ache it ‘til you make it

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[gentledomcas]

ex-literal dean studies scholar

‘Daddy’s Blunt Little Instrument’: Subversive Masculinity and Dean Winchester, Deconstructed  (my senior feminist studies capstone)

[gentledomcas]

i miss that funky little angel with the trench coat. nice guy

[gentledomcas]

like that’s my best friend

[gentledomcas]

i miss that funky little angel with the trench coat. nice guy

[gentledomcas]

yeah .

[gentledomcas]

for the clown pals 💗 happy 6 month friendaversary, love you all so much

[gentledomcas]

sam leahy and cas and dean singer i’m just saying

[gentledomcas]

it just occurred to me once again you people are not utilizing the possibility of a Castiel Singer

[gentledomcas]

need something absolutely perverted to happen to me soon #bored

[clairenatural]

Season 4. Dean dies and Sam tears up the world looking for a way to bring him back. He dodges Bobby's calls. He goes to Ruby, who isn't much help - no demons will accept his deal. He finally finds answers in a dusty old tome somewhere hidden and forgotten; a last resort. A ritual that doesn't even seem like it will work. He doesn't think it does until Dean shows up at his door, having freshly dug his way out of his own grave.

Sam feels guilty for not being there to dig him up, but he really didn't think it had worked. But whatever, right? Dean is back. And he's hunting monsters. And he's...fine.

But something is off. Dean fights and kills like he used to, but he doesn't quite laugh right. He goes through the motions like he's on autopilot. And Bobby says this was too easy, but Sam ignores him - Dean already did all the tests. He's human. And besides, he just got back from Hell, right? There's bound to be an adjustment period. Anyway, Sam saved him from Hell. He did a good thing.

Then - Castiel appears, crashing into Earth, confused and angry, sent down to investigate what Heaven considers a critical security breach.

Who are you?

I'm the one who gripped you tight and raised you from perdition.

That's not true, Sam says. I did it. With the ritual. I brought Dean back.

Cas turns to him. Eyes dark. Angelic anger not yet tamed by humanity. Heaven decreed that the Righteous Man be granted final salvation. I brought Dean up from Hell. You expelled him from Heaven.

[gentledomcas]

how am i supposed to take a nap before tonight when my brain is telling me everything’s about to go to shit

[gentledomcas]

nov 5th 2020 3:04pm

[gentledomcas]

just had a VISCERAL reaction remembering that cas bought claire a grumpy cat stuffed animal

[lovely-english-rose]

what a week huh?

[mumblingsage]

The fact that some of these screenshots go by too fast for you to possibly read them just adds to the Experience ™. 

[snowbairdd]

- You defeated the darkness once before. - You mean when I was one day old? All I did was scream, wet myself, and wonder "What the heck is going on?" Apart from gaining some decent bladder control, nothing has changed!

TWITCHES (2005) dir. Stuart Gillard

[daalcuntynatural]

you just know cas smells deans rancid kidneys daily and they work like pheromones on him

[gentledomcas]

Not a question, I just read your my senior feminist studies capstone and it was so amazing. My heart breaks for dean for the queer joy he never got to experience before he died. But your paper was a great, in-depth analysis of dean’s character and connections to theory. You deserve your flowers, your work made my heart so happy to read 🤎

im a year and a half late cause i went afk on here but this means sooo much to me. honestly went through so much shit in college and as much as i love my degree and everything i learned i dont often look back on it with any kind of joy. so to come back here and see people were still appreciating it even 3 years after i finished brings me a kind of pride and happiness i cant even describe. tysm 🖤

[angeltiddies]

i gif on her set until i reblog

[daalcuntynatural]

good morning nuns and sluts or whatever supernatural divided women into