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1:49am Saturday Feb 25 2018

I don't want to keep getting older

I guess it’s not the right night to edit.

Got the urge to edit some photos for the first time in a while and opened around 6 to mess with in Photoshop from various folders of pictures I’ve taken throughout the years. I went to click back on my library and accidentally opened internet explorer (why that’s pinned and why I still don’t have a mac, I’m not sure). When I went to close the browser my computer froze for a second, so I clicked again at the same time that everything decided to speed up and closed out of Photoshop with all my open tabs.

Drinking beer and listening to Nine Inch Nails, thinking about how much harder it is for me to put my frustration with everything into words than it used to be.

My new alternative rockish band is about to book some studio time for February.

So stoked.

I don't understand the generic formulated humor some people have. Like, how can you really think you're being funny, original, or clever when you're just ripping bullshit you see on the internet? Nobody has a real personality these days.

"All of the _____"

"It's fine"

"So many feels"

"Omg wait..."

"You guys"

Maybe these aren't all humorous things but certainly all things that could be somewhat endearing if they weren't so fucking copy and pasted. I just don't understand what people are doing these days. It's like discovering new friends, acquaintances, and lovers is based off of which stupid ass socially inherited fake personality you identify/put up with most. Everyone is so unoriginal and so heavily influenced by memes and the internet that it's difficult to have a genuine connection with another person.