pick your pile cutie patootie. take what resonates, never force a reading to fit for you. i love you guys, stay safe ᄫᥠââčË
who they are? ᄫᥠââčË
Why am I getting that this is somebody who is the type to avoid conflict. (people have weird perceptions of them) I don't understand why it's coming through like this, but I felt like I was just reading them wrong. Seeing the side that everyone is seeing but I wanted it to be more personalized for you group one. This is your person you know. That also leads me to believe that the attention they get (bc that message just kept coming out heavy, they get a lot of attention but not really from the people they want, or it's just from weirdos, people that project onto them) I feel like they may struggle with that. Their self doubt, getting trapped in their own thoughts, I was just getting that it's too much at once. Too much shit coming at them.
That could be what's happening with them currently or in the future, or past, the timing is just unpredictable for this. (All readings are timeless, it's why I don't focus on the timing that much I'm sorry :/ ) I feel like they're very popular. A lot of people see them, more than they may even see themselves too. It just felt like a performance, wherever they frequent, a space they're in and they get lots of attention. It's seems like they can't be who they want to be. Struggling with their own inner self, I feel like they have some sort of influence on people. They could be a fire sign. I'm not gonna push this away but why do I feel like people are jealous of this person, they have this go getter, fast paced energy about them. I think they could be impulsive but not reckless. Similar to the fool, they're open to experiencing new things. I'm gonna go back to another thing sticking out. Within their workplace, I feel that's where most of the attention comes from. Whatever they may do, they're very passionate about it.
They get their shit done, feels like a jack of all trades. Another thing, that's why jelaous eyes and envious people peek out. People fuck with this person because of their achievements. I feel like they may just be trying to find their own way in this life, making it happen for themselves. There's a big ass pep in their step, they could be an overachiever and ppl could see that as them being obnoxious and a show off. Opportunities may come to them easily, or they go after it with confidence. Their confidence is very strong. This is so fucking weird but "your persons hot dude!" I said it but other people could say that too. Their energy is so go go go! So extroverted and big! They could be big. In whatever way that may mean. They just take up space, people really love to fucking watch them. As I'm getting into it, it just feels so RAAAAHHHH! VERY CHAOTIC! you can't really tie this person down, reminding me of a lion. (imagery was a hungry lion, that fierce look, their teeth sharp, movements are calculated and quick) YES! I know I'm all over the place but the fire is just strong! Wherever in their chart, just pay attention to the fire placements,and- okay it just came through, fire and water, but I was thinking of air.
It could just be a whole mix of the three. But the fire signs are strong, Aries, Leo, Saggitarius! I think I said it earlier about them not wanting to upset people, see that's why the front was up. Whatever their profession is,theyre very successful with it and seem to get both praise and backlash, which makes a lot of sense now. People probably fall too hard for this person, getting lost in the illusion, the front they have put up, earlier it came out, but them getting into weird connections with others, immature superficial people, if you understand what I'm saying. Authenticity seems to be something they're searching for. I feel like this is someone people project their fantasies onto. When they give love, it's serious, but I just get that people like to use them, like an emotional ego boost (does this make sense omg : ,))) that damn card kept popping out, about the energy they may exude, which says "daddy" lol but NAUR! they exude that, they could be older or just more mature than people think for their age. They're put together, they got their shit together you know, so stable but chaotic itâs so funny.
I feel they may find peace in relationships, where emotional intimacy is strong, where they can let their guard down with someone. theyâre in love with love but they need to be aware of the people they entertain. just being more aware of their surroundings, understanding that not all company is good company. people could be easy to fall into this obsessive energy with them. i feel they may need better boundaries, with themselves and others. understand that itâs okay to slow down, take their time. that side of them seems to come out with their lovers though. no one can really hold this person down, remember what i said about making their own way. thatâs where i feel people misunderstand them, thinking that theyâre just the type to rush and not think, but behind closed doors theyâre in their fucking head, they donât mind the challenge but it also gets to a point. red could be their color. or thatâs their aura. relating to that color, the passion, drive, ambition, determination to get what they want, desire, pain, conflict. CRAZY ASS MARTIAN ENERGY OMG :,) (i apologize if this is chaotic, but i feel that explains them so well, canât seem to stick to one specific thing, a russian doll that keeps going, never ending, you think you know something about them, then you find out even more information about this person. âshuffling through pretty facesâ the exterior of others, theyâre trying to find the one for them but keep getting met with people who arenât who they say they are. only wanting to be with them for some ulterior motive, this person is so interesting, they act like they donât give a fuck and they probably donât, but then those weird fearful, anxious inducing thoughts creep in. i feel their faith really drives them, unwavering as theyâd say it. i donât think anyone can break that within them. king of swords and king of wands, thatâs just them.
