Oh, lovely.

I'm Melanie, and I am back.5'6 - 189lbsDancer.I try to make sure my blog has something for everyone.

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If you haven't eaten or eaten enough food today please go eat because your brain lies to you when it says shouldn't eat, you deserve to eat, you are worth it.

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Honestly.

I've fucked up my mind so much with all my disordered thoughts that I literally don't look at myself in the mirror. I glance to see if I'm spilling over my clothes but I don't look at myself. I don't look at my face or my skin or my hair or most of my body. The only time I look at myself is when I'm falling out of my clothes. And all I feel is pure disgust and hatred for myself. I will never be pretty. I will never be what I want to be. No matter how much I bleach my teeth. Or dye my hair. Or what clothes I buy. No matter how many tattoos I get or anything. No matter what I do I will always hate myself. I will never escape myself. And it's because of all of this that no one will ever truly love me or stay with me. I'm too fucked up.

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FML

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<3

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I'm moving to Arizona

On the 15th.. Yep

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Tomorrow, you promise yourself will be different, yet tomorrow is too often a repetition of today.

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Eating clean week 2 (apart from today lol going for food)

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Powder Dance