Kaspbrak Actuarial

21+ please as I am.

[gazebho]

Looking for a RPer to play as the Richie to my Eddie.

We can discuss plot.

I have many years of experience RPing and can reply with either like the page of a novel or a simple sentence depending on what is needed in the moment.

Hmu if interested?

[gazebho]

FINISHED IN TIME FOR TOWL ANNIVERSARY!!!

2 years... not only that long since the show but since I started this art project.

In that time, I have learned so much when it comes to digital art. About blending, lighting, shadows, skin tones, and how to make flower stamps, a pen for Michonne's dress pattern (literally found the dress they used and copied the pattern), its been a journey just as its been for The Grimes family reunion. I will be making this art a sticker, maybe. We will see.

[gazebho]

Changing gears here, I'm finally finishing a TWD piece I started on March 31st 2024. When I saw those behind the scenes of a family picnic, the Grimes were having. I had to draw my own version.

[gazebho]

"Something Old (eyepatch), Something New (earrings from Went), Something Borrowed (Mothers dress), Something Blue (her butterfly clip)."

Finally, this is finished! Or I'm going to tell myself that. (I have a real issue with nitpicking my own art to death.) Countless hours later (and 1000s of cups of coffee).....

Started this piece shortly after finishing the brillant Welcome to Derry and am FULLY back in Clowntown just as I was in 2019/2020.

I had this idea that Rich, the bravest knight Derry ever had, would still be guarding his Maiden/Pirate. Even though he would somehow know Wentworth Tozier is a great man and can entrust her heart in his hands.

Check out the door frame for some easter eggs minus a headless boy ghost. 🥚

Can't wait for next season.

[gazebho]

Starting Lights, Shadows, and Rendering.

Hopefully finished this week!

[gazebho]

Another update.

So far, so good.

[gazebho]

Trying to draw something I've seen in my mind for a bit. Hope this turns out how I see it.

[fuji09]

Rest in peace PJ Ransone

It makes me so sad to hear about his death. He played one of my favorite characters in IT Chapter 2 (Eddie Kaspbrak) and he was also in other horror movies I loved like Sinister 1 and 2, The Black Phone, Family Blood, and Prom Night.

I know his mental health took a dive years ago, but he seemed to have been getting better. I feel for his family, losing a loved one to suicide is so painful.

I hope PJ finds peace. I hope his wife and child can find peace as well.

Also please be respectful when talking about him online. If not for him, but for his family who are deeply hurting. They deserve at least a day without people bringing up what happened when he had his psychotic break. The man was mentally ill and mental illness isn't pretty. There are ugly symptoms and sometimes we hurt people when lashing out. Sometimes we say horrible shit we don't even mean. It doesn't make the behavior ok, but he was human, a human who had been hurting for a very long time. Hurt people hurt people.

[gazebho]

Rest In Peace James, you will ALWAYS be my Eddie.

I wish we could have done more for you. I wish others had believed you when you reached out for help. We need to actually DO better when it comes to Male victims of SA.

[gazebho]

Found a Reddie doodle in my notebook from work...from 2020.

Impressed this turned out well in PEN.

I am queen of erasing shit. Lol.

I love Eddie's hair here. Lol

[gazebho]

Eddie's line:

Me when Welcome to Derry Episode 8.

[victoriada]

Andy Muschetti really said

"Oh, you haven't moved on from Reddie? I'll remind you about them. TWICE!"

[gazebho]

Drives out to the middle of nowhere..

+Screams into the wilderneess+

[gazebho]

Imagining Lil Richie Tozier (probably around age 6) telling his mom he wants to be a Knight one Halloween and Margaret can't exactly figure out why, but she spends that entire night crying.

[youwillfindilluminating]

I see richie tozier inherited the curse of your loved one being murdered by IT directly from marge

[glennsw4lkerbait]

MY MAGNUM OPUS

thank u @darcspiritbox for showing me this song so i could make this

[gazebho]

I mean.. if they had just done this.. could have never had the Savior war.

[ladyonyxsapphire]

I'm rewatching The Walking Dead season one for the very first time. It's been, like, 10 years or something. Number one, I'm so glad my instincts were right about Lori and Rick's marriage. In my Richonne WIP I wrote they got married young and now I've just watched Lori say this, so it's canon! But the thing that gets me, is the conversation she has with her friend as she waits to pick Carl up from school (before discovering Rick has been shot pre ZA). What type of toxic communication was she hankering for?

You want your husband to blow up on you and call you a bitch? You're pissed off that he's actively trying to be reasonable and talk to you with respect?

While I respect Lori backing Rick that one time in the woods when Carol was blaming him for Sophia going missing, I can see why their marriage was so unhealthy.

Lori says Rick doesn't communicate, as he discusses with Shane in the cop car. But then Rick elaborates that when he tries it pisses her off and she becomes impatient.

This is why Richonne as a ship, and specifically Michonne as a partner, as Rick's wife, as his friend, is elite, because not once did you see her handle disagreements by disrespecting him or provoking him on purpose.

My theory is they were way too young to get married and not mature enough, Lori specifically. Because Rick was still trying. Also saying I don't think you care about *us* (Lori and Carl) to Rick in front of Carl is gross and would have confused the heck out of Carl.

In my AU, they were high school sweethearts but I would love to explore when Lori started talking to Rick crazy and why she was questioning if she still loved him.

I also think that brief conversation at the school, indicates why Lori was attracted to Shane. Shane is rough AF and less likely to put up with her BS. And of course there's the your-best-friend-my-husband-is-apparently-dead-factor- let's-get-it-on.

Thank God Michonne came into Rick's life with that baby formula. Imagine your first wife and mother of your kid being mad at you for not being aggressive or talking abusively to her. That's so toxic.

[gazebho]

1 MILLION PERCENT TRUE.

[nygmafar]

GOOD LUCK BABE BUT IT'S REGAN VERSION YEEAHHHHH

[gazebho]

The only Rowan song I love. With the pairing I adore.

[kaizsche]

hEY kAte TWISTERS (2024)

[gazebho]

And Boone filming all the while. I wish I could have seen the Chat react to "Hey Kate!"