IF I CAN LIVE THROUGH THIS,

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[garrett44graham]

#GARRETT44GRAHAM . an independent & private portrayal of garrett graham , sophomore at briar university , history major , future center for the boston bruins . mostly show based with book influences & semi - divergent . cherished & defended by alexys ( 30+ ; she/her ) . not spoiler-free . tw : abuse .

A STUDY IN : survival , losing the parent who loved you , hyper - independence , the guilt of letting your abuser stay in your life , not letting anyone in no matter how much they mean to you , opening yourself up to love .

[garrett44graham]

garrett's an ally ! speak garrett ! garrett : ally !

[mythshire]

※.·:·.※ 𝐘𝐎𝐔'𝐑𝐄 𝐒𝐓𝐔𝐂𝐊 𝐖𝐈𝐓𝐇 𝐌𝐄 𝐍𝐎𝐖 ··· a collection of chosen bonds, found family, & unconditional belonging roleplay sentence starters. genre: platonic love, hurt and comfort, loyalty.

• You know you don't have to keep checking on me, right? I'm fine. • How are you? Wait, did I ask that already? • I don't know what I'd do without you. I mean that. • Oh, God. I thought something happened to you. Don't scare me like that. • You're not alone in this. You know that, right? • We're family. That's what we do. We show up. • Make yourself at home, okay? This is your place too now. • Get out of here with that. You're not a burden. Don't ever say that again. • Is there anything you need? Food? A blanket? Someone to just sit with you? • So, what's next for us? • I have to admit there's a small part of me that's terrified you'll wake up one day and realize you don't need me anymore... that you'll leave. • It's just... I've never had this before. People who stay. • Why are you still here? I mean, you could go anywhere. Be with anyone. • I know I'm not easy to deal with. But thank you. For staying anyway. • [Name], I don't know what I'm doing half the time, okay? But I know I'm not doing it without you. • I don't really know where else I'd want to be, except right here. • You're the best thing that ever happened to me, you know that? • I really think you saved my life. Not dramatically. Just... by being here. • Hey. Bad dream? Come here. I've got you. • You don't owe me anything. This is what family does • Stop apologizing. You're allowed to need help. • I made your favorite. Thought you could use some comfort food today. • You look exhausted. When's the last time you actually slept? • I'm not going anywhere. You're stuck with me, remember? • We've been through worse. We'll get through this too. • You don't have to be strong all the time. Not with me. • I brought you something. It's stupid, but it made me think of you. • Come on. Let's get you home. • You matter to me. More than you know. • I've got your back. Always have, always will. • You're shaking. Here, take my jacket. • I know you're scared. It's okay to be scared. • You did good today. Really good. • I'm proud of you. I don't say that enough. • Stop pushing me away. I'm not leaving. • You think I'd let you face this alone? Not a chance. • I'll stay up with you. I don't mind. • You're safe here. I promise. • Tell me what you need. Anything. • You don't have to pretend with me. • I trust you. Completely. • You've got this. And if you don't, we've got this. • I'd do anything for you. You know that, right? • You're not too much. You're never too much. • This is your home now. For as long as you want it. • I'll fight for you if you can't fight for yourself right now. • You make me want to be better. A better person. • I chose you. I keep choosing you. Every day. • You're allowed to fall apart. I'll hold the pieces until you're ready.

[garrett44graham]

@we44sy texted , what if i said i'm outside?

as soon as he sees the text , he's out of bed , sweats hung low on his hips as he throws a few stray pieces of laundry in the hamper before he's all but ripping the door to his bedroom open . he looks around for any of the roommates before taking the stairs quickly to the landing and stopping in front of the front door , pushing his damp curly hair back & taking a breath . settle , he tells himself , shaking his head despite the excitement thrumming through his veins before he opens the door . & smiles despite himself when he finds her exactly where she said she was . ❛ wellsy ! what a surprise . ❜

[garrett44graham]

so yeah alcohol probably exacerbated Phil’s abuse & that’s why Garrett is so strict abt it but whatever

[garrett44graham]

@bri4raes texted , i kept your stuff. in case you ever wanted it back .

[ text to : wellsy ] sure, i can pick it up or whatever you need. [ text to : wellsy ] . . . [ text to : wellsy ] how are you doing? [ text to : wellsy ] . . . [ text to : wellsy ] are you okay? [ text to : wellsy ] just let me know.

[garrett44graham]

i scare you? that's what you said - fuck .

[garrett44graham]

submissive in the way a livestock guardian dog is submissive to the sheep it kills wolves for

[ohisms]

✱ ˚｡⋆ ↪ 1-800 ( HIT MY LINE ) ... ( a collection of texting prompts, part two. adjust phrasing as necessary, mature themes present. )

[ TXT ] :   you could just say you're sorry.

[ TXT ] :   this doesn't mean i forgive you.

[ TXT ] :   be outside in two minutes or you're dead,  i mean it.