what youâll love about them? ᄫᥠââčË
when theyâre focused on something i feel they may like to get the little extra steps out the way in the beginning. anything that might distract them, making sure their focus isnât interrupted, even if it may be minor, like eating a meal before they have to put their energy into a project. i feel thatâs something youâre gonna love the most because thatâs pertaining to you when you guys spend quality time together. compared to their chaotic life and all the events going on outside of your relationship. i really feel like youâre going to love the slower pace with them, spending time with your person even when they want to be âaloneâ. alone, quiet time with you, everything shatters, every guard, the front, the barrie thatâs up, itâs all with you where they let that shit go. something here is extremely mutual. i just went a bit crazy spazzing about all the things you both will love about each other. yes itâs what youâll love about them, but you accepting them for who they are and how they let their vulnerabilities show with you, is them falling deeper in love with you. âscorned loverâ came out in the section above as well, i may have forgotten to put it, but that was their energy, people doing them wrong. but i feel like theyâre overcoming this fear with you. your patience, their patience. talking to each other with no biases, no judgements. the two of you being extremely transparent together. they seem to always be guarded even maybe a bit with you too, but theyâre safe, safe with you. i feel like you guys will really love their inner strength. their resilience, you see them more than what others see, the side of them that nurtures themself, self care.
i wanted to say this âtheir relationship with who they areâ youâre going to love seeing how they overcome their own fears, pushing through the âwhat ifsâ, how they may spiral internally. i feel like youâre going to love how new it feels, the both of you experiencing stability within a relationship, learning together and balancing yourselves, not giving all of yourself away. remaining autonomous even when youâre in a commitment, respecting each others individuality. i feel like youâre going to love how they show you love and take care of you, same as how youâll take care of them. the energy is very reciprocal, no one is being left out. your understanding of their authentic self. OMG. something came out earlier too! it was about âi think you might be my soulmateâ the connection bringing those deep ass feelings of âYES THIS IS REAL, WERE REALLY MEANT TO BEâ almost like a shock, that you guys crossed paths with each other, they are apart of your soul tribeâŠ..i feel like itâs meant to be âi see you, you see meâ seeing past that bubble, the shallow bubble, you ACTUALLY understanding their personality and all of their weird, quirky characteristics.
even when you both have disagreements and argue, theyâre still there, not letting stuff like that affect your relationship. loving how you see their commitment to you, their loyalty. i feel like youâre also gonna love how they reassure you (side message: you may make them NERVOUS, so damn jittery and anxious hehe, but that could just be them as a person too, naturally sensitive to energy, and there was a lot pointing towards their faith, their belief system is strong, trusting themselves and god/the divine/ the universe etc.) you could be someone who may doubt some connections because of past experiences. theyâre real love, they do exist, itâs not a joke, this person loves you. maybe at some point you may trick yourself and start thinking that their love isnât real for you, but itâs not even like that. they want to take care of you, theyâre making that choice, they chose you! no matter how much attention they get, their attention is on you. you matter the most to them. why do i just feel you two will heal some of this through sex. emotionally intimate together while also being physically intimate. i feel like youâre both gonna learn and understand how to let go, seeing how they let go can influence you. loving how they express their love with you. i did mention the vulnerability up above, sharing your secrets with them. all of this will take time, but i feel itâs the process, the journey of you two becoming more comfortable with each other. i feel you may get drained from giving too much, even when you want to say no, your independence taking a toll on you. and then hereâs your person, wanting to take that load off of you, i feel like youâre going to admire this so much, their patience but also want to take the lead with you. letting you rest. âi got it baby/sweetieâ i did say that out loud earlier too (istg i need to make a youtube channel and just let yall hear me when i read these cards HAHAHA đ) but i was like âawwww youâre their babyâ and their baby loves the confidence, the assertiveness, how structured your person is. it may even turn you on, just like everyone else but with you itâs different. bc youâre seeing it up close, personally, bc itâs towards YOU! their close loved ones. letting this person take care of your needs. idk why but i have to say it again you matter!! you are here for a reason.
you guys may spend some time apart as well, just short separation but in this, they may have spicy videos you guys took to look at. it could be bc theyâre very busy, i mean their daily life seems extremely chaotic. fast paced. some more things:
-how they express their love to you, i feel like it cuts through that wall you put up.
