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numelfanclub side blog / he/him

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i want to rant on my main so fucking baaadddd but i need to put my thoughts together before i do so i don't look like I'm attacking people but i have an opinion i think is very interesting and i want to share it oughhh

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i love rarity mlp

that's ny goat ☝️ just kidding she's a pony!

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been getting back into mlp lately. i rather enjoy these luttle horses... 🚬 i have even continued to make jujutsu kaisen ponies... wonderful

observe ☝️

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Rarity stamps!

For @sapphire-stims ;)

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hiii could you please make some stamps of rarity from my little pony ? :D

My Little Pony (Rarity) stamps!

Hope these are okay! Made stamps of her manga version, outfits version, and regular Rarity!

f2u no credit needed | request box is open!

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mlp ponysona 👀👀👀

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i'm highkey so tired right now i want to go back to bedddddduhhhh 💔💔💔 i've been losing motivation for artfight and it's lowkey probably because of that damned smoke + i injured my leg walking to the pharmacy yesterday this is some bullshit brah

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MORE ARTFIGHT!!! for Kittyisnothere, prince-ofthe-damned, and the last 2 are for fauxgloves #AGAIN #BFFPRIVILEGES!!! ft my oc and ft a bunch of other people in the mass attack!!

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i have contracted an illness during artfight FUUUUCK but yk. the world must carry on... 💔 and here's a little seal i drew while i wait out the sickness

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more artfight for chericraft, fauxgloves and SigmaHorseBoyNeigh, as well as T3MZY under the cut! MAJOR FLASH WARNING FOR THE LAST ONE

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artfight again!! characters belong to Lethal-spaceship and NISABA

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ARTFIGHT!!! characters belong to Leahpawsdragons and prince-ofthe-damned

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i posted this on my main but i'm on artfight hi

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who even is this chud

hey guy... i've been kinda mulling over this for a while but i think it's about time i just use this blog as a side blog in general and like refresh and whatnot. i've been kind of really hating a lot of my work lately and, if i can help it, i want to take certain things of mine off the internet. that is to say i've purged all scau content i could find off every platform i remember it's on and i'm not posting about it anymore because i've kind of lost connection to it as an au. all of my stuff is now archived for myself in various pdf files and i don't really [publicly] want much to do with it anymore.

i've retired pretty much every jjk au besides resau at this point so i'm not too concerned about anything right now. i just want to focus on my main au and my ocs and also doing things irl. plus artfight is coming around and i don't really want art of characters i don't care about anymore so like *scratches the back of my head*

that said! ☝️ i do enjoy certain character dynamics and what writing characters in scau has kinda taught me over the year and some change it's existed [would be 2 years if i retired it next month lmao rip] so i am really grateful for that. i think it was an experimental thing mostly and i maybe should have kept it between me and some friends because i just. Wow what was going on in my head. but anywhosers, point is, all of it's gone from public viewing and i will only talk about it and my other retired aus with close friends [especially scau].

i think a lot of this comes from the fact that i have avpd which is like if rejection sensitive dysphoria and generalized anxiety disorder had a weird fucked up baby that was cousins with bpd and it is just. Not fun. i think that contributed a lot to 1: my mental health 2: my current feelings on my aus [general disinterest + even a little bit of hatred sometimes] sooo yk. i think for the most part i wanted attention by being able to say, truthfully, that i had like 72 aus, but really i've only had a soft spot for one and that's resau. so, y'know, to reiterate, i'll just do some bullshit over here and my main au stuff will be on numelfanclub.

thank you to all who were interested! i just feel like maybe that stuff ain't actually my style and i wanna pivot in a new direction in terms of storytelling [and think a little more critically about the stuff i write cause lowkey some of the stuff in scau was *tugs collar*]