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can your HEART be mine in search ?? 'cause I have no time to help you find all the w o r d s ! melodies and memories stories that sound absurd !! i will tell no LIES !

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paintfinger:

                               closed starter for @gabrvel.

            ‘ i still don’t get it. ’ she whined, collapsing back onto the bedroom floor with papers, markers and her laptop strewn around her like a tornado had came and went. school had never been her forte but her major’s gen ed requirement meant a summer online politics class —— which meant ATTEMPTING to teach herself. ‘ can’t you just take the online exam for me ? and write the final paper ? you’re putting in all this work anyway. ’ she looked up at him with a pout. she was trying to focus on the material and not how close he was sitting to her. it had been a long time since he was in this room.

      “you’re just overthinking it,” he murmurs with a latent smile, watching as she seemingly gives up. he can’t blame her, honestly —— it’s a lot of work to learn but he really wants to make sure she doesn’t cram. it’s manageable, he reminds himself, take your own advice & just help her. he looked down at her after her question, looking at her pointedly. “now do you think your conscience would really let you do that ?” he says, pulling at her hand to try & convince her to get up. “you’re a BETTER writer than me, anyway —— we both know that, so stop complaining, loser.” he teases. “i can’t believe you’re making me seem like a good student compared to you.”

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⎡AESTHETICS → FT. GABRIEL ⎦

  “ you call that winning ? ” / @gabrvel.

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fmk: hana, dulcie, chaise

“well, i’d marry chaise because i think we’d have a really solid relationship. she’s stuck around for a while as my friend so i think she’d be a cool wife. & uh —— sleep with dulcie because i’ve —— anyway, sorry hana. she’ll forgive me.” ( @chaisze @paintfinger @ofhana )

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thoughts on dulcie?

“i think that ... she’s got a good face, she needs to study more, & it’s unfair how pretty she looks in bad museum lighting. i wouldn’t mind modeling for her again, she’s pretty fun when she’s all focused & painting or whatever. i think she’s the greatest artist in the world, by far, compared to anyone. that’s about it, yeah. she’s cool.” ( @paintfinger )

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who are you closest to at st. paul?

“there’s a couple people, but i guess i’m pretty close to jamie, nicolas, & chaise. valentina knows a lot about me too, actually. no one knows me better than me, though.” ( @ethvreals , @mvrques , @vclntna , @chaisze )

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least favorite person?

“i mean i generally hate everyone, but arielle can get on my nerves a bit more than usual. she’s alright though.” ( @ariellies )

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do you miss dulcie?

“well, i mean —— who wouldn’t ? yeah, i guess i do sometimes.” ( @paintfinger )

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fmk, dash edition:

“from gemma, valentina, & arielle ? i guess i’d have to say marry gemma, because she’s so sweet —— don’t tell her i said that, sleep with .. valentina ? i feel so bad saying i’d kill arielle, man. she isn’t that bad.” ( @ofwanderlvst​ , @vclntna​ , @ariellies​ )

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[danandblair]

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⁇ ツ

send “⁇” for a drunk text.

3:40am to nicolas: i wish u came drnking with me!!!!3:41am to nicolas: coulda haf funnnn boys just wannaaaa!!!! have fu nnnn

send “ツ” for an excited text.

8:43pm to nicolas: guess who the FUCK just got vodka8:43pm to nicolas: and not the shit kind.8:44pm to nicolas: can’t have fancy vodka alone now can i??

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💫😔🐝

💫 who inspires you?

“my mom, i guess. she’s the strongest person i know, can do anything & fix everything.”

😔 what do you always do when you feel sad? does it help?

“take a couple shots, & yeah, it helps when i forget why i was sad in the first place a couple hours later.”

🐝 what’s your worst trait? how are you planning to improve it?

“i guess i can be a bit of an asshole sometimes. i can try to be nicer, but whatever. i’m hot, i’m a straight a student, why worry about all that being nice stuff ?”

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💎!

💎 which one would you rather have more of: intelligence, beauty, kindness, wealth or bravery? why?

“i think bravery. you can’t do much of anything without bravery, right ? even if you’re smart, or kind, or wealthy —— beautiful, even. can’t do anything without bravery.”

[rpmememaker]

Send “✆” for a MORNING text. Send “” for a text that WASN’T SENT. Send “☎” for a RUSHED text. Send “⁇” for a DRUNK text. Send “✿” for a SUGGESTIVE text. Send “ø” for a LATE NIGHT text. Send “✘” for a HATEFUL text. Send “#” for a RANDOM text. Send “@” for a SCARED text. Send “&” for a LOVING text. Send “%” for a CURIOUS text. Send “ツ” for an EXCITED text. Send “$” for an ACCIDENTAL text. Send “♀” for a HEARTBREAKING text.

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emoji asks 💫 (must be answered truthfully)

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flowerais:

🐰 what is one secret that you’ve never told anyone?

💗 if you could hug anyone, who would it be? 

🐹 what are some of your favourite Pokémon and why?

🌠 if you were in charge of the world, what would the world look like?

👀 what was the most recent vivid dream that you had?

☀️ what do you like the most about your best friend?

😘 talk about your crush or partner

💁 if someone was rude to you, would you be rude back?

🌟 what do you like about yourself? (must choose at least 3 things!)

🐾 what are you scared of most? how will you overcome it?

🎁 what never fails to make you happy?

💙 what annoys you about some people? 

😤 do you get angry easily?

🐇 what do you always daydream about?

🌻 if you could change 3 things about the world what would you change? 

🍓 send me 4 names: kiss, befriend, kill or marry?

✈️ what is your dream city and why?

