Summary: There it was. The beginning of the end, and neither of you saw it coming.
AN: Ahhh here we go! For the first time ever, Mark Meachum! Obviously I’m still learning this guy as a character, but this idea grabbed me and wouldn’t let me go. Thanks so much, @luci-in-trenchcoats for choosing this color prompt for the 5K Follower Celebration!
Word Count: 1.2K
Tags/Warnings: 18+ only. Fluff, implied smut, and rom-com vibes, until the angst sets in (lol). Medical diagnoses, implied cheating
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Spring
Mark set two mugs of coffee on his nightstand to free up his hands. He had to cut wide swaths through the bedsheets to reach you. As usual, you were a tangle of limbs and frizzy hair.
“Jesus, what’d you do here, woman?” he said, lips tugging at a smile when he heard your muffled giggle.
Eventually he unearthed your head and found your sleepy smile. You squinted at the sun glaring through the window behind him. It backlit that look of fond amusement on his face.
You clawed half-blind at the front of his shirt and pulled him down to you. He lost his footing and grunted as he fell, just barely catching himself from crushing you. Your laugh rang in his ear and forced a chest-shaking rumble out of him too.
You freed your own arms from the warm nest you created, just to take his face in your hands. Your thumbs caressed along the coarse edges of his beard.
“Getting scraggly, baby,” you remarked.
“Yeah, but you like your man all wild and caveman-like,” he said mischievously.
You shook your head, but you still couldn’t stop yourself from smiling.
“Only when he fucks me,” you said. A cheeky challenge in your eyes.
Mark’s brows popped high, his devilish grin showing teeth. It didn’t matter how long you’d been his, you still managed to keep him on the ropes.
“Well, he does aim to please.”
Summer
The sound of your laugh was like sweltering sunshine in his chest. After the wave finished dunking you both, you swept the salty sting of the ocean out of your eyes and clung to his shoulders in the water.
Santa Cruz agreed with you. It shone down on your glistening skin and caught in your eyes. You both needed this—taking a beat, just the two of you.
Finally, Mark had allowed himself to take some time off. He was reluctant at first, workhorse that he was. But the Captain—your father—insisted that Mark take a break. Wrapping up a triple homicide after four months of legwork, getting to see that motherfucker be denied bail until trial, and giving the victims’ families a sense of relief that the killer was off the streets was a decided win.
“You’ve got someone waiting for you,” the Captain reminded him. “Don’t take that for granted.”
Mark grabbed your left hand and pressed a kiss into your palm. He felt the coolness of metal against his lips. It reminded him to turn your hand over.
“Whoa!” He closed his eyes and playfully looked away as if he was being blinded. “Who gave you that fucking rock?”
The summer sun glinted off a modest stone. Your sister told him not to overthink it. Just get the classic square cut. But his instincts told him to go with something called a “cushion,” like the sales lady said at Jared’s.
Mark knew he made the right choice when you gasped, covering your mouth with shaky hands, your eyes filling with tears when you met his slightly nervous ones.
Now, you just laughed in his face. “Oh, nobody really. Just the love of my life.”
His smile quirked, even though his heart was double-timing.
“You’re so fuckin’ cheesy.”
“But you love it, though.”
(That day, you both spent an extra hour looking for the ring when it somehow slipped off your finger and fell into the sand.)
Fall
“I’m just saying, sweetheart,” Mark said, his tone deep and gentle while he steadied you in his arms. “Maybe it’s best we put off the wedding, just a few months. It’s a lot coming at you right now.”
You shook your head, covering your mouth with trembling fingers.
“No,” you said eventually, but your words faltered along with your unsteady breaths in between. “No, he wouldn’t have wanted that. I just wish he, uh…could be there.”
You were a pillar of a woman, but no one could fault you for falling apart. Your father had been a lifelong smoker. He quit ten years ago, but it still caught up to him in his sixties, a severe case of COPD that he’d been trying to hide for months. It eventually withered him down to weeks of degeneration in a hospital bed, relying on oxygen masks that could no longer sustain him.
Your mother and sister had left the room for just half an hour to grab some coffee. You stayed behind.
You were alone with your father when he died. All you could do was hold his hand.
