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NOLA✈️DTX 30+ tagged/4feet11 here for a good time not a long time.

[getya-shineon]

them girls mama 👼🏽💕.

[getya-shineon]

i wanna live in his skin so bad like just crawl in his rib cage and take a seat i wanna be up under him all the time 😭 ooooooooooooooooooooo!

[getya-shineon]

just for him to irritate me 3 hours later 😑.

[getya-shineon]

i slept at his place for the first time (he usually sleep by me) and he bought my favorite juice, my own body wash, my own towels, and dude wipes for me to wipe my ass cause i use them at home 😂 like OOOKKKKKKK!

[getya-shineon]

he told his kids about me 😬 idk this might be getting serious

[getya-shineon]

he asked me to be his girlfriend today 🙂‍↕️.

[getya-shineon]

i love it here 🥲.

[getya-shineon]

i don't think i know how to be in a relationship forreal LLLLLMMMMFFFAAAOOOOOOOOOOO it's literally been so long but like a lot of the time i only feel like im in a relationship is when im with him not saying when im not with him im entertaining other people because I'M NOT just mentally i don't feel like a girlfriend when im not with him like my mindset goes back to my solitude idk i know that don't make sense cause it don't make sense to me neither hell

[getya-shineon]

told him my period 2 days late and he panicking like boy 🙄 that shit is outta here immediately if that's what's really going on ain't nothing to fret about

[getya-shineon]

LLLLLMMMMFFFAAAOOOOOOOOOOO! this didn't age well at all 🥲.

[getya-shineon]

hestorectomy at 31 sounds crazy as hell but it absolutely has to be done because there's no fucking way.

[getya-shineon]

finally told my mama and she super excited 🙃.

[getya-shineon]

this boy got his hair retwisted .. with the TWO STRAND TWIST 😛😛😛😛😛😛😛 if i wasn't already pregnant i for sure woulda let him put a baby in me TUH-NITE got damn

[getya-shineon]

had my first sonogram today and saw the lil nugget and truly can't believe im bout to be somebody mama 🥲 it's starting to feel REAL

[getya-shineon]

getting the news out to everybody one person at a time, LOL finally told Dominique today and his reaction has been my favorite so far plus i asked him to be the Godfather so yayyy! i really only have two more of my friends to tell and they the most dramatic ones so we'll see how this goes 🙃.

[getya-shineon]

growing a baby is the most exhausting thing ive ever been through in my life 😭 and i know it's still early but i swear all i wanna do is lay down literally all day like omg i know for a fact im one and done cause ain't no way in hell.

[getya-shineon]

also heard the heard the heartbeat for the first time yesterday and yes i shed a tear

[getya-shineon]

peeing while you pregnant is so orgasimic 😭 idk how else to explain it LOL it be feeling good though.

[getya-shineon]

this boy talking about we bout to watch a movie 😑 it is football Sunday, are you dumb.

[getya-shineon]

nobody talks about the struggle with having to stop drinking cold turkey once you find out you pregnant and here's the thing it's not hard to not drink i haven't had an alcoholic beverage since June and im not tempted at all but it's like when you can't have something is when you want it the most im actually over drinking the water and the juice and ordering mocktails at the bar and just being sober AAAALLLLLLL the time i just feel like everything would taste better with a shot of tequila 🥲 25 weeks left.

[getya-shineon]

having a baby daddy so ghetto LOL i mean he my man but we ain't married so i can't call him my husband i really could just call him my boyfriend but baby daddy just roll off the tongue better also nobody told me how STRESSFUL planning a baby shower is im barely doing any of the work but got damn if you don't want kids do whatever you gotta do to prevent it and don't be like me

[getya-shineon]

17 weeker 🤰🏽oversized t-shirt for the win and imma hide it for as long as i can 🙂.

[getya-shineon]

im having a DAUGHTTAAAAAAA! OMMGGGGGG!! 💞💞💕💕💓💓💓💓💞💞💞 i have always been a girl mom to my CORE for as long as i can remember and i know throughout this journey i was praying for a boy for my boyfriend but God truly does not make mistakes and i haven't really expressed to anyone but i am so glad im having a girl 😭😭 omg a mini ME literally! 🥹🥹🥹

[getya-shineon]

the best 19 weeks and 3 days of my life 🥺 giving birth and leaving with a box instead of a baby was not on my bingo card for 2025 .. thank you Zari for making me a mommy .. you were so perfect .. sleep peacefully baby girl and i'll see you one day agsin 👼🏽💕.

[getya-shineon]

we went front looking at strollers in Targét to making an appointment to sign our baby's death certificate in less than a week .. life is SO UNFAIR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 😣

[getya-shineon]

i told one of my homegirls i miss being pregnant and she asked "what did it feel like" and i really just miss the anticipation of my growing belly 🥺 it was starting to harden and it was getting rounder i hadn't yet started to feel movement but she was getting so big i miss my girl BAD.

[getya-shineon]

giving birth and not physically having my baby is really fucking me up right now .. i been crying all day .. it's been a tough one, not gonna yyiieeee!

