.
You turned away from the mirror, your breath unsteady. Sanemi... your heart ached just thinking about him. Where is he? The thought was a gnawing pain in your chest, twisting and turning, making it harder to breathe. You wanted him here. You needed him here. You wanted Daiki by your side, to ground you, to remind you that everything was going to be okay. But here you were—alone in this moment, being pulled into something that felt so far from what you had hoped.
"I can’t do this," you muttered under your breath, your hands trembling slightly as you tried to adjust the fabric, as if trying to pull yourself out of the weight of it. Your voice was quiet, barely a whisper, but you couldn’t hold it in any longer.
One of your fathers stepped forward, his expression kind but serious. "It’s not about what you want right now. It’s about what has to happen. Tengen’s family works differently than ours. You know that. The two of you will have to learn to make it work." His voice was calm, but there was a finality to it, as though this was the way things were, and there was no escaping it.
"But I don’t understand," you whispered, your voice cracking as you looked up at him, feeling like you were on the edge of something you didn’t want to be a part of. "When I met Sanemi and Daiki, it was different. It didn’t feel like this. I wasn’t… paraded out like some prize to be shown off. Why is this so different with Tengen? Why does it feel so wrong?"
Your father sighed, a slight shift of discomfort in his posture as he exchanged a glance with the others. "Tengen’s family has always operated on a different set of rules. He’s the head of his family, and when you marry him, you’ll need to understand that. The structure is different. You’re not just marrying a husband—you’re stepping into a role, a partnership that involves more than just love. It’s about power, responsibility, and creating something that benefits the whole family."
You felt the weight of his words like a stone pressing down on your chest. Power and responsibility. Those words weren’t meant for you, not the way they were meant for Tengen. You had always thought of yourself as an equal in your relationships with Sanemi and Daiki. You had never felt like you had to conform to a hierarchy. But now, hearing this from your father, it felt like everything was being turned upside down.
"Why now? Why this marriage?" you asked, your voice rising with frustration, your fingers clutching at the fabric of the dress as if it might provide some comfort. "Why do I have to be with someone I don’t even know yet, someone who already has three wives? It doesn’t make sense. I don’t want to go through with this, not like this."
One of your fathers, a kinder face among them, placed a hand on your shoulder. "I know this is hard. We all know it’s hard. But it’s the way things have to be. This is about more than you. It’s about all of us."
You blinked at the weight of those words, your mind spinning. More than you. All of us. The pressure on your chest intensified. "But what about me? What about us?" you choked out, the tears threatening to fall.
You had always been an equal in your relationships with your husbands, free to make your own choices, free to be yourself. And now… now you were being asked to become part of something so much larger than yourself. To play a role you didn’t feel ready for, not in your heart.
Your father’s eyes softened, though his resolve remained strong. "You’ll learn to adapt. You’ll make it work, just as you’ve made your relationships with Sanemi and Daiki work. Tengen’s family is different. It’s harder. But you’ve always had the strength to rise to the challenge. You’re more than capable of this. You just need to trust in the path we’ve set for you."
You felt the tears welling up in your eyes, but you didn’t let them fall. Not yet. You clenched your fists, taking a deep breath, trying to steady yourself. This wasn’t about what you wanted anymore. It was about what was expected of you, about what the family had decided.
The dress, the expectations, the overwhelming sense of change—everything felt like it was too much all at once. And you felt small.
"Okay," you whispered, your voice barely audible. "I’ll go. I’ll do it. But I still don’t understand why it has to be this way."
Your father nodded, his hand still resting gently on your shoulder. "I know you don’t. But in time, you will."
The room fell silent again, the weight of the moment hanging heavy between you and your fathers. It was clear that this night was not just about Tengen—it was about your place in this family, and the responsibility that came with it.
And as they began to guide you out of the room, the knot in your stomach didn’t loosen. If anything, it tightened.
Sanemi stormed out of the room, the anger radiating off him like an electrical charge. Daiki watched him go, his expression a mixture of concern and resignation. He had seen Sanemi like this before—when things got too overwhelming, when his pride was bruised and his emotions surged. But what hurt the most was knowing that this wasn’t about you at all. It was about the shifting balance of power, of sharing you with another man, and the complicated feelings that came with it.
Daiki took a breath and followed him, his footsteps measured but firm. He found Sanemi in the garden, pacing like a lion in a cage, his fists clenched at his sides. The cool evening air did nothing to quell the heat in the man’s chest, and Daiki knew the storm inside him wasn’t anywhere near done.
"Sanemi," Daiki called softly, walking toward him but not pressing too hard. "We need to talk."
Sanemi turned sharply, eyes blazing, his chest rising and falling with quick, sharp breaths. "I’m done," he spat out, his voice thick with frustration. "I can’t do this anymore. First you, now Tengen!? Another man to deal with? I already have to put up with Tengen’s fucking flamboyance at work—now this?"
Daiki’s expression didn’t change, but the understanding was clear. He knew exactly where Sanemi was coming from. He had heard the frustration in Sanemi’s voice, felt it in the tense air between them. Daiki wasn’t blind to the struggle Sanemi was facing. The situation was difficult, and Sanemi had every right to feel the weight of it. But what he needed was someone who could ground him, not feed into the anger.
"Sanemi," Daiki said again, his tone calm, almost soothing, as he stepped closer. "You can yell all you want, but that’s not going to change anything. You know that."
Sanemi huffed, his hands balling into fists, and he took a step back, almost as if the last thing he wanted was to hear calm reasoning. "It’s not just about Tengen. I didn’t sign up for this. I didn’t sign up for more men, more… bullshit. I want to focus on what I can control, on Y/n... not another damn husband in the picture."
