What Hermits to draw- @genderfluid-tnt - Tumblr Blog

Sooo-

Still alive. Just not doing well as of late like real bad. and phone is busted which means most of my notes on stories and such is prob gone- and whats happend here in hermitblr since I disappeared? though dont expect me to post alot still. also for those I was a mutual to- hit me up. I miss u guys- kinda wanna rekindle some friendships or something.

#hermitblr #hermitcraft #TNT speaks #Genderfluid TNT

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hermitblr fact #105

genderfluid-tnt is such an amazingly kind and sweet person!!! and their writing is so so good!!!!

genderfluid-tnt

AAAAAAaa fnsjfbdnxb QwQ

Im gonna cry qwq

#hermitblr #hermitblr facts #facts tag #tnt speaks #Im crying #I dont deserve this qwq

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alika sketches! i love alika,, i never draw her enough tbh.

genderfluid-tnt

AAAA I LOVE! SUCH A CUTIE!!

#Cof tag #best friends tag #Love it so muuuuch!!!

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what is your problem? why are you so negative

(Well, dear anon, there’s a lot of problems. Yes, I am a couple of those problems, but the community.. haha yikes.

1. The discourse I’ve made,, many posts focused on discourse on this blog. Mostly in desperation, fully knowing that it wont do anything and wont get read/spread.- About the seriousness of what people say in terms of discourse and other people (x)- me getting tired of seeing everyone tearing each other down (x)- there are other posts but I can’t find them, and frankly I don’t have the patience to try to skbkjsdf.In general, the community is absolute hell if you manage to get caught in the discourse. If you say you’re a shipper, you get death threats, exiled and basically shut out from most of the community. If you say you’re an Anti or Anti-Anti you get shit for being strong about your opinions, get spat on etc. But overall Anti’s tend to get the least shit, mostly because the bigger blogs say they’re Antis and in all honesty, with the amount of people i’ve had confess to me when they needed to tell someone, a lot of people are scared to say otherwise. Scared to say anything other than they’re an Anti because of the major backlash you receive upon saying anything different. I still get Anon hate daily, and yes I know I can just turn off Anons (last time i did? throwaway accs came along and said shit), but people prefer to talk behind the mask of anonymity; whether its about opinions, thoughts, feelings, etc. I get people saying nice stuff now and then, people rarely saying opinions but in general hate. If rumors start up, with “proof” (from what i’ve seen - it’s all edited stuff not actual proof), usually that kinda means you’re uh, done for to put it lightly lmao. You’ll start noticing more and more blogs have blocked you, that you get a lot less interaction from others in the community. Stuff like mutuals no longer being mutuals with you, silence from others because they start ignoring you or straight up just. don’t talk to you. like, ever again. (ALSO!! THIS IS NOT AIMED AT ANYONE SOME OF THIS IS STUFF OTHER FRIENDS HAVE EXPERIENCED SO DONT JUMP TO CONCLUSIONS ABOUT THIS THANKS-)2. Hypocrisy. Okay so i was gonna post some screenshots but like- yeah no im not comfortable putting others in the firing line just to prove a point. I mean, it wouldn’t be putting them in the firing line exactly but? yknow what I mean. But yeah so. the community is great at going “ew dont be horny for the hermits!” “dont thirst over the hermits!” “dont genuinely have feelings for them!” etc but turn around and say how hot scar is for example.I’d also like to point out, if the hermits are their real selves, it shouldn’t be okay to make au’s and fanfics too. I wouldn’t be comfortable with someone making an au of me, or fanfics of me myself; same with shipping me with my friends which!! haha!! yikes!! has happened so many times in the past and I. have had friendships ruined because of peer-pressure, dating, and then realizing we just aren’t right for each other. (AND THEN, I DISCOVERED ASEXUALITY AND THE ARO-SPECTRUM AND OH BOY WAS THAT A HECKIN,,, TRIP). Aus and fanfics manipulate the character just as much as shipping does. You can’t have just one thing with stuff like this, you either don’t like all of it or you do. Though I can understand why shipping is uncomfortable compared to Aus and Fanfics; heteronormativity and Amatonormativity* are a big thing in society and i hate both with pure burning hatred. Shipping can feed both of those labels pretty intensely, especially Amatonormativity (not saying people who ship, whether fictional or not, are bad for shipping because of this!)3. Rumors and conclusions. So uh… I got told a while back, and I don’t like making personal things public because there’s not just me involved yknow? but I was told some people think i’m genuinely thirsty over hermits! and. they didn’t come to me about it, but rather I found out the hard way, after breakdowns and wondering why I was being shut off from people, I confronted someone who I now consider a friend <3 and they admitted some stuff about others in the community. (y’all know who you are, but I’m not gonna say names for privacy reasons). Thing is, no one can tell if someones joking or not. Don’t take something and assume because all you’ll do is hurt the person. Hell i was so confused when I was told people thought I was genuinely horny! like, I talk about being Asexual** and Aroflux*** p often, it’s in my bio and everything. so it just, stunned the heck out of me and I actually really struggled to take that in. what hurt the most though was that people just assumed based on word, and never approached me about it. I see it happen pretty often, and when I hear something about a user I always ask if they talked to the person directly and if they hadn’t I’ll usually do that myself to get things cleared up in case it was just a harmful rumor or word or some game of Chinese whispers.In fact, this entire community feels like it’s just. one big game, or multiple games that intersect each other, of Chinese Whispers. Don’t assume! ask the person for hecking sake!anyway. I don’t know how to end this to be honest, so uh… adios? skbjdsf idk. Thank you for reading if you took the time to do so, I took a while to write this out because I wanted to think it through and not write everything impulsively.