Now, all Mark could do was hold you. But he had to blink past a sharp pain, almost like a sudden migraine. Aftershocks reverberated through his skull, radiating from the right to the left.
He’d been dealing with less intense versions of the feeling for a month, but this time, it was like a small shiv between the eyes. It took him enough by surprise that it forced a grunt out of him, making him grimace and blink hard.
You picked your head up from his chest and met him with tearful eyes, frowning in concern.
“You okay?” you asked.
“Yeah,” Mark said. “Just a little headache.”
Winter
“Mark, you need to go to the doctor. You’ve gone through three bottles of Advil. That’s not normal.”
“Look, I told you already. I’m fine.”
“Yeah. That’s really convincing.”
“…Look, that’s Rachel pulling up. You ready to go?”
You looked out the windows near the front door and saw your sister walking up the driveway. You blinked, like you both could and couldn't believe what you were seeing.
“Wow," you said. "She couldn’t have found a skimpier dress to check out the church. Who’s she trying to impress? The pastor’s already married.”
Mark snorted in amusement, but something soon occurred to him.
“Didn’t you tell me she and her boyfriend just broke up or something?”
“Yeah, but what does that have to do with it?”
He shrugged. “Eh, I don’t know. She’s probably just looking for attention.”
You sighed. You loved your younger sister, but there were times when you wished she’d just grow up a little.
One appointment with Mark’s primary doctor led him to the oncologist. His entire inner world was leveled with just two words:
Glioblastoma Multiforme.
Two words he couldn’t say to you.
It all rang between his ears…
The excitement in your voice when you told him how your last fitting went for the dress.
Faces he’d put behind bars. Years he’d scraped and clawed his way through bureaucratic bullshit, standing his ground against officers with more power than him, but never as much heart.
Your raw, broken grief when you watched your father waste away from the absolute monument of a man he’d been.
How was Mark supposed to level your world too?
He kept it all inside. And like the master of improv he was, he faked enthusiasm for a joint bachelor-bachelorette weekend.
One late night. One fifth of whiskey at the hotel bar turned into numbers he stopped counting—until the Captain reminded him.
You’ve got someone waiting for you. Don’t take that for granted.
He needed to find you.
Somehow, he made it to the elevator by himself. Third floor. Room 304, 305, 306. Fuck. Was it 309?
The door opened, and his addled fucking brain thought it was you at first. She almost had your eyes, if just half the sincerity of your smile.
Rachel welcomed him in and shut the door. He stumbled at the threshold, and she stopped him from falling completely onto the floral-patterned carpet.
“Oh my God, Mark. You okay?”
No. And he knew he wasn’t ever gonna be okay.
But her hands were warm, carving sensuous paths under his leather jacket without him realizing.
“Don’t worry. I’ve got you.”
AN: 🫣 I know, I know - I'm sorry it's not my usual happy ending. 💔 But! I am working on a second part to this for @waynes-multiverse, who also requested Mark Meachum for the 5K Celebration...though that one's gonna be even angstier than this one loll 😅 (but maaaybe with a kind of happy ending?)
In the meantime, what did you think of this drabble? Don't you wish we could've stayed in Summer? ❤️🩹
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Summary: Nine months isn’t as long as it sounds. When you run into your ex-fiancé at a bar, he finds out what you've become. You find out the truth.
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I haven't built out the Mark Meachum tag list just yet, but he's now available on my Tag List form, for anyone who wants to add themselves.
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Many years ago, I had a sub who kept a notebook & wrote down details about our sessions, as well as things I recommended like books, podcasts, habits, or ideas.
Then he mailed me that notebook.
Every page was filled with lessons he’d learned, goals he’d accomplished, and ways he’d improved his life. And at the very end he wrote: “You taught me that serving you & others meant becoming a man I could be proud of.”
I still think about that a lot & it has taught me that the most beautiful submission is about growth and acceptance.
Summary: You and Mark have an emotional reconnection after he finally comes clean. But that also means you have some unfinished business to take care of with your sister, Rachel.
