ghost. halloween.

independent. selective. eleven / jane hopper from "stranger things" on netflix. || mun is 23+. || banner credit to @ chrishemsworht.

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hello, my name is cece! i am 23 years old ! i am selective when it comes to writing partners but most of the time, if you cut your posts and have clear rules, a muse list(if you are a multi), and biography (for OCs), i will more than likely follow you back! <3 OCs, duplicates, multis, and single muse blogs alike are all welcome here ! <3 thank you for checking out my blog !! **NOTE: this is a sideblog on @aigonakru.

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RULES

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𝙜𝙝𝙤𝙨𝙩. 𝙝𝙖𝙡𝙡𝙤𝙬𝙚𝙚𝙣. 𝐢𝐭'𝐬 𝐬𝐩𝐨𝐨𝐤𝐲 𝐬𝐞𝐚𝐬𝐨𝐧 !!

se.ason 2. ep.isode 2. of ST.

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peep the new icon ;)

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full halloween set up on my blog...spooky season. ;)

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dcbrnncr​:

@gateopener​ asked: “Why aren’t you listening to me?” ( from gateopener )

“i am listening to you, eleven. i heard everything you said, but you need to listen to me now.” he’s used to arguments that could easily be settled through a discussion & he almost went back to that method before deciding to try & reason with the girl. the same one he spent so many years with as he raised her, but he never truly got to know who she was beyond the powers that he cared more about. now that he was left without the life he once knew, he wanted to do things differently with the girl whom he was surprised wanted to be around him still. the last thing he’d want to do is drive her away when he just found her again after coming back from death. “i don’t want to fight with you anymore.” he said when sitting with her as he used to when they were having those rare moments where neither had anything to be upset about. “that part of our lives is long over now. i’m not the bad guy anymore..i promise.” 

he isn’t listening. he’s lying. her mind yells at her as she keeps her gaze steady on him. “ i don’t need to listen to you. you have never listened to me. why should i? ” her eyes narrow on him, cutting him off before he could argue further with her. “ you don’t know me. i’m not a little girl anymore. ” her hands clench into tight fists and she swallows down the lump in her throat. trying to push down the newly-regained powers that are quickly rushing to the surface. begging to be free. “ if you don’t want to fight, listen to me. angela is mean. angela hurts me. ” her eyes gloss over with tears. “ makes fun of me. and you want me to ignore her? ignore all of them? everyone at school ? no one likes me. i’m not as smart as them. i can barely write sentences. barely speak...i can’t understand most of what they say. what the teachers tell me. i have to get notes from will. ” she chokes out as a single tear rolls down her cheek. “ because no one ever cared to teach me. you never cared about me. ”

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firstflayed​:

@gateopener​ said // “ you all think that i can’t. ”

                  “ Oh eleven … i know that you can… i’m the only one who knows what its like to be treated the way they treated us in the lab .. i know what that does to you ..” Henry said leaning down to face her. “ I know you can survive … i know you can beat this.”

“ but i don’t do good. ” she voices, her limited vocabulary clearly coming through. “ i try hard...but i’m not as good as the others. ” eleven lets the words fall out out of honesty. “ why do you think i can? ”

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fiercehearts​:

                         steve swallowed down the lump in his throat , because he knew that feeling to well. he had pushed it away for year now , but he did remember the guilt when barbara had disappeared. and then billy. even though that was barely on him , he knew part of him felt like it was. he shook his head as he just pulled her into a hug and shook his head. „ no. it.. it wasn’t you. he ..died because he wanted to save you , because there’s nothing in this world he wouldn’t have done to keep YOU safe. this isn’t on you and he would never. he would never want you to feel like this, el. “

she pushes against his embrace and shakes her head frantically. the lights flicker above them as her power seems to radiate off of her and into the electricity. her emotions fueling all of it. “ no, no ! he shouldn’t have done this. he shouldn’t have been the one to do that! i should have ! i should’ve been the one to save everyone! he didn’t deserve it ! ” jane cries out and continues to shove the male trying to comfort her. letting her anger out on him unfairly.“ i should’ve died ! ”