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* Amatonormativity is the normativity of Romantic relationships/romantic attraction and feelings. Think of a prime example being someone saying a little kid whos a boy is “going to be such a heartbreaker” or that romantic relationships are the main goal in terms of relationships etc.** Asexual means to not feel sexual attraction. There’s also the Asexual Spectrum, involving but not limited to Lithrosexual, Demi-sexual etc.*** Aroflux can be interpreted in multiple ways, that being repulsiveness shifts randomly, or your romantic attraction changes/hops from identity to identity along the arospectrum and the allospectrum. There’s multiple ways of explaining it, I suggest researching it yourself to build the what your perspective of the identity is.

genderfluid-tnt

This! THIS HAS BEEN IN NEED OF BEING SAID!

Cof saying what we all were thinking! 👏👏👏

Like they out here speaking the facts and just being amazing while doing it!

#hermitcraft #tw long post #Well effing said Cof!#Cof tag <3 #best friends tag

Dang...

Grians new video sure was emotional for me-

Im- the beginning took me back to Evo and I was nearly crying out of the good memories from it.

From the Grian face underground to everyones bases, to Taurtis popping out of the ground.. To the empire building.

I actually nearly thought he were gonna build a watcher portal! or mess with Ren and Impulse abit with it! haha!

When they came back and just landed there, Im.

I could just see it for me.. Grian maybe confirming he had the watchers powers and showing us what it actually is.

#hermitcraft #evo #grian #Rendog #Impulse #tnt speaks #Im seriously so emotional rn-#Evo meant alot to me back then #As it came at a time where I needed tons of laughs and happiness #I miss it alot tbh..#Naughty Netty and Sneaky Salem #All the pranks they did #even the one Grian made in spawn where only he could break them out!#I laughed so hard haha #but its in the past- literally #I hope we one day see it return-#queued up cause late here #also the queue is set up to go while im at school so late reaction to the video

The time experiment (Part 1)

Sooo I may have written this accidentally late at night- Sooo enjoy

Though just a warning- some things may be triggering to some readers- sorry

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Its been hours since they came back to Hermitcraft after having been in Alpha.

Grian, who was sitting over the now Crater, False had build.

Looking down on it, memories flowing back into his head from Evo.

Trying to hold in his tears and sobbing.

As one landed nearby, Grian looked up into the eyes of Scar as he got him up from the sitting, not saying a word as they got to the infinity portal.

Scar was about to gesture for Grian to go in and get to his dream, but Doc pulled him away and got them both down on the ground.

Putting his foot on Grians chest and his trident at his face, before looking at Scar.