AN: Wrote this last week because I guess I can't stop myself! 😂 So yep, these Mark stories have officially become a series of one-shots called — ‘Til When Do Us Part. This one is also a gif check requested by my friend @lamentationsofalonelypotato for the 5K Follower Celebration. I think this is an important puzzle piece to explore after Catastrophic Blues. 😉
Word Count: 4.6K
Tags/Warnings: [Set during 1x02] 18+ only! Reunion smut, fluff, an epic cat fight (lol), angst, hurt/comfort
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His hair dragged through your fingers again. First soft and loose, then gripped tight—desperate, hot tingles across your skin.
It was almost too much.
A halting moan fell from your lips, his biting kiss along your throat as he moved inside you.
“Fuck. Takin’ me better than ever, baby,” he said into your skin, his words gritted out and tinged with smoke and relief. “Gonna feel me for fuckin’ days at this rate.”
The sound of his voice reached deep into your bones. The safety of his arms caged you underneath him on his bed, the old mattress creaking with every test of the springs. He wrapped an arm around your thigh like curling steel, opening you up more for him, making his rolling thrusts hit deeper. Harder. A man possessed.
You gasped, your pussy already throbbing in time with your heartbeat. Your words were barely syllables, but they escaped you nonetheless. "Oh, fuck. Mark..."
He smirked into your neck. His lips trailed down to your shoulder and nipped harder with teeth, just to feel you writhe against him. You whimpered, your sensitive nipples brushing against his chest when you arched back up into him.
His hot breaths further ignited your skin. Your nails raked down the back of his neck and down his shoulder as you held on for the ride—an obscene squelching of wetness and hot breaths, skin against flushed skin. Your fingers pressed into every divot of muscle, as if you could sink right through his skin and make him feel you. Not for days. Forever.
You didn’t have words to speak. It was all in your eyes when they met his. Raw, vulnerable, glassy with pleasure, your breaths unsteady with emotion.
He pulled back a little, just so he could slip his hand between your bodies and find your slick, swollen clit again. He swept the pads of his fingers in the angles and rhythm he knew would serve you best in between his thrusts.
He swallowed your gasp of his name, your whimpers as you shuddered and came. A sensation like kaleidoscope colors, bursting like so many stars. You fucking squeezed him from the inside out for the third time tonight, finally forcing a ragged groan from his own lips as he spilled into you. His hips stuttered a shaky and powerful release.
You grabbed his face and poured your soul into that kiss, a wet and filthy meeting of lips and tongues.
Panting breaths forced their way through his nose, but he wouldn’t break that kiss for all the world. He finally had you back in his arms. He had the scent of your floral soap in his nose, your familiar sweetness on his tongue, your hair threaded through his fingers. He had it all.
It wasn’t the faded memories he clung to in a brick-and-mortal cell, or the daydreams of what if that had been torturing him whenever he saw a girl in a white dress, or a family sitting at dinner with their little kids in highchairs.
It was you, solid and real.
Your kiss swollen lips dragged from his slowly, reluctantly, with shaky breaths in between.
He let your thighs slip down to rest more comfortably around his hips, but he didn't move just yet. He stayed buried deep inside you.
He brushed your frizzy hair away from your forehead, his eyes a little softer, less crazed. You sniffled as a tear rolled from the corner of your eye. He swept the wetness away with his thumb.
“I know it was good, but you don’t need to cry, sweetheart,” he teased lightly. There was a tender note in his voice though.
Your heart clenched to hear it. Part of you still couldn't believe this was real. Despite yourself, you laughed a little, breathless and boneless.
“I guess it’s just, um…it’s been a while.”
“Really? You haven’t, uh, been seeing anyone?” he asked, trying to hide the hope from his voice.
You snorted. “No.”
Plain and simple. He quirked a smile.
“And you?” you asked reluctantly, as if the answer wouldn't tear into you if he said any form of yes.
He almost laughed. “I was in lockup for nine months, remember?”
Relief allowed you to relax again. A smirk began to curve your lips as your fingers tapped an idle rhythm on his dewy arms.
“What, you didn’t get yourself a little boyfriend? No ‘drop the soap’ action?” you teased.
Mark’s jaw nearly unhinged. He stared down at you, disbelief and amusement warring for dominance at your cheek.
“Oh, you think you’re funny, huh?”
