Chaos

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I figured I should probably finally make an introduction post

I don't plan on going by my real name on here so you can call me chaos

I'm fifteen

I'm gender fluid and I use he/they pronouns

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I was watching a video, and I was thinking about how everybody I know got their periods when they were like, eleven or nine somewhere in that range.And I personally didn't get mine until I was thirteen almost fourteen, and now i'm realizing it is probably because i'm lactose, intolerant., and I didn't drink any of the weird stuff in the milk

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I was watching a video, and I was thinking about how everybody I know got their periods when they were like, eleven or nine somewhere in that range.And I personally didn't get mine until I was thirteen almost fourteen, and now i'm realizing it is probably because i'm lactose, intolerant., and I didn't drink any of the weird stuff in the milk

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I'm dying because i'm trying to make a edit of angel from killer chat, however, I can't find any fanart of her actually bloody or killing or being a serial killer, they're all cutesy, no problem finding any of the others.But angel I can't find any

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I'M READING NO GREATER SIN OHH MY GODS.I'M SOBBING

Why can't we save Saskia???

Chapter thirty seven killed me

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I have a suggestion

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I also have a suggestion

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I think I'm in love with you

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Sometimes I think that tumblr is so different compared to the screenshots posted on tiktok.And then we'll see something like this.It's iconic but

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I NEED ANSWERS

How many future seeing ocs can I get away with before it's too much?

Currently, I have one named jasper a trans man with both empath and seer abilities

However, I have an idea for a girl who I haven't named yet who would be a blind woman who uses her future sight to understand the world

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Somebody on tiktok just told me "if you are struggling to do something because you're neurodivergent, just pretend your favorite character or hyperfixation, is telling you to do it"

THERE IS NO FUCKING WAY THAT RONiN BEAUFORT IS TELLING ME TO TAKE MY FUCKING MEDS.THAT MAN IS CRAZY

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My current biggest annoyance is that there isn't an app where writers can type in their idea, and see if anybody else has written it

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I don't drink. I will never drink. I'm not even legally able to drink. And yet, for some reason, me and my girlfriend decided that we were going to write a visual novel where the player is a bartender.I don't like the research i'm doing because it takes forever and i'm not sure if anything is right on the bright side most of my family used to be alcoholics.I can ask them later

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Sometimes the tiktok algorithm's stupidest shit

I spend like an hour convincing myself.I'm allowed to have ice cream and as I'm eating it I get tiktoks promoting eds

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My current biggest pet peeve, is people drawing ronin beaufort with tiny or no top surgery scars, the man got it in a back alley.Those are leaving big ass scars

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When you're suicidal, so you dress like a slut to feel better

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You know, when you're so depressed that you wanna die.But also, you're so depressed that you hate the way you look and refuse to die.Looking the way you do bipolar, bitch

If you see this in like two days, i'm probably over it

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I've started doing this thing that whenever I wanna comment on something. But then I decide, it's probably not worth the digital footprint. I just type it out and then swipe by

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Sometimes I just want to go crazy and get my hands-on any drugs. I can find, and then I remember I can't swallow pills.I hate this feel of snorting anything, and I can't handle needles, so I just could take my medication

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i'm tired of seeing every new person as a potential partner