𝐽𝑗𝑛𝑥'𝑠 𝐻𝑖𝑑𝑒𝑜𝑢𝑡

𝐉𝐢𝐧𝐱 𓂃ෆ˚ | ˢʰᵉ/ᵗʰᵉʸ ᶠᶦᶜᵗᶦᵒⁿ ᵏᶦⁿ | ᵈᵒᵘᵇˡᵉˢ ᵈⁿᶦ

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Jinx's intro ⋆. ୨୧˚⋆

Wassup! Im Jinx/Powder, but would greatly prefer Jinx unless I know you personally.(will explain more in boundaries!!!)

My pronouns are she/they, n' I identify as bisexual 𓂃ෆ˚

Im a Jinx fiction kin! I have other kin types, but this is my main one, soooo.(kintypes under the cut!!)

━━━━━━ ◦ ❖ ◦ ━━━━━━

⋆. 𐙚 ˚ boundaries ★

Basic dni— transphobs, homophobs, anti alterhuman, etc.

Content on my media gives me anxiety most of the time, so pleaseeee be mindful if you wanna bring it up </3

No doubles!!

Sourcemates are fine 💙

Im veryyy iffy with the name "Powder" still, and only tolerate it from certain people. I wont like eat you alive for calling me it, but "Jinx" is preferred overall.

⋆. 𐙚 ˚ what to expect? ★

Lots of rant posts

Memory posts/just random shit I remember

Art here and there

Updates on quite literally everything. /gen

─── ･ ｡ﾟ☆: *.☽ .* :☆ﾟ. ───

⋆. 𐙚 ˚ Tags!! ★

#ᡕᠵ᠊ᡃ່࡚ࠢ࠘ ⸝່ࠡࠣ᠊߯᠆ࠣ࠘ᡁࠣ࠘᠊᠊ࠢ࠘𐡏 ♡ Jinxrambles — for my shit posts, primarily.

#ᡕᠵ᠊ᡃ່࡚ࠢ࠘ ⸝່ࠡࠣ᠊߯᠆ࠣ࠘ᡁࠣ࠘᠊᠊ࠢ࠘𐡏 ♡ Jinx's sketchbook — art posts

꒰՞⸝⸝•̀𖥦•́꒱و ̖́-

⋆˚𝜗 kintypes! 𝜚˚⋆

Highest to lowest!

Jinx - Arcane

Harley Quinn - DC

Luz - The Owl House

Kusuo Saiki - The Disastrous Life Of Saiki K

Rumi - KPDH

Verity - ThatMob

⋆. 𐙚 ˚ kinsiders

Jabber - Gachiakuta

Furina - Genshin Impact

Lohen - Genshin Impact

Freminet - Genshin Impact

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Just finished testing I have coffee and food :3 did I ever tell you guys I kinfirmed Jabber? No? Mkay well. This is me telling you

its me :] Id say like 34% me

Ill be fr, I technically kinfirmed him awhile ago, BUUUHT Im weirdly- idk, strict? About kins? Like I gotta really THINK and DWELL before I decide to move em up a rank. Like I looked at Jabber, went "bro thats just me idk", and then....threw him in the "kinsider" category.

anyways ima eat now byebyebyebyebeyefsf

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update she associates "We fell in love in october" with me. Im tweaking. WHAT DOES THIS MEEEEEEAAAAAAAAAAAANN. WHAT ARE WE.

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”alterhumans can choose to-!”

stfu stfu stfu if i could choose, i wouldnt be fictionkin. this shit sucks. i hate missing ppl that i’ll never see again, and it feels invalidating having ptsd from a past life

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Update. I eeped. All day :]

N' I'm bored, still eepey shmeepe. I gots to draw more

I wannaaaaa rewatch. Murder Drones. But that takes effort, and I'm truly just a little guy who's eepy and shmeepy and full of mild-level rage :3 yes yes

Random but if I hear "glue song" whenever I speak to her or think about her, how screwed am I? Very? Ok.......