Your whole body shook in effort to contain your giggles, but you couldn’t help yourself.
His tongue poked the inside of his cheek as he tried not to laugh. Honestly, he should’ve expected nothing fucking less from you.
You were still kee-keeing when you caressed his bearded face with both hands, then twined your arms around his neck. But soon, you sobered up.
“I’m sorry, I shouldn’t… You had to live with those animals for almost a whole year. I can’t even imagine how deeply shitty that was. How scary,” you said.
Mark huffed, shaking his head. He rubbed your arm and pressed a kiss to the inside of your wrist.
“Heh. I was in hell long before I walked into Palmdale,” he said.
The confession slipped through his lips before he could think better of it, but there it was. Your expression fell even more. With a sigh, he stroked your cheek. Then he carefully withdrew, pulling out of your heat. You both felt the loss with soft groans.
He climbed out of bed just to grab a towel from his bathroom for the cleanup.
This was the first time you’d come to his place, just a couple of days since he took you home from that bar in Downtown. Two days since he came clean to you about what happened in Venice. Two days since you somehow found it in your heart to forgive him.
He still didn’t know what the hell he was doing with you. He hadn’t discussed it with you, hadn’t labelled it. It was almost as if you two had picked up from where you left off, except this time, there was an unknown expiration date.
That reminder literally hit him between the eyes. It forced him to pause in the bathroom and white-knuckle grip the edge of the sink. He grimaced and willed the pain away, stifling a grunt. Fuck...not even a moment's fucking peace.
"You okay?" your voice filtered over from the bedroom. Mark turned his face away from the mirror, just in case you could catch an angle of him.
"Yeah," he said, a little rougher. He breathed in deep, until the sharpest edges were passed. He padded back out and brought the dampened towel back to you.
It was late, but he still checked his phone on the nightstand for any missed notifications. He never knew when he might get called in by Blythe—another thing Mark couldn’t tell you about. He wondered if the taskforce was on your radar anyway, what with how D.A. Valwell was consistently trying to butt into their operations.
So far, you hadn’t mentioned anything weird going on with your boss in the office. Maybe Valwell was keeping you out of it. As he should.
You welcomed Mark back into bed and under the covers, luring him into a kiss as he settled in beside you. He drew you into his arms and couldn’t help but stare. He took in every contour of your face. Every shade of beauty.
“I’m sorry,” he said. “Have I said that yet?”
A slight, sad smile twitched at your lips. Your heart pulsed sharply.
“What’s happening to you isn’t your fault. There’s no reason to be sorry,” you said.
“There is a reason,” he nodded. “I didn’t want to leave you twisting in the wind. I just…”
“I know,” you sighed. You watched his profile as he looked ahead, rather than at you directly. A deep breath ran through him, not altogether steady.
“I love you,” he said. He swallowed, jaw clenching. “Think it’s pretty obvious that I never stopped.”
You guided his face back toward you with a gentle hand on his cheek. Your thumb brushed over his lips.
“It’s become painfully clear to me,” you said, “that I’ll never love anyone like I love you.”
Morning came, and you weren’t ready. You didn’t want to leave this house with its familiar smell and its gray-blue walls, which you and Mark painted together. After he inherited the house from his mother, who passed away a few years ago, you helped him clean and touch it up without losing the character of the house.
You were going to officially move in with him after you two got married and let go of your Downtown apartment that was close to your job, but often so empty. Obviously, that move never happened.
“You’re having dinner with your mom tonight, right?” Mark asked, pulling you from your thoughts.
You finished tucking in your blouse into your skirt and began to fix your hair in his wardrobe mirror. You had to go into work, and so did he. He was buckling his belt over his jeans, already dressed in a dark green shirt and one of his favorite leather jackets—the black one you helped him pick out.
“Yeah, every Tuesday,” you nodded. You turned and reached for the edges of his jacket. “I know it’s your business to share, but…can I tell her about what you’re going through? That we’re back together? She would want to see you.”
Mark hesitated. “I’d like that too, but let's just keep this between you and me for now.”
You frowned. “I still can’t believe you haven’t told your precinct. How long do you plan to work like this? Mark, what if…what if something happens when you’re on the job? I mean medically.”
