[genderindifferent]

I think it is acknowledged that all therapy methods are individualistic. Instead of changing the environment, which usually what creates trauma, they make us think that it is our burden that we should bear and distract from. IDC about therapy, I will kill everyone who hurt me.

[genderindifferent]

When someone invites to play a game again after the end of a session... Pretty intimate, TBH.

[cluster-a-culture]

szpd culture is reading up on aspd and being jealous - they’re disgustingly bored but still compelled to go out and do stuff

[genderindifferent]

One of the differences between social anxiety and szpd I see is how they react to interaction. Both of them imply that humans do (or want to) say bad things and generally are hostile. Social anxiety gives a reaction of fear, while szpd provokes avoidance and passive aggression. As well as, both of them might come from trauma, but humans are not worth time and effort at all if you are schizoid.

[genderindifferent]

Being constantly hypochondriac and disabled is being anxious if something that you do will cause you harm. Sitting for too long? It will lead to stronger chronic pain, and I will likely get even more disabled. Forgetting to eat? My stomach is likely dead by now, and I have a new disability for skipping a meal. Not checking my blood pressure or similar health stats? I might miss something important and end up even worse.

[cluster-a-culture]

Cluster a culture is of course I’m ‘very self aware’ and ‘introspective’ all I have is my own mind and all I can do in here is think and think and think and think and think and think and think and think and think and think and think and think and think and think and think and think and think some more and

[genderindifferent]

Happy pride month.

[bebsi-cola]

health isn't a virtue.

[bebsi-cola]

people still go around acting like they've done something good in order to be able bodied and healthy. that they worked for it, that it's due to their moral fibre or good upbringing or self control. they genuinely, on some level, believe that they are a good person solely based on the strength of their physical abilities. they will resist the fact that it is largely down to chance that they were able to maintain such health. whatever they think they've built from scratch, the building blocks were already handed to them. not because they're more worthy of it, just by luck. and they really think they're worth more based on that sheer luck. i've met disabled people worth a hundred of the healthiest ableds alive.

[genderindifferent]

This is something that speaks to me as disabled person. For a long time, I tried to improve my health by "willpower," blaming myself for being weak. After all, the ableistic society all the time says that "It's all in your hands," "It's made up, you can change it," etc. Having a lot of money and affording care is what makes you improve your health. Being middle class, cishet, white, and other privileged qualities is what will make you abled. From money comes "support groups" and networking. The idea that one can become abled from self-control and pure mental effort solely is ableist.

[laughing-instead-of-crying]

The number of people that exist is highly suspicious. I know some of you guys are faking it

[thirdecoy-deactivated20220717]

fuck therapy i wanna beat the shit out of someone

[melancholic-whimsy]

career ideas:

Mysterious Disappearance

Cult leader

Cryptid entity whose existence is disputed

Mad Scientist

Normal Person ™️

[this-is-anti-homeless]

"Don't ever give homeless people money, they'll just buy drugs with it. Give them food instead." Number one, if they want to use the money to buy drugs and make life on the streets just a bit more tolerable, not my business. Number two, accepting food and drink from a random stranger is playing Russian roulette for homeless people, because people will tamper with the food and drink they give. Sometimes it's things like ghost peppers to give them a nasty shock, other times it's razors, needles, pieces of glass, rat poison, and other things that can send them to the hospital or morgue. It happens far more often than most realize and homeless people have to be aware of that. So they probably won't accept or consume food or drink you just hand to them because for all they know, there could be antifreeze in it. Or they might have dietary restrictions.

They can't eat that hamburger you handed them. What they can do is take that five and go and buy a hamburger they know they can safely consume, or they can buy necessities like hygiene objects, or they can pay for a medication they need, or it can go into a savings account, or it can even help them find shelter for a night. The five is far more helpful than a hamburger they can't eat for their own safety. Give them the five.

Exactly, giving a homeless person money is the most helpful thing you can do.

[genderindifferent]

Whenever I relapse into addiction or other bad "behavioral patterns," I feel guilty, but then I understand I would explode from chronic boredom if I didn't.

[genderindifferent]

Szpd is as if aphantasia had a personality.

[kosmogrl]

some people treat romantic love like it’s the only meaningful thing life has to offer and that’s so weird to me.. there’s so much more out there

[genderindifferent]

Being schizoid harms you not only from social isolation but also because of neglect towards yourself. I do not care about my health, I rot as my body gets more and more ill. Ironically, I barely care that I have serious physical conditions to manage them. Schizoid people have the worst quality of life because it is a personality of self-sabotage.

[schizoidpolls]

Are you misanthropic?

yes, I am

I was before

I wouldn't say I am, but I agree with views

no, I am not

other/nuance

not schizoid button (see results)

Remaining time: 1 day 6 hours

Misanthropy is the general hatred, dislike, or distrust of the human species, human behavior, or human nature.

(this poll is inclusive of those who are self-diagnosed or questioning! reblog for sample size!)

[chartnumber3]

i was really horrible with misanthropy. to a point where i had really awful thoughts and im ashamed of it. i think what saved me was spirituality, which, despite going against my schizoid nature in every way, i cognitively acknowledge that being so hateful wont do anything for any problems in the world, and it was making me an awful person with awful thoughts.

i understand schizoids who are misanthropic still though, its just, for me personally, i cant go back to that for risk of my own morality (that i really value a lot) .

i still hate HATE most things about humans and what they do and im still a massive hater but, hopefully not in disproportionately blind, harmful ways like before

[genderindifferent]

Another schizoid spiritual, glad to see. I am not religious, though and morally neutral.