☕️ talk about your ideal day

🌸 are you an introvert, ambivert or extrovert?

💧 when was the last time you cried?

🎵 name 5 songs you love at the moment

⚡️ if you had any superpower, what would it be and why?

💛 if you could talk to your younger self, what would you say?

💚 who are you jealous of and why? 

💎 which one would you rather have more of: intelligence, beauty, kindness, wealth or bravery? why?

🙊 what are you ashamed of?

🌺 which languages do you know? which do you want to learn?

🍀 if you could be any fictional character’s best friend/lover, which fictional character would you be?

☁️ talk about your dream universe.

💜 which acts of kindness are you going to do today? 

🐬 if you could transform into any animal/magical creature, what would you be and why?

🍄 talk about someone/something you really dislike

😣 talk about some things that have been making you depressed/angry/anxious lately

🍪 what did you want to be as a kid, and what do you want to be now?

🍰 what are some of your favourite sugary foods?

🍑 what are you obsessed with?

💘 what happens to you when you’re stressed?

😪 what are you sick of?

🙀 are you an adrenaline seeker?

💥 what are some unpopular opinions that you have?

☔️ would you consider yourself a good person?

😊 what do you like to do as hobbies?

🎤 what’s the last song you hummed or sang by yourself?

🐝 what’s your worst trait? how are you planning to improve it?

🎨 what do you always doodle when you’re bored?

🐻 what’s stopping you from chasing your dreams?

🌷 what’s your mbti personality and why do you think it suits you?

🐶 send me 3 fictional people and I’ll choose my favourite!

👑 who are your favourite celebrities and why? 

🐴 opinion on __?

🍋 do you consider yourself an emotional person?

📚 share 3 books that you love and your favourite quote from them.

😔 what do you always do when you feel sad? does it help?

😌 what thoughts keep you going when you’re sad?

🌍 which country do you live in?

🐧 describe yourself in 3 words

🐵 which quotes changed you?

💭 do you keep a diary?

💫 who inspires you?

👻 do you believe in ghosts and why?

🎀 what’s your fashion sense like?

🎬 what are some of your favourite films?

🍦 what is one treasured childhood memory?

🐼 if you could meet anyone, who would it be and why?

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hiii everyone !! i'm cel, 8teen, pst timezone, & i prefer she/they pronouns :~) this is gabriel & i'm sosososo excited to be here ahhh !! you can check out his pinterest board HERE & his biography HERE. if you wanna plot, pls like this post & i'll send u an im or you can hmu on d*scord @ cel#7645 !

application.

i just saw on st. paul gossip that GABRIEL CASTILLO is back in manhattan after a long summer break back home in UPPER EAST SIDE, NY. the XAVIER SERRANO look alike is beginning his THIRD YEAR at the prestigious institution and is continuing on their path to obtain a degree in POLITICAL SCIENCE. st paul’s name will guarantee their dream toGO TO LAW SCHOOL when stepping into the real world. the future aspirations make sense considering HE is known as the CAROUSER and is very OBSERVANT & HAUGHTY.

playlist.

befour by zayn malik

go your own way by fleetwood mac

lost in japan by shawn mendes

carry on by fun.

chateau by blackbear

god save our young blood by borns ft. lana del rey

humble by kendrick lamar

a song about being sad by rex orange county

hopeless opus by imagine dragons

so it goes… by taylor swift

911 / mr. lonely by tyler the creator

aesthetic.

maroon red roses. black and white polaroids. neon signs. white long sleeved shirts. tall shiny skyscrapers. heart on his sleeve. knit sweaters. purposefully messy hair. books filled with pen notes. a silver watch. a cold hard stare. alcohol and cigarettes. late night drives. a mouth full of lies. a mansion with a view. an exasperated sigh. marshmallows in hot chocolate. the sweet scent of strawberries. a glass of chilled red wine. “baby.” the hum of an engine. empty boulevards. sad eyes. endearing smirk.

headcanons.

generally, he hates his father. there’s no other real way to put it: he’s always thought low of him & his decisions, & puts his mother on a pedestal, no matter what she does. he knows it takes two to make a mess, but he’d never think badly of his mother.

he compromised with his father on his political science major & he won’t let his father change his mind, no matter what. his father pushed him & groomed him to take over his business, but after losing respect for him, he didn’t want anything to do with it, deciding that law would be his career path.

he is part of xvi society & kappa order society —— although not entirely his idea, he doesn’t mind having something to do & meet people, it’s a good excuse to get out of the house whenever he can

but, to much of his dismay, he plays lacrosse. he is quite aware that this is a rich kid sport, & he absolutely despises it; he can’t deny it’s actually fun, though, but he always takes the chance to talk about how much he hates it whenever his father is around

he’s always been someone who has been intrigued by the idea of relationships, but he’s so afraid that his father’s terrible ways with commitment passed on to him & he’ll never be capable of loving one person. that doesn’t stop him from wishing for it, though.

if someone were to say “men ain’t shit” to him, he’d probably agree. he knows how badly he can be as a person, but he doesn’t really care for it. 

he absolutely despises people who play or are dumb. he’s quick to judge, too, which isn’t a good combination but his charming personality makes it work. he tends to be sarcastic when annoyed, but his smile let’s him get away with plenty.

whenever he’s in a relationship, platonic or romantic, serious or not, he tries to prove that he truly is capable of being good. it’s something he struggles with, as his childhood has hardened him & made him secretive & defensive, but he tries his best.

fin.

okay i hope that’s everything ?? i really hope i didn’t forget anything omg. i’ll probably be reblogging some muse posts later & add some more stuff to his board jfkdjfd. pls msg me or like this so we can plot !! tysm for reading <3

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