He couldn’t blame you for your worry and concern. He held you by your arms and gave a reassuring squeeze.
“You know I’m on a case right now. It’s important,” he said, trying to communicate the gravity of it through his eyes, the tone of his voice. “After that’s done…I don’t know. We’ll talk about it. That and the, uh, second opinion stuff.”
Despite your lingering worry, a small smile peeked through. “At least you said we.”
Mark flickered at a smile too. He bowed down to kiss you on the forehead, lingering there with a short sigh. Ever since he left you, he’d been operating with a reckless head and a worse heart. But if you were determined to stick this out with him, like you seemed to be, then it wasn’t just about him anymore.
He’d have to protect you too.
“Mmm, smells good, Mom,” you said, shutting the door of your childhood home behind you. Inside, the modest three-bedroom house was filled with the rich savory smell of something warm in the oven.
Your mom, Lisette, waved you over with her oven mitt hand.
“Hey, honey. Come ‘ere and taste this.”
She took out a large glass pan filled with beef pot roast, complete with carrots, little yellow potatoes, and charred sprigs of rosemary on top.
“Wow, all that for just the two of us?” you asked, kissing her on the cheek. She just smiled and gave you a forkful after she blew on it first. You took the bite and fairly melted.
“Ughhh, so good. It’s been a long time since you made a whole…” You trailed off as you realized it.
Lisette’s smile turned bittersweet. “Yeah, it was your father’s favorite.”
She took off her oven mitts and left the pan to cool on the counter. She braced a few fingertips on the edge of that counter, as if her mind contained too many memories to sort through. You brushed a hand against her arm, earning her attention.
“Thanks. I brought dessert too,” you said, raising the grocery bag in your hand. You set that on the counter as well. You gave your mom a hug, warm and comforting.
Lisette sighed and hugged you back gratefully. She rubbed your back, like good moms did. But when she pulled back, she noted the smile on your face with a raised brow. It was genuine, not the fake ones you gave to pacify her. In fact, you looked more relaxed, more like yourself.
“You seem…”
“What?” you asked in confusion.
“I don’t know. A little happier today, I guess,” she said. “Did something good happen at work?”
You huffed. “No. Valwell’s antsy and frustrated about something, but every time I ask what’s wrong, he tells me it’s fine. Nothing for me to worry about.”
Not to mention, he’d taken three long lunches at odd times in the past week alone. Every time he got back to the office, he seemed more agitated and upset, storming through the halls like they owed him rent money.
“Well, it’s probably above your clearance, honey,” said Lisette. “If he wanted you to know, he would tell you.”
You frowned thoughtfully, tapping a nail on the counter. Before you could think too hard on it, your mom subtly cleared her throat, the way she always did when she was a bit nervous. She busied herself with grabbing silverware for the dinner table. Your brows drew together.
“You grabbed three sets,” you pointed out.
“Mhmm,” she nodded. “We’re going to be three today.”
“Who else is coming?”
Lisette hesitated, didn’t seem to want to meet your suspicious gaze. “Your sister. I invited her.”
Your face fell. Stony and incredulous.
“You did not.”
“I did. You two haven’t spoken in almost a year.”
“For good damn reason, Mom!”
“I know,” Lisette said, in a sharper voice than you expected. After a moment though, she softened. “I know. What she did to you…it’s frankly incomprehensible. But she’s still your sister. Your father would be sick to know you two are fighting like this.”
A harsh sigh fell from your lips. You rubbed your temples with both hands.
“We’re not fighting,” you said. “I’m just choosing to pretend I’m an only child.”
Lisette gave you a sad frown that spoke more volumes than her words could. You felt a stab of guilt for it, but you didn’t take it back. If you had to see that hateful bitch today, then you wouldn’t hold back this time. It would be on sight.
And…of fucking course.
As if on cue, there was a commotion at the front door. The lock began to turn and click. Then the door slid open, revealing Rachel with her key to the house poised in hand. She was a personal trainer and yoga instructor, so she was wearing her skin-tight Halara leggings (yes, the “TikTok Leggings”), along with a breezy crop top.
