𝖒𝖔𝖓𝖔𝖈𝖍𝖗𝖔𝖒𝖊.

“I love you present tense.”

[geurei]

⎾ ⚜ ʟɪᴋᴇ ᴛʜɪs ᴘᴏsᴛ ғᴏʀ ᴀ sʜᴏʀᴛ ᴏɴᴇ ʟɪɴᴇ sᴛᴀʀᴛᴇʀ ʙᴀsᴇᴅ ᴏɴ ᴛʜᴇ ʟʏʀɪᴄs ᴏғ ᴛʜᴇ ʀᴀɴᴅᴏᴍ sᴏɴɢ ғʀᴏᴍ ᴍʏ ᴘʟᴀʏʟɪsᴛ.

[theliteraryjournals]

The night is warm with you.

Charles Baudelaire, The Flowers of Evil (via theliteraryjournals)

[rpmemesandmusings]

3 am sentence starters

“ why are you awake? “

“ i can’t sleep. “

“ go to bed already. “

“ i’m a being of pure power, i don’t need sleep. “

“ i’ve been running on 5 hour energy all day, there’s no stopping now. “

“ i’m. so. tired. “

“ i had a nightmare. “

“ it’s nothing, go back to bed. “

“ when’s the last time you slept? “

“ you’re clearly exhausted. why are you doing this to yourself? “ 

“ wake up. wake up. wake uuuuup. “

“ i’ll sleep when i’m dead. “

“ yawning doesn’t mean i’m tired! maybe i’m just bored by you telling me to go to sleep so much. “

“ is something wrong? “

“ i just need to finish what i’m doing, then i’ll sleep. “

“ you said you were about to go to bed two hours ago. c’mon, time’s up. “

“ is it okay if i sleep in your bed tonight? i’m kinda freaked out. “

“ stop bossing me around, you’re not my mom. i’ll go to sleep when i want to. “

“ you’re pouring coffee all over the counter. “ 

“ why are you making hot pockets at 3 am? “

“ i don’t care when you go to bed, but do you have to wake me up in the middle of the night with your loud music?! “

[ergxdrconxs]

continued from here: @geurei

 Miyu mulled over her own words, her gaze fixed ahead of her. Though there was nothing there but cars driving by and a rather abandoned playground, it helped. She could think of her own reply easily. The thought of a newborn is so very welcomed, but for the child to be taken away is shattering. It’s as if you’re being told that you will never make it, not now, not ever.

“That is life, you are right but imagine..” She stuffed her hands in the pockets of her hoodie and chewed on the corner of his lip. She’d been through the heartbreak before, being chased, being hunted. It caused her misery. “Imagine being told, after months, maybe years of trying, that you’re going to be a dad. And then a few weeks later that it has suddenly changed. How would you feel about that? Would anything hurt as much or more than that?”

[geurei]

        ⎾ ⚜   As much as he tries, Jason somehow remains indifferent about the topic. Perhaps because he, himself, has never had a chance to consider becoming a parent or maybe,his own father was the reason. He’d never been in good relation with his dad, deprived from the parential love and understanding.

Nevertheless, the female was right and a small nod comes naturally in agreement. He sits down on the bench, exhaling softly. Suddenly he had an urge to smoke, though he was not really a smoker. ❛– Me? A dad? ❜ Despite the atmosphere, he can’t help but to let out a quiet chuckle, He simply couldn’t imagine such a situatio occuring to him. Deep inside, he was still a teen, even though he was soon turning 30. Can you imagine? ❛-- You’re right. The most painful goodbyes are the ones that are never explained but  if you only try you can find passion and joy again and these two would fill the gap of your loss easily, don’t you think?Look forward. ❜

[geurei]

❜ is there anything more wonderful than the promise of a new child… or more heartbreaking when that promise is broken? ❜ -Miyu

     | ✎ | ahs: murder house sentence starters | status:  ✓

           ⎾ ⚜    It seems almost saddening. Almost because Jason is probably no longer able to be bitter towards any phenomenon in the world. That’s just the way it is, he wants to say at times. Pain is just another reminder of being alive, after all. And he might be a little bit obsessed with the mere feeling. Twisted, wasn’t it?

      ❛– That’s life, isn’t it?❜ He sounds almost indifferent as their eyes meet. Jumping off the bench, Jason stuffs hands into the pockets of his jeans, shrugging. What can he say? Always trying to sound smart, he isn’t sure anymore if there was anything intelligent to respond with to such a thing. ❛– It’s brutal, yes. But it happens. You have many chances in life, though. It’s worth giving another try in the miracle of life, hm?❜  ⏌

[geurei]

❜ you’re kind of twisted, aren’t you? ❜

      | ✎ | ahs: murder house sentence starters | status:  ✓

         ⎾ ⚜     It was the second time that day he was confronted with such a talk. For an instant moment, all Jason is able to do is to blink in pure confusion upon the stranger’s words. Another witness of his worst? There was always the urge to fight back, to snap but Jason was naturally calm, despite his inner protests wishing to escape his mouth. Taking it half-heartedly, the man shrugs briefly, playing with a stick of an already eaten lollipop, long fingers brushing over the plastic stick as he eyes the latter once again.  He takes in the boy’s appearance, as if wishing to memorize every little features. A habit, indeed.   ⏌

     ❛– Aren’t we all a little bit twisted?❜

[geurei]

