geneisnutty

[abduction]

[yoursummerdreamz]

[yoursummerdreamz]

[vanish]

[yoursummerdreamz]

[geneisnutty]

H U R T

I should have let you go, the last time you decided to leave me. I should have let you go, from the beginning. I should have... let you go a long time ago. But I didn’t, I choose to hold on, I choose to walk this rough patch together alone. 

Now that things slowly happen, things start falling into place, I see a bigger picture, but still I have a fear to let you go. 

I was upset because all these while you haven't been telling me, I was disappointed because you thought so lightly of me. 

Can I learn to let go of him now? How should i do it? Can I do it?

I’m sad, I’m crying. I’m hurt. I am. 

I’m tired...

I know you may not be the one for me, I know as well, I am definitely not the one you want to have a future with. If I am, you would have leave her, If I am, you will not hesitate, If I am, you would care about how I feel all these while.

[geneisnutty]

15 > 17 .07 .2016

Diving is so fun and therapeutic! Besides that, you get to meet new friends :)

[alsk00]

[yoursummerdreamz]

[styledbypaige-blog]

[geneisnutty]

where are you?

Today is the 6th day that we haven’t been talking to each other. The numbered of times I typed in the message box and back spacing are killing me slowly. Last night i decided to delete you from my instagram, because it really became a bad habit that i constantly checked on your new feeds. I woke up very early in the morning recently, hoping to see your message. Sadly, none came. I questioned myself, did i do anything wrong that i deserve this cold treatment from you. I really miss you so badly that i couldn’t concentrate with work. I always thought I’m more focus with my career until I meet you. It’s driving me nuts.

Time to do something, really. I think I'm going to die soon. die from missing you.

[geneisnutty]

Young Love.

When you are young, you have no idea what you want, you cannot envision the goal you are reaching out for, and clearly you don't know what is love. Love is not something you can buy with the amount of money you earn and of course buying things to pleased the person won't work. One day you will get sick of it, one day you will know that these have no value, and one day you will realised that's not love.

[yoursummerdreamz]

[geneisnutty]

I'm drunk...and I miss you..

[geneisnutty]

Jealousy kills.

I care how you make use of me, I care how you said you love me but you are not, I care how you never likes my Instagram photos, I care how you only like and comment her, I care how you are hers, if I say I don't care, that's a lie. Bastard 😔

[deeplifequotes]

Surround yourself with people who talk about visions and ideas, not other people.

Akin Olokun (via deeplifequotes)

[priveting]

[geneisnutty]

Lonely chip, where’s your dale?