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I need someone to boss me around

I'm a pathetic beta loser, I don't deserve dignity.

Gawd I gotta condition myself to loose it to titties.

Having Low Chances

Quick (heh) aside.

I was hanging out with some guys not too long ago when this drunk chick stumbled our way, asking for who was 6ft tall and single (Well, I'm at least half of those). There was one other single guy there and she looked him and me over and was basically like, "Yeah, he's got the better chances right now."

Hurt at the moment to hear, in retrospect it was pretty hawt. Now I'm just imagining what can I do to make my chances even worse. Maybe if I can actually round myself out, maybe sport a double chin, the next time a freak accident like this happens I can score a, "Yeah, no chance fatty." Long story short, this is literally the closest I've ever gotten to getting laid lol.

#beta #loser #pathetic

hey loser xx bet i could pinch that fucking gut you’re growing and you’d spill all over yourself. how does it feel knowing girls would laugh at your cock the second they saw it ?

I think any physical contact might make me spill over myself. Just imagining it gets me going. Also, I've been so obsessed with this cute girl lately, I eventually catch myself remembering, "Hey! Don't forget, you're only four inches, last a minute, and have no idea what you're doing as a virgin!" Painful, yet hot, reminders.

If by some miracle a girl ever did happen to see my tiny cock, I've no doubt they would laugh. Suffice to say, writing this post got my unimpressive to the four inch max. Would love to be mocked and laughed at by a girl for the little guy down there! But my funny, chubby gut isn't exactly going to dazzle any ladies. So yeah, pinching my belly is practically the closest I'd ever get to sex.

Begging

I'm begging. I'm pathetic and begging. I'm a beta virgin begging ANYONE reading this to please message me and degrade me. Mock me for being a beta, a virgin, chubby, small 4inch dicked loser. Please, I'm so lonely and I need to be degraded. There's a girl I really like and I'm too beta to even dare to suggest going out some time. I'll never do it. Too beta. Too cowardly. Please, I'm begging you to push me even further down. Make me worse. Gaslight me. Mock me. Boss me around. Please.

#beta #loser #betamale #pathetic #downgrade

Well there's now 100 followers to this account for some reason

I'll celebrate by begging pathetically to be made fun of.

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Updates on my horny beta life

Lidocaine. I finally started using that miracle tonic and committed more hardcore to touching myself every other day. After a few weeks? Well, after a few days I noticed the changes immediately. But, no, it's been a few weeks and even with lidocaine I'm lasting less longer each time. 2:20 is about where I'm at with my increased amount of lidocaine. 2:20 feels like a very, very long time to me. Not joking at all, because the couple times I've gone with out it I lose control of myself in under a minute. So minuteman for sure now.

But the biggest change isn't even related to my intense desire to speedrun myself into a two pump chump. I feel in the last month I have become way more hornier than usual. Like, all I have to do is bump my unimpressive groin against the surface of something by accident and that's enough to get me horny now. Think about that. I only have to touch my tiny pecker to get it going. I personally imagine it's the every other day part of the routine since I basically wanna fap twice a day but I'm depriving myself of it to keep fap days fully charged. Geez, I'm hard just writing this. See, I'm way hornier now. Cock is basically a horny button. Emphasis on the button.

Currently it's kinda awkward at work if I bump my cock against a counter or something. I'll get a little stiff but not fully erect. I have to sort of consciously focus on what I'm doing to beat back the excitement. If this keeps up though? Gawd, if this gets worse I'd have to excuse myself entirely before a whole boner takes form (Not that it would be impressive mind you, I'm barely 4 inches hard these days). I'd go on longer about how delicious it feels to becoming hornier or more beta, and how I always ache for that first HFO pop in public, but oof, I'm getting too hard writing all this so I better stop myself now. I'll just end this by saying I hope I can come back with even more pathetic details next time!

#beta #loser #pathetic #betamale #pathetic loser

do you ever wait an extra day, or half day in between masturbating? how much do you think it affects your stamina, i mean you’re clearly very sensitive, do you think you could last that long without jerking off? or does it not really matter.

I skip some days when I can, I know I should be doing every other, but the horny kicks in. When I skip a day it just feels better but doesn't happen that much quicker. Someone's gotta put me on a regiment. Fr, if someone DM'd to not touch myself for the day, I'd listen.

how often do you usually masturbate? and how’s the no hands thing going?

Usually a nightly affair, or if I get horny midday. Struggling with the no hands habit unfortunately. Again, stamina is ruined but still need a hand for half a minute.

or just audio with no video. you could use headphones and go about your day without touching with your hands and see how long it takes you to lose control. since you haven’t watched porn in so long it might have a big effect. just remember your place, no nudity.

Yeah, I don't really sit down and look at pics to get hard. It's all in my mind, you know? Thinking about hawt scenarios and what not. But maybe looking at some pics of pretty but heavily dressed girls would be a good thing to train on. Also heh, thanks for being so blunt about remembering my place. No nudity for me!

would it get you worked up enough to cum in your pants if you watched porn and didn’t allow yourself to touch your cock at all? also, do you let yourself watch uncensored porn?

I don't really watch porn, not at least since I fell deep into this kink, so trying to watch some might yield interesting results. I've conditioned myself to think and behave more of as a beta since then as well so I might just shy away from it if I tried (getting hard writing again). Of course I look at fetish art (fatties) and some prejac captions but rarely do these involve nudity. If I could bust hands free from just looking at this content that would be great but as I've said elsewhere I've only succeeded in crippling my stamina thus far.

Anyways, I'm shameless (or I at least want to make myself shameless). Ask away with whatever you want.

you should get used to doing it without hands, just humping, even if you use an object

Will do, anon! Time to get intimate with pillows and air.

have you came in your pants at home before? maybe start with that.

I've done it a few times before. I gotta get myself going before I pretty much grind the air. I should get back into it. Guess I'll have to now!

are you still getting quicker?

Trying to! Still no suddenly losing control in my pants in public like I want but general stamina is reduced and I feel like that's a done deal, almost kind of hard to remember a time when I could last more than a minute jerking it. People can jerk for longer than thirty seconds, right? I can't remember anymore.

Sometimes I think about what if I somehow managed to get frisky with a girl (would never happen, I've pretty much internalized completely the fact I'll never impress a girl). It's fun to think how long I would last with the real deal in front of me. Would I bust the second she touched my leg? I could only hope but I'll never know. I should start listening to subliminal stuff while I work. Eye contact should be enough to make me make a mess in my pants. Anyways, this post got me hard lol I'll be back in thirty seconds.

are you open to asks? if so what kind?

Sure, ask away, whatever you want. Lately I've only been *popping* in and out here but I am still around.

captions for what?

I was thinking of making captions but wasn't sure what to do for the pictures. One day.

Captions?

Anyone got suggestions?

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