Daiki nodded slowly, acknowledging the truth in Sanemi’s words. "I get it. It’s overwhelming. But you did sign up for this. We both did." His voice was firm now, his eyes never leaving Sanemi’s. "When we decided to be in a relationship with her, we made the choice to share. You can’t just decide to walk away every time something gets hard."
Sanemi’s jaw clenched at Daiki’s words, and he turned away, pacing again, clearly struggling with the frustration. "This isn’t like before. This is Tengen. That man is ridiculous. He’s loud, he’s flashy, and he’s always in your face. I’m already dealing with him every damn day at work. Now you want me to accept him as one of her husbands? Hell no."
Daiki stepped forward, standing in front of Sanemi, blocking his path. "You’re angry, and I understand that. But you need to stop acting like this is just about you, just about your comfort." He took a slow breath, meeting Sanemi’s fiery gaze. "If you love her, you need to calm down and be able to support her through this. This isn’t just about what you want, it’s about what she needs, too."
Sanemi’s face tightened, and he turned away again, trying to control his emotions. But Daiki wasn’t letting him get away with it this time.
"I’m not saying it’s going to be easy," Daiki continued, his voice softer now, but still firm. "We’re both in this together. You, me, and her. It’s a partnership. We made that decision, remember? You and I both agreed to love her and support her. And we can’t just walk away when things get tough. If we’re going to make this work, we have to be in it for the long haul."
Sanemi stopped pacing, his shoulders slumping slightly. He stared at the ground, struggling with the words Daiki had just said. But Daiki could see the shift in him. The anger was still there, but it was starting to cool, replaced by a quiet frustration and exhaustion.
"I get it," Sanemi muttered after a long pause, his voice thick with emotion. "I don’t like it. But I get it. I want to support her. I do. I just… I can’t stand the idea of her getting pulled in more directions. I don’t know if I can handle it."
Daiki took a step closer, his tone gentle but insistent. He reached out and placed a hand on Sanemi’s shoulder, a grounding force. "You don’t have to handle it alone. We’re both here, in this. We’re doing this together. But if you’re going to be part of this, you need to step up, for her and for the family we’re building. And you need to trust that it’s worth it."
Sanemi didn’t respond immediately, but Daiki could see the internal struggle, the wrestling between his pride and his love for you. It wasn’t easy. It was never going to be easy. But it was a choice. And Daiki knew Sanemi was starting to realize that.
"You’re right," Sanemi finally said, his voice softer now, though still tinged with frustration. "I just… I need time. I need to figure out how to deal with this, with Tengen, with all of it."
Daiki nodded, his hand still on Sanemi’s shoulder. "You’ll figure it out. But you can’t do it alone. We’re in this together. All three of us. Don’t forget that."
Sanemi met his gaze again, this time with a faint understanding in his eyes. He wasn’t there yet, not fully, but Daiki knew he would get there.
As the sun began to dip below the horizon, painting the sky in shades of orange and pink, Sanemi’s restless pacing slowed. His mind, which had been swirling with anger and frustration, began to clear, though the tension still lingered in his body. He hadn’t realized how long he’d been out here until he noticed the fading light. The quiet evening had settled in, and the once-vibrant colors of the day were being replaced by the cool, calming shades of dusk.
Sanemi ran a hand through his disheveled hair, his jaw tightening as the reality of the evening hit him. The dinner with Tengen was fast approaching, and it was the first time you would be sharing a meal with him as your fiancé. The significance of it wasn’t lost on Sanemi, and he knew his earlier outburst wasn’t helping matters. He was angry, yes, but he couldn’t let that ruin the evening—especially for you.
"Shit," Sanemi muttered under his breath, his eyes narrowing as the last remnants of daylight slipped away. He glanced at Daiki, who had been patiently standing by, waiting for Sanemi to work through his emotions. “We better get inside. We need to get ready for dinner. She deserves us both there tonight, especially with Tengen at the table."
Daiki’s expression softened, and he nodded in agreement. “Yeah, you’re right. It’s not easy, but we have to be there for her. We’ll get through it, together.”
Sanemi sighed, running his hand down his face, a mix of exhaustion and irritation settling in. “I still don’t like this. I don’t want her to think I’m okay with all this… Tengen stuff. But if I’m going to be a part of this, I’ve got to stop being such a damn child about it.”
“You’re not a child, Sanemi,” Daiki replied calmly, his tone understanding. “You’re just struggling with the change. It’s hard, but you’re going to be there for her, even if it feels like a lot to take in.”
Sanemi glanced back at the house, the lights inside now visible as the sun disappeared entirely. “Let’s go. I need to get my head on straight. The last thing I want is for her to think I’m going to screw this up tonight.”
Daiki smiled faintly, walking alongside him as they made their way back toward the house. "You’re not going to screw it up. You’re already trying, and that means something."
Inside, the atmosphere was a stark contrast to the heavy air outside. The house was filled with soft light, the smell of food wafting through the air. You were already preparing, your expression a mixture of excitement and apprehension. You could feel the weight of what this dinner meant, but you were also aware of the tension between your two husbands. You could only hope that tonight would mark a step forward for everyone.
Sanemi took a deep breath as he stepped into the room, trying to shake off the last of his anger. Daiki, ever the calm one, gave him a reassuring glance before turning to you. "We’re here," Daiki said quietly, his voice carrying the subtle promise of support.
Sanemi looked at you, his eyes softening slightly, but still guarded. "Sorry for... you know, earlier," he muttered, his usual confidence dampened by his realization of how much he’d let his emotions dictate his actions. "I know I can’t keep acting like this."
You gave him a small, understanding smile. “It’s okay, Sanemi. We’ll get through it. One step at a time.”