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dcbrnncr​:

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it had been about a month since he watched eleven drive off with her friends back to hawkins & since he was sure he’d die. that was how it was supposed to be after getting shot numerous times trying to keep the government from ending eleven, but it seemed they & fate had a different idea in mind for brenner. if it wasn’t for the fact that eleven could very well still be in danger { if vecna didn’t already get her }, he would rather wish for death when taken away by the very people who shot at him. but there was unfinished business to be taken care of that was really all he had left after his lab & all he had was taken away on that hot day in nevada.  still that man who had his own ways of getting what he wanted, brenner managed to figure out what was happening in hawkins & decided perhaps the best place to look for elven was at the hospital. maybe to make sure she wasn’t injured or to see if anything would bring her there. it took some time but eventually he found her while sneaking down a remote looking corridor. when seeing her, he couldn’t resist a smile when seeing she wasn’t the one in the bed. instead she was there with a girl who appeared to be badly injured by what or who he didn’t know.  “eleven..” he walked further into the room with only that name leaving his lips before closing the door to give them some time before she’d either kick him out or he’d be caught where he didn’t belong. even if he did save her the last time they were together, he knew there was plenty of reason for her to not want him there. but he hoped she’d give him a chance to at least try & help her win against vecna & the government. 

please, max, wake up. she pleads in her mind as she held the comatose girl’s hand. you’re strong. you can do it. eleven urges with slightly narrowed lids. unbeknownst to her is the guest that had steps into the room. dr. brenner. his voice filters into her ears and eyes widen. am i going crazy?

slowly her grip loosens on max’s and lets it fall with a soft thump on the mattress. “ what... ” she begins as she turns to face the source of the voice. she couldn’t believe her own eyes when she witnesses dr. brenner standing in the doorway. light filtering in from the hall and illuminate a glow over his white hair. “ you aren’t real. ” eleven states in disbelief, a slight shake of her head following. “ am i dreaming? ” i have to be. it’s been a month since i last saw him. he died. in the sand. no one there to save him.

eleven remains frozen in the spot beside the bed, happy that the surface is there for her to lean on as the reality of the situation hits her. “ h--how are you alive? ” she questions, not sure if she’d get an answer. even with that, she didn’t move forward. eyeing the man before her that caused so many problems...but had been with her since the beginning of her life.

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he was reminded of a time when he'd hold the girl in his arms when she was made weak from using her powers, but that was when she'd get better after a while & be ready for more experiments. today was different as he knew the older girl whom he held wasn't ever going to recover. the child he once called his daughter was no more & brenner knew this to be true, but he didn't want to accept it. he truly did love eleven as a daughter without any chance to properly show it. all he could do now was kiss her forehead that still held warmth to it as he hugged her close. not ever wanting to let her go as the words 'i'm sorry, my daughter' escaped his lips for no one to hear but him. // @dcbrnncr bc you sent me angst so here's some for you :')

mY hEaRt </3

AHHHHH

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firstflayed​:

@gateopener​ said // i can’t go this way

“ There’s nothing to fear… i promise you” he said softly holding out his hand. “ I AM GOING TO KEEP YOU SAFE”

“ safe ? ” her eyes lift to his ; with him --- she is safe, she begins to comprehend each word slowly. with a slight curve in her lips, eleven nods and extends her arm, tiny fingers curling around the man’s hand to take his hand. “ where...? ” she questions, meaning to ask the destination of their journey.