She had a chain-link purse strung over her shoulder and oversized sunglasses on the bridge of her nose, but you could still see her eyes widen when she caught sight of you, her steps stopping short in the doorway.
You stared right back at her. Your teeth clenched, like a train grinding against the tracks at a hard stop and shooting off sparks. Everything Mark told you two days ago came rushing through your mind—every unwanted touch, every disgusting, manipulative word she used to try and spin him into her web while he was at his worst.
“What—What’re you doing here?” she said, a frightened little deer caught in your trajectory.
You didn’t even answer. You couldn’t speak.
You just moved, rounding the kitchen counter and cutting through the dining room with a purpose. Rachel squeaked, and she scrambled to back out of the house the way she came in. She flung the door open and retreated.
You followed.
“I know what you really did, you lying, psycho bitch!” you hissed. Your voice carried and seemed to slap Rachel upside the head. She stopped on the stone walkway leading up to the house. She turned around, lifted the sunglasses to the top of her head, and she glared at you warily.
“What’re you talking about?” she shot back.
You laughed in disbelief. “Oh, don’t act dumb now. What you did to Mark isn’t just reprehensible. I should file a report and get you fucking arrested for being a vile cunt.”
Rachel’s eyes flashed. Her face screwed up in anger, so much that she strode back up the steps and slapped you across the cheek. Your head twisted to the side at the stinging blow. You even stumbled a little, but your shock gave way to a grim smile.
Can we say, self-defense?
Her face dawned with realization, just a bit too late. She didn’t even have the instincts to duck your punch.
“Goddamn it. Fucking move, people!” Mark muttered uselessly at the cars in front of him.
It had been a long damn day. It also looked like he and the team were heading to Mexico in the morning. Doing a drug run for Javi, a local cartel boss, would hopefully get them one step closer to finding out who he carried a shipment of goddamn fissile material for. They had to find out who was trying to orchestrate another 9/11 in California.
Mark was on his way home, cutting through L.A. traffic the best he could during rush hour. His stomach was practically attacking his liver in hunger. He also wanted to see you before he left, hopefully for just a day or two.
Didn’t you say you were over at your mom’s for dinner? Damn, that woman could cook.
How many Sunday dinners had he spent with your family in the past five years? All those Christmases and Thanksgivings, birthdays, Fourth of Julys at the beach and Memorial Day backyard barbeques.
Your mom was a sweetheart, too. She always bought him gifts at Christmas, never forgot his birthday, always saved him a special cut of whatever she was cooking. Truth be told, she was like a second mother to him, especially after his mom passed.
Mark sighed. He closed his eyes for a moment and let his head slowly fall back against the headrest. A warning flash of pain echoed through his skull, like a small oyster knife on the twist.
Fuck me.
It would be good to see Lisette—and be able to share another one of those meals with you too, however many of them he had left.
The traffic light finally turned green. Mark found himself changing lanes, then changing directions. Another twenty minutes had him pulling up to your family home on a quiet residential street.
Well, it was usually quiet.
“Aw, shit.” Was that Rachel out there on the driveway? What the hell was she doing here?
She was beelining up those cobblestone steps right for you. She threw you a slap so hard it snapped your head to the right, making your hair fly in your face.
“The fuck?!” His angry brows furrowing, Mark parked the car and unclipped his seatbelt quick, but when he next looked up, he caught sight of your swift left hook.
“God-damn,” he couldn’t help but laugh. As a man of the law, he knew he should've been stepping in right about now, but this opportunity was a little too satisfying to give up. He stayed where he sat to watch the show.
Rachel went down like a sack of shit.
And you didn’t waste no time. You pushed her the rest of the way down into the grassy front yard and got on top of her, pinning her arms behind her back and wedging your knee in her spine. Before she could swing back and headbutt you, you shoved her face into the grass.
Your dad taught you pretty damn well.
Rachel screamed and cried for help, but all it did was fuel your ire. You felt crazy and deranged, but you also felt alive too, for the first time in a long time.
Meanwhile, your mom watched in worry from the porch. Her protests weren’t strong enough to reach you though.
“Get off me, you fat ugly bitch!” Rachel screeched.