Tengen, ever the flamboyant figure, was already seated at the table, his grin wide as he looked over at the three of you. His energy was high, as always, but there was a subtle shift in his demeanor tonight. He wasn’t just the same teasing coworker you had known for years; tonight, he was something more—your fiancé, a new chapter of your life.
Sanemi felt a knot tighten in his stomach, but he knew this was what needed to happen. He’d made the decision to be part of your life, to be a part of this unconventional family. He had to step up now.
As you all sat down for dinner, the atmosphere was a mix of tension and anticipation. Sanemi was still uneasy, but Daiki sat by his side, steady and unwavering. For the first time, the three of you were together in a way that was entirely new, a beginning of something that would take time to settle into but would eventually become a part of the fabric of your lives.
Tengen, ever the smooth talker, raised his glass in a toast. "To new beginnings," he said with a grin, his voice booming through the room. “And to our future together.”
Sanemi exchanged a glance with Daiki, both of them silently acknowledging the unspoken challenges ahead. But tonight, they were here. Tonight, they would support you, no matter how complicated everything seemed.
With a deep breath, Sanemi raised his glass as well, his tone quieter than usual but steady. "To new beginnings."
And, for the first time in a long while, everything felt like it was on the verge of becoming something new, something they would have to learn how to navigate—together.
dont know a name for this one ethier. its a Reader x her own harem x Tengen too. idk how its gonna play out we shall see. lets go.
Everyone knew the Uzui family practiced polygamy. At 15, Tengen's father was supposed to choose three wives for him. Suma, bless her heart, stepped up and volunteered. She loved Tengen. She crashed through the door and made a scene during her sister's interview. She knew he would belong to others and others would belong to him, but she wanted this. Makio and Hinatsuru became Tengen's wives too, and Tengen became theirs. It was public knowledge.
What wasn’t public knowledge, however, was that another family also practiced polygamy—though not in the same way. In your family, the harem was centered around the women rather than the man, and there was no set number of spouses. You had five fathers, even if only one was biologically yours. All of them loved and raised you, spoiling you beyond belief. Despite that, you weren’t stuck-up or snotty. You trained hard, knowing that this unique family structure was deeply tied to the Demon Slayer Corps. Your mother was a Hashira, and you were preparing to take her place after your first marriage.
That marriage was the only one arranged, though it didn’t feel forced—you had met your soon-to-be husband many times. He was already a Hashira. At first, Sanemi was beyond rude, throwing a fit over the deal his despicable father had arranged. But with all your fathers and two brothers standing behind you, his protests only went so far. Once Sanemi realized there was no way out, he begrudgingly admitted it could have been worse.
You were strong and capable, holding your own against him without breaking a sweat. He knew you would have others to love and protect you when he wasn’t there. Still, he made one request: to have time with you alone and to ensure that none of your other husbands would be part of the Corps. While you couldn’t promise the latter, you assured him that at least one wouldn’t be.
Sanemi would train your future husbands to fight like they were in the Corps themselves. He needed to know that if he wasn’t home, the others could protect you and any children you might have. Over time, he started taking you on missions, bringing you along to trainings and dinners with the Master. Each time, others were shocked to see him soften more and more.
It wasn’t an easy journey—it took a lot of time—but Sanemi’s feelings for you grew. He finally understood jealousy when Tengen's gaze lingered on you for just a moment too long. That fleeting moment taught him what it meant to truly care about someone in a relationship.
After returning from a grueling three-month mission, Sanemi was exhausted, but the moment his eyes landed on you, that familiar sense of warmth and peace flooded his chest. He had missed you more than he cared to admit. You were standing beside a tall, lean man with dark, tousled hair and striking green eyes—your newest husband, Daiki.
At 22, Daiki was older than Sanemi, but there was something about him that made Sanemi’s gut twist with a mix of wariness and intrigue. The man’s smile as he greeted you told Sanemi everything he needed to know: Daiki loved you, and that made him both protective and uneasy.
"Sanemi, this is Daiki," you introduced, the joy in your voice unmistakable. "He owns the restaurant down the street and is the head chef. He’s been waiting for you to come home so he could finally meet you."
Sanemi couldn’t suppress the scowl that tugged at his lips. Another husband? He wasn’t sure if he was ready for this. He had just gotten used to the idea of having you. This was hard to swallow.
"Nice to meet you," Daiki said, extending his hand with a friendly smile. His voice was warm, and his demeanor was unassuming. He was a stark contrast to the sharpness of Sanemi, but there was no denying that Daiki was genuine in his excitement to be here, in your life.
Sanemi shook his hand, his grip firm. "You’ve been taking care of her, then?" He didn’t mean it as a challenge, though it came out that way, sharper than he intended.
Daiki’s smile never wavered, though he did blink in surprise at the tone. "I’m doing my best. I run the restaurant, so I’ve been able to stay home more often. I’ve always wanted to be the one to take care of things at home. Cooking, cleaning, all of it. I like to think I make a good homemaker."
Sanemi raised an eyebrow at that. A homemaker? He wasn’t sure how he felt about it. The man’s life was already set in his own hands, and he wasn’t sure what to make of someone who seemed so content to remain behind the scenes while others went out to fight and defend.
But there was something in the way Daiki spoke about you that made Sanemi pause. The way his eyes softened when he looked at you, the way his voice cracked slightly with excitement as he talked about his plans for the home—it was clear that this man loved you deeply, and his devotion was evident.
Sanemi’s jaw tightened as he studied Daiki, but part of him couldn't deny that there was sincerity in the younger man’s eyes. He wasn’t sure if he was ready to share you, but he had to admit, Daiki was trying. And as much as it grated on his pride, that mattered.