[getya-shineon]

im pregnant again kbbyyeeee!

[getya-shineon]

i knew he was fertile as hell .. but clearly so am i, i done been pregnant twice in 7 months after not getting pregnant EVER the past 34 years 😭 .. God be knowing though, i tell you THAT!

[getya-shineon]

it's actually harder this time around tryna keep it a secret thank God for Tumblr cause i have somewhere to talk about it also i hope it's another girl 😂🤞🏽

[getya-shineon]

snowed in with that man and he talking about this baby making weather don't even know a baby already been made 🫢.

[getya-shineon]

im trying my hardest to enjoy this pregnancy and it's not that im not excited im just more terrified than anything 😅 i am happy though like im glad it didn't take months and months and years and years for me to get pregnant again cause ya girl getting up there did yall know that if you get pregnant at 35+ it's considered a "geriatric pregnancy" LMMFAOOO! like wtf anyway yeah im just scared.

[getya-shineon]

im going home for Mardi Gras, my baby bout to eat so damn good!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[getya-shineon]

oh it's been a while eh? i say lil baby today, moving around like hell my mama think it's a boy 😭 i don't care forreal, but i do want another girl LOL im hoping my OB decide to give me the cerclage i feel like i would probably stop worrying i'll find out tomorrow also i love that man 🥹

[getya-shineon]

🗣️IM HAVING ANOTHER GIRRLLLLLLLL!!!!!!!!!! 🩷🩷💓 my baby sent her sister 🥹🥹 i can cry right now omg.

[getya-shineon]

literally feels like im dreaming 😭.

[getya-shineon]

whooaaa! had my cerclage procedure last Wednesday they stiched up my cervix to reduce the risk of preterm labor so! im feeling a little more secure and not so anxious obviously still praying for a full term pregnancy and healthy baby girl im 16w3d days today it's so funny because before i got pregnant i only knew pregnancy by months and now i really don't know how many months i am i just know im 16 weeks 😂 baby daddy bought her some clothes over the weekend of course i picked em out they so cute! i think i decided on a name too imma keep it to myself for now just incase i think of something else my belly getting big too i can't wait for it to harden and round out cause i just feel fat as hell right now anyway i move in two weeks and i can't wait to redecorate! k toodleessss!

[getya-shineon]

i just saw a girl Tik Tok who recently lost her baby and she talked about how she felt like she had lost all her faith in God and i ain't neverrrrr felt something so deep in my spirit like when i lost Zari i was so mad with God i had never questioned him so much in my life but i was so damn confused on why he took her like i literally just wanted an answer and i felt crazy for questioning him because i know he has a plan for everything and everyone but damn i just wanted to know something needless to say he does do everything for a reason and i knew i couldn't and wouldn't stay mad for long and im extremely grateful that he gave me a second chance (very quickly might i add) to do things a little bit better and have me more prepared this time around long story short, God be knowing and it's OK to be mad and angry and confused, but bottom line is you could never lose faith because he always gon come back with something bigger and better 🫶🏽

[getya-shineon]

officially can no longer lay on my stomach 😅.

[getya-shineon]

oh nothing just relaxing 🙂‍↕️.

[getya-shineon]

i forgot to tell yall my girl made it to 20 weeks Friday !!!! ayyeeeeee! i know she mad with me though i literally moved for 3 days straight 😅 i can't wait til im all unpacked and settled so she can relax next appointment Thursday somebody need to create a at home ultrasound machine so i can see her whenever i want cause wauting 4 weeks BLOOWWWSSSSSSS!!

[getya-shineon]

im 100% convinced my mama can raise this baby from Illinois.

[getya-shineon]

me and this boy get into it every other week and it's draining as HELL like wtf im AGGRAVATEDDDDDDDD!

[getya-shineon]

side profile TEA 🤏🏽.

[getya-shineon]

25 weeks today time is literally FLYING and all i could think about is i can't wait to hold my baby and hear her crying i been thinking about Zari a lot these past couple of days I remember holding her and thinking how litto she was only 9oz i miss my baby so bad but im grateful baby #2 is growing beautifully with no issues i can finally feel her moving it feels like gas bubbles or stomach spasms most of the time LOL but i know it's her

[getya-shineon]

people steady asking what's the first thing you doing after you give birth and while yes, an alcoholic bev will be had i absolutely NEED TO LAY ON MY STOMACH 😭😭 side and back sleeping is sssssoooooooo fcking uncomfortable, ommmggggggg!

[vexheart]

[vexheart]

until you learn the lesson

[fairycosmos]

music songs and lyrics. its just unbelievable

[fairycosmos]

theres even talk of albums. performances

[100493503004422]

embarrassing yourself sucks but it is Not the end of the world. I'm telling me this

[strokingout]

hold on i have to do everything

[kosmogrl]

what they don’t tell you is that the urge to just leave and start over somewhere far away only gets stronger the older you get

[wetheurban]

You don't have to understand everything to make peace with it.

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[tessmex]

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[sarr2a-deactivated20250808]

You can replace everything but not me

[lloonlloon]

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[universalstudent]

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[nyc40z]

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