"Wtf Scar?! You cant just take one of the hippies in here! what if they go and steal something more from us!?" Doc growled out holding the trident closer to Grians face, lightning was forming around it as the skies got dark with clouds. Rain falling down fast, making the grass all wet.

"Doc, listen I know what you mean. But he was being all sad and I thought maybe getting to his dream would make him happy again!" Scar got muttered out as he stood up and started taking leaves off his jacket.

Grian was just laying there, trying to get away, but as soon as he did that, Doc pushed his foot harder down on his chest, making him lose all his air. Now hitching for air, he looked up at Doc, the glowing red eye was looking more creepy with the bad weather and the lightning from the trident.

Doc lifting the trident up and pointed it at Scar, making a lightning strike him, sending him down on his knees.

Turning the trident back to at Grian as he smirked.

"Any last words Hippie?" Doc laughed getting the lightning on the trident ready.

Grian tried to give a laugh back.

"Without me.. u wont be able to make the time machine again.. and only one of us have traveled through time if u remember correct and havent erased that from ur memory" Grian gave a sly smirk before the lightning coursed through him, just not killing him, but making him close to it as his whole body got paralyzed.

Doc looking over at Scar with a serious face "Get the other hippies- Ren and Impulse. We got some experiments and such coming up with them" He laughed mad and got Grian down to S4 where the time machine had been.

Taking the smaller cables down and putting them one by one into or well onto some pads on Grian. Having him tied to the platform too as his head was still hanging down and still paralyzed.

Grian couldnt get away anytime soon or get out of there. Even if the other hippies came for him, the platform would go into defence mode, getting metal plates up and around it, closing whatever is inside it in there locked away until Scar or Doc comes and says the code to open it again.

Scar came back after a search for the two others, none of them anywhere to be seen.

Landing close to the hangar he made his way down to S4 and scratched his head as he looked at Doc.

"Impulse and Ren are nowhere to be seen, asked around and no one has seen them since the announcement here" Scar sighed and looked defeated at Doc.

"Whatever man, we got the main subject here. He has done it 2 times and havent had anything happen to him!" Doc gestured to him and jumped down from the platform to the control panel.

Writing something in and pulling the stats up for Grian, where u could see the heartbeats, pulse and his own modified one, time magic or whatever it is inside of Grian.

The beats was around the normal and abit higher sometimes, his pulse was doing okay abit low right now but then again Doc had just hit him with the trident and lightning.

But then the time magic... It was spiking through the roof, all up where u couldnt see the line on the monitor.

Unbeknownst to them, what they were seeing is a mix of the time travel and the watcher magic inside of Grian..

Waking slowly up he looked around before beginning to freak out, knowing well where he was, trying to move his hands but to no avail, feeling the cables next after and tries biting into one and tried to pull it out with his teeth, though it just hit him with some electricity instead, making him drop it. All before trying out the magic but getting more electricity and the chains that was tied to his legs got pulled more to the floor, making it hurt badly.

Painful screams coming from Grian, they were loud and full off hurt. It could be heard clearly over all of Area 77 and the surrounding things.

He looked over at where Doc was, tears in his eyes.

"So you woke fully up, good. What is the last thing u remember?" Doc gave a smile to him, pushing buttons and writing down notes at the same time.

"You do have alot of the time magic thing inside of u, so we have chained u abit and done so if the machine or platform detects ur trying to use it, it will either taze u, knock u out or make it hurt real bad like before"

"I cant remember anything other than being at the crater and Scar dragging me to somewhere.. the rest is all blurry" Grian looked at him, not giving one single comment on the magic part he said.

Doc nodded over to Scar, walking up to Grian and sat down on one knee infront of him.

"While u are here we have rules for u. we know u will break them but we can atleast try.

Rule one, U can not leave this platform or yank in the things connected to u.

Rule two, U shall not call on the others to come get u, the platform is programmed to keep u in and only let me and Doc get in without trickering the defense.

Rule three, play nice and we may let u wander around S4 with some devices attached to u to keep us updated on the magic and other stats from u.

With yelling for either me or Doc, the ai in here will alert us that we should come down here, it will do the same if u break a rule.