/silly /hj

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mkay so im eepy. but. im weirdly afraid to sleep. like i feel like smths gonna happen, or im gonna miss out on something idk. i just dont WANT to. yes, im tired, and yes, id like to close my eyes, but i dont want to actuallyyyy...sleep.

dont even have my comfort person rn either. yaaaaaaaaaaay. today is going great

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remembering im a physical human being is such a jumpscare sometimes. I go about my days without thinking about it often, so when I actually FEEL the skin on my body, I immediately want to rip it off.

i dont want to rip it off CURRENTLY, but I WAS just made acutely aware of my physical existence. Im not happy about it. >:[

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Rah. Soooo I brought up my bpd symptoms (specifically quiet bpd) to my therapist, anddd she and I agreed to look into it a little more !! Oh and also apparently I show a lot of signs of anxiety and ADHD, so theres that

Neither good or bad news, just news

mkay ima go float around in my own world now, im tired today

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Damn I slept twelve hours........im still fuckin' tired

But im full of devious thoughts. The MOST devious.

Rubs my hands together like a fly all evil style

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Sometimes I can't tell if art like this makes me happy or makes me wanna sob my eyes out

I think its a lil' bit of both

Fuck I need source mates but damn do they scare me 💔

Also I'm thinking of changing my blog name, someone give me recs NOW!!!!

Anyway I like this art bunches

Has happened at least five times, can confirm. I still do it now, just with different people

(drawing source mates brings me GENUINE distress sometimes)

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Since I've decided it's your business to know—Im at the psychiatrist again :3

Not quite sure what ima do when I get home. Probably just binge stuff again? Craft? Play somethin'? I don't know!

Also. Ive decided this is just gonna be my main blog. It was originally just a fictionkin blog, but I don't wanna make 200000 other blogs for other things, SO. Im just gonna post whatever I want here! ദ്ദി˶˃ ᵕ ˂ )✧

Idk if ill change the layout or theme at all, though. Probably, probably not. Ill decide at some point.

Another thing. Im adding 'Harley' to my list of names! I find it pretty, sooooo. Rah.

Anyway, I drew this :3

Mkay bye!~ 💙🩷

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Cleaning my room while rewatching Birds Of Prey >>>>>>>

Might rant about random stuff later—who knows!! Also, I made the most random bowl of bullshit and it was so fucking yummy holy shit. Green beans, baked beans and potatoes. Who woulda' thunk it!

Also definitely shifted a little more as Harley and I'm not sure how to deal with myself. Kinning Jinx and Harley simultaneously is such an experience. Yeah I was based off of myself, what of it?

Alright back to cleaning!

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awh i read ur post abt the weird guy. ive learned to honestly not even try to befriend men who seem like that even a little bit. idc if im contributing to male loneliness or whatever, but its literally saved me SOOO much heartache and hassle and discomfort! happy for u that u blocked his ass

yeahhh, idk why i thought i could push thru it. I've experienced multiple men like that, and ig I just thought this one wouldnt be as bad because I wasnt "as bothered." Took me a minute to realize my "indifference" was just a trauma response but I agree!! Id rather contribute to "male loneliness" than put myself in uncomfortable positions, and possibly in danger, just because I wanted to be nice

he helped me realized how gay I truly was, so I thank him for that <33

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Im dying of death and destruction and the unfortunate reality of being born a woman (Im on my period)

Alsooo, the person I very briefly mentioned before—idk what to do abt them. We kinda vibe but we also don't. They make a lot of sexual innuendos/flirtatious jokes, and idk if they like me. They made a joke abt "thinking with their dick" and I was like "lol yeah?" and they continued with "only for you, though. Jkjk" so now I'm sorta like scared to even talk w/ him anymore, not because im uncomfortable, but because I don't want to disappoint him in any way. I do remember saying "if ur being fr, I don't recommend that. Im not mentally right in the head" but I don't think he realized how serious I was being. Also, I'm just not into guys in that way anymore. Yes, I find guys attractive if they're genuinely sweet and whatnot, but that's it. Genuinely I don't even find the concept of intimacy with a man interesting anymore. Ig it depends, but 9 times out of ten, I'm probably mildly repulsed by it.