-even though their work life may be extremely busy and stressful, you love how they still make time for you, always reassuring you even if it may feel a bit much at times.
-loving how they never leave you guessing, you understand their motives and what they want
-how they lose control with you, you both break down each others guards.
-quiet dates together, ALONE, i have to make that clear. the two of you spending quality time together.
-personal pet names you both have for each other, doesnât matter how cheesy they may seem, theyâre cute to the both of you
-seeing their goofy side, being comfortable enough to be a true weirdo with you. i feel like theyâre gonna make u laugh a lot.
-loving how they know youâre the perfect match for them, it feels right.
-how youâre always on their mind, your person and their obsession w you đ (put that emoji bc i feel like they lowkey play it off)
-this freaked out side of them that loves seeing you naked in their camera roll, u already knowwwww ahhaha!! but yes i feel they love watching the videos and pics, it could make u shy hehe..
okay i can go ONNNNNNN but i gotta leave it here you guys. iâm honestly interested in the sexual side of this connection too (NOT TO BE WEIRD LMFAO) but their passion for you. as youâve seen, this person has a lot of energy within them and i feel like itâd be fun going into that side for you guys and how they behave with you, how YOU affect them. anyways i hope that wasnât too out of place. the reading took a lot outta me hehe. but it was fun to dive into. ily bye guys!!! take care of yourself <3333
who they are? ᄫᥠââčË
could have heavy sag placements or their jupiter placement n aspects to those are very strong in their chart. i feel like your person really wants to be free from something right now.
they could be someone whoâs a public speaker, or theyâre in a position of power where they have to talk, not casual talk though, more professional, where they use all those big words you know. but before we get into who they are i feel like they want to tell you a message now. currently theyâre not feeling okay, i was just getting this heavy ass feeling, genuinely how someone would feel in the four of cups âwhy tf am i even tryingâ or like âwhy do i even fucking care, iâm over itâ and i feel itâs because of a relationship they were in. they could currently be coming out of or are experiencing a tower moment between them and someone else. but i genuinely feel like itâs love. whatever the dynamic was, this person wasnât getting enough back from someone. they donât even seem mad towards this, itâs very sad actually. a lot of fucking grief, i feel like something may have been taken away from them, some sort of partnership with someone, they couldâve been used for their finances/what they can offer other people. feeling like theyâre being used by this person. may have come as a shock to them, wayyyyy outta left field, i feel like they didnât expect this from that person or situation.
iâm getting heavy regret, theyâre going through a tough time emotionally. (send your love out to them đ„č) i feel like theyâre already going to be madly in love with you, this message from them, opening up to let you know whatâs going on. (i feel that may be something youâll love about them a lot, how they trust you and tell you whatâs going on, no secrets) i was going to dive deep into who they are but i just got redirected, tell you how theyâre feeling. i feel like this caused an awakening within them, theyâve realized a lot, revelations, it just feels deeply spiritual. taking time to just rest, step back, remove themself from the drama even. even if they may not feel it, their persistence and will to move forward is nothing to take lightly, thatâs them still trying. apart of who they are as well, yes all of this is fucking with them internally, like the knife going deeper into a wound. but theyâre determined, even though it seems like something or people/a person is trying to get into their psyche and just crush their drive, the natural motivation they have, theyâre still moving forward. i feel itâs so quiet though. as expansive and big their persona is, itâs like theyâre processing all of this quietly, keeping certain information to themselves. i feel like theyâre more in their head, and they donât really have anyone around them they can express this to, but itâs coming through to YOU in this readingâŠi feel like they know, know youâre out there.
i feel like even though they may be looking over this entire thing from a newer perspective, they canât give up on themselves. knowing that they have to pull through, move through it, it could even help them look at other opportunities, leading them to better options. so interesting how the cups came out, 4,5,6,7 of cupsâŠ.. them moving through each motion, why does it feel like the stages after you figure out some earth shattering information. feeling indifferent to it, acting as if they donât care and then realizing that the feelings theyâve been pushing away, arenât going to go away with avoidance. i feel theyâve been taking their time with their healing. but that guard is UPPPP! something made them more aware, probably made them more cutthroat, snippy even.