Rule four, We are allowed to hurt u in anyway if we feel like it will help with the inspection or we feel threaten and need u to calm down.

Rule five, U will experience some interviews kinda with me or doc or us both and some experiments, you can not do them and need to comply.

And at last, when Doc finds it time, you may meet the aliens" Scar clapped his hands and stood up and smiled before going to Doc and whispering something before going out and down the hall to work on a new room for the experiments and such to Grian.

Grian was just there, silent as can be, trying to think up a way how to get out of here the easiest and fastest. Do he wait until they let him walk freely, but then again at that point they may begin to use his magic to power another time machine they make him build-

While he was caught up in thinking, Doc had looked up at him. Thinking about if they could tap the magic out of him, if it could help with any of the alien stuff. As he thinks that, he gets transmitted to come to his dear alien overlords. Walking out as if in a trance, not saying anything.

It was first when the tnt in the elevator blew up that Scar realised he was gone.

Grian was too obsessed with trying to think of ways to get out. Before a surge of a the time magic was trying to get out of him, yelling out in pain as it was looking like his body was wanting to warp him away to another place and another time.

Scar, letting go of the blocks in his arms, ran down and into where Grian was. The magic lines on the monitor was going wild, the machine was trying to get him to calm down as the thing was trying to taze him. At last it went into defense mode and build the walls around Grian.

Scar who was still trying to figure out what to do, hearing Grians painful screams from inside the once platform now box.

Trying to contact Doc, who while this was going on, was staring into the aliens eyes and getting new information from them into his brain.

Though they had caught onto the sudden magic that they could feel.

Making Doc get back there fast as he pushed Scar out the way and began tapping away on different things before Grian stopped screaming and the defense walls went down.

Grian was sitting there unconscious, sparks coming off him from everything.

What was more concerning was this sudden symbol on a jewel in Grians necklace.

Though they didnt know what it was, they just had to wait and see.

Time went by, Doc and Scar having fallen asleep in there on the floor.

Grian was coming to himself and blinked. "what was that..." He said out though what came out was his raspy and harsh voice.

He looked down to see the new jewel with the symbol, freaking out as his pulse and heartbeats got faster and higher, even too high for a normal hermit. The lights began flashing red, waking up Doc, but not Scar.

Doc checked the monitor to see the stats before getting up on the platform and putted hands on Grians shoulders.

"Hey hey hey! Calm down there, what happend to make u freak out like this?" Doc followed the kinda analysed line from Grians glance to the Jewel with the symbol.

"So this jewel is making u freak out?" Doc grabbed around it and yanked it out before throwing it to the other side of the room "There. It cant do u anything now, just go to bed and sleep. U got a loooong day tomorrow Hippie" Doc for a second gave a genuine and caring smile.

Before standing up and walked over and lifted Scar up. Knowing villager Grian had a big bed he didnt use.

He laid Scar in it and he took the couch up there so Scar have the whole bed for himself or had the whole bed. Jellie had followed them and was now snuggling with Scar.

Smiling once again before Doc turned around to lay better and fell asleep.

Grian was closing his eyes slowly, feeling tired somehow. As he closed them a whisper could be heard in his own mind "U cant give him the knowledge of the time-"

Ignoring it he started to drift off-

though this dreamland he had come to werent the best...

#hermitcraft #grian #docm77 #impulse mention #Ren mentioning #Goodtimewithscar #Did I accidentally create a new au-#Well then its called #The time experiment #tnt writes

birch-forest

ISKALL SAYS NB RIGHTS!!!

#iskall

Can you go into the Scar au?

Well~ So we have Scar who is working with Doc on Area 77 and Cub is feeling betrayed but him and Scar had a big argument (I have a small drabble on this in my idea space) and Scar feeling bad and his legs getting worse (he hasnt gotten the robo legs yet) and is hanging out more with Doc- Later on Cub infiltrates the area 77 but covering it up as him wanting to show the pineapple and wanting to talk everything out and well Doc finds him and brings him to Scar ;)

#anonymous #hermitcraft au #scar au #tnt answers

Can I ask about the second AU? I’m not sure what to ask since it doesn’t have a name sorry

