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⦗mama, just ( killed ) a man put a g u n against his head pulled my trigger, now he's dead. mama, life had just begun but now I've gone and ( t h r o w n ) it all away. ⦘

[gabriei]

hi hello friends really really very sorry i wasn’t able to come on yesterday but the good news is that i am officially finished with university and i am all yours now, i’m gonna reply to my messages and then some starters and then i will write my bb’s bio !! 

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wanted connections --- 

angsty love - so somebody who started out as just a fwb but gabe finds himself increasingly thinking abt her and he is doing everything he can to push her away b/c he is a big baby who has never been in a relationship and never plans to be in one b/c he’s scared he’s so fucked up he will ruin this person’s life something like THIS would b great they don’t have to get together or you know ever face their feelings but i’m a slut for angst and i want it ALL 

neighbours - he has only been living in crownsville for three months but i would love some neighbour connections where they hang out and shit and they’re always like ‘wow we are not friends we are neighbours’ but then end up watching films together and baking shit for each other etc. u know ?? 

fwb - ok so my son is very much into sex, he sorta treats it like an escape (like alcohol) and he has a lot of sex with a lot of different girls. don’t get me wrong he is lovely to them all and doesn’t act like a dickhead or anything of the sorts but it’s always just sex for him because he is super afraid of intimacy and doesn’t want to let anoyne in and see the real him 

patients - people he’s treated or continually treats at the hospital. he is an ortho surgeons which is like the surgery of bones (i guess?? easiest way to explain it) so say you broke an arm you’d be referred to him and also i have noticed a lot of other charas on here are doctors so doctor friends?? my son is very nice i promise, just has questionable habits 

friends - he’s the kind of guy who doesn’t really have best friends and keeps to himself but like drinking buddies, someone to bring him back down to earth every once in awhile, some guy he always sees at his fav bar, etc. etc. list is endless

long lost sister - so this one im not too sure about yet but when his parents abandoned him at 13 his little sister got adopted and he never heard from her again (she’d be between 24-27) and maybe a reunion is in the cards??? idk yet something like this 

enemies - basically my son is a lil ball of anger so i’m guessing he would have a few people who are not too fond of him, so say maybe like a girl he slept with and he found out she had a boyfriend and the boyfriend found out about him, someone he’s had a fight with when he’s been drunk, some guy or girl upstairs who’s always too loud, etc. etc. 

let me know friends !! i want all the connections :-)

[gabriei]

hiii! 

hello hi everyone ok so first thing is first my wifi is being like beyond shitty and i literally want to shoot myself rn idk if it’s the wifi or my computer or what but it literally won’t let me follow anyway from the /followed/bycrownsvillehq link so i’m sorry i swear i’m not being a snob or anything my wifi is just being a dick

anyway hi i’m lila, i’m 22 and i come from lil old england so rn it is 10pm holla i’ve literally been in and out of the rp community for about 9 years or so but i haven’t roleplayed in like 2/3 years so pls bear with me i’m not down with this modern lingo or any changes that have happened in like the last 3 ears

so this is my baby gabriel clermont i’m gonna write him a bio soon but i’m desperate to show him off bc he is my son and seb stan is my husband. the basics are this: he is 30, single, comes from england (moved to america at the ripe age of 21) and he is an orthopaedic surgeon - he graduated from oxford and then packed his bags and started his medical career in the us

he is a very lovely person but he is super super damaged like beyond help tbh. his parents are drug addicts who abandoned him when he was 13 and he went through a homeless stage and just basically looked after himself ever since and he’s worked since he’s been that age and decided not to get stuck in the same life cycle as his parents so studied his ass off and became a fuckin doctor bc why not (i was thinking mayb he has a little sister who got adopted and he hasn’t heard from her since if anyone is down or i might put it as a wanted connection idk yet) he also became an ortho surgeon bc he is constantly getting in fights and injuring himself and he wanted to take the route that will help him most lmao

anyways like yeah he’s a doctor and shit but his demons hunt him everyday and he lowkey is an alcoholic like he drinks a lot and he promised himself he would never be like his parents and he is in denial now he thinks bc he has a good job, education, house, etc. he thinks he is nothing like them but yeah he drinks like everyday (not at work dw) and he smokes and overall he is a lil angel but he fucked up u know he also has like violent tendencies like he would never hurt someone for no reason but if somebody pisses him off he will FIGHT my big son

i’m gonna make a connections page rn and link u up so hmu if you have any wanted connection ideas already and we will figure it out !! anyways this is super long and i’m sorry friends but i’m so excited to rp with you all and develop my son gabriel clermont 

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When he felt her fingers, he flinched; he had not been touched with such gentleness since his childhood. He was no stranger to women and had felt their hands on all parts of his body, but her touch made him feel like he belonged some place.

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