Herbal

did system 22 yrs old he/they/it/she

[gardengnostic69]

I wanna mention that my account is endo safe. like it or not, we are technically mixed origin ourself if u look at it too closely. idc about who interacts or follows me but keep sys discourse away from my account, thanks!

[gardengnostic69]

Tw ED

Starving hurts. Last time it didnt hurt this bad. Last time was only last week when i forgot to buy food for sunday so i had to starve. Besides that all my Starving days were on drugs when eating was genuinly impossible. I wish I had some speed rn, it would make it easier

[gardengnostic69]

Tw ED

I relapsed again, i just hope that, even if i stop starving myself again and eat healthier again that i stick to healthy eating and dont stuff my mouth like a pig again. I don't deserve the food vut if i pick it back up, then hopefully witg some brain at least

[artisticpizza]

I can't believe they named an entire field of study after a My Little Pony fanfiction

[gardengnostic69]

Wow im on here alot again, thanks drugs for making me wanna yap

Birthday over for 4 hours now, it actually, went okay after a bit, even good tbh

[gardengnostic69]

Im 22 now. Its 30 mins after midnight and somehow not having had a single friend text me when just last night we were spending all night celebrating into another friends birthday, idk feels weird

[gardengnostic69]

Cw drugs

Today is a fun night, 1st of may. Drinking, smoking weed, speed, lsd (2nd time ever) and may try Molly LMAO

[gardengnostic69]

Love him <3

[reflingthefox]

Fic tropes tiermaker! But no shipping.

Create a Fic tropes (not allocentric) Tier List

Choose your favorites from an assortment of fanfiction tropes that doesn't include ship-related ones or popular ship AUs! From broad categor

A result of me being curious of my friends' preferences (and maybe a little bit petty), now for the world to see :3

Might be incomplete on the grounds of personal limited scope; if you see this and think this tierlist needs a trope added, shoot me a note!

[gardengnostic69]

Ofc i had to do it, like OF COURSE, HELLO?? -Scar, all prns

[the-video-store-collective]

hey so like to say that Atlas isn’t being selfish right now is such a genuinely stupid take. you were given weeks of advance notice to prepare. you explicitly promised people you would not abandon the project. and now all of a sudden you can’t even keep it up for longer than two weeks? fuck you. obviously you don’t really care about the community you claim to support, because if you did you wouldn’t be leaving so many people stranded. you have ruined things. you are selfish and you are not safe for the people you claim to support. you should feel ashamed for what you have done to this community.

on another note, any alternatives would be so greatly appreciated.

[kyberinthevoid]

I hate that “chat” now makes people think of chatgpt. no. I’m asking my imaginary greek chorus twitch audience.

[gardengnostic69]

Tw death, suicidal thoughts

You know, I've always been afraid of death. But not dying or being dead, but of the way it will happen. What if I do end up looking like I did right before death in my afterlife and I die looking bad. What if I can't find the peace I want in my afterlife? I'm not afraid of dying, I've been wanting to since I was small. I am afraid of not being happy after.

[gardengnostic69]

"everything I've ever loved has claw marks on it"

"try to numb yourself, yeah you are staying busy"

panicbaby stop being so relatable

(072, she/her)

[lunessenxe]

its officially autumn yall know what that means (crazy relapse)

[gardengnostic69]

ah yes, tumblr my beloved

had a new alter? fragment? in front just before who was literally a falling apart corpse. fun. oh how glad I am that they didn't actually harm us bc they were so fucking close to like wtf

somehow coping

[talesofcorinthia]

In Sickness (Bob & Cyrus)

I wrote another Parental!Bob & Child!Cyrus fic. This time about the first time Bob had to deal with a sick child.

It is a personal headcanon that at first Bob would forget that Cyrus was in fact a young child. Since you know she mostly dealt with soldiers in her life as a general. So she would only be reminded when he would do something particularly childish or would need caring for.

https://archiveofourown.org/works/64430686

[octocon]

Octocon is LIVE on iOS!

I'm pleased to announce that Octocon is now available on the App Store!! The app can be downloaded by the general public using the link below.

In parallel with the iOS release, we've also released our largest app update yet for all platforms: v1.3, codenamed "Ammonite"! A detailed changelog will be posted in our Discord community shortly.

‎Octocon

‎Octocon is the modern, all-in-one toolkit for people with DID and OSDD to manage their disorder and express themselves. Manage a list of y

[gardengnostic69]

WOOOOOOO FINALLY (imma act like I'm not still on the launch vc)