[gentleerosee]

I’m finally coming to peace with the fact that you can’t keep tripping over what you can’t control, all you can do is stay solid on your end. Everyone’s gonna do what they want regardless of your feelings. Don’t lose your mind trying to figure out where you went wrong what’s meant to be will be!

[gentleerosee]

i hate how sometimes i can’t find the right words to describe what’s going on in my mind.

[gentleerosee]

Now you’re just a stranger with all my secrets and dreams…

[gentleerosee]

She let her guard down and thought she could trust you again but she caught you lying and doing wrong behind her back again.. You’re a dog that’s never going to change.

[gentleerosee]

I try and try but it’s like I’m talking to a wall. So what’s the point in me telling you anything if you aren’t going to even have anything to say back.

[gentleerosee]

Anybody else feel so mentally drained and don’t know what to do anymore??? It feels like I’m in a dark hole and I just can’t seem to get out of it.

[gentleerosee]

I feel so mentally drained,I just want to scream. This feeling is so exhausting.

[gentleerosee]

I want to feel loved without feeling like I’m begging for it..

[gentleerosee]

Ain’t no way in hell someone sorry about some shit they keep doing to you..

[gentleerosee]

[gentleerosee]

It’s hard to explain how it feels to be with a man/woman that you never have to worry about. You never have to question or second guess. You never have to call him/her repeatedly, never catch him/her in a lie. Never wonder where he/she is or when he’s/she’s coming home. Never wonder when the next time he/she will break your heart may be. Never wonder if he/she thinks you’re perfect, or if you’re his/her dream come true. Never wonder if the love is real. Never wonder if it’s going to last, or if it’s going to be forever. I never have to wonder. And until you get that same exact thing.... keep waiting. If you’ve given up hope that this man/woman exists, allow me to reassure you, he’s/she’s out there.

[gentleerosee]

Sorry I have trust issues,

But when you give someone everything and they treat it like nothing,

Something inside of you just breaks .

[gentleerosee]

It’s hard to hide feelings because your eyes will tell your secrets and your heart wants to speak for you. I have bitten my tongue so many times. I kept to myself , I have your images in my mind to keep me sane. I want to kiss you, know your thoughts and feel your words roll off your tongue putting sentences together. Let’s write a story that’s never ending.

[gentleerosee]

When you told me that you love me

Was I dumb for trusting you?

When you told me that you want me

Did you really want me?

[yellowrose543]

Cherry blossoms

[gentleerosee]

You are still lovable after your abuse.

The abuse was not your fault.

[starryknight14]

“What if I told you I was sorry for all the things I never said to you, for the confessions I buried so selfishly in the depths of my ribcage? Would you forgive me for the stories I kept to myself? Would you ask me to unearth them, to finally voice the words I only ever repeated to myself in the dark? Would you tell me it was too late to dig up things that had died a long time ago, that had lost their meaning a little more with every day you didn’t get to hear them? Would you even stay and listen?”

— everything I didn’t say / n.j. (via theprocast)