:)

        ⎾ ⚜  A familiar wave of uncertainty washes through him in search of answer to the simplest question. Have they met before? Perhaps. Nevertheless, Jason’s typically keeping his guard off and follows the instincts, responding rather casually. With a small tilt of a head, the man locks brown hues on the female, humming more to himself. After all, he can’t act as a freak once again.   ⏌

    ❛ – And what may this smile mean? ❜

ahs: murder house sentence starters

❜  the light is different out here. it’s softer.  ❜

❜  so we’re the addams family now.  ❜

❜  that girl is a monster.  ❜

❜  jesus h. christ.  ❜

❜  can i ask you a personal question?  ❜

❜  don’t make me kill you again.  ❜

❜  is there anything more wonderful than the promise of a new child… or more heartbreaking when that promise is broken?  ❜

❜  i’m trying very hard not to judge you.  ❜

❜  but i was never unfaithful.  ❜

❜  i’m not usually much of a cupcake girl myself…  ❜

❜  i’d kill to live in this house, regardless of the history!  ❜

❜  i don’t want to be here anymore!  ❜

❜  try to find some dignity in the situation.  ❜

❜  every time I find my heart breaking just a sliver for you, i suddenly remember. you made this mess for yourself.  ❜

❜  i’m not naive to the ways of men.  ❜

❜  you say we were victims of something bad there. i say that’s the place where we survived.  ❜

❜  i am trying here!  ❜

❜  everybody thinks they have style, and everybody thinks they’re funny. most people aren’t.  ❜

❜  i think you should just leave.  ❜

❜  the one thing about the dead is they’ve got nothing left to lose.  ❜

❜  you hear me? i will kill you.  ❜

❜   screw high school. that’s… it’s just a blip in your timeline. don’t get stuck there.  ❜

❜  we need the money.  ❜

❜  i’m finding it really hard to look at your face. cause i really, really, really want to bash it in.  ❜

❜  but i’m not going to be your friend. i will merely tolerate you.  ❜

❜  why are you bullshitting me?!?  ❜

❜  sometimes shit just happens.  ❜ 

❜  the dead can hold a grudge better than most scorpios.  ❜

❜  fags have such a great eye for detail, don’t they?  ❜

❜  i’m going to have a little glass of this chardonnay.  ❜

❜  as you can see, this room belongs to a sad, depressed teenager.  ❜

❜  why are you being such an asshole?  ❜

❜  this turns you on. i know it does.  ❜

❜  depressing sex is even more depressing when you try so hard.  ❜

❜  did it hurt? the first time usually does.  ❜

❜  they’re just trying to scare you.  ❜

❜  i’m open to suggestions.  ❜

❜  i think i have mommy issues. you know a good therapist?  ❜

❜  you’re kidding me. i thought you said you hated her.  ❜

❜  i have long stopped asking why the mad do mad things.  ❜

❜  as big as this place is, it does get very lonely.  ❜

❜  watch it, you goddamned queen!  ❜

❜  what are you gonna do? murder me?  ❜

❜  we’ll make excellent parents.  ❜

❜  seriously, though, are you ready for all this? i mean, you never struck me as the diapers and midnight feedings type.  ❜

❜  he’s the most beautiful baby i’ve ever seen.  ❜

❜  from blood and pain come perfection.  ❜

❜  my mom is dead.  ❜

❜  why would i do that?  ❜

❜  i used to think you were like me.  ❜

❜  you are the darkness.  ❜

❜  you are the only light i’ve ever known.  ❜

❜  you have to pay for what you did! all the pain you’ve caused, all the sorrows.  ❜ 

❜  i can’t be with you, i won’t be with you.  ❜

❜  go away!  ❜

❜  are you sure you want to be alone? they say this house is haunted.  ❜

❜  you’re kind of twisted, aren’t you?  ❜

❜  you’re charismatic and compelling and a pathological liar.  ❜

❜  ever since I was a little girl, I knew I was destined for great things.  ❜

❜  but… my dreams became nightmares.  ❜ 

[geurei]

"Wᴇ ʜᴀᴠᴇ ɴᴇᴠᴇʀ ᴍᴇᴛ ᴏʀ ʜᴀᴠᴇ ᴡᴇ?         Yᴏᴜ sᴇᴇ... I ᴍɪɢʜᴛ ɴᴏᴛ ʙᴇ ᴀʙʟᴇ ᴛᴏ ʀᴇᴍᴇᴍʙᴇʀ.         I ᴍᴀʏ ʙᴇ ʏᴏᴜʀ ɴᴇɪɢʜʙᴏᴜʀ, ʏᴏᴜʀ ʟᴏᴠᴇʀ, ᴀ sᴛʀᴀɴɢᴇʀ.   I ᴄᴀɴ'ᴛ ᴋɴᴏᴡ. Oғ ᴄᴏᴜʀsᴇ ᴛʜᴇʀᴇ ᴀʀᴇ ᴀʟsᴏ ᴘʟᴇɴᴛʏ ᴏғ ᴛʜɪɴɢs I ʀᴇᴍᴇᴍʙᴇʀ.           Yᴏᴜ ᴄᴀɴ ᴄᴀʟʟ ᴍᴇ Jᴀsᴏɴ.

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[quotemadness]

The quieter you become, the more you can hear.

Ram Dass (via quotemadness)