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Before You Enter: RULES MASTERLISTS

casual sunday afternoon realization of fully being in a quarter-life crisis

#the urge to do everything immediately and as quickly as possible? check #crippling fear of my own mortality and dying before i 'do something great'? whatever the fuck that means? check #feeling completely directionless & grieving over the loss of fundamental parts of myself that turned out to not be so fundamental after all #check. check check #sheeeesh.

hello! good morning! i love you!

#i have been so busy lately #between moving and getting ready to leave my job and trying to maintain a social life and trying to take care of myself. woof #i've been thinking about writing and that's been the extent of it #which makes me sad. because i'm in the middle of whale bio fic and i would love to finish it #and i will! i'm trying not to beat myself up about it because it is a hobby and one i want to continue to enjoy. so i don't want to force i #but balancing hobbies on top of everything else is significantly challenging #and also things change. and i think that is the most challenging for me #i had a little bit of a weep the other day because i was listening to music i'd written in 2022 and was like wow.#i used to be really into this #and i think i still am! just in a different way #idk man life is weird and strange and i am just holding on #anyway. love u bye

i try to be very love and light but trying to set up a piece of technology brings forth an ancient and malevolent beast from deep within me

#trying to set up an HP docking station will do that to you unfortunately

i have been so busy. all i want to do is get cozy and write and instead i am saddled with responsibility

BIG news y'all. i have to go to this fuck ass work conference next week but it has been made infinitely better by the fact that evanescence will also be playing in that same city and now i'm going to see them :) :) :) :)

#amy lee <33333 my childhood hero <333 #i think i could recite every lyric from the fallen album #oh i'm so excited. i found the tickets at 6am this morning and was like. no money? no fuckin problem i am GOING

mr. bea and i have finally secured a home!!!

#leasing companies are fucking monsters #$500 pet deposit for two cats. CATS. plus pet rent #BUT we get a whole house #plus it's been remodeled so no one else's crusties are in it #just our crusties <3

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i started the whale biologist (read: psychologist) fic. it's going to be brutal btw

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i've got about 5k written and it's a lot different than what i usually write so it's proving to be very challenging. which is cool, and also giving me a lot of anxiety bc what if it's terrible

i started the whale biologist (read: psychologist) fic. it's going to be brutal btw

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Wifeplay where you have sex with your wife who loves you and you love her

i missed my sleepy little mountain town so much

#i never want to leave again

despite the hiccups i hope you're having the loveliest trip 🥹💗

we have really turned it around!! i went to one of the parks yesterday and it was gorgeous <3

#bea chats ♡

okay so airbnb hosts ended up being straight from the 6th circle of hell. had to leave. BUT i found a motel run by a lovely and very strict korean family and honestly i've never felt safer in my life

#they have that parking lot gate locked DOWN #they also said. you want visitors? absolutely not. which is fine because i don't know anyone here #the woman made sure to tell me prostitution was not allowed upon checking in #thank you. after the amount of money i've spent on this trip i was considering it.

i am however thinking hard again about the whale biologist au this week........

#so stay tuned for that ig

i am so deeply not a city girlie

#i hate it. oh i hate it #so many people. so many sounds. sensory overload at all times #unfortunately a lot of the best vegan food is in cities #alas i did have an excellent vegan mac and cheese in seattle this morning :/

hanging out in washington state this week. first hard lesson: i have romanticized this state to an extent i now realize is remarkably unrealistic

#i miss my mountains....#these ones aren't mine.....

i'm having the best birth week!! i looked good as hell and my boyf made me the prettiest fucking lamp i've ever seen in my life. AND i got vegan cake. are you kidding

#bea's birthday party #delete later

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