even if this person doesnât believe in the intuitive concept and following their gut more than logic, somehow they still listen to their gut. understanding the choices they make. i really feel like theyâre someone people go to for answers. the way they solve issues, having a solution to difficult situations. iâm getting that same vibe again, where we all understand who they are, the leader, the giver, the provider, the mature one. i feel they want to break free from that perception people have of them. they have this status to them, but itâs like a prince not wanting to be the next king. he just wants to run away with his princess. to be free of responsibility, it could get to them a lot, having to be the problem solver. exploring their horizon, knowing that thereâs more for them out there. similar to someone tired of office politics, the professionalism, wanting to just LET IT GO! be free and soaring in the sky. this could be them wanting to travel too, see a different environment, could be bored of their current surroundings. this person loves to learn and explore, living life through experiences. the type of person that isnât scared of trying new things, even if someone is side eyeing them. an open minded person in a rigid environment. maybe thatâs why they wanted to get that message out above. hoping you would understand them. also someone who likes to be outside with their person, experiencing life with you, not doing it alone.
i feel like as they explore with their lovers, they understand that through this, the relationship can grow deeper. this person is seeking something. âi want something new!â i feel like theyâre in the energy of âenough with the damn political mumbo jumboâ like TALK ABOUT SOMETHING ELSE. theyâre very good at that type of communication but your soulmate here is kinda sick of it. because of the front you have to put up, this mask. itâs like theyâre near those people who donât really communicate w a bit of humility. too conservative almost, or itâs just that. but theyâre not giving up, just taking time to focus on themselves again. listening to their inner voice, the calm one that makes rational and positive decisions. âi canât complain, this is my personal life, my professional lifeâ i feel like theyâre very calculated with the way they communicate their struggles to people. careful with how they come across. (ear was ringing during this section, very rare for that to happen to me lol)
what youâll love about them? ᄫᥠââčË
okay so i genuinely feel like a main main! reason why youâll love them so much is because they spoil the fuck out of you. i was getting slightly turned on I KNOW LMFAO! thatâs all yall though so donât shoot the messenger, but with them giving to you i feel like other people see this and automatically want to take from you. then there was this thing about them getting kinda mad over that. some sort of conflict here but then it was also hot in a way?! i feel like they just turn you on naturally with how they take the lead with you. theyâre your emperor. they donât fuck around and i said the same fucking thing when i started your pile too, pile two đŒ i was saying âthis person donât playâ LMFAO THAT ONE MEME of binky barnes on tiktok (iykyk đ)
i feel pretty bad but do you guys get taken advantage of, some people thinking that they can just use you and your good soul. i feel like you guys may have a hard time telling people no, knowing when to assert yourself, the anger and conflict can even be directed towards yourself, but you donât have to take on these burdens. itâs so weird bc i was saying that they could be helping you let go, learn how to walk away from shit thatâs draining you. something thatâs just not worth it, almost like empty noise. thereâs someone here whoâs very hard on themselves, it could be you or them but iâm getting itâs you too. theyâre coming off as this protective, fierce warrior. someone whoâs been walking through the dragons lair/den, whatever you want to call it. but they know what itâs like to be there in that same position you may be in when you come together with them (hell no am i wishing negativity onto you, but read this as you struggling with something mentally, even maybe physical, but this period is you learning how to be more confident. self assuranceâŠunderstanding that itâs okay to say no even when you feel guilty.)
i genuinely feel like theyâre seeing this about you, how you may even berate and bring yourself down, but the love for them is there because of their patience with you. offering you stability, i feel like they just want to give you a lot, youâre really reserved. i can see the way your emotions may fluctuate and just shift rapidly. another thing here is them wanting to offer you a place to land. it could be them wanting to move in and live together with you. or just pampering you, taking care of you, being physically there for you. if past people have rushed you and made you feel insignificant for your feelings, thatâs not them at allllll! someone meeting you where youâre at, when youâre feeling out of sorts and overwhelmed, theyâre not gonna meet you with conflict and the whole blame game. i feel like youâre going to love how PATIENT they are, iâm talking about someone whoâs not going to sit there with lingering aggression, annoyed bc you may have a hard time opening up. heck no! âweâll get through this togetherâ if you need silence, they can and will give that to you, but you wonât feel like itâs silence where they leave you to deal with it. no, itâs the kind of silence where they know to give you silent reassurance. itâs where physical touch comes in. holding you, stroking you, caressing and cuddling you. how youâd soothe a fussy baby hahaâŠ
your soulmate understanding the way you express your pain, sitting in it with you. doing all they can to make you smile, bringing happiness into your world. even when the two of you part, their mind is on you, being able to snuggle you. seems like a major love language for them and you too, yes it can lead to sex but majority of the time this is them just wanting to be near you, holding you, physical touch. seeing past all your perceived flaws, you guys may have trust issues. i feel like youâre going to love how they open you up more, making you feel safe, thatâs the biggest thing here. understanding consent together, healthy boundaries, i feel like yes you may be learning it together but this could also be really new for you as well. i feel like youâd love how they kiss your âflawsâ, it could make you really emotional, clam up a bit. they just want you to loosen up, let go with them, dancing together even if you donât know what youâre doing. itâs the enjoyment of being together, silly and carefree. i feel like you need this love, itâs quite sad, im gonna cry âŠ.. i can relate to the extreme trust issues and im just feeling that for you guys pile. it may take you a minute to open up to them but youâre really going to love their pacing, how they wonât force you to say something youâre not comfortable with. theyâre so respectful love. no matter what those negative thoughts may try and gaslight you into believing, your person isnât going anywhere.
