𝗡𝗔𝗠𝗘, matthew g. gareis
𝗔𝗚𝗘, 23 physically but actually 24
𝗚𝗘𝗡𝗗𝗘𝗥, cis-male
𝗦𝗘𝗫𝗨𝗔𝗟𝗜𝗧𝗬, bisexual
𝗦𝗣𝗘𝗖𝗜𝗘𝗦, newborn vampire (4 months old)
𝗔𝗕𝗜𝗟𝗜𝗧𝗜𝗘𝗦, heightened strength & speed, durability, invulnerability, compulsion, etc.
short bio: matthew was turned in an alleyway in new york, new york after recently finding a more permanent job. before this he was couch surfing, taking odd jobs, sleeping on benches occasionally & in shelters. he's been in crisis mode since he turned sixteen and his grandmother died, who has raised him since he was five years old, when his mother (who had him as a teen) abandoned him with her. life, has never been good for matthew, but it was beginning to look up— until he was turned for looking like his sire's younger brother, whomst his sire murdered as a newborn along with the rest of the man's family. because of this, his sire watched him for weeks before deciding to turn him, changing him amongst broken bottles & wet newspapers. however, what his maker did not know was that as he was hunting mattie, he too was being hunted but by a hunter. this man/woman interupted talbot during the process, though not soon enough to save matthew. talbot, protective of his progeny, lead the hunter away; but too consumed by pain matt was not aware of the situation and feels abandoned and horrified of the man who turned him, and of himself. he feels a strange pull to him, a blood bond, but ignores it at every chance he can. ultimately, mattie refuses to feed. he hasn't fed in current, for months, clinging to whatever control he has unfortunately already lost. his humanity gone. his life gone. etc. this is where we are at current in matthew's life: recently turned, now jobless, without friends, and bouncing from abandoned building to abandoned building where he can sleep.
TRIGGER WARNING: mattie is borderline suicidal at times & deals with suicidal ideation! not always, but it will be a present theme as well as gore, blood & death.
UNTIL DAWN BLOGS DNI
this is solely for personal reasons, do not take this as an attack!
* do not attempt to ship with me if YOUR MUSE is under twenty years old. do not attempt to ship with me if YOU are under twenty years old.
sometimes i sit and think abt how mattie woke up in an alleyway by himself soaked in his own blood, taste of vampire blood in his mouth, and not a single scratch on him. how he could hear and see everything so bright and loud. how he had to stumble in the shadows home to ruthie, his bestfriend, and when he rang her bell he hurt his own ears and clutched his head; a hoarse "ruth?" then was promptly cleaned up without questions in her bath tub, shower head in ruthie's hand spraying all of his own blood off of his throat and chest, all while he cant take his eyes off her throat and his eyes are glowing in the dim bathroom light........ how he shoves her off and flees from the apartment soaking wet, running with pink & red and no shoes.
over a year ago, i made this meme & since then, it’s blown up. so, over a year later — i thought i would make a new one. so here it is, after several requests & a pile of brains, THE PRE-ESTABLISHED RELATIONSHIP MEME 0.2
send me a ✿ and i’ll fill out the template below. bold for things i could definitely see or want, italics for things i could see or am unsure of and striked out for things i don’t want or cannot see.
FRIENDSHIP. childhood friends / work buddies or coworkers / family friends / friends with benefits / smoking buddies / adventure buddies / fake friends / recently friends / party buddies / friendship of need / dying friendship / circumstantial friendship / partners in crime / old friendship / [ your muse ] is the good influence / [ your muse ] is the bad influence / [ my muse ] is the good influence / [ my muse ] is the bad influence / opposites attract / ride or die / frenemies / roommates or flatmates / penpals / exes to friends / enemies to friends / other
ROMANCE. childhood sweethearts / [ your muse is mines ] childhood crush / [ my muse is yours ] childhood crush / exes / exes to lovers / forbidden lovers / highschool sweethearts / secret relationship / opposites attract / long distance / unrequited [ from your muses side ] / unrequited [ from my muses side ] / unrequited [ from both sides ] / skinny love / friends to lovers / enemies to lovers / spurious relationship / power couple / newly entered / soulmates [ metaphorical ] / soulmates [ literal ] / awkward / turning toxic / toxic love / cheating [ on your muse ] / cheating [ with your muse ] / other
FAMILIAL. siblings [ half ] / siblings [ step ] / [ my muse ] is an older sibling figure to your younger sibling figure / [ my muse ] is a younger sibling figure to your older sibling figure muse / [ my muse ] is a parental figure to yours / [ my muse ] is a child figure to your muse / guardian figure / legal guardian / adoptive child / foster child / [ your muse ] is taken under mines wing / [ my muse ] is taken under yours wing / other
ANTAGONISTIC. dangerous to each other / dangerous to others / unpredictable / rivals / petty / developing into sexual or romantic tension / based off family matters / based of off circumstance / based of professional matters / based off misunderstanding or lies / conflict of ideology / betrayal / hero - villain dynamic / enemies / fight club / friends turned enemies / lovers turned enemies / exes turned enemies / other