The Misory Of Me

[gabs0531]

A part of me died that night you used us in past tense.

[gabs0531]

When will the lies I tell myself to move on from you become my truth?

[gabs0531]

While the world is burning, it is you in whom I seek comfort, but it is you who burns my world down.

[gabs0531]

I find myself ensalved by your touch, entranced by your mouth, enchanted by your words. I am completely undone by you.

[gabs0531]

Just when I think I have a clear headspace you come back and muddy the waters.

[gabs0531]

I have yet to learn that masking my own needs in silence to placate another does not earn me their love.

[gabs0531]

There are days when I am fully convinced I am unfit for any human relationship.

[gabs0531]

I tolerated your destructive patterns because I didn’t want to lose you. But by tolerating you I lost me.

[elliot-amy]

Shelley Duvall on the set of The Shining (1980)

[bleakandhollow]

yearning for something that i may never acquire but i want it anyway

[goryhorroor]

horror sub-genres: witch

[gabs0531]

My worst sin is that I have destroyed and manipulated myself for nothing.

[gabs0531]

I wish to rid my mind of their existence. Their romanticized presence plagues me. Erase them from all corners of my mind and maybe then, I’ll know what it is to have peace .

[gabs0531]

I am the definition of insanity, stuck in an endless succession of unrequited love and heartbreak

[gabs0531]

If it is as they say and we our full of stories, I am full of only tragedies and despair

[gabs0531]

I think the most stupid thing of all is that I actually thought you’d be different

[remanence-of-love]