youâre also going to love the fuck out of how youâve found your home with them, it could be your own dream home together but also the feeling of being at home with your lover. theyâre your sanctuary, a place where youâre allowed to be yourself. you can always be yourself around them. that may make you anxious but again, the steadiness, they wonât give up on you :,). they love your weird lil personality, even if you think youâre cringe or whatever, nah nah nah, cut it out. this person is very fucking possessive, youâre all theirs, oh my goodness! are they making that clear love. âi canât keep my smile hidden around you, you light up my world babyâ then xavier from love and deepspace pops out. the main character in that game is literally his soulmate, his light, thatâs what he calls her âmy lightâ their story is very precious tbh. heâs also very patient with her as well, heâs the type to really keep to himself, but if anyone messes with her, heâd do anything in his power to protect his girl. similar to your man LMFAO IM SORRY, your person đ didnât i also mention prince to king or something and xavier is a prince, who rly didnât want to be a king LOL đ he didnât like how corrupt it was. this is wild, if you want, go ahead and just learn about his character, very complex and deep backstory. but thatâs what i feel like youâll really love about them the most, how they take their time with you, âyouâre doing okayâ
i feel like youâd also love how they can see you the lil âinnocentâ front you put up too, they want to see all of you, 18+ message i know but it did pop out in the beginning lmfao đđ something about the way theyâre going to pleasure ur butt omg! talking about donât act all shy n donât hide away from me. itâs so interesting bc that energy was popping out in the beginning too, how dominant and confident they are, but itâs that cool confidence, hehe they got that swagger to them, yall find this mf sexy okay HAHAHA! i feel you may love the way he carries himself OMFG, i keep saying he! they!! im sorry u guys. similar to xavier again, he has that quiet confidence, man just does whatever tf he wants lol, beating to his own drum. did i mention xavier is very possessive as well OMG I KEEP BRINGING THIS CHARCATER UP đ but it all makes so much sense!! youâre the empress and this person is the emperor. itâs like they get off on the fact that they please you, spoil you, when you let them take care of youuuuuu! letting your guard down, not in the mindset of you having to âdo it allâ bc with them you really donât. they want to help you. âi am yours, youâre mineâ đ„čđ i hope u guys understand heehee lol, they wanna make u as happy as u make them boo, you are such a bright light in their world, pretty ass galaxy of stars. your connection may be very cosmic as well, connecting deeper, through spirituality.
an affirmation for you guys should be âmy heart is open to receiving sweet love. i am safe and protected.â this person is like your protector, a natural alpha, not that cringey bullshit you see all over the internet. also i feel they may want children with you as well. take what resonates!
i hope you guys enjoyed and please take care of yourself, im dead serious. your person wants you to, i want you to, spirit wants you to, everyone hehe, YOU MATTER! your existence matters!!! <333 ily mwah!
before any damn message hereâs one clear one to just remember: yall do not take them seriously at all, the trust here has been brokenâŠyou may have trusted them at some point but now youâre just indifferent to this, take it how it resonates but that energy wouldnât go away, this pile is not lovey dovey at all and itâs very sad to see how this fuckin person is acting but whatever.
(just my dumb message to yall, but they need to step it the fuck up, i feel like you just want to cut them off but youâre holding on)
youâre just done w the emotional immaturity. you want them to heal, you see the potential but theyâre fucking avoidinggggggggg omg i wanna spiritually slap some sense into this person. iâll calm down nowâŠ.im sorry if some of these messages are not what you wanna hear. but u sure do need to hear em. it may seem negative but itâs just this personâs avoidant ass, theyâre very insecure, idk why, they get a lot of attention but see again. external validation does not fix whatâs broken inside of you, they need to work through that shit.
spotlight by lil peep, feels like the whole song is a message tbhâŠ(feeling like they donât deserve you and youâd be better off with someone else, iâm so sick of- haaa đ„Čđđ„Čđ) theyâre genuinely acting like a fucking fool, and itâs funny bc that card was prevalent too.