"You’ll have to prove you’re worth it," Sanemi said, his tone still guarded but not as harsh as it might have been before.
Daiki just nodded, unfazed, a slight chuckle escaping him. "I’m ready to do whatever it takes."
You knew the road ahead wouldn’t be easy—sharing your love with so many people, especially someone as intense as Sanemi—but you also knew this was what you wanted. And Daiki, with his quiet confidence and love for you, was a part of this journey.
Sanemi wasn’t sure what to think of Daiki yet, but one thing was clear: as much as he didn’t want to share, the man loved you. Sanemi huffed, clearly not pleased, and without another word, he turned sharply on his heel, striding off toward your shared room. His footsteps were heavy, the frustration simmering beneath his cool exterior.
You watched him go, feeling the tension in the air like a crackling storm about to burst.
Sighing, you turned back to Daiki, whose smile had faded into a quiet understanding. He didn’t say anything right away, but you could see the way his brows furrowed slightly, concern flickering in his eyes.
"You okay?" Daiki asked, his voice soft, like he didn’t want to overstep but needed to check on you.
You nodded, forcing a smile to reassure him. "Yeah, just give him some time. He... he’s not exactly used to sharing, but he’ll come around."
"I figured as much," Daiki said, a faint grin tugging at the corner of his mouth. "I’m used to dealing with strong personalities. It’s just... I wanted to make a good first impression."
You stepped forward and, without hesitation, pressed a gentle kiss to Daiki’s lips. His surprise melted into warmth as he kissed you back, his hands resting lightly on your shoulders. "Thank you for understanding," you murmured against his lips. "I know Sanemi can be a lot to handle sometimes."
"I don’t mind," Daiki replied, pulling back just slightly to meet your gaze. "I’m happy to give him space. I know you care about him, and I’ll do whatever it takes to fit into this... family."
You smiled again, this time genuinely. "You’re doing fine," you said, reaching up to brush a stray lock of hair from his face. "Just give him time. He’ll come around. He just needs to figure things out on his own."
Daiki nodded, though you could see the slight tension in his posture, like he was holding back his own frustrations. "If he needs time, then I’ll give it to him. I just want you to be happy, and I’ll do whatever it takes to make sure you’re taken care of."
Your heart warmed at his words, and you placed a hand over his, squeezing it gently. "I know you will. Thank you."
With a final, reassuring smile, you turned toward the hallway, the weight of the situation still hanging in the air. You made your way toward your room, hoping that when Sanemi had a chance to decompress, he would calm down enough to see that things were changing, and he had to make room for others in your life.
You quietly entered your shared room, finding the door to the adjoining bath slightly ajar. The faint steam rising from the water hinted at Sanemi already being inside. You hesitated for a moment before pushing the door open fully, your heart beating a little faster. It wasn’t like you hadn’t seen him in a vulnerable state before, but tonight felt different.
Sanemi sat in the large wooden tub, his back turned to you, the water barely rippling as he leaned back. He didn’t seem to notice your presence at first, lost in his own thoughts. His broad shoulders were tense, his normally sharp expression softened with exhaustion. The sight tugged at your heart.
"I missed you," you said softly, your voice barely more than a whisper, though you knew he’d hear it.
Sanemi’s shoulders stiffened for a brief moment before he sighed and turned his head just slightly, enough to glance at you over his shoulder. His eyes softened as they met yours. "I missed you too," he muttered, his voice rough from both fatigue and the strain of the day’s emotions.
You stepped closer, taking a deep breath before crouching beside the tub, your fingers brushing lightly against his shoulder. "I know it’s a lot... with Daiki and everything," you said carefully, the words slow and measured. "I just need you to know... I’m here with you. You’re not losing me."
Sanemi let out a quiet snort, leaning his head back against the edge of the tub, his eyes closing. "I don’t know what’s harder—being away from you for months, or coming back to all of this... this new thing. I don’t know how to share you."
You gently cupped his jaw, tilting his face toward you so you could meet his eyes. "I’m not asking you to share me in the way you think. I want us all to have a place, but you will always have YOUR place in my heart."
Sanemi’s gaze softened, the hardened edge in his eyes dulling as his lips curled into a small, tired smile. He leaned forward just enough to press his forehead against yours, his breath warm against your skin. "I don’t like it," he murmured, "but I’ll try... for you."
You kissed him then—soft and slow, your lips just grazing his at first. The warmth between you both settled in, like the comfort of home. His hand reached up to gently cup your face, holding you there as the kiss deepened, and you could feel his tension slowly begin to melt away.
Breaking away for a breath, you smiled at him, your fingers trailing down his chest gently. "I’m glad you’re trying," you said, your voice hushed, as if the moment was too fragile to disturb. "I need you to know... it’s not easy for me either. I’m scared of messing this up."
Sanemi’s eyes searched yours, his expression softening even more. "I don’t want to lose you," he said, his voice barely audible.
"You won’t," you reassured him, leaning in to place a kiss on his temple, your fingers slowly running through his damp hair. "I love you, Sanemi. And no matter how complicated things get, that won’t change."
He closed his eyes at your words, letting the warmth of your touch and the soft kisses you planted on his skin soothe his worries. "I’ll do my best," he murmured. "I’m not perfect... but for you, I’ll try."
You kissed him again, deeper this time, your lips pressing against his in a promise, a vow. You didn’t need him to be perfect. You just needed him to be there, and in that moment, he was. And that was enough.
After a few more quiet moments, you pulled away from Sanemi gently, placing a soft kiss on his cheek before standing up. "Why don’t you head out to the kitchen? I’ll clean up the bath for us," you suggested, your voice light, though there was a hint of amusement in it. You could tell he was still processing everything, but you hoped that a little space would help him ease into things.