Im not particularly afraid of them, just indifferent. If I'm being honest, Ill probably scare them off somehow. I won't do it on purpose (probably)

Idk it'll probably die out. Anyway, I made ANOTHER friend and they're really nice :3 I gave them my discord + genshin since we got along really well. Not much to say on them. I just hope they stick around.

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Update: they sent me a very suggestive picture and I hardly acknowledged it. They made another sexual joke shortly after, which I hardly humored and just requested coffee instead. They haven't messaged me since 💙

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ANOTHER update: he sent me a dick pic and I blocked him 💙💙💙 which I had established I wasn't into that the day we met, and he promised me he wouldn't do that without permission. Didn't ask permission. Just did it.

I think I'm 35% gayer now...

Also made very objectifying comments, and at one point tried making- armpit shaving a flirtatious topic...? And offered to help shave mine in a weirdly sexual way- IDK MAN. Just weird overall

Anyway I like this art a lot :3

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Im dying of death and destruction and the unfortunate reality of being born a woman (Im on my period)

Alsooo, the person I very briefly mentioned before—idk what to do abt them. We kinda vibe but we also don't. They make a lot of sexual innuendos/flirtatious jokes, and idk if they like me. They made a joke abt "thinking with their dick" and I was like "lol yeah?" and they continued with "only for you, though. Jkjk" so now I'm sorta like scared to even talk w/ him anymore, not because im uncomfortable, but because I don't want to disappoint him in any way. I do remember saying "if ur being fr, I don't recommend that. Im not mentally right in the head" but I don't think he realized how serious I was being. Also, I'm just not into guys in that way anymore. Yes, I find guys attractive if they're genuinely sweet and whatnot, but that's it. Genuinely I don't even find the concept of intimacy with a man interesting anymore. Ig it depends, but 9 times out of ten, I'm probably mildly repulsed by it.

Im not particularly afraid of them, just indifferent. If I'm being honest, Ill probably scare them off somehow. I won't do it on purpose (probably)

Idk it'll probably die out. Anyway, I made ANOTHER friend and they're really nice :3 I gave them my discord + genshin since we got along really well. Not much to say on them. I just hope they stick around.

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Update: they sent me a very suggestive picture and I hardly acknowledged it. They made another sexual joke shortly after, which I hardly humored and just requested coffee instead. They haven't messaged me since 💙

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Im dying of death and destruction and the unfortunate reality of being born a woman (Im on my period)

Alsooo, the person I very briefly mentioned before—idk what to do abt them. We kinda vibe but we also don't. They make a lot of sexual innuendos/flirtatious jokes, and idk if they like me. They made a joke abt "thinking with their dick" and I was like "lol yeah?" and they continued with "only for you, though. Jkjk" so now I'm sorta like scared to even talk w/ him anymore, not because im uncomfortable, but because I don't want to disappoint him in any way. I do remember saying "if ur being fr, I don't recommend that. Im not mentally right in the head" but I don't think he realized how serious I was being. Also, I'm just not into guys in that way anymore. Yes, I find guys attractive if they're genuinely sweet and whatnot, but that's it. Genuinely I don't even find the concept of intimacy with a man interesting anymore. Ig it depends, but 9 times out of ten, I'm probably mildly repulsed by it.

Im not particularly afraid of them, just indifferent. If I'm being honest, Ill probably scare them off somehow. I won't do it on purpose (probably)

Idk it'll probably die out. Anyway, I made ANOTHER friend and they're really nice :3 I gave them my discord + genshin since we got along really well. Not much to say on them. I just hope they stick around.

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please dont be like the rest of them PLEASEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.

i think i js accidentally became friends w/ some1 who only wants to get in my pants FUCK.