[ TXT ] :   the least you could do is let me know you're okay.

[ TXT ] :   you start your day at 2pm?

[ TXT ] :   i think i lost my  [ ITEM ].  is it there?

[ TXT ] :   where are you?  nobody's heard from you.

[ TXT ] :   pick up.  pick up.  pick up.

[ TXT ] :   what if i said i'm outside?

[ TXT ] :   keep me posted.

[ TXT ] :   i want to kiss you so bad it hurts.

[ TXT ] :   send me your location.

[ TXT ] :   i hope this is some sort of emergency.

[ TXT ] :   i woke up and you were gone.

[ TXT ] :   they know.  i don't know how,  but they know.

[ TXT ] :   don't come home yet. i'll explain later.

[ TXT ] :   don't say i didn't warn you.

[ TXT ] :   i can't tell if you're mad at me...

[ TXT ] :   just trust me,  ok?

[ TXT ] :   [ IMAGE DELIVERED ]  you left this behind.

[ TXT ] :   are we still on for tonight?

[ TXT ] :   i want you to admit what you did.

[ TXT ] :   did you just hang up on me?

[ TXT ] :   are we ever going to talk about this?

[ TXT ] :   this is bigger than both of us now.

[ TXT ] :   i'm still waiting.

[ TXT ] :   what are you doing tomorrow night?

[ TXT ] :   fine,  i'll do it myself.

[ TXT ] :   you're still my emergency contact.

[ TXT ] :   stop,  you're making me blush.

[ TXT ] :   i lied earlier.  i'm not fine.

[ TXT ] :   [ MEDIA ]  ...  delete this after you look.

[ TXT ] :   i'm not joking.

[ TXT ] :   what happened to "never again"?

[ TXT ] :   i just want to make sure you know you're not alone.

[ TXT ] :   i don't know who else to call.

[ TXT ] :   can't stop thinking about you.

[ TXT ] :   you couldn't have told me this in person??

[ TXT ] :   i can't wait to see you again.

[ TXT ] :   did i do something wrong?

[ TXT ] :   i can't help you if you don't let me.

[ TXT ] :   i have ... sort of a favor to ask.

[ TXT ] :   i'm grabbing food, want me to pick you up?

[ TXT ] :   you looked at me different tonight.

[ TXT ] :   i don't want to be alone right now.

[ TXT ] :   i can't believe you'd actually say that.

[ TXT ] :   don't worry,  i handled it.

[ TXT ] :   i didn't think this through.

[ TXT ] :   give me a straight answer.

[ TXT ] :   if you go to the cops,  so will i.

[ TXT ] :   someone's feeling bold today.

[ TXT ] :   were you ever going to tell me?

[ TXT ] :   i shouldn't have said that.

[ TXT ] :   we kind of have a situation...

[ TXT ] :   i keep re-reading our old messages.

[ TXT ] :   like,  a BODY-body??

[ TXT ] :   you should hate me right now.

[ TXT ] :   i didn't plan for this,  either.

[ TXT ] :   i know you're reading these.

[ TXT ] :   have you been taking care of yourself?

[ TXT ] :   it's getting really bad again.

[ TXT ] :   [ IMAGE DELIVERED ]  am i doing this right...?

[ TXT ] :   i'm coming over whether you want me to or not.

[ TXT ] :   i need you to delete our texts.

[ TXT ] :   were you at  [ LOCATION ]  yesterday?

[ TXT ] :   you got anywhere to be later?

[ TXT ] :   i know it's 3am but i need to hear your voice.

[ TXT ] :   are you having fun?

[ TXT ] :   i'm on my way,  don't go anywhere.

[ TXT ] :   it's been awhile,  we should meet up somewhere.

[ TXT ] :   oh my god,  are you bailing again?

[ TXT ] :   [ LINK ]  ...  this reminded me of you.

[ TXT ] :   so that's it?  we're just...  done?

[ TXT ] :   wear the  [ ITEM ]  i got you tonight.

[ TXT ] :   you looked at me different tonight.

[ TXT ] :   bring a jacket,  it's freezing.

[ TXT ] :   your secret is safe with me.

[ TXT ] :   this wasn't meant for you. forget you saw that.

[ TXT ] :   do i need to come over?

[ TXT ] :   stop,  you're making me blush.

[ TXT ] :   you're running out of time.

[ TXT ] :   don't bother making excuses.

[ TXT ] :   i see you typing...

[ TXT ] :   i don't think i caught your name.

[ TXT ] :   they know.  i don't know how,  but they know.

[ TXT ] :   i wouldn't ask if it wasn't important.

[ TXT ] :   you snore,  by the way.

[ TXT ] :   show me what you're working on.

[ TXT ] :   call me right now,  it's an emergency.

[ TXT ] :   if i tell you something,  promise you won't freak out.

[ TXT ] :   i thought you were dead.

[ TXT ] :   this is all a big mistake.

