you ever think the majority is strange when I say they should branch out instead of shipping the most attractive white men in stranger things?
That's what I mean by elitism and the fact that they are ashamed of mentioning billy and can only be convinced with a polycule that includes tommy, truly concerns me.
Moving to bluesky and seeing it being the only ship on my feed left a weird feeling in my gut. They're attractive, sure. I feel like it's only because they're attractive. People hate when I mention it too. Why? The hyperfocus on the ship besides everything else makes me raise a brow. Pffft.
They just don't ship like they used to and the psychic warfare that has been done on the internet truly astounds me, because the cliques are bitchy and if they're inclusive, they're still being fucking awful to tommy. Like he's truly some dog. The ship is some gay, elitist ship fr. Yikes.
Vecnas curse definitely does correlate to our trauma and the psychic warfare that has undoubtedly has brainwashed everyone to be cult followers of something so putrid, mindflayed because they can't think for themselves, and afraid to step out of the box because of the fear from opposing the rest.
Not to be a bitch, but I mention the hivemind behavior with some hope I can break their minds out of this prism. The mindflayers are aliens who do manage to flay people's minds to be brainwashed, and everyone's hyperfocus does favor the most popular and attractive, white ship. That's not ok tbh.
And instead of anyone taking accountability to change their ways, they turn around and shit talk with their friends, mute or unfollow me (leaving me as a number to follow them, which I'll block as a consequence, because I'm not a cult follower) it's definitely fascism in the works. Eddie warned us.
This shit made me spiral so fucking bad to where I actually felt suicidal because of this fandom due to the double standards. I always did my own thing, and respected everyone else's business, but it came down to only being steddie. I've been here since before covid. I saw it change lol.
if anyone ever posts, they fish for love and attention, rather than feeling comfortable to be themselves. I'm sorry, but that's so fucking boring, and if you can't enjoy being yourself on an open platform? That's not a free environment just because you feel you'll get bullied. Those are not friends.
Because people are worried about all these numbers. (Heh what do you know.. the numbers control you! Like I said..) all these people who serve as a number, and you try to serve the purpose to why they followed you. Me? I never follow, or unfollow. The trash always takes itself out pffft. Mhm.
So everyone is focused on leading a cult of their own, and the way everyone must favor one thing within a single fandom, doesn't allow you to branch out. That's why you get ship wars and can't think for yourselves. It's elitism. It's cult worshipping. It's fascism. There you go.
Me still trying to snap my fingies to break everyone out of the curse of psychic warfare like an actual stranger things lab rat child that has psionic abilities because I'm human and I care.
It's no wonder i snapped and said I hated everyone lmfaoooo?? And instead of people wonder what was wrong, they put up their walls and kept continuing their ways instead of wondering whats wrong. You act like a cult, broh. Maybe think for yourselves. You can't? Because bullies. Yikes.
It's all pride, but no sensibility. The fact of the matter is I lured everyone in from this fandom, where they were attracted to my art because it's sexy. I am naturally gifted because I worked for it. I don't need a whole group of friends to validate me, and share my shit. I let it manifest.
Another red flag is I apologized for my behavior, and I always explain my train of thought, on my own page, with no names because I don't witch hunt with my own friends. Yep. I don't call yall followers. I call yall friends. It's respect, not authority lol. It really does matter. No one is a number.
I don't let others control my mind. That's why i keep talking out loud on my own page, to make sure I don't spiral and get mindfucked by this. I've been in control, even if it hurt how people turned mean and ugly. It is cult behavior. Try opening your mind a little. I'm like a fucking psychiatrist.
meh meh meh shut the fuck up you annoying stupid ass bitch meh meh meh
That's how I feel like others perceive me tbh. Some follow me indefinitely but im muted. That's silence. That's a red flag. With all this nazi bs, you're the ones mindflayed to behave this way. I'm trying to unwind the spiral.
It truly is psychic warfare brainwashing this fandom. That is why Joseph Quinn gets frustrated with steddie shippers. You all can't think for yourselves, and if someone speaks out, yall silently cancel. That's not hellfire club. You wouldn't be welcomed for that behavior. The truth hurts. Sorry.
While this persists, I have noticed chill ppl become hateful and mean, like actual bullies. You have to realize you can become an alternate to your true self, especially in this present day and age where everything has flipped UPSIDE DOWN. wink wonk. It's a mirror reflection. No empathy.
Im one of the few who has been CONSTANTLY expressing my words to escape this labyrinth, because it is a maze of walls that divides our souls and I sensed how things kept getting darker and colder. I truly felt that in my gut, and if I didn't care, I wouldn't be saying Jack shit, broh.
That makes me an outlier in comparison to the rest. I am a black sheep who refuses to be led off the cliff. Keep doubting me, until you see how rich this makes me when I recollect all this information and get it published. Mhm. I plan to spill this tea. I remember all this shit. I have foot prints.
Keep in mind that I did work for a public library in Colorado up to 7-8 years and I always scored above 110 in English literature, and most of my subjects were focused on fascism and slavery. This is psychic warfare, because it's all virtually setup to fuck with people's minds. I know.
A millionaire hired me and gave me my first job, and when i apply the literacy because fiction and non-fiction, and how the numbers have actually damaged others senses because of their codependency on their fantasies, it will break through to so many people who are not aware. I don't censor truth.
I'm not a steddie anti at all. It's the fact that there isn't any variety in our fandom and if there is inclusivity, then it has to revolve the most popular ship. Anytime I posted stommy, steddie shippers would overwrite it for their ship. They do that a lot, due to envy. Stealing is normalized.
I was happy about stommie until I saw the antis hiding in the cracks from one fic posted that was fueling tommy anti behavior. That's why I said I hated these bitches. I caught it and said NOPE.
I didn't want to sign the form to conform in the big bang. I've been posting them for years. That is my given right to be involved. Got that?
That was wrong for you all to take over the stommy big bang, but not consider the true shippers. Some of us DON'T conform. If you respect eddie, you would understand that.