âyou deserve more than what youâve been givenâ
who they are? ᄫᥠââčË
âbout their shmoneyâ extremely focused on their finances currently, building something for themselves. very hard worker.
i feel like theyâre trying to find the light at the end of their own damn tunnel. yall seem to know this person and if you donât thatâs completely fine. but theyâre just reminiscing, missing, feeling dejected. this person needs to figure it the fuck out, not to be rude but i just feel this simmering anger within them. and they need to let it out, i donât understand what is making them believe that keeping this frustrating feeling locked up inside of them will help. all itâs doing is festering and i feel like this is connected to my other PAC about âwhoâs thinking about youâ
itâs kind of irritating me, i donât like putting my own personal bias into these readings but this person is just annoying me. i have to be honest rn. anyways only reason thatâs sticking out is because they feel like a performer. like some imaginary person is controlling them and theyâre the ventriloquist doll. the dummy, they could feel like a dumbass rn, but ykâŠ..
let me not feed into that negative shit and just be straight up with you guys. they know you, you know them, but theyâre just hesitant, scared, avoiding the elephant in the damn room which is their emotions. currently it seems like theyâre surrendering themselves and taking time to go into hermit mode, i feel like they miss you and may think back on what you two had but theyâre not saying this. the energy is just scary dude, and to ignore those spooky scary feelings, they drown themselves in work, but they could also be doing really well in that space too. maybe at this time theyre trying to shape their reality into something that theyâll feel content in. as they focus on their physical stability, they could be jumping at new opportunities landing in their lap. idk why but this could be YOUR energy, the anger âmake up your damn mindâ i feel like youâre kind of fed up with the shit. people behaving like this with you. itâs so fucking weird, theyâre building something for themselves right but youâre in the back of their mind, thinking of offering you something different this time or even coming back with softer energy. this can also come off as them wanting you to surrender your past feelings and maybe give them another chance to try again with you.
theyâre in work mode right now. self-sufficiency, taking care of their physical needs-
i had to cut it off because i kind of felt very sad for your side. youâre in the mode of trying something again and beginning some sort of new project for yourself, whether it may be you trying something new with your finances, your physical life as well, thereâs just this new feeeling again. even with the way you communicate with people. not putting up with the bullshit again, i feel like your vision is getting more clear, youâre starting to understand what you want for yourself. but then underneath what youâre masking, youâre fucking hurt. itâs very depressing and i hope yall arenât hard on yourself regarding this but i feel like you guys think this person does not give a fuck about you. like they just let you go and forgot all about you. even if you canât seem to walk away emotionally and itâs still running through your mind. you pretend. itâs hurting you and you care a hell of a lot but youâre not letting yourself feel it, maybe itâs too painful to think about and iâm really sorry pile 3, i swear the emotions are extremely heavy and i just wanna âcrash outâ, break down, scream, cry. i think thatâs okay for you guys though, letting yourself feel it, cry about it, itâs okay. you guys are like the queen on swords. heavy in that energy, and thereâs a good reason to be fed up when youâre so used to seeing the same old shit within people. many readers like to say that itâs you but iâm not doing that bullshit to you guys, because everyone knows what the fuck theyâre doing, people are making choices every day and you understand this about humans. you understand that theyâre making the choice to be silent and ignore you. thatâs why youâre just like âwhatever man, do i even fucking careâ but you do. youâre so conflicted with your own feelings love. and itâs understandable, especially if they just left you in the dark. anyways iâm gonna stop rambling and jus get into the rest of their characteristics and weâll see what comes out in the next section. theyâre your âsoulmateâ but they feel like a distant memory, something thatâs fading away. thatâs what you may think though. âi donât know whatâs real and whatâs fakeâ iâm genuinely sending a lot of love out to yall !!!! đ€đȘœ
anyways the rest about who they are, i feel like you already know but just for some who may still be a bit iffy about this person. i feel weird even going into the next section about what youâll love about them bc it seems like you lowkey hate them or are just frustrated with them. but weâll see.