Ofc u can ask into it! For now we can call it Scar au when asking into it ^^

#anonymous #hermitcraft au #scar au #tnt answers

Sooo

I do have 2 other aus than the Atctr-

Sooo if u wanna ask into them-

One of the aus is called

The time void

The other one still doesnt have a name yet but is basically a Scar centered one-

and I kinda wanna talk about them if people are up for it-

#hermitcraft #hermitcraft au #atctr #other aus-#tnt speaks #Feel free to send in asks about them-#the time void #is like my fave of them rn

aquilacraft

In this community of hermitblr, you're either an Area 77 Employee or and Area 77 Inmate.

genderfluid-tnt

Im- an Inmate I just gotta pull myself together to draw it XD

#Aqui tag #best friends tag #hermitcraft #area 77

And then comes The Rabbit Chapter 2

Hello guys! Finally time to give u all chapter 2!

This time @infinitybeerwizard helped me with the grammar! he is my little brother uwu

Enjoy the chapter!

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TW: Shooting, Suicide mentioning, Yandere high school, Samgladiator? i think he needs to be tw?

Months before

Grey clouds filled the sky, making it hard to make out the stars and the moon in the night. The rain was falling fast, the wind making the air colder than it already was.

Yuki was standing there, the rain trickling down her face, the wind in her long pink hair made it flow as she was looking at them. She grinned wide, making her sharp teeths be visible, as the tears kept falling down from her pink eyes. They had killed her dad’s men, Sam had tried to break up with her- breaking her heart further than before. What more did she really have to lose.

She gave a small, sad laugh and began to slowly step backwards. Sam called out, panic in his tone, for her to not do it, that they could help her get better.

Sam tried with all he had to make her stop, panic was sounding in his voice as he screamed her name one last time, as she had taken the last step and fell down from the roof to the ground under them.

The silence that had fallen upon them all, as Yuki had jumped down, was long and eerie. No one wanting to say anything, taking in what had just happen.

Grian, who was standing there, was biting down on his lower lip- having so many words to say but finding that now was not the time.

Taurtis was looking over at Sam, putting a hand on his shoulder and giving him a feigned yet comforting smile. Maybe it was all going to be okay after all, they could all go home and be normal friends again, no more violence, no more gang fights.

Sam was looking down at the gun in his hand, something inside of him was yelling at him to snap and do what had to be done. Tears were falling from his eyes. He lost his girlfriend. She may have been insane but she was still his beloved, even if he had tried to break up with her.

Of course, they had walked to the edge of the roof to look if she was still there.

But then one sudden sound shattered the silence of it all.

Click..

The sound of a loaded gun was heard behind Grian, he felt the urge to turn around to see what it was- but before he got to do it..

Another sound echoed out from behind him.

Sam had pulled the trigger- holding the gun straight at Grian, his eyes having an uncomfortable, yet recognizable, glow of red over his normal eye color.

Taurtis gasped beside Sam and wanted to run over to Grian, not wanting to lose him too- but he was held back by Sam.

Grian didn’t get the time to react, before a bullet shot straight into his sides. He looked down to where the bullet had hit, his eyes going blurry with tears and the threat of passing out as the blood was oozing out.

Getting weak in his limbs from all the blood loss, he fell straight over the side of the roof. The last thing he could hear before everything went dark was the sound of Taurtis calling out his name.

He hit the ground under them and was laying there straight beside the body of Yuki, no longer in control of what happened to him.

Sam was standing with a misplaced smirk before shaking his head, realising what he had just done. As the red glow was disappearing, he let go of the gun and dropped his arm that was holding Taurtis back. He held his hands in front of his mouth.

He should feel sorry for what he did. But… why didn’t he feel sorry?…

Taurtis had ran over to the side of the roof and looked over the rooftop. Tears were falling down from his eyes, but his sadness turned to shock as he saw no body of Grian down there, only a big blood pool from where he had laid. He looked back at Sam, anger taking the place of shock.

It was all Sam’s fault, it was always Sam’s fault! Everyone was dying around them and it was all his fault!

Taurtis leapt at him, as Okami put handcuffs on Sam, Silly was holding Taurtis back, making sure he wasn’t gonna get hurt as well- or hurt their suspect.