Sanemi shot you a skeptical look but nodded, standing up and stretching. "Fine, but you better not be cleaning up after dinner."
You grinned at him, rolling your eyes playfully. "Don’t worry" you said, giving him a reassuring pat on the back.
As Sanemi made his way to the kitchen, you set to work tidying the bathroom, washing the remaining soap suds from the tub and hanging up the towels. The sound of the water draining from the tub was almost soothing, and by the time you were done, the room felt calm and refreshed. You took a deep breath, hoping the evening would go smoothly.
When you finally stepped into the kitchen, the sight that greeted you was enough to make your heart skip a beat.
Sanemi had just entered, looking slightly out of place as he stood in the doorway, his eyes wide as he took in the scene before him. Daiki had turned the small kitchen into an impressive spread, with a large Okonomiyaki grill set up in the middle of the table. Plates, bowls, and ingredients were neatly arranged around the table, ready for cooking. The sizzling sounds of the grill mixed with the rich, savory scent that filled the room, making Sanemi’s stomach growl before he even had a chance to say anything.
Daiki, clearly proud of his work, grinned and gave Sanemi a quick glance. "I hope you're hungry," he chuckled. "I didn’t just stop at Okonomiyaki. I also made sushi and some ohagi since I heard they’re your favorites."
Sanemi blinked, taking in the spread, his jaw slightly dropping at the sheer amount of food on the table. He wasn’t one to show much emotion outwardly, but the surprise was clear on his face. "You... made all of this?" he asked, his voice tinged with disbelief. "You’re going all out for me?"
Daiki laughed, a warm and inviting sound that made Sanemi’s initial wariness start to fade. "Well, you’re family, right? So I figured I’d go all out and make sure you feel welcome." He gave Sanemi a playful wink before adding, "Besides, I remember you’re a man who appreciates a good meal."
Sanemi raised an eyebrow, still a little skeptical but slowly starting to relax. "I’ll take your word for it. But if this doesn't live up to the hype, I'm holding you to it," he said with a teasing grin, his usual edge returning.
Daiki just chuckled again, clearly unfazed. "Don’t worry. I’m confident you’ll enjoy it." He gestured for Sanemi to take a seat. "Sit, sit! There’s plenty more where that came from."
You couldn’t help but smile as you watched the two of them—Daiki, so cheerful and accommodating, and Sanemi, who was still processing all the changes but clearly appreciating the effort. You knew it wouldn’t be easy, but seeing them interact like this made you believe things might just work out after all.
Sanemi sat down, his eyes lingering on the spread for a moment longer, before he looked at Daiki with a small, grudging smile. "You’ve got some guts... I’ll give you that." He gave a low chuckle, and for the first time in a while, the tension in the air seemed to lift, even if just a little.
A YEAR LATER
It was a perfect spring afternoon, the kind where the sky was clear, the breeze gentle, and the cherry blossoms bloomed in a riot of pink and white, scattering delicate petals with every gust of wind. The festival was in full swing, with food stalls lining the streets and families gathered under the trees, enjoying the fleeting beauty of the season. You, Sanemi, and Daiki were among them, though your trio was far from a typical sight.
The three of you wandered through the festival, a mix of familiarity and comfort surrounding you. It had been a year since Daiki had entered your life, and in that time, things had changed—for all of you. There were still moments of tension, of course. Sanemi’s protective instincts still flared up occasionally, and Daiki’s laid-back nature sometimes clashed with Sanemi’s more intense personality. But what had once felt like an tense situation had grown into something far deeper: an unspoken understanding and a bond that was undeniable.
Sanemi walked slightly ahead, his broad shoulders stiff as usual, but there was a softness in his eyes when he glanced at you. He wasn’t the same man you had met a year ago. There was a comfort between you now, a quiet understanding that no matter what, you were his. And he was yours.
Beside you, Daiki grinned, adjusting the basket he was carrying with a few treats he’d picked up from a nearby stall. "What do you think?" he asked, his voice light and teasing. "I’m thinking about entering the food competition next year. You’ve gotta taste my takoyaki, it’s unbeatable."
You laughed softly, leaning into him just slightly. "As long as you promise not to steal all the spotlight," you teased, earning a chuckle from him.
Sanemi glanced over his shoulder, his expression neutral but his lips twitching in a small smile. "You two are ridiculous," he muttered, though there was no malice in his voice. It had become second nature to him by now, this easy camaraderie between him and Daiki. And though he would never admit it outright, he was beginning to appreciate the comfort it brought to your shared life.
It wasn’t perfect, but there was something undeniably beautiful about the way things had evolved. The way Daiki and Sanemi could share a laugh now, without tension or resentment, was a testament to how much they’d grown. They would never be best friends, and they certainly didn’t have much in common, but they had come to respect each other in a way neither had expected. Sanemi had his boundaries, of course, and Daiki had learned how to respect them without pushing. The two of them had found their rhythm, their balance.
"Let’s sit down for a bit," you suggested, pulling them toward a large tree where blankets were already spread out on the grass. You settled down, the soft petals drifting through the air around you as you all sat together. The atmosphere was warm, relaxed—content.
Daiki carefully unwrapped the snacks he’d brought, offering some to Sanemi first, then you. "I figured it’s been a while since we’ve had a proper meal outdoors," he said, his voice casual. "This was supposed to be a picnic, not a competition."
Sanemi grunted but took the food, his pride never letting him back down from a challenge. "You’re lucky you know how to cook," he muttered as he took a bite, the food delicious in spite of himself. "But don’t think you’re off the hook. I’m still gonna hold you to that promise about next year."
Daiki raised an eyebrow playfully. "Oh, I’m counting on it."
