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You already know the feeling of being full, but not yet the feeling of being at your UGW.
this hit me so hard
weight check
30/5/19
48.6kg - about 3pm, just got home from school, had small breakfast and snack (170 cals aprox), no clothes
weight check
30/5/19
49.3kg - just woke up, no breakfast, no clothes
weight check
29/05/19
49.8kg - about 10:35 pm, had breakfast and dinner, binged on lunch, and no clothes
weight check
23/5/19
51.0 kg - about 10pm, overate, and on my period. no clothes on
it feels like ages since i last did a weight check. ive been avoiding it mainly bc i was scared, but now i have to face reality. i gained a fucking kg. i have to get back on track
im not going to sugar coat this.
im not going to tell you that you’re doing great or that you will reach your goal weight.
because at the rate you’re going there’s no way you’ll get there.
success isn’t given; it’s earned. which is why you haven’t been successful in losing weight. you haven’t been trying.
you give in to temptation
you give in to food
so honestly, no wonder you’re fat.
you deserve it.
if it was easy everybody would be skinny.
but you have no will power or determination so you’re fat. it’s not rocket science.
oh well. guess you’ll never be satisfied.
this hit me so hard
dont eat, you dont need food. dont eat, you dont need food. dont eat, you dont need food. dont eat, you dont need food. dont eat, you dont need food. dont eat, you dont need food. dont eat, you dont need food. dont eat, you dont need food. dont eat, you dont need food. dont eat, you dont need food. dont eat, you dont need food. dont eat, you dont need food. dont eat, you dont need food. dont eat, you dont need food. dont eat, you dont need food. dont eat, you dont need food. dont eat, you dont need food. dont eat, you dont need food. dont eat, you dont need food. dont eat, you dont need food. dont eat, you dont need food. dont eat, you dont need food. dont eat, you dont need food. dont eat, you dont need food. dont eat, you dont need food. dont eat, you dont need food. dont eat, you dont need food. dont eat, you dont need food. dont eat, you dont need food. dont eat, you dont need food. dont eat, you dont need food. dont eat, you dont need food.
why is it so damn difficult to remember
it’s so sad i never knew how skinny i was at my lowest weight
me tbh
weight check
12/5/19
49.3 kg - just woke up, hadnt had breakfast, lots of clothes on
I cant fucking believe it, I literally ate so much yesterday and the day before. is this magic (?
Do you have any tips on how to lose lower belly fat? I’m 5’1 and 105 lbs but still have that ugly ass annoying muffin top.
im not a professional nor I have a flat belly, but I do about 40 - 50 reps of : crunches, leg lifts, bicycle crunches, toe touches, plank and plank twists. I also try to follow alexis rens ab routine or chloe tings flat belly program on youtube. I hope this helped uwu
logic
me: can my crush fucking notice me please :)))))
also me: shit no wtf she cant see me like this, you fatass stupid bitch go lose some weight
yesterday, dinner time
mom: you have to eat! you're eating nothing these days!
today, dinner time
dad: you're gonna eat all that?! you sure are going to get biggg!
weight check
7/5/19
49.7kg - about 7pm, just woke up, no clothes, hadnt had breakfast
omg !!!
Recipe Master List
by @ana-kitchen
Lunch/Dinner
carrot fries (55 kcal) - vegan, GF
simple salad (55 kcal) - vegan, GF*
spicy noodles (6 kcal) - vegan, GF*
vegetable broth (0 kcal) - vegan, GF
chickpea salad (75-150 kcal) - vegan, GF
garlic noodles (20 kcal) - vegan, GF
chicken wrap (58 kcal)
100 or under meals master post - inception
Breakfast:
porridge (55 kcal) - vegan, GF
DIY low-calorie smoothie - vegan/vegetarian, GF*
green smoothie (100 kcal) - vegan, GF
chia pancakes (44 kcal) - vegetarian, GF
Snacks/dips/sauces:
chips/crisps (25 kcal) - vegan
nutella (20 kcal) - vegan, GF
ketchup (5 kcal) - vegan, GF
Drinks:
milkshake (40 kcal vanilla, 50 kcal chocolate) - vegan/vegetarian, GF
apple cider (2 kcal) - vegan, GF
vitamin water (0 kcal) - vegan, GF
hot vanilla (45 kcal) - vegan, GF*
sweet almond drink (40 kcal) - vegan, GF*
Desserts:
ice cream (20 kcal/pint) - vegan, GF
strawberry ice cream (35 kcal/pint) - vegan, GF
cinnamon buns (26 kcal) - vegan
chocolate pudding (40 kcal) - vegan, GF
blueberry nice cream (40 kcal) - vegan, GF
white/milk/dark chocolate (10-40 kcal) - vegan, GF
pumpkin pie (49 kcal) - vegan, GF (if you sub flour)
popsicles (25 kcal) - vegan (watch out for jam), GF
chia seed pudding (64 kcal) - vegan, GF
instant sorbet - vegan, GF
strawberry orangeade popsicles (6 kcal) - vegan
oatmeal cookies (51 kcal) - vegan, GF
Note - GF with an asterisk (GF*) means that the recipe is gluten free, but you should watch out for sauces, dressings, and extracts (some vanilla extracts are not gluten free, as well as salad dressings etc.) Also, when using oats, make sure they are GF oats!
weight check
5/5/19 = 51.0kg - about 8pm, less clothing than before, same food intake
so I was feeling like shit and after half an hour of exercise I decided to weigh myself a second time and took off my shoes this time lolol. its not as bad as I thought bc I was still wearing a tshirt and leggings
weight check
5/5/19 = 51.6kg - 7pm approx, with clothes, had breakfast lunch and snacks, binged a lot
Its so sad