You saw a nice little brown pile the neighbor’s dog must’ve left this morning. It was just close enough for you to grab (unfortunately) with your bare hand. You pulled her head back by her hair and smeared dog shit all over her face—her cheeks, her forehead and chin. Her shrill screech reached new heights.
The neighbors could’ve been watching with shocked open mouths and iPhone cameras raised high, but you didn’t give even half of a fuck. You did quiet her down though, by shoving her face back into the dirt. The lawn was still nice and damp from the afternoon sprinklers.
“Yeah? You like that? Keep talking shit and I'll break your fake-ass nose, which I helped pay for!” you shouted. “I waited in that fucking lobby for hours while they hacked off the old one. I gave you cold compresses for your swollen, puffy lobster face. Now how about I snap that shit off like you’re Mr. fucking Potato Head?”
She cried as if you were killing her. Dramatic, as always. But eventually she stopped wriggling and thrashing so much, just shaking her head and sniveling. Realizing she wasn’t about to get out of this so easily, she switched tactics.
"Okay." She splayed her hands out the best she could behind her back in surrender. "Okay! Jesus Christ, I'm sorry!"
“Oh, yeah? You’re sorry? What’re you sorry for?” you asked.
"I already told you I fucked him! I fucked your fiancé!"
"No, but you tried to," you seethed. "You just couldn't, could you? Because he's a good man, and you're a lying slutbag. Isn't that right?"
Rachel tried to deny it, but the harder you shoved her shit-stained face into the wet dirt, the more she coughed and spluttered. You eased up just enough for her to nod her head, lips trembling.
“I-I’m sorry. I-I was wrong. I didn’t mean for it to end up so bad,” she sobbed. “I’m sorry, I’m sorry, I’m sorry, just let me go—”
Tears began to sting in your own eyes. “Do you know what you actually stole from me?”
Your breaths shook, along with the inner most depths of your soul. You bent closer to her ear.
“Time. That’s what you took from us,” you said, a coarse whisper. “Time we’ll never get back.”
Rachel continued to cry pitiful tears. You almost, almost started to feel bad for her.
But then, you didn’t. Too many memories were rising to the surface.
“Why’d you do it, huh? Danny Mendez wasn’t enough for you?” you said. “Oh yeah, you remember him, back in high school. You made out with my boyfriend the night of my senior prom, bitch!”
Oh yeah, that was a fun little memory to unlock from the brain bank. You realized now that it established a pattern of behavior, one you still couldn't completely understand. It hurt your heart.
“Why?” you demanded through blurry tears. “Why do you hate me so damn much?”
“Because!” she yelled. Her own tears had mixed with the shit smears on her face. Her lips wobbled. “Everyone thinks you’re so fucking perfect! Mom…Dad…he practically worshipped you.”
Your brows knitted together. “No, he didn’t. What the hell are you talking about? He rode my ass all the time! Way harder than he ever did to you.”
Your dad had been a good man, but he'd also been a fucking hardass. A former Special Ops soldier turned LAPD, from officer to Homicide Detective, and finally Captain. In typical firstborn syndrome fashion, you took on the brunt of his expectations, and even resented him for it at times. But you eventually saw the wisdom and the work ethic he was trying to instill in you.
Then again, it would’ve been better for everyone if he had paid closer attention to Rachel. She had been a wild child who even you had a hard time corralling. Your mom was a loving, nurturing person, but unfortunately, not much of a disciplinarian. Your father had too much on his plate at work to wrangle Rachel in as much as he’d wanted.
“Because he believed in you!” she said. “He didn’t just pick at you or criticize you or tell you what to do like you were one of his little soldiers. He talked to you like…like a person. Even…even when he was dying. He only ever asked for you, or for Mom. He never asked for me.”
You heard the resentment and immature selfishness in her voice, but you also heard the hurt. The deep kind of hurt that could make you lash out at others, just to try to mask the pain.
After a long moment of hearing her pitiful sniffles, you sighed.
“He did ask for you,” you admitted. “That day, when you and Mom went out to get coffee, and it was just me and him…I think he knew it was the end. He opened his eyes for the first time in days, and he said your name. His eyes went all around the room, like he was looking for you.”
Rachel’s body shook underneath you. Her quiet sobs of realization reached your ears.