You couldn’t help but smile as you watched them. There were moments like this now—moments where you truly felt the ease and affection between you, a bond that had grown beyond the initial uncertainty. Neither of them had expected this, but you had always known there was potential for this kind of connection. For them to care for each other, in their own way. Even if they’d never be friends in the traditional sense, their bond was undeniable.
As the sun began to set, casting a warm golden hue over the festival, Sanemi leaned back against the tree, his eyes softening as he looked at you. "You okay?" he asked, his voice unusually gentle.
You nodded, resting your head on his shoulder for a moment, feeling his warmth beside you. "Yeah," you whispered. "I’m more than okay."
Daiki leaned back on his hands, watching you both, his smile quiet but genuine. "It’s nice to see you two like this," he said softly, his tone uncharacteristically serious. "You’ve both come a long way."
Sanemi snorted, but it wasn’t the usual rough sound—it was something more affectionate, if slightly embarrassed. "I’m not gonna start getting all sentimental on you," he muttered, but his gaze softened as he looked at you. "I’ll just say... this isn’t exactly how I thought things would turn out. But I’m glad it did."
You smiled, reaching out to touch his hand, feeling the calloused warmth of his fingers entwining with yours. "Me too," you said simply.
And in that moment, as the cherry blossoms continued to fall softly around you, you knew—this wasn’t perfect, but it was yours. The three of you had come a long way, and though it was never going to be easy, this was home.
Cant come up with a title for this. it will be a Caius mate story. not sure how long honest. but feel free to shoot me name ideas or things you'd like to see happen!
MASTERLIST
Living as a vampire carries its own unique trials, an eternity of unchanging existence interwoven with emotions that cut deeper than mortal hearts could ever endure. Nothing illustrated this more profoundly than your relationship with Edward Cullen. Before the transformation, you were inseparable, bound by a love so fierce it seemed eternal even before immortality sealed your fates. Together, you navigated the strange, tumultuous world of vampirism, finding solace and purpose in one another amidst the chaos of your new reality. For a time, it was as close to perfect as creatures like you could dare to dream.
But everything shattered when Bella entered Edward’s life. She was his blood singer, a siren in human form, her very presence a temptation he couldn’t resist. Though you knew, deep in your immortal soul, that she wasn’t his true mate, Edward was drawn to her with a force neither of you could comprehend. Watching him drift toward her was like standing helplessly in the path of a tidal wave, unable to stop it, unable to save yourself. The man who had been your constant through lifetimes walked away, leaving you to grapple with a betrayal so profound it felt as if eternity itself had turned on you.
The pain was indescribable. How could he abandon everything you had built together? A century of shared existence as vampires. Five tender years as human lovers. The weight of those years, the trust you had forged over time, felt irreplaceable, until it wasn’t. His departure tore through you like jagged glass, leaving wounds that even immortality could not heal. You questioned everything: his love, his loyalty, and your own worth. The betrayal lingered in your chest, a phantom ache that no passage of time could soothe.
Edward’s apologies were frequent, his explanations earnest, but they only deepened the wound. He spoke of Bella with a mix of awe and torment, as if struggling to make sense of his own feelings. He insisted that his pull toward her wasn’t a rejection of you or what you shared, but rather some inexplicable compulsion, a force of nature that neither of you could have foreseen. And yet, his honesty, however well-meaning, felt like salt in the wound, each word a reminder of the love he had willingly risked for someone else.
Even now, you struggle to reconcile the man you once knew with the one who left you behind. Was it weakness? Was it something broken in him, or in you? Edward’s departure wasn’t about your worth or the depth of your bond, and yet, that knowledge does little to ease the ache. It was a cruel twist of fate, an evolution of his emotions that neither of you could control. But knowing that doesn’t make it any less painful.
Eternity once seemed a gift when you faced it together. Now, it feels like a curse, stretching endlessly ahead, haunted by the echoes of what you lost.
Staying with the Cullen family after Edward left was an act of resilience, a daily test of your ability to endure the weight of loss. Every corner of the house carried echoes of what you once had, a love you thought would span eternity. Yet, amidst the pain, you found strength in the bonds you had forged with the others, bonds that kept you tethered when it felt like you might drift away.
Carlisle and Esme were your anchors, their unwavering support a steady light in the storm. Carlisle often reassured you, his gentle voice filled with conviction, that your mate was still out there. That one day, you would be loved as deeply and completely as you deserved. It was a comfort, even if it felt impossible to believe. Esme, ever the nurturing soul, would stroke your hair as you rested your head in her lap, her touch soft and motherly, as if willing some of her boundless warmth to seep into your fractured heart.
Rosalie and Emmett became your greatest sources of distraction, pulling you out of your grief and grounding you in the present. Rosalie introduced you to the intricacies of vehicles, and together you spent countless hours in the garage. She was patient and meticulous, her passion for the craft infectious. Emmett, rarely far from her side, had set up his own gaming station in the corner of the garage. You couldn’t help but smile at how inseparable they were, even when doing their own things. Between rounds of whatever game he was immersed in, you’d catch him sneaking adoring glances at Rosalie. She’d pause her work to ask how he was doing, genuinely interested in his animated rants about his latest strategy. Their bond was effortless, a quiet yet powerful reminder of what love could be.
Emmett also became your outlet for the anger and energy you couldn’t seem to contain. Together, you took down more trees than you could count during your wrestling matches, the crashes loud enough to draw attention from nearby humans. After a stern scolding from Carlisle, your sparring sessions moved to bare-knuckle boxing in the backyard. Jasper often watched, entertained by the fiery matches, though the others were less amused.
It was during one of these bouts that Edward finally snapped. His voice, sharp and unfamiliar in its anger, cut through the tension like the crack of thunder before a storm. “You’ve scared her,” he accused, his words heavy with condemnation. “She doesn’t feel safe here because of you.”
