A Chemical Mixture That Makes Chaos

Independent Semi Selective Canon Divergent Dual Muse Blog Carmilla Black / Dr. Rebecca Banner As Loved By Laces Sideblog Established January 2026

[gamma-born]

⚝ @gamma-born ⚝ As Loved By Laces ⚝ Multiverse | Multiship | Dual Muse ⚝ 20 + years of experience (10+ on tumblr) ⚝ 21+, mature themes may be present ⚝ Sideblog follows back from X

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A/N: This is not a blog for two different characters. Carmilla Black and Dr. Rebecca Banner are the exact same character raised under different circumstances. A study in Nature vs Nurture.

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You can read an ongoing list of differences between the characters here Favorite people include but aren't limited to: @sorrythatwasmean @fortunesbanner @luckofthegamma @multimatium @prplhawk @thrcadweaver @morebrainslessbrawn @dr-bruce-banner-official

[disarmluna]

[batisms]

𝗈𝗉𝖾𝗇 𝗌𝗍𝖺𝗋𝗍𝖾𝗋 𝗍𝗈 𝗆𝗎𝗍𝗎𝖺𝗅𝗌 & 𝗇𝗈𝗇 𝗆𝗎𝗍𝗎𝖺𝗅𝗌. ( ocs and other fandoms are highly welcomed. ) potential connection: childhood best friends, old friends, former flames.

"what are you doing here? thought you forgot about me."

[gamma-born]

No..no I didn't forget you...I just had...a lot happen these last few years. As for the why I'm actually supposed to be meeting with..uh...you. I'm your new lead scientist at Wayne Biotech...

She winced a bit and shrugged.. I got my Ph.D In Bio-Organic Chemistry...

[melamemea]

daily role play deinfluencing

people are not supposed to be online all the time, breaks are okay

changing communication does not mean anyone hates you

it's perfectly normal to not have icons or graphics in role play

not everyone has to have a theme

just because someone else writes the character it doesn't mean that you can't

having a google docs, carrd, canva etc. is not the norm

you don't need to use any specific language, write as you want

just because something is popular in a community it doesn't make it canon

you can write a character perfectly fine without about pages

just because someone doesn't like the way you write something they don't hate you

you do not need to consume the newest media to be "on top"

... and that is the tip of the ice berg in regards to role playing. there are a lot of standards/expectations set throughout role play and they come and go as they see fit. in these times, it's important to remind yourself that there are so many things that are in fact normal.

[jj-is-a-massive-nerd]

Lowkey the concept of tabletop RPGs but for marvel characters + ocs 👀

[starwarslovinglilguy]

...is that not what we've been doing on here?

[jj-is-a-massive-nerd]

Yes but like multi character sit around a table type stuff sounds so appealing rn

[gamma-born]

// This exists with different systems. I remember doing the FASERIP system

[jartita-me-teneis]

[melamemea]

daily mantra for overwhelmed role players:

i am allowed to take breaks.

i am allowed to say no.

i am allowed to delete asks and threads.

i am allowed to retire characters.

i am allowed to breathe.

repeat those words. taste those words. remind yourself of your position and right. role play is not your job. role play is supposed to be your hobby. don’t let your hobby become a toxic obligation. it will burn you out. you are allowed to be a person. 

[dexi-draws]

Chloe Price in a suit 🙂‍↕️

[tvandfilmarvel]

HAWKEYE (2021) Hide and Seek - 1.02 dir. Rhys Thomas.

[tvandfilmarvel]

HAWKEYE (2021) Never Meet Your Heroes - 1.01 dir. Rhys Thomas.

[batisms]

&. * open to mutuals and non mutuals.

"you dropped this . . . i wanted to return it to you."

[gamma-born]

She turned and smiled, as she held her hand out for her phone. Thank you, you're a lifesaver... She brushed her hair out of her eyes and shook her head. I would have been in so much trouble if I got all the way home without it, thank you so, so much

[gamma-born]

"Tears are handy for washing away troubling and sad feelings. But when you grow up, you'll learn that there are things so sad, they can never be washed away by tears. That there are painful memories that should never be washed away. So people who are truly strong laugh when they want to cry. They endure all of the pain and sorrow while laughing with everybody else."

Becca looked at Chopper and sniffled, reaching up to dry her eyes.

....this is about my Dad being missing isn't it? It hurts but...I can remember the good times and still be happy I have my aunt and my step-mom? A-and my little sister? Cause they make me laugh. A lot...

[gamma-born]

“I’ve yet to meet a problem that can’t be solved with explosives.”

I'm sure you haven't Sir but..I do hope we can be a bit more delicate than that with such hazardous chemicals... She looked up at him. That is why you hired me to work in UNIT's chemistry department, isn't it?

[rp-meme-central]

Slay the Princess - The Princess - sentence starters

"Are you here to kill me or something?"

"Why would I stab you to death? I don't know you. You haven't given me reason to stab you to death. It would be so silly of me to cut you open and look at your insides."

"Never mind. I don't think I want to see you beg. That's just sad. I shouldn't feel sad about my murderer."

"Lucky for you, I did destroy the world! I destroyed all of it and made it awful for everyone."

"Hi! It looks like you don't have a way out, so I'm not going to play dumb anymore."

"And you still don't have a weapon! That's funny! That's a joke! I'm going to kill you now."

"Surrendering, are we? Don't you know it takes two to stop a fight?"

"You're doing your best to help me, aren't you? I can see the conflict in your eyes."

"If I have to kill you to leave this place, I'll do it."

"What? Noooooo. No, I wouldn't stab you. I am just a sweet innocent _____, trapped here for no reason."

"Oh. It's you. Hiya, killer. I was hoping to see you again. I have some issues with how our last meeting went."

"What a pitiful display. A wounded little bird thinking it can defy a god."

"The only mistake I ever made was thinking you were going to help me. And I'm not going to make the same mistake twice."

"You must have known this was coming. The arrogance of turning your back on me after everything you've done."

"I know you and you're hideous! Absolutely wretched! Just like me!"

"It's our happy ending. Just like you asked for. It's everything we were supposed to have ever wanted."

"I want to trust you. But you're hiding something, aren't you? Why would you help me if you weren't helping yourself?"

"Now I've become something so much worse, and it's all! Thanks! To you!"

"I didn't think I'd ever get to be happy. But I think I am."

"I meant it, when I said I wanted to dance."

"I'm going to die now. I think that's what you want."

"What do you want? Because every second we waste talking is a second we could spend killing each other instead."

[vileandvenom]

Once the storm starts I may turn off my laptop just in case the power DOES go out but if it doesn't I'll be back after it's all clear

[vileandvenom]

I hate storms and the weather says we could get a bad one. High winds, downpours, isolated tornadoes...I hate it I hate it I hate it!

[celebrityon1]