lemon boy

the blog where i do whatever i want and post funny stuff 2004

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1992 Ford Econoline

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i miss one friend a lot and she knows who she is !

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Dandelion shoot, 2026-05-11

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life with bro

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my larp era is over. time to become a poser

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i do feel good i have friends for each weird part of me

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I HAVE TO LARP *NOW*

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they should've honestly killed me

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looksmaxxing can't be that bad !

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the dangers of hyping up mid

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i should be in bed but i'm writing stuff!

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i was a rich kid in a rich kid school and everyone knows that, my old classmates as well, anyone else in the city (and the country, given it has units in several cities). i remember very dearly my last day of school, jumping in the fountain and chanting the love of our identity as belonging to that school - i, even today, carry pride in being part of that school's history and studying eight amazing years of my life in there - but all of my friends who would call the place a big concentration of spoiled kids who never struggled in life (true) would definitely laugh if they observed that day --- whatever, we loved it.

it was at the same time period of the qatar world cup, walking from school to my (old) house (a flat) to see the national team play and have some smirnoff ice while dad wasn't at home. i remember all the bottles in the kitchen after the game.

that flat was amazing and was one of the best - if not the best - home my dad has lived in. the space was just right, the condo had everything, it looked pretty, the pool was huge, there was a bar which served the residents and a sports court...

it was gut wrenching to see it empty when moving out to live with my stepmother. i didn't care about moving out of the house house because i hated that place for more than it's design

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i hear a lot about how 2020 nostalgia is stupid, but do people not realise it's been six years? six whole years and every passing day i notice events which were pretty close are now too far away as i stray further into adulthood remembering my teenage days

maybe six years aren't enough for me to miss anything but i went from being 15 to (soon) 22 - the start of hs to college life

it was pretty cool and sometimes i wonder how life would be with the amazing friends i've made later on in my life. friends i'd be able to share our love for nerdy and geeky things (they know who they are and they might be reading this right now)

i see drawings all over pinterest and tumblr and remember the artistic kid i was who everyone thought would grow up to work with drawing and animation (even though i wasn't that good - just passionate), seeing how i slowly lost my love for the activity when i saw it was hard to improve and eventually just stopped drawing and doodling altogether. i think i can do it! not to say these very talented artists make simple designs, it's more like i can definitely do what i've always wanted and i know it's possible because i have a friend who is just like me and they are an incredible artist

i can't change the past and i wouldn't change it even if i could because everything that happened was important for some reason

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i should stop fw fat hoes this year

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you can be a virgin while having sex

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yk, i feel like i missed out on a few things as a teen, but i'll do whatever as an adult