The accusation hit like a slap to the face, leaving a stinging shock that lingered in the silence. The weight of his misplaced judgment bore down, harsher than any physical blow could have been. You opened your mouth to respond, but the words faltered, caught in the tangled web of disbelief and indignation.
“Scared her?” you finally managed, your voice low but shaking. “I barely speak to her, Edward. How could I possibly scare her?”
Edward’s eyes blazed, his jaw tight as though holding back the full force of his anger. “It’s not just what you say,” he retorted, his voice trembling with restrained fury. “It’s the way you look at her. Bella’s worried your anger will turn on her one day. She told me she’s afraid to be alone in the same room as you.”
The words struck harder than you expected, winding you. Bella, afraid? Of you? The notion was absurd, yet Edward spoke with such conviction it almost made you question yourself. Almost.
You shook your head, trying to process the accusation. “I’ve never done anything to hurt her,” you said, your voice rising. “I’ve never blamed her for, for you leaving. I haven’t threatened her or even bad-mouthed her to anyone but Rosalie, and she doesn’t count. She doesn’t like Bella anyway.”
Edward’s expression darkened further, and for a moment, the room felt smaller, the air heavier. “That’s not the point,” he shot back. “Intentions don’t matter if she feels unsafe.”
“Unsafe?” The word burned on your tongue. “This is my home, Edward. I’ve done everything I can to make it comfortable for her. If she’s afraid, maybe it’s because of you constantly filling her head with paranoia about me.”
The accusation seemed to strike a nerve. Edward’s fists clenched at his sides, and his gaze darted to the floor for a brief moment, as if weighing whether to respond.
“This isn’t about me,” he said finally, his voice quieter but no less intense. “It’s about her. All I’m asking is that you think about how you come across. You don’t see it, but, ”
“But what?” you interrupted, stepping forward, your voice rising with each word. “But I’m some sort of monster? Someone incapable of being in the same room as her without scaring her to death?”
Before Edward could respond, the sound of footsteps echoed through the hall, and the rest of the family appeared. Carlisle and Esme entered first, their faces etched with concern. Alice hovered near the doorway, her sharp gaze darting between you and Edward, as though trying to predict the next move. Behind her, Emmett loomed, his large frame filling the space. His expression was grim, his posture tense and ready, as if expecting the need to step in.
“What’s going on?” Carlisle asked, his voice calm but firm, cutting through the heated tension.
“Edward thinks I’m some kind of threat,” you said bitterly, gesturing toward him. “He’s accusing me of scaring Bella.”
“Edward,” Esme said gently but with an undercurrent of disapproval. “That’s a serious thing to say. Are you sure?”
“Bella told me herself,” Edward insisted, though his voice faltered slightly under Esme’s gaze.
Emmett took a step closer to you, his broad shoulders squared as he positioned himself slightly in front of you. “That’s enough,” he said, his deep voice steady and protective. “You don’t get to throw accusations around like that without proof.”
Edward glared at Emmett, his frustration evident, but he didn’t reply. The room felt charged, the silence stretching as everyone processed the scene.
“Let’s all take a step back,” Carlisle said, his tone soothing but authoritative. “We need to address this calmly. Edward, if Bella has concerns, we’ll address them, but accusations won’t solve anything. And you,” he added, turning to you, “have every right to defend yourself, but let’s not escalate this further.”
You nodded stiffly, though your jaw remained tight. Emmett stayed close, his presence a solid reminder that you weren’t alone in this. The family’s intervention diffused the immediate tension, but the storm between you and Edward was far from over. For now, though, the room was quiet save for the unspoken words lingering in the air.
Still, his words lingered, heavy and suffocating. You’d been toying with the idea of leaving for some time, and this moment pushed you over the edge. The choice crystallized in your mind, clear and inescapable. The tension in the room seemed to ripple as you made your decision, and Edward’s head snapped toward you, his expression shifting from anger to alarm. He’d heard your thoughts.
“No,” he murmured, shaking his head, his voice low but urgent. “You don’t have to do this. Don’t go.”
But it was too late. You had already turned away, the decision a quiet roar in your mind. Each step felt heavy yet purposeful, the weight of the moment grounding you even as your heart ached. Behind you, Edward’s voice faltered, and for the first time, you heard it break.
“Please,” he whispered, almost inaudible, the single word laced with desperation.
You paused for the briefest of moments, your hand resting on the doorframe. You could feel the family’s eyes on you, the unspoken pleas mingling with Edward’s. But the choice had already been made. With a steady breath, you stepped forward, the door closing softly behind you.
The silence that followed was deafening, the weight of your absence settling over the room like a heavy fog. Emmett stood frozen, his protective stance faltering as he processed your departure. Rosalie’s voice echoed in your mind, sharp and sarcastic: “Typical Edward. Always the self-righteous protector.” This time, though, her words felt like a hollow comfort. Whatever came next, you knew one thing for certain: there was no turning back.
As you wandered through the sunlit streets of Athens, a profound sense of connection settled over you, as though the city’s ancient soul was reaching out to yours. Each step you took on the sun-warmed stone felt like a conversation with history, the whispers of a thousand forgotten voices echoing in the air. The fragrant aroma of fresh basil and thyme mingled with the faint saltiness of the Aegean breeze, grounding you in the present even as the past seemed to ripple through every corner. Street musicians played melodies that seemed to straddle the line between joy and sorrow, their music weaving effortlessly into the bustling life of the city.