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i can’t… starters edit as you see fit!

i can’t see eye to eye with you

i can’t give up like this

i can’t just leave

i can’t ever forgive you

i can’t just move on and forget

i can’t change my mind after all

i can’t go this way

i can’t pretend nothing happened

i can’t turn my back on you

i can’t go back to the way we were

i can’t see the future from here

i can’t climb that high

i can’t sink that low

i can’t cross a river like that

i can’t just sing my sorrows out

i can’t love the way you do

i can’t see the good in people

i can’t believe you’d say something like that

i can’t just think everyone i meet is evil

i can’t ignore true intentions

i can’t not consider the past in my actions

i can’t ever go back to a place like that

i can’t ask you to come

i can’t ask you to stay nor to leave

i can’t get them to back away

i can’t beg you to forgive me

i can’t keep going like this

i can’t take you seriously when you act that way

i can’t listen to you speak like this

i can’t do something like that that easily

i can’t just run in there and announce my presence

i can’t have people thinking i’d do something like this

i can’t be seen with you

i can’t stay away from you

i can’t take something like this from you

i can’t believe we’d ever even make it this far

i can’t see the sky from here

i can’t swim that far out

i can’t hold my own in a situation like this

i can’t talk to people who act like that

i can’t sustain one more second of this

i can’t hold out much longer

i can’t even begin to describe just how fucked up that is

i can’t fix this anymore

i can’t pretend i did this for noble reasons

i can’t claim i believe in humanity or you

i can’t lie about something as big as this

i can’t forgive myself for even the smallest mistake

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kamchatkatraitor​:

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“You don’t even seem nervous.” Which was saying something, because even the ex-Soviet was swallowing his concern. He personally had yet to meet Vecna, but from the stories, he was not a monster to be taken lightly. Hopper’s daughter seemed calm, controlled. “Is that because you’ve done this before?”

her eyes lock with the stranger, hesitating to speak in response. her arm remaining extended towards the object. practicing for what is to come. soon. soon she will face him again. having been on edge since her escape from the lab and remembering her warnings and rules from hopper. but then she reminds herself that she can trust him --- hopper told her of his help back at the prison. so she answers honestly, “ i can’t be nervous. ” she attempts in a soft tone, “ i’ve done this a lot. ” eleven lifts a hand to her nose and wipes the drop of blood that began to run from a nostril. “ my whole life. ”

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bcldecgle​:

MAYBE SHE WAS RIGHT. It was only her first day, and she had saved them all more times they could count. Maybe he should be easier on her. “Alright.” His tone was calmer now. “Just… try to find your balance. Put most of your weight on your back foot. And remember to BREATHE.”

it fills her with relief to know that he is willing to be patient with her when she has been a witness of his frustrations many times before. “ balance ?” eleven questions at first and shifts on the balls of her feet. then following his direction; most of my weight on my back foot. breathe. “ okay...what’s next? ”

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fiercehearts​:

                         eyebrows knitting together when first the protest came from el , yet it came to no surprise to him , not after what the kids had to go through alone , because joyce and him had been miles and miles away from home. „ you don’t have to eat much , just a little to get something in your stomach , kiddo. “ , he assured her. he wouldn’t force her to eat it all , but he would make sure that there was something in her stomach. he exhaled a deep breathe , as he watched her leave the room , but settled on the table too and let her grab everything first.

„ i went to dinah’s diner. grabbed some burgers and fries. it’s at least something. i will start cooking soon , but we get gathered on supplies which seems to run out after…everything slowly. “ , hopper responded. he wasn’t surprised when half of the town was scattered together in the sport halls of the high school. and for now he could live with fast food. maybe part of him did even miss it. „ eat at least some fries and you can do.. whatever you’ve tried. “

tiny hand reaches into the bag and takes in a slow breath, grasping onto the paper container holding them. “ i’ll eat. promise. ” eleven voices before pulling the fries free, setting it on her side of the table. her features scrunching a little at what is taking over her mind ; max. is she okay?

when eleven turns to face hopper, she forces a smile before taking steps over and then settles in one of the chairs. “ if you eat too. ” her gaze shifting back and forth between the paper bag and hopper, using her power to push it gently towards him. “ fries first...cook later. ”