“I called you, but you didn’t pick up. Maybe you had your phone on silent because we were in the hospital… Anyway, a few minutes later, he was gone,” you said. “But he loved you, Rachel. He just hated that he couldn’t stop you from becoming what you are. Selfish. Insecure. Immature and vindictive. A truly heinous combination.”
Rachel had long stopped fighting you. She just cried and shook like a leaf.
You jolted at a touch on your shoulder. You were surprised to find Mark, looking down at you with calm reassurance and a tinge of humor in his eyes.
“All right, sweetheart. Think she’s had enough,” he said.
Rachel gasped and craned her neck up as far as she could. Her eyes went impossibly wide, her mouth falling open in shock to see him.
Mark helped you up with one hand on your arm and another around your waist. He guided you away from your sister. Rachel pushed off the ground and scrambled shakily to her feet. She wiped at her disgusting face painted with three kinds of shit, but shame was what radiated the most when she looked up at you and Mark.
“I…I’m sorry,” she said.
It was the first time you actually believed her. You didn’t say anything, but you swallowed tightly.
Rachel shot one last glance at Lisette, who was teary herself with disappointment. Rachel grabbed her purse off the ground and retreated quickly to her car. You watched her go, releasing a deep breath and the rest of your fury.
Mark massaged the back of your neck, pressing a kiss to your temple. He felt a surge of pride well up in his chest for you. Not just for being a veritable badass and handling your business, but for still having the kind heart he knew underneath.
“You good, Rocky?” he asked with a note of teasing.
Your lips tugged reluctantly at a smile. You wondered how much he saw. How much he heard. All you knew was, you really needed to get cleaned up.
“I don’t know. I might still be a danger to myself and others,” you said, a little slyly as your gaze ran up to his. “Might even need you to restrain me.”
His brows rose, his resulting grin showing teeth. You still knew how to catch him off-guard, in the best fucking way.
“Mark, is that really you?” your mother asked from the porch.
You two had to put a little pin in your game, for now, but his green eyes were full of promise. His lips twitched upward and he squeezed your waist. Then he looked up.
“Hey, Lisette. Been a while.”
When you and Mark ventured up the steps to join her, Lisette welcomed him into a warm, warm hug. The kind that sunk into his bones and made his shoulders feel a little lighter.
She later sighed and pulled away, giving you both a raised brow.
“It looks like there’s more to the story of what happened last year,” she said.
“That there is,” Mark nodded. He shared a look with you, and with your clean hand, you rubbed his back in support. However he wanted to do this, you would back him up.
“Well, we can talk about it over dinner,” Lisette said. She opened the front door to the house, giving a small smile. “I made a pot roast.”
Mark’s face broke into a grin. “Oh, I’m excited.”
You and your mom had the same laugh, like sweet sunshine.
“You remember my pot roast?” Lisette asked.
“’Course I do. With the little potatoes, sprinkle a’ rosemary?”
Mark held the door open for you like the gentleman he was, and he shut it behind him.
AN: Sister, sister, dog shit eater. Amirite? 🤣
I have another Mark fic in this storyverse for you guys next week! I do have more ideas too (especially after watching 1x05 😭), so I plan to continue this little series as we get deeper into the season. 💜
But until then, I'd love to know what you guys think of this one! I think reader and Mark deserve a lot more "making up for lost time" moments lol. And was her confrontation with Rachel everything you wanted it to be? 😂
Next Time:
Your arms wrapped around his waist from behind. A smile began to tug at his lips on reflex. He felt your head resting against his dewy skin. Your hands inched up his chest and playfully teased with your nails. Little sexy scratch. Little kiss between his shoulder blades.
“Go back to sleep, baby,” he said. A teasing note crept into his voice, “It’s too early for you.”
“You got in late last night.” Again. He’d been pulling late hours all week. Whatever case he was on, you had a feeling it was a big one. He still wouldn’t give you any details though. Not even when he was gone for almost two days, coming back smelling like a rancid farmhouse and covered in sweat and grime.
“I want to see you,” you added softly. “Kinda the whole point of me being here.”
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Summary: After struggling not to “label it,” you and Mark come to an understanding about salvaging your relationship.
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