[ TXT ] :   movie's showing tonight at 9,  are you in?

[ TXT ] :   [ IMAGE DELIVERED ]  ...  miss this yet?

[ TXT ] :   you don't have to be such an asshole.

[ TXT ] :   you know what you're doing to me.

[ TXT ] :   i just heard what happened... are you okay?

[ TXT ] :   you owe me one.

[ TXT ] :   i miss you so much.

[ TXT ] :   can you send me the photos from last night?

[ TXT ] :   [ LINK ]  ...  have you seen this???  [ NAME ]??

[ TXT ] :   you looked beautiful last night.

[ TXT ] :   can i see that beautiful face?

[ TXT ] :   i kept your stuff. in case you ever wanted it back.

[ TXT ] :   sorry,  i'm running late.

[ TXT ] :   i'm not supposed to be talking to you.

[ TXT ] :   you can't ignore me forever.

[ TXT ] :   [ LINK ]  ...  don't freak out.

[ TXT ] :   i think my phone is tapped.

[ TXT ] :   hold on,  i'm in the middle of something.

[ TXT ] :   just checking to see if you've blocked me...

[ TXT ] :   you can't tell anyone about this.

[garrett44graham]

garrett listening to fade into you when he's depressed & heartbroken he's just like me

[garrett44graham]

his heart breaking for her, his anger pitching in real time his little 'fuck' & shocked laugh & trying to keep his face/his reaction neutral so she still feels safe about telling him what happened

[garrett44graham]

@5thline says , i know i’m not the person you want, but i’m here .

garrett's brow furrows , looking up from his plate , where he'd been pushing around the , admittedly , amazing looking dinner . he's just out of it , he's tired & his dad won't stop texting him & he's going to fail this stupid philosophy class because of jared - or whatever his name is . none of which is tuck's fault & he's an asshole , again . he takes his first actual bite before he smiles . ❛ i never said that , tuck , & it's not true . plus , between us , if anyone else were here i'd have to share this food & i ain't doing that . what fruit are you up to now for sig tau ? you still hiding it from dean ? ❜

[videog4mes]

ㅤㅤㅤㅤSMUT PROMPTS FOR YOU SPICY FREAKS ❤ – please change pronouns and verbiage as needed. add “+ reverse” at the end of the prompt to reverse the roles.

encore: for sender to initiate consensual sex the moment they're alone with receiver after receiver intentionally spent the last hour teasing sender in public where they could not react.

eye contact: for sender to guide receiver's face back to looking at sender while they're actively engaged in sex or foreplay.

love bites: for sender to nip and gently bite at receiver's body as they kiss and explore.

hands on: for sender to slowly guide receiver's hands along their body where they wish to be touched, prompting where to squeeze, massage, and explore.

shower paint: after playfully getting house paint on one another when they should have been painting the walls, sender guides receiver to the shower where the fun continues.

last hurrah: for whatever reason, sender and receiver are parting ways. but not before one last time before they go.

t-shirt: sender can be found waiting at home for receiver with nothing but receiver's large t-shirt on while standing (or bending forward) in a compromising position.

solo act: sender intentionally pleasures themself while receiver is watching. receiver joins in on finishing the job.

insatiable: sender and receiver have repeatedly engaged in sex all day, despite both having reached the point of exhaustion.

i love you: sender and receiver haven't defined their relationship status, but while they're having sex, sender slips and tells receiver they love them.

exes to lovers: sender and receiver have been broken up for well over a year or two. after a coincidental run in, sender finds themself in receiver's bed.

[leavingubehind]

Bonus:

CHENFORD CANON PROJECT ↳ [1/1] favorite tim scene

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[garrett44graham]

elizabeth grace graham ( née gallo ) . it's important to know that she would've left . she'd tried to leave with garrett when he was a baby & phil found them . he found them & dragged her home , would hurt her more . when she got sick , she couldn't leave . & it would've been easier if she'd had any family , anywhere , left . but it was just her & garrett . she didn't have the money or the resources that phil had . & she couldn't - wouldn't - leave without garrett . couldn't bear the thought of leaving him alone with phil . phil , who'd charmed her in a restaurant in philly at a dinner with his team . phil , who'd teased her & made her feel wanted before they got married . phil who'd changed as soon as they got married & got even meaner when he had to retire & even meaner still as she got sicker & sicker . as long as he wasn't touching garrett , she'd been able to stomach it . she'd been able to hope that she'd get better , dream that they'd get to leave together one day . garrett had hockey , garrett was great at hockey , it kept him out of the house & he wouldn't have to see more than he had to . when she passed it was as hard as the rest of her life , on a ventilator , clutching garrett's hand as she struggled to breathe & cursing any god that would put this on a child . on her child . that would take her & leave him alone with a monster of a father . & she cursed herself for not being stronger . for not saving her boy , for dooming him with a father like that . but she dies holding his hand & only hopes that she'd done him some good in her life .

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