Athens had become more than a refuge, it was a sanctuary, a place where you were learning to piece yourself back together. Edward’s departure had left you fractured, but here, among the winding alleys adorned with cascading bougainvillea, you felt the faint flickers of resilience take root. The city whispered its secrets of survival and renewal, offering you lessons embedded in its very foundations. It was as if the ruins, weathered but enduring, mirrored your own slow journey toward healing.
Still, there was something else, an inexplicable pull, like a thread tethering you to the city itself. At times, it felt like a sharp tug in the center of your chest, coming and going with the cadence of your steps. It wasn’t a burden, but a strange, persistent energy, a call from something within Athens that resonated with a part of you you hadn’t yet come to understand.
Rebuilding your heart had been anything but easy. There were days when the weight of grief felt insurmountable, when the shadows of what once was threatened to pull you under. But you pushed forward, carving out an identity that existed wholly apart from Edward. It was just you, your strengths, your vulnerabilities, your ambitions. And day by day, you found yourself growing stronger, more certain of the person you were becoming. The sunlight seemed brighter now, as though it had been waiting for you to see it again, casting its golden warmth on your newfound independence.
For the first time, you felt an unexpected gratitude for your gift, the ability to alter your features, to manipulate your skin so you could walk among the sunlit streets without fear. It had been a gateway to rediscovery, granting you months of exploring the beauty of the world in daylight. Greece, with its rich cultures and vibrant landscapes, had wrapped you in its embrace. Every conversation with locals, every moment spent immersed in the rhythm of its life added to the mosaic of who you were becoming.
Now, as you stood atop a hillside overlooking Athens, the city unfolded before you, bathed in the fiery hues of a setting sun. The Acropolis glowed like a beacon, its golden light a reminder of resilience and endurance. The chatter of voices and the distant laughter of strangers wove into the air, a symphony of life continuing to move forward. You closed your eyes for a moment, inhaling deeply as a sense of clarity washed over you, filling every corner of your being.
For the first time in what felt like an eternity, you felt… whole. Whole enough to envision a future untainted by bitterness or fear. Whole enough to let the past remain in its place, as a lesson rather than a weight. And as the sun dipped below the horizon, casting the city into soft twilight, you opened your eyes, ready to embrace whatever lay ahead.
You were ready. The certainty settled over you like the calming weight of a long-forgotten melody. Ready to return to the Cullens, to confront the tangled web of emotions that bound you to them. You would try one last time to find your place within their family, a place where your presence wasn’t overshadowed by misunderstandings or silent tensions. If it didn’t work out? You could accept that, too. Life had shown you that paths diverged, and sometimes, forging a new one was the only way forward.
The idea of leaving wasn’t one of defeat but of choice. You had options now, ones that didn’t feel like a compromise. Maybe Rosalie and Emmett would join you, and together you could create something entirely your own, a coven built on shared dreams and chosen bonds. The thought wasn’t laced with bitterness but with possibility, the kind of freedom that came with knowing you could finally decide what your life would be.
As the sun dipped lower, its light casting the sky in gentle hues of lavender and gold, you allowed yourself a rare moment of stillness. The air was cool and comforting against your skin, carrying the faint hum of the city below. For the first time in what felt like an eternity, you were truly at peace. The weight you’d carried for so long had lifted, replaced by the quiet hum of anticipation for whatever was to come.
Then, the shrill ring of your phone shattered the tranquility, the sound a discordant intrusion against the serene backdrop of the evening. Fishing it out of your pocket, you glanced at the screen, and a wry smirk tugged at your lips. How poetic, you thought. Thousands of miles from home, basking in a moment of clarity and newfound strength, only to be interrupted by the one person who had once left you in ruins.
Edward.
For a moment, you considered letting it ring out. But something, perhaps the raw edge of fate tugging at your chest, made you answer.
“Hello?” Your voice was steady, though your heart beat harder in your chest.
There was silence on the other end, heavy and trembling, before Edward spoke. “She’s gone,” he said, his voice low and fractured.
“What are you talking about?” you asked sharply, the sudden weight of his words clawing at your chest.
“Bella,” he whispered. “She’s… she’s dead.”
The world seemed to tilt, and you had to grip the edge of the table to steady yourself. “What do you mean, dead? What happened?”
“I don’t have time to explain,” he said, his words brittle and rushed. “I just needed to tell you, I’m going to the Volturi. It ends tonight.”
The breath left your lungs in a sharp exhale. “The Volturi?” you repeated, the name like ice on your tongue. “Edward, no. Don’t, ”
“There’s nothing left,” he interrupted, his voice breaking. “I’ve already failed her. I can’t..”
“Stop,” you said firmly, your tone cutting through his spiral. “You don’t get to make this decision for the rest of us. For me. You’re giving up, Edward, and you’re not thinking about what that’ll do to us. To your family.”
“I have thought about it,” he said, softer now. “And I know… I know how much I’ve failed you, too. I treated you like you didn’t matter. Like your pain didn’t matter.” His voice cracked, and he exhaled shakily. “I should’ve treated you better. I should’ve loved you better.”
Your throat tightened, his words reaching places you had long thought numb. “Edward…”
“I don’t deserve forgiveness,” he murmured, cutting you off. “But I’m sorry, for everything. For leaving you behind. For blaming you for things that were never your fault. You deserved so much more than what I gave you.”
The weight of his apology settled over you like a stone, both unexpected and crushing. “Edward, if you’re sorry, then prove it. Stay alive. Don’t do this.”
For a moment, there was silence, his hesitation palpable. Then, in a voice so quiet it was almost a breath, he said, “Goodbye.”
“Edward-”
The line went dead, and the silence on the other end rang louder than anything he could’ve said.
You lowered the phone slowly, your hands trembling. The room felt suffocating, and the only thing you knew was that you couldn’t let him do this. Not like this.
