lee felix enjoyer and shane hollander understander

genia (pronouced like 'gina'). she/he/they. 34 y/o. i do art sometimes. this place is an incomprehensible pile of whatever i'm obsessed with currently. i've been here for so long who cares anymore, right?

[geniaparadox]

Hudson at the Met Gala 🪽

so obsessed with this black swan bullfighter i had to do art about it. thank you aika flores for your incredible work, and thank you hudson williams for your very drawable face

[sunwurm]

sometimes i'm like yay i love being a sick pervert hooray and then somehow from four circles of mutuals away i see the victor wembanyama of freakdom shooting threes and i realize im not there at all im not even on a college team im playing a pick up game at the y on a weekday

[daughtervampire]

"They're all monsters" is a thought terminating cliché to dismiss the fans who actually care to think about the themes of this story and real discussion of it it's the easiest possible interpretation where everyone is equally irredeemable, so the viewer can enjoy the spectacle guilt-free you don't have to sit with contradictions or question your own sympathies or be challenged by the story because it "doesn't matter" "they're all monsters anyway" "whats a bite between paramours?" as if the point was to create an indulgent nihilistic fest of empty cruelty and shock value where nothing matters and no one cares and morality is irrelevant, instead of a romantic tragedy where every character is driven by guilt, grief, love, and self-deception and haunted by their own choices and trying and often failing to live with themselves and constantly wrestling with their own conscience.

"They're all monsters" isn't a nuanced take it's an escape hatch and a refusal to engage with the story in any depth & reveals a profound discomfort with any level of moral greyness

[littlespoonevan]

we need to circle back to 'he's gonna worry'. like. shane has spent all of the previous episodes confusedtentativepanickedunsure bc he's trying to follow ilya's lead and he's convinced he's not allowed to have more than he has bc he thinks ilya sees it as just sex but now he's concussed and in pain and he has no idea what's going on and, yes, tampa and its aftermath have happened but there's still something so !!!!!!!!!!!!!! about how certain he is that ilya will be worried and so someone needs to tell him shane is okay bc shane doesn't want ilya to worry or to be scared bc he knows ilya cares about him. and it's like. shane doesn't know ilya has said i love you at this point but he still Knows, y'know???? and it's kind of wonderful honestly bc it happens so often in these kinds of stories that even when characters are in the 'we're going to try' stage they still doubt the other person a little, convinced they can't possibly feel the same way, but shane doesn't doubt ilya at all. he knows. so can someone please go tell ilya he's okay, he's gonna worry 🥹

[tomb-mold]

the problem is i really do love staying up until one billion o'clock. it just cant be helped

[isolabellz]

🚨 EXCLUSIVE: The newlywed MHL couple known to the internet as hollanov spotted heating things up in Ibiza while on their honeymoon

[linolinoing]

LEE KNOW ⋮ RUN IT SEOUL — 260726 (© staysday6)

[secret--songs]

What if you made up a guy who suffered suffered suffered suffered suffered suffered

[namtan]

LEE KNOW & HAN 'RUN IT' WORLD TOUR — 260725

[hollanderthoughts]

I get so gay of that whatever I’m allowed to have. Whatever small parts of you you’re willing to give me.

[dailyhudsonwilliams]

via zzgko33890

[ilyasmole]

I love ilya rozanov so much and he doesn't deserve the way his father treated him and he didn't deserve to be abandoned by his mother and he is so good he is so so good and so so sad and I want to hold him in my arms

[wooyos]

ateez via ig: '👎#bad with momo-sunbaenim👍'

+bonus:

[ravenclairee]

I don't do too much on him at all. His skin is like ten minutes. He has zero pores, if you didn't know. I don't know how the makeup stays on. He's a porcelain doll. — Aika Flores

HUDSON WILLIAMS Gets Ready for the Oscars

[gaygoatshane]

me digging through my tote bag

[mybodyfails]

[russianblush]

#you're not you when you're hungry (for cock)

+ bonus (no aftercare or kisses = sad hollanov)