cutting through their fake ass exterior theyâre putting out to others, i get what you see, what the divine is seeing, i donât like pretenders so the way theyâre trying to come off and manipulate the damn reading.. thatâs why it was pissing me off bc i can feel the underlying feelings underneath all of this shit and itâs just crazy how thereâs two diff sides to them. theyâre isolating, first of all theyâre not doing as good as they seem. whatever they try to portray to other people, itâs a damn facade, yes they may be someone people just gravitate towards and look at and admire, whatever. but deep down this person seeks that shit out, external validation bc it seems like they canât do that for themselves. not to be an asshole but i have to say it. i also feel that angry feeling is them too. itâs seems like theyâre sick of their own shit but canât figure out what to do or what they want. youâre running out of patience and theyâre taking too much time to âfigure it outâ iâm not trying to seem like things need to be rushed between the two of yall but it just seems so fucking unnecessary. something is screaming âTHEYRE RIGHT THEREâ but theyâre being a coward. i feel like thatâs why itâs also hurting your feelings. feeling like you wasted your time in some way. i feel like they just want to give up on life, thereâs no passion, no drive, itâs just bleh. they could be feeling that way too, past the facade, itâs just âwhateverâ the two of you could be mirroring each other with that. âi just donât fucking careâ jeez, itâs like itâs shifting to an enemy to loverâŠ..like itâs breaking your trust.
i think the focus for them right now is just to suffocate themselves working and building their career. :/
what youâll love about them? ᄫᥠââčË
okayyyyyyâŠ.im trying to get what youâll love about them but the energy is so blocked off. like i canât really tell you, im gonna try but the energy is just depressing as fuck, so damn sad, and iâm really sorry pile 3. i donât understand why the whole connection is like this but maybe u should try seeing how you guys will even come together, if thatâs a possibility?? youâre just closed off, they seem closed off. no one seems open to trying anything or maybe one person is and the other person is oblivious idk. the feelings areâŠ
i feel like youâre going to love how they finally grow the balls and actually confess how they feel towards you. you seem to know, the whole world seems to know but theyâre still second guessing shit. once they figure out their emotions, actually fess up and stop fucking playing around with themselves. this pile seems like my group that loves confident people, someone who doesnât need to seek validation from everyone to feel secure within themselves. bc thatâs not real security. youâre not going to chase them, quite frankly i feel like youâre more receptive to people who can match your energy and the both of you do match each other, theyâre just taking a while to grasp this concept. i feel like youâre going to admire them as soon as they make that move. some sort of completion within their own life. i feel like youâre sick of being deceived, your intuition is at an all time high so u can just smell bullshit.
loving how they quit denying their feelings. you see their potential and want them to see it for themselves too, to stop seeking it from random fucking people and to actually own their CONFIDENCE. i feel so bad being mean about their cowardice but itâs just getting old. it may not be old to them but to you it is. i feel like you recognize all the patterns relating to that too. they need to come correctly or just donât come at all. you donât want them wasting your time. i feel like youâre going to love how they come after you, expressing themselves and actually putting in effort instead of being all talk with you. youâre used to the talking and the failed attempts at long term relationships. youâre clear about what it is that you want so when they figure it out for themselves too i feel you may really admire this within them. youâre going to make sure you come first always. but you also will love how theyâll start putting themselves first too. taking the fucking mask off, being who they are. ending the fake ass front they put up. when they finally let go. not make such a big deal out of the most ridiculous things.
when they start being more emotionally mature, being more open with their heart. when they start accepting their feelings for you. (please donât wait around for this person, focus on you in the meantime, i feel like it just pisses you guys off when you think about this deeply, bc i feel YOU feel that theyâre making it worse, theyâre the ones stalling and youâre already open, you always come into connections being yourself, clear with your intentions.) they need to set boundaries, stop being a people pleaser, just growing up, it sounds so harsh but itâs the truth. you have such clear and real intentions and them fucking around with that is like an insult to you guys, itâs very weird. loving the fuck outta them even more when they stop talking and start doing. their words matching up with their actions or the other way around , either way, just them being more assertive, CONFIDENT! REAL NATURAL FKIING CONFIDENCE. none of that arrogant shit dude. no, when they actually act like an emperor. youâre not here to baby nobody and you know this. youâve done enough of that. i feel like itâs time for you to start receiving sweet love, it shouldâve always been like that for you and maybe you never got to experience it fully. it was always like a clip, a short time lived. but you deserve to feel this wholeheartedly from someone who isnât second guessing and playing the doubt game when it comes to you.
