Everyone, get your shit together.
I have no words, really. I ain't going to sugarcoat it here, this community sucks ass. From my own eyes and observance, most are predators or petty ass people that would rather hurt others than being normal. It's a never-ending loop that I now can't ignore.
I have been gone through the wringer and learned shit the hard way, it's not pretty and it's affecting me in serious ways. My anxiety and depression worsened, especially when the media I've enjoyed as comfort is slowly becoming discomforting for me.
No words can describe just how many people older than me have either done their best to harm me. With the recent one being someone I thought I could trust my life over, just to be revealed they forced others to ignore and alienate me for no reason. I didn't even do anything wrong to cause them to mask off like that. They became a predator behind my back, similar to Nox.
This has put distress onto me and others affected by them. I can't speak for anyone here as this is only my personal experience with the community. I can't even comprehend the amount of stress I've been given, give me a break. I'm tired of being a scapegoat.
I want to scream, I really do, but it's so damn hard to express from walls of text.
I know it may look like I could handle my trauma, but inside, every bad feeling has been eating me alive. I'm going insane from this. Something will happen if I don't let myself out.
I loved everyone, I tried to be my best self. I was kind and true to all of you. Yet, all of you took advantage of me and played me around like a toy. I will never forget that.
I'm a real being, someone that BREATHES, yet i'm disregarded as one. I can't do this anymore. I'm taking myself away from here and leaving. All of you are to blame.
I hope those who affected me mentally dies. I don't care anymore.