this reading threw me for a loop and i really feel bad for yall mostly. yeah yeah yeah, about this person and their healing but YOU my love, you are allowed to be firm with those boundaries, never settle for less, or even settling for someone who half asses their feelings for you, fuck that shit. idk why im ranting in this pile and telling yall this but just make sure this mf comes correct. i donât want yall getting into no weird ass unrequited love bs, youâre not meant for that and you understand this. keep being strong with your boundaries and what you want. if they canât meet you then thatâs them. youâre not here to mold someone into who you want them to be. they need to fucking meet you, match you, be as emotionally open and expressive like you. bc i can see yall love hard but are selective. i just wish this person, your soulmate could fucking get this through their stubborn ass head. for all we know their own spirit guides could be a bit annoyed w them and their weird ass actions, âJUST BE HONEST, TF IS WRONG W YOUâ screaming at them. idk why theyâre so damn avoidant but they need to work through that.
i hope i didnât piss yall off omg! this pile was heavy and really fucking depressing, iâm having mixed feelings, the whole thing here is just conflicting. like they need to get it together. you can drown out the noise for only so long. and i feel like theyâre going to have a rude awakening with that too. we all need to understand that bottling up our emotions does nothing good for the soul. we have to vent and get it out. could be hard for them to even look at their shadow. but itâs inevitable :////
youâre too perfect to them in their eyes and they feel it may be hard to please you. and you just want to love on them. jfcâŠ..theyâre real but shy. wtf is going on?!?! thatâs the secret thing too, THIS MF IS OBSESSED WITH YOU. oh yeah theyâre playing games, like why are you pretending buddy. OMG LISTEN TO THIS SONG, battitude by twice!!! this is giving you that attitude but for a valid reason, saying the things they wanna do but arenât putting in any effort or movement. so fucking slow like a turtle omgâŠlike theyâre dragging their feet but theyâre possessive and want you to themselves. nuh uh, not until they make it clear to you. remember this baby!!! please!!! theyâre claiming you as thereâs but they need to sit down for a minute and realize what they need to address, uhm their damn feelings. even if you donât wait for them, theyâll wait for you. I NEED TO STOP READING OMG! this pile is so damn weird. đđ«©
i donât care to dive deep into these short ones bc of everything coming out but the more spicy side of this to maybe lighten the mood (you both may heal through that as well, raunchy, make up sex, where everything comes out) :
-somnophilia (touching/pleasuring you while youre sleeping/napping, with consent of course hello!!!!)
-itâs not just for shits and giggles, iâm real about you
-ice cream dates, just taking you out
-i only want to be with you! (iâm here) [they need to fucking act like it or this will be them in the future, making it clearer]
-fuck that attitude right out of you (i feel like youâd roll your eyes at that đ yall seem so cutthroat as if itâs âall talk barely any actionâ you intimidate them lol)
-i really want to slap that ass (giving punishment kink lmfao idkâŠputting u in your place GIRL BYE!! freaked the fuck out for you but scared đ€„)
-you got that bomb ass đ±
-got some thangs i wanna do to you
-daddies nasty lil wh0re/sl*t (LMFAO THEYRE- đ)
YES U SCARE THEM LMFAO đ youâre a bad ass bitch yes, and i mean that with the most praise, ppl fake that, YOU DONâT! baddies are clear and firm with their boundaries, who they let up in their energy, that is you my love!!! youâre not a yes man/woman/person and you donât want that shit around you eitherâŠ
i love you guys and please love yourself harder than anyone else, let your person love on you hard too! i feel like for this pile, itâs better when theyâre more into you than you them, if that makes sense. someone who actually shows up for you! and they express it too! YOU DESERVE TO BE LOVED LOUDLY IDFC!!!! if they canât do that then they need to fucking goâŠenough said. I LOVE YOU <3
END OF READING THX & GRATITUDEâËà·
this took me all day yall and im not mad at it, i was good and took my breaks in between but all of yâallâs soulmates are so interesting heheheheheh!!!! very intense reading for each pile, but i mean this is your soulmate babeâŠ.the one i guess you could say. donât come at me pile 3, i know how hard that shit is to hear. just in general though, take some time to be with yourself if any of these kind of upset you guys. the journey isnât easy but itâs worth the challenge. who knows whatâll happen. i just want to wish the best to each pile. they all seem so intense and rooted in such deep love. every pile is cosmic and ethereal. theses feelings are there for a reason. itâs love. and love makes so many people act out in the most weirdest ways. thank u for reading and trusting me to read for you. ooooooooweeeee it was a lot but i liked diving in like this >.< have a great day/night/evening <3 âŠ. kaali (áąâžâž>̶̄̄̄ᷠ·̫ <̶̄̄̄á·
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